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Life of Our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ

Bonaventure

Meditations attributed in the tradition to St. Bonaventure

Date
13th c. / 1881 EN
Place
Paris / Lyon
Language
English

A classic medieval meditation on the life of Christ — long read in the Bonaventurean tradition.

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AMONG the many encomiums and praises bestowed on the holy Virgin, St. Cecilie, it is recorded of her, that she kept the Gospel of Christ continually enshrined in her breast : the meaning of which seems to be, that she selected such passages from our Lord's life and actions, contained in that divine volume, as tended most to raise her devotion, and inflame her love. On these she medi tated day and night, and such was the fervor of her heart, and the ardor of her affections, that she did not content herself with a single perusal, but was accustomed to read the most striking parts many times over, and carefully deposit them in the sanctuary of her heart. The like practice I recommend to you, as I look upon it to be the most material branch of spiritual study, and even the most beneficial of all devout exercises, and that which is most capable of leading you to the summit of Christian perfec tion. For surely the holy life of Christ, not merely free from the minutest blemish, but even divinely perfect, must be the best and only sure fountain whence we can hope to draw the perfect knowledge necessary — to arm our breast against the flattering, yet fleeting vanities of the world ; to render us steady amidst tribulations and adversities ; and finally, to preserve us from vice, and facilitate the possession of every virtue. Frequent and habitual medita tions on that divine subject being the readiest means to introduce the soul, as it were, into such a kind of famil iarity, confidence, and love of him, as will insensibly create in it a contempt and distaste of everything else, and will effectually instruct it, both in what to do, and what to ftvoid doing.

And first, that the contemplation of Christ's blessed life

* engthens the heart against the transient pleasures and

* ceitful vanities of the world, sufficiently appears in the

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life of the sacred virgin, St. Cecilie, already mentioned, whose capacious heart was so filled with the divine senti ments gathered thence, that it had no space left for the entrance of vain affections. Even amidst the allurements of magnificence, the dissipations of music and other sensual pleasures, profusely combining to render the solemnity of her nuptials the more inviting to the sense, her heart, un affected by them, and, as it were, insensible of all these flattering appearances, remained immovably fixed on God, to whom she often recurred in these words : " O Lord ! render my body and heart pure and undefiled, that I be not confounded"

Secondly, that it renders us steady amidst tribulations and adversities. St. Bernard thus argues : " Whence re ceived the martyrs their unshaken resolutions amidst the anxiety of their torments but from the sacred wounds of Jesus, in which their hearts and affections were wholly centered ? Whilst they beheld and felt their bodies torn and severed on the rack, their minds remained still cheer ful and triumphant. And where can we then suppose the soul of each glorious sufferer to have been but in the wounds of Christ, ready to open for its reception ? Had it been lodged in its own bosom, attentive to what passed within its lacerated fwwne, it had been too sensible of the torturing instrument, to remain proof against the excru ciating torments inflicted ; its pains had been an overmatch for its patience ; it must have sunk under the pressing weight, and denied God." From the same divine source not only martyrs, but even confessors, virgins, and all who lead a virtuous life, have derived their patience amidst tribulations, and the various trials and infirmities incident to a mortal state ; as may be instanced in the glorious St. Francis and St. Clare, who, under the severe pressure of afflictions, penury, and infirmities, were not only patient, but joyful. The same may be daily remarked in all devout persons ; this is entirely owing to their pious meditations on the life of Christ, which, as it were, carry their souls out of their bodies to transplant them in Christ.

Thirdly, that it is a powerful check to vice, and greatly disposes us to the possession of virtues, is evident from this, that the perfection of virtues is only to be found in the blessed life of Jesus Christ. Where else shall we find such moving examples, such sublime doctrines of heroic poverty, extraordinary humility, profound wisdom, fervent prayers, obedience, meekness, patience, and other virtues, as in this most holy life ?

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Wherefore, St. Bernard says, " that he labors in vain in the pursuit of virtue, who hopes to find it anywhere but in the Lord of virtues, whose doctrine is the school of prudence, whose mercy is the work of justice, whose life is the model of temperance, and whose death is the pledge of fortitude." Whoever, therefore, follows this divine pattern, can neither be deceived himself, nor deceive others, for the soul by frequent reflection on his virtues, is both animated and instructed in the imitation and pursuit of them, and at length becomes so habituated to virtue, that the bare light of it is sufficient to direct her judgment in discerning truth from falsehood. This is so true, that many very illiterate persons have become, by the same means, profoundly versed in the most sublime mysteries of God. By what other means than that of a familiar and mental conversation with his divine Lord could St. Francis of Asissium, attain to such an eminent state of perfection, so deep a knowledge of the holy scriptures, and that dis cernment with which he discovered the frauds of his spir itual enemies, and baffled the power of vice ? Hence it was, that he grew so passionately aifected with the life of Christ, as to render his own life almost a picture of it. x He copied to the utmost of his power, the practice of every virtue ; and Christ, at length, crowning his affections with the accomplishment of his wishes, he became totally trans formed into his Saviour, and received the implosion of his sacred wounds on his person. To such an eminent state is the soul led by meditating on the life of its Saviour : and yet this is but, as it were, the foundation on which the soul rises to more sublime degrees of contem plation. For the unction therein to be found purifying by degrees, and elevates the soul, instructs it, and renders it full of all divine knowledge : but this tends not immedi ately to our present purpose.

Now, I propose to introduce you, gentle reader, to the meditations on the blessed life of our Saviour, though I could wish you a more learned and able guide, being my self verv unequal to so great a task. However, as I con ceive it'to be more for your advantage that I rather say something than remain silent on so useful a subject, I shall endeavor to make the best use of my slender ability, by discoursing in a familiar, though plain and unpolished style : that you may the more easily comprehend the matter here treated, and study rather to improve your mind and heart than flatter your ears.

It is not elegance of speech, but the study of the life of

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Jesus you are here to give attention to. For as St. Hierom says, " Plain language reaches the heart, while florid speeches stop at the ears which they flatter." Still I am in hopes that the mediocrity of my capacity will the better be adapted to the sincerity of your good intention. But

1 hope still more, that if you are but diligent in the exer cise of this devout study, that the Lord, whose life is here treated of, will become your master and instructor. You are not, however, to imagine that we can either meditate on, or recollect every circumstance relating to our blessed Saviour. Nevertheless, to make the more devout impres sion upon your mind, i shall relate those things in the same manner as if they reallvhad happened, which either have in fact, or may reasonably be Relieved to have hap pened, a -cording to such devout imaginations as a pious mind is capable of forming. For it is even in the study of holy scriptures allowable to meditate, expound, and un derstand differently as we concieve most expedient. In this, however, all duo regard must be paid to the truth of the facts of his life, to his justice and divine doctrine, and nothing be inconsistent with faith and good works. What ever, therefore, I shall here lay down as acted or said by Christ Jesus which cannot be proved by scripture to be so done or said, you are to take m no other sense than as the effect of a devout meditation : that is, in other words, take it as if I said, meditate or consider, that Christ might have said or done so. If, therefore, you are desirous of reaping fruit from this work, you must earnestly endeavor by a serious attention to be present to everything that is here written of our Lord Jesus Christ. And that with the same fervor and devotion as if you both heard and saw them, laying aside for the time all other engagements and affairs. In short, beloved reader, I beseech you to accept in good part, the pains I have here taken for the honor and praise of our Lord Jesus, and for your spiritual profit, as well as my own ; and endeavor, with all the alacrity, devotion, and diligence you are master of to put it ID practice.

CONTENTS.

CHAPTIR PA«.

I. The Angels intercede for Man's redemption . 11

II. The Life of the Blessed Virgin Mary, and her

seven petitions to God. 17

HI. The Incarnation of Christ, and the angelical sal utation of the Blessed Virgin . . . .22 IV. Our blessed Lady visits her cousin St. Elizabeth, in whose house the Magnificat and Benedictut

were composed 30

V. St. Joseph thinks of dismissing the Blessed Vir gin, and Goil suffers his beloved to be afflicted 35

VI. The Nativity of Jesus Christ 41

VII. The Circumcision of our Lord Jesus Christ . . 54 VIII. The Epiphany, or manifestation of our Lord Jesus 59 IX. The Blessed Virgin remains at the crib at Bethle hem, till the full term of forty days is expired 69 X. The Purification of our blessed Lady, or Candle

mas-day . 71

XI. Christ's flight into Egypt 76

XII. Our Lord's return from Egypt . . . .89

XIII. Our Lord remains at Jerusalem . . . .95

XIV. Our Lord's life from his twelfth to his thirtieth

year 103

XV. The Baptism of our Lord Jesus Christ . . . 113 XVI. The fast and temptation of Christ ; his return to his mother ; the four means to attain to a per fect purity of heart : the great advantages of prayer ; the resistance to be made to gluttony : why, and for whom God works his miracles . 129 XVII. Christ opens the book in the synagogue . . 138

XVIII. He calls his disciples 141

XIX. The conversion of water into wine at the mar riage-feast 143

XX. The sermon of our Lord on the mount, which he

begins by poverty 151

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XXI. The servant of the centurion and the son of the

prince cured 155

XXII The paralytic brought in to our Lord by the house top and cured ..... . 157

XXIII. Our Lord cures Simon's mother-in law . . . 159

XXIV. Our Lord sleeps in the boat 100

XXV. The widow's son raised by our Lord . . . 161

XXVI. Our Lord raises a girl from the dead, and cures

Martha ...'.... 161 XXVII. The conversion of Magdalen, and other things . 163 XXVIII. John sends his disciples to Jesus . . . .166 XXIX. The deuth of St. John the Baptist . . . .170 XXX. The conference our Lord had with the Samaritan woman, as he sat, being faint arid wearied, by the side of the well to rest himself . . . 175 XXXI. The disciples of our Lord pluck ears of cora and

eat them, through hunger, on the Sabbath . 178 XXXII. The Jews having driven our Lord Jesus out of the city to the top of a steep mountain, endeavor to

throw him down thence 184

XXXIII- The man with a withered hand cured by our Lord

Jesus 184

XXXIV. The multiplication of the loaves, and how our

Lord provides for those who truly love him . 188 XXXV. Our Lord's flight when they would have mndehim

king ; and against worldly honors in general . 191 XXXVI. Our Lord prays on the mount ; and descending

walks on the waters ; some reflections on prayer 200 XXXVII. Christ relieves the daughter of the woman of Canaan who was possessed with the devil ; our guardian angels faithfully assist us . . 214

XXXVIII. The Pharisees and others scandalized at the

words of our Lord ...... 219

XXXIX. The reward promised by our Lord to those who for sake all for him 220

XL. Our Lord Jesus asks his disciples what the Jews

say of him 323

XLI. The glorious transfiguration of our Lord Jesus on

Mount Tabor 224

XLII. Our Lord casts the buyers and sellers out of the

temple 227

XLIII. The sick man who was healed at the water in Jeru salem, called Probatica Piscina .... 229

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CHAPTBB. PAGB.

XLIV. Our Lord Jesus received by the two sisters, Mary and Martha ; and of the two sorts of lives signi fied thereby 233

XLV. Our Lord warns the Jews that the church shall de volve on the Gentiles, in the parable of the hus bandmen who killed the son of their Lord . 236 XLVI. The Jews seek to ensnare our Lord by his own

words 237

XL VII. The blind man restored to sight at Jericho!; etc. . 238 XL VIII. Our Lord goes into the house of Zacheus . . 241 XLIX. Christ gives sight to the man born blind . . 242 L. Our Lord retreats from the temple to hide himself,

when the Jews would have stoned him . . 245 LI. The Jews seek a second time to stone him . . 245

LII. The raising of Lazarus 249

LIII. Christ curses the fig-tree 252

LIV. The woman detected in adultery .... 253 LV. The conspiracy of the Jews against Christ, and his

flight into the city of Ephraim .... 254 LVI. Our Lord's return to Bethania, where Mary Mag dalen anoints his feet 257

LVII. Our Lord Jesus comes to Jerusalem en Palm Sunday

riding on an ass 260

LVIII. What our Lord Jesus did from Palm Sunday to the

following Thursday 264

LIX. Our Lord's supper the night before his passion, and

circumstances relating to it . . . . 268 LX. The Passion of our Lord Jesus Christ, and his prayer

in the garden 279

LXI. Our Lord Jesus betrayed by Judas .... 286 LXII. Our blessed Lord is carried before Pilate, scourged

at the pillar, and crowned with thorns . . 291 LXIII. Our Lord is condemned to suffer a cruel death on the cross, and compelled to carry the same to

Mount Calvary 299

LXIV. Our Lord Jesus Christ is nailed to the cross . . 306 LXV. The words which our Lord spoke while hanging

upon the cross : he yields up his spirit . . 310 LXVI. The opening of our blessed Saviour's side with a

spear 313

LXVII. The descent of our Lord from the cross . . . 316 LXVIII. The embalming and burial of our Lord's body . 319 LXIX. Our blessed Lady's departure from the sepulchre,

and return to Mount Sion , 324

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CHAPTER. PAM.

LXX. A meditation on our blessed Lady's conversation

with her devout companions .... 837 LXXI. Our Lord Jesus descends into the Limbo of the

Fathers 330

LXXII. The glorious resurrection of our Lord Jesus, and his

appearance first to his mother .... 343 LXXIII. The coming of the three Marys to the sepulchre, etc 844 LXXIV. Our Lord's appearance to the holy women . . 845 LXXV. Our Lord's appearance to Joseph, to James the less,

and to Peter 340

LXXVI. Christ returns to the holy Fathers after his resur rection 850

LXXVI1. Christ appears to the two disciples going to Emmaus 352 LXXVIIL Our Lord appears to the disciples who were shut up

on the day of the resurrection .... 354 LXXIX Our Lord appears to the disciples on the octave of

Easter, when St. Thomas was with them . . 356 LXXX. Our Lord appears to his disciples in Galilee . . 359 LXXXI. He appears to them again near the sea of Tiberias 360 LXXXII. Our Lord appears to more than five hundred dis ciples together ; some remarks relating to his

apparitions in general 363

LXXXIII. The glorious ascension of our Lord and Saviour

Jesus Christ 365

LXXXTV. The coming of the Holy Ghost . . . .876

APPENDIX.

Rhythmical Prayer to the Sacred Members of Jesus hanging .

upon the Cross. By St. Bernard 370

THE

LIFE OF OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR

JESUS CHRIST.

1. ACHARIAH ASKS THB ANGEL FOR A SIGN OF WHAT HE HAS PROMISED.

In chapter I, THE ANGELS INTERCEDE FOR HAN'S REDEMPTION.

MANKIND having for the long and tedious space of more than five thousand years continued in a miserable state of exile, not one of them being able to shake off the clog of orie-

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inal guilt, and soar to his native country Heaven ; the blessed choir of angelic spirits, (moved to compassion, and concerned at the dreadful havoc sin had made among them, as well as solicitous to see the numbers of their own heavenly legions again completed) as soon as the fulness of time was come, resolved to renew the instances they had often before made to the Almighty. For this end, presenting themselves before the awful throne of God, with redoubled earnestness and devotion, they jointly prostrated themselves at his feet, and made the following prayer: "All- merciful Lord! Remember how you graciously vouchsafed, from the inexhaustible fund of your goodness, to create man out of nothing, and to raise him above all the works of your sublunary cre ation, by enriching him with the eminent gift of a rational soul, capable of knowing you ; and this on purpose that he might become a partaker of our felicity, and repair the loss we sustained by the fall of our reprobate brethren. Yet behold, O gracious Sovereign, the whole species lies still involved in such woful ruin, that out of so great a number, not one has been able to escape and arrive hither in the long space of many thousand years. Our enemies thence gather new matter of triumph : when instead of seeing the vacant places of the fallen angels filled, they behold hell continually crowded with innumerable victims : to what end then are they created, 0 Lord ? Why are the souls, that confess to you, delivered up a prey to beasts f—Ps. Ixxiii. We are not ignor ant that this severity perfectly agrees with your divine justice ; yet be pleased, O Lord, to re member, that the time foi showing your mercy is come. If the first progenitors of the human race

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did unhappily transgress your law, let your mercy now repair the injury in their wretched posterity. Be mindful that you created them to your own likeness. Extend then in pity, O God, your hand to them, and replenish them with your bounty. To this end, ' our eyes fixed on you, as the eyes of servants on the hands of their master sj — Ps. cxxii. — till you deign to have compassion on mankind, and save them by a plentiful re demption."

The angel having concluded this address, Mercy and Peace, supporting the petition in man's be half, pathetically pleaded for his redemption with the heavenly Father : while Justice and Truth seemed to make a vigorous opposition against it : whence (for contemplation sake) we may imagine a kind of ineffable debate to arise between them, as St. Bernard relates in a beautiful and ample man ner. But in this I shall be as concise as the tenor of our subject will permit. For though in this treatise, I intend often to interweave his words with my own, yet as our present purpose requires us to avoid tedious prolixity, I shall differ partly in the manner of applying them. To return then to our subject. The sum of his discourse, in the place above quoted, is as follows : Mercy, in the words of the royal prophet says, " Will God reject man forever, or hath the Lord forgotten to show mercy?"— Ps. Ixxvi. Long and frequently importuned with these, and such like solicitations, thus at length, the Almighty may be supposed to have answered, "Hold, Mercy, before I acquiesce to your petitions, it becomes me as an equitable judge, to hear the al legations which Justice and Truth have to offer against them." Whereupon, the two divine attri butes being ready to the summons, Mercy thus re-

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sumes, "Mankind, 0 Lord, stand in need of thy commiseration, for they are become wretched in- deed, even extremely wretched ; and the time for showing pity is more than come." Here Truth, interrupting the plea of Mercy, begins, "It is meet, O Lord, that you fulfil your divine word. Let Adam die, and all his race with him, since all, in him, impiously tasted the forbidden fruit." :' Wherefore then, O Lord," replies Mercy, " where fore do 1 subsist ? if you forbear forever to commis erate, there is an end of me : this, your Truth must acknowledge." "Yes," rejoins Truth, "but yet, O Eternal Father, if prevaricating man can elude your sentence, what becomes of me \ Can I, as you have promised, persist to eternity?" Thus the di vine pleaders continuing to support their suit against each other, the Eternal Father, at length, remits the cause to his Son. Before whom, Mercy and Truth renewing their former pleas, Truth thus added, "I confess, 0 Lord, that the zeal which Mercy exerts in man's behalf is good, and worthy all praise ; but does she therein act conformably to justice, in persuading you rather to spare those pre varicators than me her sister attribute?" "Ah, be loved Truth," replies Mercy, "rather consider, that your indignant rigor spares neither man nor me : by refusing to commiserate him, you involve me in his destruction, me, your sister Mercy." But Truth, unsoothed by all that Mercy could offer, still further urged : "You, O Lord, are here made a party in this cause, and therefore, it highly behooves you not to suffer the word of your Eternal Father to be made void." After this manner persisted the divine parties in opposing ench other, till at length, all-uniting Peace with her heavenly voice interpos ing, jthus addressed them : " Cease to dispute, ye

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heavenly offspring of God, contention ill suits such kindred virtues." —Still the debate was im portant, and the reasons on both sides so strong and powerful, that no means appeared of reconciling Mercy and Truth, in regard to mankind, till the di vine and royal judge gave to Peace, who stood the nearest *c lu«* awful throne, the following ineffable decree to read: "Whereas, our Eternal Father's divine offspring, Truth and Mercy, have laid before us their opposite allegations concerning the salva tion or perdition of our hapless creature, man : the former alleging that, if the sentence of death passed upon Adam should be reversed, Mercy her self must be involved in the destruction of Adam. Our divine wisdom suggests us a medium to pre serve both inviolable and uninjured. Let Death then be made a desirable good : that the apprehensions of all may be removed and their ends obtained." No sooner was the divine decree pronounced, than all, applauding its wisdom, silently consented that Adam should die, yet Death be a means of saving mercy to him. But hence, a new difficulty arose: "How, O unsearchable wisdom, how shall Death become a desirable good to man, when the bare sound of it is sufficient to convey horror to the sense?" "Know," answers the heavenly mon arch, "that though the death of the wicked be superlatively wretched, that of the righteous is inestimably precious, and the sure entrance to eter nal life.

" Let one then be sought out, who, though not by nature subject to death,* will voluntarily submit to it, from a generous motive of disinterested charity. Such a one, not liable to be detained in subjection by Death, will force a passage through it, and lead

•Death entered b j cia.

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captivity after him to a blessed state of freedom." Here all acquiesce with pleasure to the divine pro posal. u Yet where," sziy they, "shall we be able to find such a one;" Submissively, however, obse- quious.to the Eterual Word's decree, without waiting a reply, and paying due adoration to the Almighty Majesty, both depart in search of him : Truth re solving to range the earth, and Mercy the wide do minions of heaven, according to the words of the Pro phet: Thy mercy, 0 Lord, is in heaven, and thy truth even to the clouds." — Ps. xxxv., "it encom passes the universe." Yet how vain, alas, their re searches ! Truth travelling round the world, finds no one free from guilt, not even the infant of a day old. And Mercy in vain seeks, throughout heaven, one who has charity equal to so great an undertaking. Alas ! all mankind are but inferior servants, and the best of them must, even when they act well, say from St. Liike, chap, xvii., " that they are but un profitable servants." As none, therefore, could be found so abounding in charity, as to lay down their life for such useless servants, it was to no purpose for Mercy and Truth to seek any longer. Hence returning to the Almighty's presence at the ap pointed time, without the desired success, Peace, with a benevolent countenance thus anticipates them: " Ah ! heavenly sisters, know you not, or have you forgotten, that there is not one on earth who does good : No, not even one. Or who in heaven or on earth but he, whose wisdom gave you the ineffable advice you are endeavoring to follow, can assist you to effect it?" On hearing this, the all- wise monarch spoke. "It repents me that I made man : Yet, as I have made him, it becomes the immensity of my goodness to do satisfaction for him." Wherefore, calling to him the angel Gabriel, "Go," says he,

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"and tell the daughter of Sion: Behold your king coines." — Thus i'ar from St. Bernard. Hence you may see of how dangerous and fatal consequence ^in has been and still is, and how great the difficulty of applying the remedy to it. To this purpose, how ever, the above mentioned attributes seem best to accord and unite in the person of God the Son. For on one side, the person of the Father, bearing in appearance a terrible and powerful aspect, might seemingly give cause of apprehension for Peace and Mercy. On the other side, the person of the Holy Ghost, all bountiful and gracious, might seemingly give no less room for apprehension to Truth and Justice. So that the person of the Son between both, was wisely accepted as mediator in the im portant work. This, however, must be understood, not in a strict sense, but a mystical and borrowed one. Thus, then, was at length fulfilled that proph ecy of the Psalmist, "Mercy and Truth have met together, Justice and Peace have kissed." — Ps. Ixxxiv.

This may suffice for a pious meditation on what, we may devoutly conceive, might probably pass in heaven, relating to man's redemption.

CHAPTER H.

OF THE LIFE OF THE BLESSED VIRGIN MART, AND HEB

SEVEN PETITIONS TO GOD.

r I "HE life of the Blessed Virgin, from whom the J- Son of God took flesh, will afford our devotion ample matter for meditation. You are then to know, Christian reader, that at the third year of her age, she was presented in the temple a sacrifice to Grod ;

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and there remained to the age of fourteen. What was her method of life in that holy sanctuary, during that space of time, we may learn from the Revelations, with which she favored a devout votary of hers ; who, as it is believed, was the glorious St. Elizabeth, whose solemn festival the church an nually celebrates. Among the rest, the following particulars are contained :

"When my parents," says our Blessed Lady, "had consecrated me in the temple, immediately on their departure I resolved in my own heart to choose God for my father : and often and devoutly considering what I might do to please God, and render myself agreeable in his sight, that he might vouchsafe to enrich me with his grace ; I began, by taking care to be instructed in the divine laws. But of all the divine laws which I observed in my heart, these three were the first and chief : Thou shalt love the Lord thy God, with all thy heart, with all thy soul, with all thy spirit, with all thy strength : Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself : Thou shalt not hate thy enemy. These I kept in my mind ; and immediately possessed all the virtues comprised in them ; and thus will I have you to do. But the soul can possess no virtue, that has not a cordial love for God. For it is from this love that flows the plenitude of all grace, without which no virtue can enter into, or remain in the soul ; but drops away like water, unless due hatred be conceived towards its enemies, that is, vice and evil habits. Whoever, therefore, is desirous of possessing the grace of God, must dispose his heart to love and hatred. I would have you, therefore, to follow my example, and do as I did. I rose constantly at midnight, and be fore the holy altar of the temple, with all the desire, will, and affection I was capable of, I implored

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the grace of the Almighty God, to observe these three great commandments chiefly, and every other precept of his law. And thus, before tLe sacred altar, 1 made the following seven petitions:

"I requested then : First— His grace, to lulh'l the precept of charity, that is to love him with all my heart, etc.

"Secondly — The grace necessary to love my neighbor according to his will and pleasure, and to delight in all things that please him.

" Thirdly — His assistance to hate andshun every thing displeasing to him.

"Fourthly — Humility, patience, benignity, and meekness, and every virtue that could render me agreeable in his sight.

"Fifthly — That he would make known to me the time in which that ever-blessed virgin should be born, who was to bring forth the Son of God ; and that he would preserve my sight, that I might behold her ; my tongue that I might praise her : my hands that I might minister to her : my feet that I might move in her service : and my knees that I might adore the Son of God in her womb.

" SixtJily — I implored his grace, to obey the pre cepts and direction of the priests of the temple.

"And, Seventhly — That he would vouchsafe to preserve the temple and people in his holy service."

The servant of Christ, when she heard this, said : " 0 most amiable lady, were not you full of grace and every virtue ?" "Yes," answered the Blessed Virgin : " "Y et know for certain, that I thought my self as void of merit, as full of guilt, and as un< worthy God's favor as you. For which reason, I continued thus praying for grace and virtue. But although you may imagine me to have possessed nil

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the grace I was endowed with, with little ui no p^ins, yet, be assured, that I received no one grace, <>jft or virtue from Heaven, without immense labor, in cessant prayer, fervent desires, profound devotion, many tears, and much affliction : Ever saying and thinking, to the best of my knowledge and power, what was most agreeable to him. Xor did I receive any blessings from Heaven, without all this, except the sanctifying grace, by which I was made holy in the womb of my mother. Know also," adds she, " that no grace descends into the soul, but by means of prayer and mortification." However, when once we pay to God all the little services in our power, though they are but few, they are of such efficacy as to attract the Almighty himself into the soul, and with him some of his choicest gifts. Insomuch, that the soul seems in a sublime measure to be car ried out of itself, and forgets ever having done, or even said anything pleasing to Heaven, becoming more unworthy and contemptible in its own esteem than ever. Thus much may we gather from the above-mentioned Revelations.

St. Jerome, however, in the account he gives of her life, adds : "That it was the constant method of the Blessed Virgin to continue fixed in prayer, from the morning to the third hour. From the third hour to the ninth she employed herself in manual exercises. At the ninth she again returned to prayer, nor suf fered anything to interrupt her devotions till called upon by the angel who attended her, to receive her usual necessary refection : And even then, from his celestial converse, she improved in the love and service of her beloved master. She was ever found the first at the sacred vigils and watches of the tem ple, the most versed in the knowledge of the divine laws, the most profoundly practised in true hu-

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niilily, the most ready and harmonious in the Royal Psalmist's divine canticles, the most illustrious in charity, the most innocently pure, and the most perfect in every virtue. She was immovably con stant in goodness, yet was never seen or heard to be morose or peevish at the failings of her companions who were less perfect. Her every word had it in such a singular pleaitu.de of grace, that something divine appeared in all she said. She diligently persevered in prayer, and the study of God's laws: and ever watched over the conduct of her companions, that none of them might exceed in speech, or break out into inordinate mirth, or disgust each other by pride or offensive behavior. She was ever intent on praising God : and lest the greetings, which neigh borly charity obliged her to use towards those of her own station, should in the least diminish the praise due to God, her perpetual form of salutation was 'Thanks be to God.' Hence the laudable cus tom of holy men in saluting each other, to say Thanks be to God. The food administered to her by the hands of the angel served her for her own support : and she bestowed on the poor the portions allotted to her by the priests of the temple. The angel was seen daily conversing with her, and obeying her, as if she was his beloved sister or mother." Thus far St. Jerome.

In the fourteenth year of her age the Blessed Vir gin was espoused to St. Joseph, by divine appoint ment revealed to her parents, and then she returned to Nazareth ; concerning which, you may see the particular circumstances in the legend of her birth. Such are the subjects proper to meditate on, which happened before the Incarnation. Consider them well, and take pleasure in the contemplation of them, committing them to your memory with the

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utmost affection, and practice them with all dill gence, as matters of the sublimest devotion. But let us now proceed to the Incarnation.

THE ARCHANGEL GABRIEL APPEARS TO THE BLESSED VIRGIN MART.

In chapter III, THE INCARNATION OF CHRIST. AND THE ANGELICAL

SALUTATION OF THE BLESSED VIRGIN.

WHEN the fulness of time was come, and the most blessed Trinity had deliberated on the means of providing for the redemption of mankind, by the incarnation of the "WORD ; Christ resolved to take flesh of the Blessed Virgin, through his im mense charity with which he loved mankind. Hia

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mercy moving him, and paying a particular regard to the instances of the celestial spirits ; when the Blessed Virgin was returned to Nazareth, Almighty God called to him the angel Gabriel, and said to him : "Go to our best beloved daughter, espoused to Joseph, the dearest to us of all our creatures, and tell her that my son delights in her form, and hath chosen her for his mother. Request her to receive him joyfully : for I have decreed to save mankind by her means, and to blot out of my memory the injury they have done me."

And here, gentle reader, let me once more repeat my former advice : Be mindful and take such notice of what you read, as to render yourself, as it were, present to every passage herein related. But, par ticularly in this place, fix God before your imagina tion, in the best manner a corporeal being is capable of conceiving an idea of his incorporeal substance. Conceive him, that is, as a mighty sovereign, seated on his awful throne, the paternal and benign affa bility of whose majestic countenance spoke in him a disposition towards reconciliation, or rather re conciliation itself : Imagine him, I say, thus dis posed to utter the above-mentioned words, while Gabriel, with serene and cheerful aspect, pros trate on his knees, in a devout and reverent posture, listens attentively to the divine embassy. That received, away the angelic messenger hastens from the celestial regions, and in the borrowed dress of human likeness, quick as thought, presents him self before the holy Virgin Mary, in the inmost re cess of her little habitation. Yet not so expeditious was his flight, but that the blessed Trinity, antici pating their ambassador, were in the happy mansion before him.

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though the person of the Son alone was made man, yet the whole sacred Trinity was concerned in his incarnation. The Father and the Holy Ghost co operating alike in this august and unutterable mys tery. Here then, be specially attentive, and as if pres ent to everything that is said and done, endeavor to comprehend every circumstance that passes. — Oh, what scope may not this subject afford your medita tion. What reflections may you not gather from that little mansion, where such personages are assem bled, and such ineffable mysteries wrought by them. For though the sacred Trinity be undoubtedly al ways everywhere present, yet, in this place, at this juncture, it was present in a more singular and in effable manner than usual, on account of the super natural and unspeakable work then and there effected.

The angel Gabriel then arrived at the holy man sion, and entering to the Blessed Virgin, thus the faithful proxy began his message: "Hail, full of grace ! the Lord is with thee : Blessed art thou among women." To which, not a little disturbed, she made no answer. Her disturbance, however, proceeded not from any guilty disorder within her ; neither could it be occasioned by the angelical vision, such kind of visits being, from their frequency, be come familiar to her. But, to speak in the words of the Evangelist, "She was disturbed at the angel's speech." That is, perplexed in thought at the novelty of this salutation, so unlike his usual man ner of greeting her. Nor could the humble Virgin be other than disturbed at the triple commendation included in his angelical salutation. To hear her self commended, for that she was full of grace, that the Lord was with her, that herself was blessed above the rest of her sex, was more than one so rich

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in humility could hear without a blush of concern. Her discomposure then was wholly the effect of a virtuous and becoming bashfulness ; accompanied with a fear of too easily giving in to the belief of what she heard. Not that she in the least mis trusted the angel's veracity ; but, because it is ever the faculty of the truly humble to tend to perfection, by examining into and magnify ing their defects, while they either remain wholly insensible of any merit in themselves, or see it through the lessening end of the perspective. Thus, as becomes a prudent, fearful, and modest Virgin, our blessed lady remained si lent, returning no answer to the angelical salutation, as if not knowing what to reply. Learn from her •example the study and practice of silence : a virtue of the greatest utility to such as are endowed with it. The vice contrary to which is so odious in all, but especially in women, and more in young ones and virgins, that this sacred pattern of modesty could not prevail on herself to make any answer, till she had heard the angel twice utter his mysterious mes sage ; nor even then could she have resolved to break through her wonted silence, but that the sacred mes senger, apprized of the cause of her despondency, encouraged her in the following words : " Fear not, Mary, nor be concerned at the encomiums I render you. Why should your modesty blush to receive the praises justly due to you ? You are not only full of grace yourself, but even born to be the means of restoring all mankind to the grace of God, which they had lost. For behold, you shall conceive, and bring forth the Son of the Most High, who has chosen you to be an instrument of the salvation, destined to all who put their trust in him." This said, the Blessed Virgin, waving the subject of her praises, was solicitous to know the manner in which

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this all could be done : which she could not but be anxious about, on account of her virginity, which she was resolved never to part with. Wherefore, she requested the angel to acquaint her with the manner of the conception, in the following words : " How shall this be effected upon me who have dedi cated myself to God by a vow of perpetual virgin ity ?" "It will be brought about," replied the angel, " by the singular and ineffable operation of the Holy Ghost, by whose power you will be replenished, and conceive without prejudice to your virginity : and, therefore, will your Son be called the Son of God. For nothing is to him impossible. In proof of which, know that by the same power of God, your kins woman Elizabeth, though old and barren, is now six months gone in her pregnancy of a male child."

Here imagine yourself in the divine presence, and contemplate how the blessed Trinity, graciously waiting the answer and consent of their beloved daughter, was delighted to behold her graceful de cency of behavior, and the modesty of her expres sions. With what wisdom and attention does the angel employ his heavenly eloquence to persuade her, and with what sweetness, reverence, and affa bility he bends before her as his awful mistress, faithfully executing his embassy, and attentively observing her words, that he may reply to them in a manner becoming her dignity, his office, and the will of the Almighty. And finally, with what a becom ing deportment, mixed with graceful bashfulness of countenance, she receives the sudden and surprising message, without being elated by it. She attributes wholly to the divine grace the wonderful encomiums bestowed on her, though such as were never given to any other mortal.

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ft paiiern, to behave with modesty and humility : without which, purity itself is of little signification. But to return to our subject.

The Blessed Virgin, after hearing the foremen- tioned words of the angel, with a prudence equal to the rest of her conduct, gave her consent : and, as her revelations declare, kneeling with her hands joined in a devout posture, said : " Behold the hand maid of the Lord : Be it be done to me according to thy word." At the same instant the Son of God passed entire into the Virgin's womb, took flesh of her, and still remained entire in the essence of his Father. However, you may for piety' s sake imagine, that the Son of God, undertaking this laborious em bassy of obedience, reclined and recommended him self to the Father, and that in the same instant his soul was created and infused into the womb of his Mother : so that, though he afterwards grew in the womb, as naturally as other children are wont to do, yet he received not like them any increase of facul ties in his soul, or diversity in limbs ; being then as perfect God and perfect man, and equally wise and powerful as he is now. But to return to the angel. Gabriel, to accompany the Blessed Virgin in her devotion, kneeled for awhile, and then rising, pro foundly bent himself to her in a respectful manner to take his leave, after which he vanished immedi ately. The Blessed Virgin now alone all in raptures, and more than usually inflamed with the love of God, began to be sensible of her pregnancy. Where fore, throwing herself again upon her knees, she re turned God thanks for so great a favor, and with most humble and fervent supplication, besought him to vouchsafe her the instructions necessary to render her capable of acting her part towards her son, free from any defect; or imperfection.

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Meditate then on the greatness of this day's solem nity. Let your heart rejoice, and the day be crowned with holy mirth : a day hitherto unheard of since the beginning of time. A day devoted to the honor of God the Father who celebrates the nuptials of his Son, espoused to human nature, which he has in separably united to himself. A day sacred to the wedding of the Divine Son, and to his entrance into the virginal womb, through which he has to pass into the world. A day solemn to the Holy Ghost, by whose singular and wonderful co-operation the work of the Incarnation was effected : and whose extra ordinary benignity this day began to show itself to mankind. A day of glory to our blessed Lady, who on the same was acknowledged and assumed by the Father for a Daughter — by the Son for a Mother — bjr the Holy Ghost for a Spouse. A day of rejoic ing to the whole heavenly choir, on account of the work of their reparation commencing from it ; but more especially to mankind, on account of their sal vation, redemption, and reconciliation ; for on this day properly was the whole human nature exalted and deified.

On this day the Son submitted to the new com mand of his Father in the work of our salvation. On this day, coming forth from the highest heaven, he exalted Wee a giant to run Tiis race, and entered into the virginal garden of his mother's womb. On this day he was made one of us, and becoming our brother, began to sojourn among us. On this day the true light descended from heaven to expel away our darkness, and disperse the clouds of our ignorance. On this day the bread of life, which enlivens the world, was truly perfected in the sacred tabernacle of the virginal womb, and the word was made flesh to dwell amongst us. Lastly, on this day

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the long continued cries of the holy patriarchs and prophets were heard, and their fervent desires fully accomplished. They cried aloud, with an inexpres sible earnestness, saying: Send forth, 0 Lord, tltz Lamb, the ruler of the earth. — Isa. xvi. Drop de:o ye heavens from above, and let the clouds rain the just. — Chap. xlv. Would, 0 God, thou wouldst burst the heavens asunder and descend. — Chap, xliv. Lord, incline thy heavens and descend. — Ps. cxliii. SJiow us thy fare and we shall he saved. — Ibid. Ixxix. These, with infinite others of like nature, to be seen in Holy Writ, were their re peated instances for the approach of the solemn day, which they so ardently expected. This day gave the first beginning to every joyful solemnity, and is the only true source of all our real happiness. For though hitherto Almighty God has been justly in censed against mankind, for the transgression of their first progenitors, yet from this time his anger against them shall cease at the sight of his only Son made man for their redemption. Hence is this day so justly styled "the fulness of time;" that is, a time of grace and redemption to man. And hence also may we deem the wonderful greatness of this most solemn and ineffable mystery, where all is profitable and sweet, all is gay and decent, all is pleasing and desirable ; in a word, where all is so sublimely sacred, that it requires our inmost devo tion to treat of it, our purest transports to solemnize it, and our profoundest veneration to adore it. Let such then be the heads of your meditation — make them the scope of all your pleasure — and, choose them for your frequent and favorite amusement. For who knows but the Lord may recompense your pious practice with more ample scenes of heavenly knowledge 2

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ST. ELIZABETH RECEIVES THE VISIT OF THE BLESSED VIRGIN MART.

CHAPTER IV.

OUR BLESSED LADY VISITS HER COUSIN ST. ELIZABETH,

IN WHOSE HOUSE THE MAGNIFICAT AND BENEDIC-

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OUR Blessed Lady, having conceived by the Holy Ghost, and the incarnation of the Son of God being fully accomplished in her sacred womb, recall ing to mind what the angel had told her, concerning her cousin Elizabeth, she resolved to visit her ; and this, not merely to congratulate her on her happy pregnancy, but rather to assist her at her approach-

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ing delivery. Wherefore, in company with her be loved spouse St. Joseph, she immediately set out on her journey, from the little city of Nazareth, towards the house of St. Elizabeth, which was near Jeru salem, and about seventy miles distant from Nazar eth. Neither the length of the journey, nor the labors of the way, could deter her from her pious resolution ; but without delay she went on with all speed, that she might not appear long abroad. Nor was she like other women in her condition, in the least burdened by the divine infant she bore in her womb. And now by the way accompany in mind this blessed couple. The ever-glorious Virgin, queen of heaven and earth, with her beloved spouse, pro ceeds on her journey ; not on a pampered horse, or gilded car, not escorted by a military band of armed soldiers, not triumphant amidst a pompous crowd of nobles, not surrounded with aglittering tribe of courtly damsels. Poverty, humility, modesty, with every graceful virtue, were all their train. The Lord of Hosts, indeed, was her inseparable companion, at tended by his glorious court, far outshining all the splendor of the vain and pompous sons of earth.

Come at length to her journey's end, she entered the house of Zachary, and finding there her cousin Elizabeth, saluted her, saying : Hail, my dear cousin Elizabeth. Elizabeth vehemently animated by the Holy Ghost, with transports of joy, immediately arose, and tenderly embracing her, cried aloud : Blessed art thou amongst icomen, and blessed is the fruit of tliy womb. And whence is this to me, that the mother of my Lord should come to visit me f — Luke \. The words of the salutation were no sooner graciously uttered by our blessed Lady, than they pierced even to the bowels of St. Elizabeth, in flaming both mother and son with the divine Spirit

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Nor was the mother inflamed before her son, but he being first replenished himself, replenished also his parent; not operating anything new within her, bat rather meriting that something divine should be wrought within her soul, by the operation of the Holy Ghost : Insomuch, that the grace of the Holy Paraclete was more abundantly diffused in him, and he first was sensible of its blessed effects. Thus, as she outwardly perceived the presence of the holy Virgin, he inwardly was affected by the ap proach of his Lord. Wherefore, he exulted for joy, and she prophesied. Consider hence of how great force and efficacy must the words of the Blessed Virgin be, that the Holy Ghost should deign to communicate himself at the bare utterance of them. For herself was so copiously filled with him, that the same divine spirit in and through her replenished others. The Virgin Mary, after hear ing the salutation of Elizabeth, replied thus to her: 4 "My soul doth magnify our Lord, and my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour," with the rest of that divine canticle. Having ended, they both sat down ; when a holy contention arose between them, not occasioned by ceremonious insincerity, but from an inborn humiliry. The sacred Virgin, greatest in that virtue, as well as in dignity, would have seated herself below Elizabeth, at her feet ; and Elizabeth, conscious of the majesty of her guest, would have placed herself beneath hers. Bnt at length both modestly yielding to each other, they seated them- selves together, side by side. The pious dehnte was succeeded by equally pious greetings, and mutual interrogations concerning the mystery of each other's conception, which they mutually revealed, giving the glory of it to God. and crowning the day with divine praises and thanksgiving for the sover-

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eign and ineffable blessings received. Our Blessed Lady continued with Elizabeth the space of three months, helping and assisting her as far as she was able, with all devotion, humility, and veneration, seeming to forget the greatness of her own dignity, and that she was the chosen mother of God, and the sovereign queen of the world. Oh, what a heavenly house ; what blessed chambers ! What an immaculate bed was that, which contained such sacred parents, pregnant with such celestial infants ; Mary and Elizabeth, Jesus and John, guarded and attended by those truly great and venerable men, Joseph and Zachary.

HIS FATHEB WHITES THE NAME "JOHN" ON THE TABLETS.

When Elizabeth's time was expired, she was hap pily delivered of a son, whom our Blessed Lady received in her arms, and carefully swathed ; per-

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forming with virginal tenderness, the necessary little offices suitable to the occasion. The infant, as if acquaintd with the majesty of his sacred nurse, fixed his eyes steadfastly on her, so taken with her beauty, that when she delivered him again to his mother, he still looked towards her as if he could take delight in her alone ; while she, on the other side, continued graciously playing with him, em bracing him, and cherishing him with her heavenly lips. What excess of honor was this for St. John ! What pure mortal, besides himself, was ever blessed with such a nurse ! Yet this is not the only great privilege he enjoyed. Many others might be named, were they not foreign to our present purpose.

On the eighth day the child was circumcised and called John. Then was the mouth of Zachary opened, and he prophecied, saying, " Blessed is the Lord God of Israel, etc." Thus were the Magnificat and Benedictus, those two sublimely beautiful can ticles, composed in this house. In the mean time, while the latter was singing, our blessed Lady, virgin-like, to avoid being gazed on by the men who were present, on account of the ceremony, kept re tired in a secret part of the chamber, where unseen she could hear what passed, and there devoutly listened to the prophesies uttered concerning her divine son : carefully and wisely depositing the whole in her heart. At length, taking leave of Elizabeth and Zachary, and giving her blessing to John, she re turns to her humble habitation at Nazareth. Here again, devout reader, contemplate her poverty in another shape. She returns home : But to what a home I To a home unprovided with meat or drink : to a home destitute of every necessary of life. But this would be a trifling circumstance, had she either estate or money, or other means to procure her a

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cheerful residence there. But, alas ! that she is a stranger to. She has remained now three months with her relations, probably in no mean circum stances : and yet now, not with regret, but cheerfully of her own accord, she descends to her former state of poverty, and to gain a narrow subsistence with her own hands. Oh ! Christian Soul, compassionate t'he Blessed Virgin in such great distress ; and learn from so great an example, the poverty of spirit you ought to have.

VIEW OP THE PRESENT CONDITION OF NAZARETH.

CHAPTER V.

ST. JOSEPH THINKS OF DISMISSING THE BLESSED

VIRGIN ; AND GOD SUFFERS HIS BELOVED TO BE

AFFLICTED.

WHEN our Blessed Lady and her spouse had been some time at home, and Jesus had vis ibly grown in his mother's womb, St. Joseph could

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not but perceive the pregnancy of this heavenly parent ; which, with the consciousness of his own purity, stung his soul to the quick with immoderate grief.

If it should seem strange to you that Christ would have his mother espoused, notwithstanding she was to remain always a virgin ; there are three very nat ural reasons to be assigned. First, that her preg nancy might not subject her to infamy. Secondly, that the care and company of a man might guard her from insults. Thirdly, that the veil of mar riage might elude the devil's enquiry into the mys tery of the incarnation,

Joseph frequently observed his spouse, but never without grief and confusion ; nor could he help manifesting his concern in the disturbance of his countenance ; often turning his eyes from her as from a criminal, whom he suspected of adultery. Hence, learn how God permits those whom he loves to be afflicted in this life, and how he prepares them for the crown of glory, by means of temptation.

However, amidst his concern he did not lose sight of moderation, but was contriving how to dismiss her privately, without hurt to her person or reputa tion. Here it maybe truly said, that his praise is in the gospel : it is there said, that "he was a just man:" and great indeed does his virtue appear on this occasion. For though commonly speaking, the greatest provocation a man has to shame, grief and excess of madness, is the infidelity of his wife ; yet he knew so well how to moderate his passion by virtue, that he would not so much as accuse a wife whom he thought guilty ; but chose patiently to stifle the injury, and rather to conquer by goodness, than overcome by revenge : and, being too just not to desire to separate from a criminal, he was like;

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wise too merciful not to spare the reputation of one, who was to be pitied, if frail.

Nor was our Blessed Lady without her share of tribulation ; she could not but observe his disturb ance ; and could not but be disturbed with it herself. Nevertheless, she humbly kept peace, and concealed the gift of God, rather choosing to be reputed a sinner, than to reveal the divine secret, and say that of herself which might be discredited as an empty boast, contrived to palliate a real offence. All her recourse was to God, beseeching him to apply his healing balm of comfort to the troubled souls of herself and spouse. Hence gather what inexpress ible grief and anxiety these two blessed personages were in ! But the same Lord who wisely permitted them to be tried, mercifully relieved them both in time of need, sending an angel to Joseph in a dream, to inform him that his spouse had conceived by virtue of the Holy Ghost, and that he should lay aside all thoughts of leaving her ; an,d ordering him to dis trust her no more, but to remain with her in all love, peace, and alacrity. Thus their disquiet ceasing, a sovereign consolation took place in their breasts. And the same would happen to us, if we knew how to arm ourselves with patience in the day of trial • For it is a never-failing effect of the divine bounty to calm the breasts of such as behave with courage in the tempest of affliction. Nor ought we in the least to doubt it ; for he is too tender of his elect to suffer them to undergo the least tribulation that does not tend to their advantage.

St. Joseph after this enquired modestly into the particulars of this miraculous conception, which the humble Virgin faithfully related to him : and he remained thenceforward with his blessed spouse with the utmost joy and content. Thus both jointly

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rejoiced in their common poverty ; he taking tho tenderest cai e of her, and cherishing her with chaste affection ; and she honoring him with modest con fidence and spotless love.

In tho meantime, Jesus remained enclosed in his mother's womb, like other children, during the space of nine months, patiently and benignly wait ing the due time. Reflect then, and compassionate him who, for your sake, reduced himself to such an abject state of humiliation. How carefully then ought we to study to secure to ourselves the posses sion of this amiable virtue, and how little does it become us to follow our ambition, and to swell with the vain desire of reputation and fame, when the Lord of Majesty condescended to stoop to so humble a state ! Can we ever make a sufficient acknowledg ment to him for this second proof he gives us, in this tedious imprisonment, of the excess of his love for us ; at least, let us make him a cordial acknowledg ment of it, and with the utmost fervor of our hearts, return him thanks for having chosen us from among the rest of Christians, to make him the slender re tribution of retreating from the vanities of the world, to attend to his service.

It is true, we owe it wholly to the gift of his divine grace, not to any merit of ours ; and yet he is pleased to look upon it as highly acceptable and grateful. N"Or ought a Christian's retreat to be deemed a punishment, but a safeguard. For being safely placed within our pious retirement, the im- poisoned darts or tempestuous waves of this profli gate world, in vain attempt to reach us, unless we rashly expose ourselvps to them. Let us then, with all our power, and with the greatest purity of heart, endeavor to enjoy the blessing, by looking up our thoughts, and abstracting our minds from all that

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is tran&itOiy. For it will little avail for the body to be separated from worldly commerce, if the mind or heart remain attached to it.

Learn likewise to compassionate our Lord Jesus for this, that from the moment of his conception to, that of his death, his sufferings were continual, as he knew that his divine Father, whom he infinitely loved, was, and would be dishonored, and the meanest of his creatures preferred to him ; and inas much as he saw those unhappy souls, who were created to his own likeness, and whom he compas sionately loved, miserably and almost universally plunge themselves into their own damnation. And his affliction and torture were so much greater than his bodily sufferings, as they were the cause of them. For the latter he submitted to, purely to remove the former. What plentiful and rich provisions of spiritual food are here laid before you for contem plation ! Taste them then, and, if you wish to relish perfectly their sweetness, partake of them with frequency, diligence, and devotion.

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In chapter VI, OF THE NATIVITY OF JESUS CHEIST.

THE term then of nine months, from the time of the conception of our blessed Redeemer, being nearly expired, an edict was published by the Em peror, Augustus Caesar, throughout all his domin ions, whereby he ordered all his subjects to repair to the respective places of their birth, there to have their names enrolled. In conformity to which, Joseph, being a native of Bethlehem, prepared to go thither : and perceiving that the time drew near for his beloved spouse to bring forth her divine Son, he resolved upon taking her along with him. Here a second time our blessed Lady undertakes a fatigu ing journey ; the city of Bethlehem being but five or six miles from Jerusalem, and nearly seventy from Nazareth. All they took with them was an ox and an ass, with which they travelled on in the lowly appearance of such as deal in animals of that kind. At length arrived at the city of Bethlehem, they found there so great a multitude of people, who had resorted thither from all parts, on the same occasion, that, by reason of their extreme poverty and distress, they could find no room in the inn. Here let tenderness excite you to compassion to wards the august personage of this young and deli cate Virgin. Consider her at the age of fifteen, wearied with the labors of a tedious journey, con fused, terrified and abashed^ amidst a crowded popu-

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lace : she seeks, to no purpose, a place of rest ; and being everywhere refused admittance for herself and spouse, is at last reduced to seek for a shelter in a homely shed, the usual refuge of persons sur prised by sudden storms of rain. In this place, we may suppose St. Joseph, who was by profession a carpenter, might probably have made a land of par tition, or small enclosure for themselves, in which he fixed a rack and manger for the convenience of their beasts. And now let me earnestly entreat you to be sedulously attentive to everything that passes, concerning this subject, chiefly because what I am now going to relate, I had from a devout and holy man of undoubted credit, to whom I believe it was revealed by the Blessed Virgin herself.

The expected hour of the birth of the Son of God being come, on Sunday, towards midnight, the holy Virgin, rising from her seat, went and decently rested herself against a pillar she found there : Joseph in the mean time, sat pensive and sorrowful ; perhaps, because he could not prepare the necessary accommodation for her. But at length, he arose too, and taking what hay he could find in the manger, he diligently spread it at our Lady's feet, and then modestly retired to another part. Then the eternal Son of God, coming forth from his mother's womb, was, without pain to her, transferred in an instant from thence to the humble bed of hay, that was prepared for him at her feet. His holy Mother, hastily stooping down, took him up in her arms, and tenderly embracing Lim, laid him in her lap ; then through instinct of the Holy Ghost, she began to wash and bathe him with her sacred milk, with which she was most amply supplied from heaven : this done, she took the veil off her head, and wrap, ping him in it, carefully reposed him in the manger.

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Here the ox and the ass, kneeling down, and laying their heads over the manger, gently breathed upon him, as if endowed with reason. They were sensi ble, that through the inclemency of the season, and his poor attire, the blessed infant stood in need of their assistance to warm and cherish him. Then the holy Virgin throwing herself on her knees, adored him, and rendering thanks to God, said : " My Lord and heavenly Father, I return thee most grateful thanks, that thou vouchsafest of thy bounty to give me thy only Son ; and I praise and worship thee, O eternal God, together with thee, O Son of the living God, and mine."

Joseph likewise paid him adoration at the same time ; after whi»!i he stripped the ass of his saddle, and separating the pillion from it, he placed it near the manger for the Blessed Virgin to sit on : but she seating herself with her face towards the crib, made use of that homely cushion only to lean on. In this posture, the Queen of Heaven remained some time immovable, keeping her eyes and affections steadily fixed on her beloved Son. Thus far from the above-mentioned revelations.

After our blessed Lady had revealed this to her devout votary, she disappeared, and there remained with him an angel of God, who spoke many great things to her sacred praise : and the same were again related to me, which I am neither capable of repeating nor retaining.

You have here, Christian reader, been present at the sacred birth of the Son of God, and beheld the happy delivery of the Queen of Heaven, and may have discovered in both these mysteries, the true practice of strict poverty, in the extreme penury and want of many things necessary. This most sublime vir-tae the Lord of heaven and earth first

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brought to its true lustre. This is that evangelical pearl, to obtain which, we must spare no cost, but must purchase it at the expense of all we have. This is the first and sure foundation necessary to support the whole spiritual fabric. For the soul be ing here clogged with the weight of temporal goods, is thereby rendered incapable of raising itself on high, and freely ascending to God. In relation to this St. Francis thus says: "You are to know, brethren, that poverty is the spiritual way that leads to salvation, as it were, the nutrimental sap of hu mility, and the source of all perfection : the fruit of which is concealed from and unknown to many. " It ought then to be a subject of confusion to us, that we endeavor not with all our strength to em brace it, but on the contrary, load ourselves with the care of many superfluous and unnecessary things," when the Lord of heaven, and the Blessed Virgin his Mother, were with the greatest perfection most strict observers of it. St. Bernard also says, " The practice of this virtue is a jewel, which the facility of obtaining has rendered of little value in the esteem of mankind. The Son of God being de sirous of this virtue, descended from heaven among us, that he might become capable of practising it himself, and of rendering it dear to us by the es teem he set upon it. Embellish thy heart then as a worthy sanctuary for thy heavenly spouse, with the virtues of a profound humility and a strict pov erty. These are the swaddling clothes he takes the greatest delight in, and these he prefers, as the Blessed Virgin testifies, to the mantles of the rich est brocades. Adorn thy soul with them, O Chris tian reader ! and make a sacrifice to God of the vanity of pompous attire, better suiting the pride ef heathens, than the humble profession of Chris-

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tians." And again in his sermon on the nativity, he says: "Almighty God at length comforts his people. Would you know who are his people? Hear then the man according to God's own heart : To thy care, says he, the poor is committed.— Ps. ix. And as Christ adds in the gospel, Woe unto you that are rich; for you have received here your con solation.— Luke ii. And how indeed can they ex- pect from him any comfort, who have placed their comfort elsewhere? the tender infancy of Jesus Christ is no comfort to the loquacious and evil pro moters of idle discourse ; his tears convey no com fortable harmony to those who are inclined to inor dinate laughter and trivial mirth. They whose glory it is to shine in gay apparel, receive no comfort from the poverty and meanness of his attire, nor do his humble stall, and homely manger, contribute the least consolation to those, whose ambition is to fill the first seats, and hold the chief dignities in church or state." The joyful tidings of the eternal light, 'springing forth, was first carried to the poor shepherds, who were carefully watching their flocks, and it was said, "That unto them a Saviour was born ; that is, unto the poor, the industrious and the laboring ; not unto you, 0 rich, who lulled with ease, and swelled with power and plenty, have here your fill of consolation." Thus far St. Bernard.

In this same nativity of the Son of God. we may likewise contemplate a most profound humility, which is evidently remarkable, both in the Mother and her blessed Son. They disdained not a stall for their habitation, a truss of hay for their bed, dumb creatures for their companions ; with every thing about them that seemed lowly, mean, and contemptible. Each of them, with the greatest per fection, always practiced this virtue, and in the

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most minute actions of their whole lives strongly recommended it to us. Let us, then, by serious endeavors, apply ourselves to the study of it, and be earnestly solicitous of embracing it because with out it there is no salvation. None of all our actions can be pleasing to God, if joined with pride : for, according to St. Augustine, pride was the occasion of that unhappy change among the angelical spirits, transforming them from angels of light into devils ; whereas humility, raising mankind above their na ture, transformed them unto the state of angels. Hence St. Bernard asks the following question : " What ought mankind to be, whose happy lot it is to repair the vacant seats of the reprobate angels?" Pride once invaded that heavenly king dom, it shook its walls, and in a great measure un dermined them. What then follows hence, but that a vice so pestiferous is become odious to that city, and the worst of all abominations ? Be as sured, brethren, that he who spared not the angels for their pride, will not fail severely to chastise mankind . for he never acts inconsistently, but is perfectly conformable in all his works.

Lastly, contemplate in this divine child and his sacred parent, but more especially in the infant Jesus, that more than ordinary anguish which pierc ingly affected their tender hearts. Concerning which St. Bernard again says : "The Son of God being to be born, in whose power it was to choose whatever time he pleased, made choice of that time which was most afflicting to sense and tormenting to flesh ; especially to a tender infant, the son of a poor and distressed mother, who had scarcely clothes where with to cover him, and no better cradle than a man ger to lay him in : and notwithstanding the great necessity there was for them, we find no sort of

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mention made of warm furs, or downy mantles ; and again, Christ, who cannot possibly be mistaken, chose that which was most disagreeable to the flesh. It is a consequence therefore unquestionable, that this in itself is most eligible, most advantageous, and infinitely preferable to all other things ; and whoever should endeavor to persuade, or teach the contrary, ought to be looked upon as no better than a public and dangerous impostor ; and as such to be shunned and avoided by every Christian who places his chief interest in his salvation." And again, "He," says the Saint, "was a long time before foretold by the prophet Isaiah to be a child, that should know how to refuse evil and choose good. — Isa. vii. It is there fore an evident truth, that the pleasures of the flesh are evil, and afflictions are good ; for this that the eternal wisdom, and the infant word in human flesh, made choice of the latter preferably to the former." Thus far St. Bernard. Go thou and do the same from so great an example : but with discretion, how ever, so as not to exceed the bounds of your own station. Much more might be said concerning these virtues, but let us now return to the little mansion of the nativity.

The Son of God being now born, the innumerable multitude of celestial spirits, which were there as sisting, paid devout adoration to their God ; and forthwith hastened to the shepherds, about a mile distant from Bethlehem, and related to them the birth of our Lord Jesus, with the time and place, when and where it was effected. Thence, with joy ful acclamations, singing canticles of praise and glory, they ascend with all speed the celestial re gions, carrying to their fellow -citizens the same joy ful news of their Lord's nativity. Wherefore the whole court of heaven, in raptures of joy at the auspi-

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cious things, celebrated the sacred mystery with the utmost solemnity : and due thanks being paid to the

THB BLESSED MABY A1TO ST. JOSEPH KNEELINO ADORE THE HOLT

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Almighty Majesty of God the Father, for the great goodness and omnipotence he had manifested in this work, they all successively, according to the dif ferent orders of their heavenly hierarchy, descend to behold the lovely and gracious countenance of their Lord, their King, and their God ; and devoutly and reverently adoring him, and rendering all due and profound respect to the blessed Virgin Mother ; they filled the air with the sweet and melodious harmony of canticles of praise and thanksgiving to the Al mighty. And what one among them, having re ceived the joyful news, could have remained in Hea ven, nor descend obsequiously to visit their Lord thus

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humbled, thus reduced to the lowest condition upon earth ? None of them could be capable of so great an arrogance. And therefore the Apostle says, that when the Father of Heaven 'brought his first be gotten Son into the world, he said, that, all his blessed angels should icorship him. — Heb. i. This to me is a most pleasing subject of meditation whether it happened exactly as here related or not.

ANGELS APPEAR TO THE SHEPHERDS BY NIGHT.

To the angels succeeded the shepherds, who came* in their turn to pay their homely, but not less wel come homage ; which done, full of joy, which the devout practice of our known duty inspires, they de parted, but not without having first related all that the angels said to them. The blessed parent ob served diligently all that was said of her divine in-

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fant and kept a pleasing record of it within her own breast. Thou too, O Christian loiterer! throw thy self on thy knees, and in atonement for thy past neg lects, most cordially worship the Lord thy God. de voutly greet his holy Mother, and reverently salute the holy and venerable St. Joseph. Then in spirit tenderly kiss the feet of the infant Jesus, humbly extended on a bed of hay ; and earnestly and de voutly request him of onr blessed Lady, humbly in- treating her to vouchsafe to premit you to take him : receive him into your arms, embrace him with tender affection, attentively contemplate the sweetness of his sacred features, and with the most profound respect salute him often, salute him tenderly, plac ing all your confidence in his goodness, and all your delight in his conversation. This you may boldly presume to do, though a sinner, because he came into the world to sinners, to work the salvation of sinners ; and after having a long time conversed among sinners with all humility and meekness, he made himself the food of sinners. His divine bounty therefore will readily grant you this favor, as often as your devotion shall lead you to require it. Neither will he deem it an effect of your presumption but a proof of your love ; let not his goodness, how ever, lessen the fear and reverence with which you ought to approach him ; but reflect that he is the Holy of Holies, and awed by that consideration, treat him with the respect becoming him. When you have contemplated him sufficiently, restore him again to his Mother, and learn from her how to use him. See with what care, caution, and prudential tenderness she executes her charge, suckles him, nurses him, and performs every other little office as occasion requires. Be mindful often to meditate upon these subjects, take a pleasure and delight in

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them, and with all the devotion you are master oi', endeavor to show your desire of aiding our blessed Lady and her divine infant Jesus ; often p,;:/:o 011 his amiable aspect, on that divine countenance ;* iiu !i the angels themselves covet to behold, but forget not my former advice to you ; let fear and reverence temper your zeal and devotion, lest you meet with a just repulse ; for your own native poverty and meanness ought to render you unworthy, in your own eyes, the conversation of such, divine and heavenly company.

It might afford us new matter of spiritual joy, were we to contemplate the greatness of this day's solemnity. On this day was born Christ, that is, the Lord's truly anointed. And therefore, this is truly the birthday of the eternal King of Heaven, the Son of the Almighty God. This day, Unto us a cJiild is born, and unto us a Son is given — Isa. vi. On this day, the sun of eternal righteousness, which before was eclipsed, spread forth the bright beams of his mercy and grace to the world. On this day the Holy Ghost, head of the chosen people of God's Church, came forth from the inward recess of his sacred bride- chamber, and the fairest in form of the sons of men, graciously unveiled his lovely and long-wished for and pleasing countenance.

On this day was first heard that angelical hymn, Gloria in excelsis Deo, etc. Glory be to God on high, etc. This day, as the church everywhere sings, the heavens distilled honey, and the earth echoes with angelical notes. On this day the hu manity and benignity of God our Saviour first ap peared among us. On this day God was worshipped in the likeness of sinful flesh. On this day Avere fulfilled those two wonderful mysteries surpassing all understanding, and to be reached only by faith,

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to wit, God is born, and a Virgin brings forth a Son. On this day many, almost innumerable, other mir- icles were wrought. ID a. word, it was on this day,

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properly speaking, that all that has been said of the Incarnation, shone forth in its true lustre. For whatever was begun before, was not completed nor manifested till now : wherefore, it may not be im proper to unite those passages which seemed differ ent in point of time, and to make them the subject of the same devout meditation. Not without great reason then, you see, is this day a day of public re joicing, of spiritual mirth, and universal gladness. To confirm which, God was pleased to work the fol lowing miracles in the very centre of Paganism. At Borne w;i:j a celebrated tavern, or house for drinking,

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known by the title of the Pay house, because thither the Roman soldiers used to resort, to regale them-' selves, and to spend their pay when they received it ; and here, on the same day on which Christ was born, sprung forth a rich fountain of precious oil ; and at the same time, a circle round the sun, in appeal ance like the rainbow, was seen in the Heavens, and visi ble to the whole universe. And the golden statue which Romulus, the founder of the Roman state, had erected in his palace, and which, according to the Pagan oracles, was not to fall till a virgin should bring forth a son, tumbled down to the ground, and was reduced to dust. All this came to pass on the very day and instant that Christ was born In which place, in honor of the Blessed Virgin, Pope Calistus, in process of timo built a church, now called St. Mary's Trans- Ty be"

T11E 11OLY SIMEON TAKES THE INFANT JESUS IN HIS ARMS.

In chapter VII, THE CIRCUMCISION OF OUR LORD JESUS.

UPON the eighth day after the blessed infant was born he was carried to the temple to be circumcised, according to the law of Moses. Two great mysteries were pel-formed on this day. The first is, that the blessed name, through which only salvation is to be obtained, was this day made man ifest to the world ; and our blessed Lord and Saviour publicly called by the name of JESUS ;

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which name had been given him by his heavenly Father from all eternity, and by the holy angel be fore he was conceived. And they called his name Jesus ; that is a Saviour. Which name, as the apostle says, Phil, ii., is above all names. For neither is there any other name in Heaven given to men wherein we must be saved. — Acts iv. The second is, that on this day our Lord Jesus began to shed his most precious blood for our sakes. So earnest was he to begin early to suffer for us, that he who knew no sin undertook this day to endure the pain of it for us.

Here let tenderness move us to compassionate him : let us shed at least some few tears with him, who on this day shed so many for us. For though upon solemn days we rejoice at our salvation purchased by the mysteries they commemorate ; yet ought we likewise to conceive an inward sorrow and compas sion, for the anguish and pain endured by him, who so graciously performed them. We have already seen how many were the afflictions he suffered, to gether with the great poverty, penury, and distress he underwent at the time of his sacred nativity. But among other things was this, which hitherto has not been related. His blessed Mother when she had reposed him in the manger, having no pillow with which to raise his head, made use for that pur pose of a stone, which not unlikely she might cover with hay. This I had from a devout brother who saw it in spirit ; and the s;mi" stone being now fixed in the wall, is a visible memorial of it. A cushion or a pillow, we may piously imagine, would much rather have been her choice, had she been mistress of one ; but having nothing more proper to answer the end, to the great affliction of her tender heart, she was compelled to make use of that.

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We have said before, that on this day he began to shed his sacred blood for us, and that indeed in a most severe manner ; for his tender flesh was cruelly separated with a blunt and edgeless instrument of stone. What pity then ought not this move us to, towards him and his holy Mother ? What tears then did not the tender infant Jesus shed at the incredi ble pain he suffered in the incision of his sacred flesh ; for his was truly so, and as sensible of pain as that of any pure mortal. And can we reasonably imagine then, that his holy Mother, when she saw her beloved child in tears, could contain herself from them ? No, we may well suppose, that like a com passionate parent, she ever accompanied him in all his afflictions ; so that her tender heart melting now with grief in seeing him cry, she burst forth into tears herself, and wept bitterly. So likewise, may we imagine that more affected with his Mother's grief than his own, the holy babe, as he lay extended on her lap, waved his little hands towards her lips, her cheeks, and her eyes, as it were to dry up those precious drops, and to request her to forbear shed ding them, struggling at the same time, to hide the excess of his own torture to mitigate her's. But she, alas ! was too sensibly affected with his suffer ing not to shed tear for tear with him. Yet the divine wisdom within her, supplying the want of speech in him, enabled her to know his pleasure, before he had words to utter it ; hence, perceiving that her grief added to his pain, often would she try to suppress it, and with signs of forced tranquil lity endeavor to console him ; still often would she sigh, and with forbidden tears, ready to flow from her eyes, and waiting as it were in a sfate of violence to break forth, thus frequently would she address him with complaints of the most tender love: "For-

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bear, lovely babe ! forbear those precious tears, or suffer mind to flow. How can thy loving Mother see those dear eyes bedewed and cease to weep?" Hence the blessed infant, in compassion to his holy Mother, would moderate his sobs and give over weeping, and she with a Mother's tenderness, would wipe his sacred eyes and her own, incline her face to his, closely and tenderly press his blessed cheeks, and give him suck ; and study meanwhile the most likely means to lull his pain and cherish him. In this manner, she behaved as often as he bewailed himself, which we may reasonably believe he often did after the nature of other children. — First, to show the miserable weakness, and wretchedness of man's condition, whose nature he had truly assumed. And, secondly, to conceal himself from the devil, that he might not as yet know him to be God : for this reason, the holy church alluding to him in part of her service, sings : " The tender infant, as he lies in the cold manger shakes and cries."

From this time, indeed, the circumcision of the flesh was abolished, and its obligation ceased, bap tism being instituted in its place, which is a sacra ment of more extensive grace, and less repugnant to nature, as being void of pain. And yet, gentle reader, the practice of spiritual circumcision ought still to remain in force, which consists in divesting ourselves of all that is superfluous, and embracing true poverty of spirit. He, and he only, is in truth spiritually circumcised, who is truly poor. This, says St. Bernard, the apostle teaeheth us in few words, Having food and raiment let us be content therewith. — 1 Tim. vi. In a word, our spiritual circumcision must appear in all our senses. Let us then show we are indeed spiritually circumcised, by renouncing, as much as our nature will admit of.

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the use of sight, of hearing, of taste, of touch, but above all, our speech. Much talk is a very great vice, odious to God and man, and ever attended with fatal consequences. We must, therefore, show ourselves circumcised in speech : by speaking sel dom, and never but to a good purpose : to speak much is a sure sign of levity. On the contrary, si- Jence is a noble virtue, and not without great reason, especially recommended to religious persons. Con cerning this subject St. Bernard says, " He is truly qualified to speak who has first learned to be silent, *or silence is the only proper nature of speech." A^nd again in another place: "It is ever the pro pensity of weak judgments to be rashly forward in speaking, for the hasty conceptions of a light fancy are always as hastily delivered by an unbridled tongue." Wherefore says St. Bernard, on the same subject: "Who does not know how greatly man is defiled by the mire dropping from his own tongue : that is, by his idle discourse, by the falsehoods he advances, by slander, by flattery ; in a word, by al most all his conversation chequered with malice and vanity? To restrain all which, he stands in great need of silence ; a virtue which is, as it were, the sentinel of religious hearts, and their chief safe- guard against irreligion and indevotion. So dangerous is too much talk, even to laymen, according to that great Saint. But much more so, if we believe him, is it to the clergy. Hear what he says elsewhere in relation to them, " Idleness," says he, " is the mother of idle jests, and consequently a barbarous step mother to virtue. Innocent jokes are trifles in the mouths of laymen, but all ludicrous discourse is un seemly in the mouths of clergymen. Priests may sometimes take a joke, but should never indeo^tlv return it. It is unworthy their dignity to defti*,

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with sucn kind of discourse, those lips which are dedicated to, and consecrated by the holy gospel which they pronounce." s

THE WISE MEN ON THEIR JOURNEY MEDITATE TTPON THE MEANING

OF THE STAR

In chapter VIII, THE EPIPHANY, OR MANIFESTATION OF OUR LORD

JESUS.

ON this day, which is the twelfth after the na tivity, our Lord Jesus vouchsafed to make himself known to the Gentiles, in the person of the three kings. Render yourself present then, pious reader, to every circumstance herein related con cerning Ihis holy and solemn festival : for you are to understand, that no other festival in the holy

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church has such a diversity of service in its and- phons, lessons, responsories, or whatever else be longs to its celebration as this has. Not that it is greater or more excellent than all other festivals, but only that on this day many things both great and wonderful, were wrought by our Lord Jesus, which chiefly regard the state and condition of the church itself.

First, then, the church which is gathered from the Gentiles, was on this day received by Christ Jesus in the person of the three kings. For on the day of his nativity he had manifested himself to the shepherds, as representatives of the Jews, from whom, a small number excepted, he met with no re ception. But on this day he appeared again, and made himself known to the Gentiles, by whom he was immediately acknowledged and received, and from them it is that we are descended, who now form the church of God's chosen people. This day, therefore, ought specially to be kept as a most solemn feast in the church of God, and celebrated with great pomp, and with hearts full of joy, by all good and pious Christians.

Secondly, this day, nine and twenty years after tis nativity, our Lord Jesus was baptized ; by which mystery he spiritually wedded and truly es poused his holy church, and united it to himself. And therefore on this occasion is joyfully sung: "Hodie ccelesti sponso juncta est ecclesia" etc. "This day the church is wedded to her heavenly spouse." For in our baptism, which receives all its efficacy from that of Christ, our souls being cleansed from the stain of sin, and newly clothed with grace, are truly espoused and wedded to him, and the congregation of souls, thus baptized, con stitute the church of God's chosen people.

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Thirdly, on the same day, a year after his baptism, he wrought his first miracle at the marriage feast, converting water into wine, which by allegory, may be likewise taken for the spiritual jnarriage between him and his church. It is probable likewise, that on the like day, our Lord Jesus wrought that other wonderful miracle of multiplying the loaves and fishes. However, the church on this day only cele brates the three first of these mysteries.

Consider hence in what great veneration and es teem this day ought to be held, upon which our Lord Jesus chose to work so many and such ineffa ble mysteries. The holy church therefore mindful of the many benefits and extraordinary fav.ors con ferred upon her this day, by her divine spouse, to show her grateful sense of them, rejoices, sings, and solemnizes the same with praise, thanksgiving, and the utmost magnificence.

But as the solemn institution of this festival was chiefly to commemorate the mystery of the Epiph any, we will on that account proceed to a farther contemplation of it, and defer meditating on the others till we shall treat of them in their proper place, according to the order in which they hap pened. And even concerning the coming of the three kings to Christ our Saviour, my design here is not to lay before the reader any of those learned comments or moral expositions, which many holy men with great pains and industry have made on this subject ; and on this account, for the manner ol their coming from the east to Jerusalem, the star which conducted them thither, what passed be tween them and Herod, or for the matter and mean ing of their offerings, and other things of the kind, I refer the reader to the holy gospel and the expo sitions of learned men on these heads. As I said in

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the beginning of this work, my intention as well in this, as in all other incidents which occur in the life of Christ, is only to set down some few meditations, according to such devout conceptions as a pious mind is capable of forming, in relation to thosa things, which either happened in fact or might have happened, according to reasonable conjecture. But it was by no means my purpose to perform the office of an expositor ; first, because I am unequal to the task ; and secondly, it would prove too copi ous a subject for one man to comment upon. Be mindful then with redoubled attention, to render yourself present as it were, to every particular here treated. For in this consists the whole force and efficacy of these meditations.

The three kings, therefore, being come to Bethle hem, with a great multitude of people, and a noble retinue, stopped as the star directed them, at the little hut, in which our Lord Jesus was born,, The blessed Virgin hearing the tumultuous noise of many people, snatches up her blessed Son Jesus in her arms, and in that moment the three kings enter ing the little mansion, as soon as they beheld the holy babe Jesus, threw themselves on their knees to adore him. Thus prostrate in a devout and reverent posture they honored him as their king, and wor shipped him as their God. Reflect how great and lively their faith must be ! What in reality did then appear that could excite them to believe, that a poor, tender infant, in the arms of as poor a mother, dejected, meanly clothed, in a despicable cottage without furniture, without company, with out attendants, could be really a king, could be truly their God ? And yet such was their faith, that they believed both, in spite of all that their senses had to offer in opposition. Such wera

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the guides, such the first leaders which heaven thought proper to give us, and such the great originals it behooves us to copy. After they had devoutly paid this homage to our blessed Re deemer, and duly honored his holy mother, remain ing still on their bended knees before him, we may piously imagine that they now began to discourse with the holy Virgin, and to ask many questions con- cerning her beloved Son, which they might do, either by the help of an interpreter, or by themselves, since they were men of great wisdom and learning, they were probably sufficiently versed in the Hebrew language. They therefore submissively request her to acquaint them with the particular circum stances relating to the holy babe and herself. The Blessed Virgin relates to them, and they readily believe all that she tells them. Observe reverently, with what awe they address and listen to her by turns. Mark too with what graceful majesty, mixed with a becoming modesty, the sacred Queen of Virgins returns the necessary replies ; neither for ward to talk, nor desirous to be seen. Yet God on this occasion endowed her with more than usual re solution to support her dignity in the presence of these prince]y votaries, as they represented the whole church, which he afterwards was to estab lish, and did establish. Here again contemplate our Lord Jesus, who not yet pleased to speak, with benign and pleasant aspect, fixed his eyes upon them, and with gravity becoming his full maturity of judgment, attentively observes them, full well understanding all that passes. And what pleasure must not these admiring princes conceive, in be holding him, the fairest and the most beautiful among the children of men ! And to behold him not merely with the eyes of the body, but with a

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kind of mental intuition, as men inwardly taught and enlightened by the object they gazed on. Thus replenished with joy and consolation, at length, they made their offerings to him in the following manner: Opening their coffers and spreading a carpet at the feet of our Lord Jesus, they humbly kneeled down before him, and laying their treasures at his feet, devoutly offered him the precious gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh in great abundance, but more especially of gold. We may reasonably suppose that the gifts of these three kings were both great and rich, and that the gold might exceed all the rest in quantity and bulk ; for had their of ferings been but small and of little value, it would have been a needless trouble for them to have opened their treasures, as the gospel says they did, when their servants, who were near at hand, might have helped them to what they wanted, more readily, and with less trouble.

When they had completed their offerings and laid their precious treasures before him, they reverently prostrated themselves and devoutly kissed his sacred feet. And why may not we piously imagine that the blessed infant, full of divine wisdom, the more to comfort them, and settle their affections on him, tendered them his divine little hand to kiss, and blessed them with it ? After this they submissively inclined to our blessed Lady, and taking leave of her and St. Joseph, with hearts full of joy and comfort, they returned again, as the gospel says, into their native country by another way.

But what, may we imagine, did the Blessed Virgin do with those gifts, or how can we suppose she em ployed so great a quantity of gold and other valuable presents ? Did she, think you, hoard them up for her own or her divine Son's use ? Did she lay them

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out in the purchase of lands or houses ? No, she was too much in love herself with virtuous poverty, and knew too well the will of her blessed infant, for their inward communication of souls, as well as every little outward gesture, left her no room to doubt of his contempt of riches. What use then could she make of them ? What use? The best and only virtuous use that can be made of earthly riches. In a word, she distributed them in a few days to the poor: of so little estimation, nay, so burdensome and offen sive in the sight of Christ and his Mother, are the treasures of this world and the pride of kings ! Nay,, our blessed Lady so entirely disposed of the whole, that at her entrance after into the temple, to present her child, she had not wherewith to purchase a lamb for his ransom, as the law directed, but offered a pair of turtle-doves for him, the usual offering of the poor. Thus is it consonant with reason, both to admire the magnificent devotion of the wise men in the nobleness of their offerings, and to adore the ex alted charity and love of poverty of the Queen of Heaven, in her distribution of them to the indigent.

You have here, gentle reader, before your eyes, the truest and best commendation that can be given to poverty : concerning which, two things are espe cially worthy your observation. First, Christ our Saviour, and his holy Mother, disdained not to re ceive alms, like necessitous persons. Secondly, they were so far from being solicitous to attain riches, or anxious to hoard them, that they would not so much as keep what was liberally bestowed upon them, in creasing daily in the love and desire of poverty.

But have you yet reflected on the profound humil ity that appears in them on this occasion ? Surely, if you recollect, you cannot but perceive a most per fect example of it. We daily meet with many, who,

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in their own eyes, are very mean, and not raised by any opinion of merit they experience in themselves, yet are wholly unwilling to appear such in the eyes of others, and cannot easily bear to be contemned by any, to have their faults disclosed, or that the mean ness of their condition should be made public, lest it might draw upon them the scorn and derision of the world. But this is not the example which our Lord Jesus gives them this day, who, though the supreme Lord and Master of all things, would have his pov erty exposed to all, and his low condition appear openly to others ; and this not to a few only, or to such as were poor and distressed like himself, but even to numbers of rich and noble personages, to princes, and kings, and to their numerous retinue. Nay, and this at a time of no little danger. For they who came from such remote countries in search of the King of the Jews, whom they believed to be God and Lord of all things, finding him in so poor and humble a condition, might thence have imagined themselves grossly deluded, and therefore returned home without either faith or devotion. But this hindered not our true lover of humility from giving us so rare an example, that we might learn from him never to neglect the true practice of that virtue under the specious pretext of some fancied good, but that we should learn to be solicitous of appear ing contemptible, not only to our own, but even t» the eyes of others.

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TIHW OJf THE PRESENT CONDITION OP BKTHLEHKH.

In chapter IX, THE BLESSED VIRGIN REMAINS AT THE CRIB OF BETH

LEHEM TILL THE FULL TERM OF FORTY DAYS IS

EXPIRED.

AFTER the three kings had made their offerings, and were returning again on their way to their own country, the Holy Virgin, with her Blessed Son Jesus, and the Venerable St. Joseph, her beloved spouse, remained still in the humble stall of Bethle hem, waiting with patience in that poor and little mansion, till the full term of forty days was com pleted, as the law directed, for purification ; as if

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she had been full of sin, and denied by her child- bearing, as others of her sex are, and the child Jesus only a sinful man and not God, and therefore under an obligation of complying with the strict'ob- servance of the law. But because they would enjoy no special prerogatives above others, they volun tarily submitted to the law made for others. This is not the practice of many, who conversing among the rest of mankind, claim to themselves undue titles to certain prerogatives above others, and seek to be singularly distinguished from them, contrary to the dictates of true humility.

Our blessed Lady then, like other women, re mained all the while contented, expecting the be fore-mentioned day on which she was to enter into the temple. During this space of time she was studiously watchful, and diligent in the care of her blessed Son. And oh, most gracious God, how great indeed may we devoutly imagine was her solicitude, and with what attention did she look after him, lest anything should trouble or molest him ! With what caution, mixed with timorous re spect, did she officiate about him whom she knew to be her Lord and sovereign God, never taking him from, or replacing him in the manger, but on her bended knees ?

With what unspeakable pleasure, confidence, and motherly tenderness would she embrace him, often kiss him, and, sweetly pressing, take inexpressible delight in him? How often did she behold, with a kind of innocent and pleasing curiosity, his blessed countenance and graceful form ! How discreetly was she used to bind and swathe his tender limbs ! for as she was profoundly practised in true humility, so was she also thoroughly instructed in true wisdom. Wherefore she took special care to perform with the

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greatest diligence every minute office or duty be longing to her charge in regard to him, not only during his infancy, but afterwards. Oh, with what a free and willing mind did she ever give him suck 1 And the pleasure she then conceived in suckling so divine a babe, could not but surpass that of the rest of her sex. St. Bernard says, " That it is not im probable that St. Joseph often took delight in car essing the infant Jesus, and devoutly cherishing him on his knee." Let iis now accompany in spirit the Blessed Virgin at the manger, and take a pleasure in the pious meditation of our Lord, the infant Jesus, from whom there ever flows a plenitude of divine grace. For every devout and pious soul from Christmas to the Purification, ought with profound respect and joyful transports, at least once a day, mentally to visit our blessed Lady, and to adore her divine Son Jesus on her knee, piously and affec tionately meditating on the poverty, humility, and ineffable goodness of both. In chapter X, THE PURIFICATION OF OUR BLESSED LADY, OR CAN

DLEMAS-DAY.

NOW when the fortieth day was come, which was prescribed by the law for purification, the Blessed Virgin with her Son Jesus, and St. Joseph, set out from Bethlehem on their journey to Jeru salem, which was about six miles distant, there to present her blessed child in the temple, as it is written in the law. Let us here accompany the holy travellers on their journey, in devout contem-

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plation, and help the sacred Virgin to bear her lovely charge, the infant Jesus ; and with redoubled earnestness and attention, be inwardly intent, and as it were present, at everything that is said or done, being real subjects of the sublimest devotion.

Thus then do they bring the Lord of the tem ple to the temple of the Lord. At the entrance thereof, they bought a pair of turtle-doves, or two young pigeons, to offer to God for him, as was the custom of other poor people. But as their circumstances were low, we may rather suppose that their offerings con sisted only of two pigeons, which were of a less price than the doves ; and for that reason are mentioned the last in the law. And the holy Evangelist takes no notice here of a lamb, which was the usual offer ing of the rich. At this time the holy Simeon, who was a man both just and devout, being led by the divine spirit, came into the temple to see Christ the Son of God, whom he had long before desired to be hold, and whom the Holy Ghost had promised he should see before his death. Wherefore, coming with speed to the temple, he no sooner beheld the divine babe than he prophetically knew him, and with bended knees adored him in his mother's arms. The holy infant blessed him ; and looking earnestly upon his mother, bent himself forward, making signs to go to him.

The Holy Virgin, full of pleasing surprise, un derstood his blessed will, gave him immediately to Simeon, who with ecstatic joy and reverence, re ceived him in his arms, arose and blessing God said : Now tliou dost dismiss tliy servant, 0 Lord, according to thy word in peace, because mine eyes have seen thy salvation, etc., — Luke\\. Prophesy ing many things concerning his sacred passion. And holy Ann, the prophetess, at that instant, like-

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wise coming into the temple, gave thanks to God, adored the child Jesus, and spoke many things re lating to him, and the redemption that should be wrought by him to all mankind. These things rais ing great admiration in the mind of the holy Virgin, she made a sacred record of them, and safely de posited them in her heart. At length, the holy in fant stretching forth his arms towards his mother, was again delivered to her. After this they proceed forward towards the altar, in the manner of a pro cession, which is annually represented on Candlemas- day, throughout the whole church, by the blessing of candles. First went the two venerable old men, Joseph and Simeon, hand in hand, with transports of joy and spiritual mirth, repeating and singing : Give thanks unto the Lord, for he is good, and his mercy endureth for ever, etc., — Ps. xvii. The Lord is faithful in all his works, etc., — Ibid, cxlvii. For this God is our God, without end, he shall be our guide forever. — Ibid, xlvii. We have received, 0 Lord, thy mercy in the midst of thy temple. — Ibid. These were followed by the sacred Virgin herself, bearing her Blessed Son in her arms, ac companied by the holy widow Ann, the prophetess ; who, full of unspeakable joy, walketh with profound reverence and devotion, close by her side, rendering all praise and thanksgiving to God. These, then, were all that formed this procession, which, though consisting of few persons, represented notwithstand ing most great and wonderful mysteries. There were present of every sex and every state, youth, celibacy marriage, and widowhood. Being come to the altar the holy Virgin kneeling down, with profound reverence and devotion, offered her dearest Son to his heavenly Father, saying: "Vouchsafe, O most sovereign Lord, to receive your beloved Son, whom

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according to the appoininent of your divine will, and to fulfil the precepts of yonr holy law, J here, prostrate, offer unto you as the first-born of his mother. But I beseech your mercy, most gracious Father, to vouchsafe again to restore him to me;" and then rising, she laid him upon the altar. Oh, great God, and most merciful Lord, what a precious and most acceptable offering was this ! It was surely such as had never before been made from the beginning of time, nor ever shall again.

Behold here, and attentively consider how the blessed infant Jesus quietly remains upon the altar, like any other infant, and with serene and pleasing aspect beholding his mother, and the rest who stand about him, humbly waits with patience to see what is farther to be done. Then came forth the priest of the temple, and the sovereign Lord of all things was again redeemed with the low price of five-pence, or five small pieces of coin called shecles, the same sum as it was the custom to pay for poor children. After Joseph had paid them to the priest, the Bless ed Virgin joyfully received him again into her arms. Then taking from Joseph the above-mentioned pair of turtles, she kneeled down, and lifting up her eyes devoutly to heaven, offered them, saying: "Oh! eternal Lord, and most gracious Father of Heaven, vouchsafe I beseech you to accept this offer ing, the first small gift which your beloved Son of hia extreme poverty presents unto you !" Then he, stretching forth his hands towards the doves, and lifting up his eyes to heaven, though he said nothing, yet with pleasing countenance gave most expressive signs of offering them together with his mother. And thus she left the birds upon the altar.

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tliis offering : that is, the Blessed Virgin mother, and her divine Son, Jesus : and let us imagine whether this little offering, made by such persons, could possibly be rejected by God ? No? rather may we devoutly suppose it to have been carried up to heaven by the hands of angels, and there presented by them, to have been most gratefully accepted by God Al mighty, with the loud and earnest jubilees of the whole celestial court.

After the offering was ended, the holy Virgin, with her Son Jesus, and Joseph, departed from the city of Jerusalem, in order to return home again to the little city of Nazareth, their native place of abode. But the sacred Virgin, being desirous once more of seeing St. John before she left those parts, on her way home visited a second time her cousin St. Elizabeth. Go thou with her whithersoever she goes, and in devout meditation assist her in carrying her lovely babe. When our blessed Lady and St. Eliz abeth met, they were extremely overjoyed at the sight of each other, but more especially in beholding their blessed Sons, Jesus and John, who, with no less tokens of joy, lovingly congratulated together ; and St. John, as though conscious of the dignity of his sacred guest, behaved towards Jesus with the utmost submission and respect. When they had rested there some few days, they again prepared for their journey ; and departed thence for Nazareth. And here, devout reader, if from what has already been said, you wish to learn the poverty and humility they practised, you need only consider the poverty of their offering, the humility in his ransom, and the strict compliance in both with the precepts of God's holy law.

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CHAPTER XL.

CHRIST'S FLIGHT INTO EGYPT.

NOW as the parents of the holy Jesus were pro ceeding on their journey to Nazareth, unap plied of the designs of heaven, and of the treacher ous machinations of Herod against the life of the divine infant, the angel of God appeared in a dream to Joseph, warning him to retire with the babe and its mother into Egypt ; because that merciless tyrant

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was bent upon the destruction of the child. Upon this, Joseph immediately rising, ran to awake the blessed Virgin, and informed her of the angel's warn ing. Shocked to the .very soul by this alarm, she suddenly arose, and without a moment's delay, pre pared to escape ; resolving to neglect nothing that might contribute to the safety of her beloved Son. They set out with him that very night, by a priv.ate way towards Egypt. Here follow them in medi tation : behold how they snatch up the sleejring in fant : compassionate their distress ; and reap the benefit of the many pious remarks, that may here be made.

And first, consider the many changes our Saviour experienced of prosperity and adversity. And when the like changes shall happen to you, learn to bear them with the manly patience becoming his follow ers. Whenever you see before you a steep ascent, be not dismayed, for know that the labor of climb ing will but enhance the sweets of that repose you are afterwards to enjoy. Thus Christ was no sooner born than he was glorified by the pastors as God ; and yet, how soon after was he circumcised, as if a sinner ? Thus was he honored with the homage, visit, and presents of the eastern monarchs, yet humbled to the association of beasts in a miserable stable, with no other comfort than that of tears, which the meanest child had in common with him. Thus, too, was he solemnly presented in the temple, and ex tolled by the prophetical predictions of Simeon and Ann, who is now warned by an angel to depart like a fugitive from his native country to Egypt. Many other instances of the like nature you may find in the life of Christ, from which, with a little virtuous industry, you may reap the greatest benefit and in struction. Learn then to curb the transports of

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prosperity, by reflecting that they are in general but the forerunners of adversity. Be firm in tribulation in consideration of the tranquillity and happiness that nre to succeed them. For it is the dispensation of Providence to chequer afflictions with intervals of pleasure, the better to nourish our hope, and pre serve us from being borne away by an overwhelm ing tide of troubles, and to intersperse tribulations amidst our felicity, that we may not be elated by it, but remain always in fear from the consciousness of our miserable condition. All this did our Lord for our instruction, and to conceal himself from Satan. Lose not the benefit of it for want of reflect ing thereon.

Secondly, be mindful, that he who enjoys benefits and prosperity from the gift of God, has no right to prefer himself to those who are not blest in the same manner : and such as are less profusely favored with them, ought not to be dejected, or envious, in view of such as are. This, I take occasion to ob serve from the angelical visit which was paid to Joseph, not to his blessed spouse Mary, though she was so much superior to him. So, when we find St. Joseph, though so eminent in the sight of God, favored but in a dream with an angelical visit which was so much more to be coveted in the full enjoyment of the senses ; we should learn not to be ungrateful to God, for the gifts of his bounty, by murmuring when they are not so extensive as our desires.

Thirdly, consider that it is by the special permis sion of the Almighty, that the elect are harassed by troubles and persecutions. It was doubtless no small affliction to the parents of Jesus that his life was sought after. For what more terrible nova •ould be brought to them 2 It is true, they knew

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him to be the Son of God ; but that was not suf ficient to ward the inferior part from despondency. Why, might they not have said, why, O Lord, since thou art Almighty, should it be necessary to fly with thy Son into Eygpt ? Art thou not powerful enough everywhere to preserve us unhurt ? Why should we be reduced to the painful necessity of fleeing from our native land to a distant and un known country, through rough and dangerous ways 1 Add to this, that the divine infant was in an age too tender, seemingly, for so laborious a journey, being yet but two months old : and his parents unfit for the fatigues as well as dangers of the road ; the one, on account of her being so young, the other, by reason of his age, and both, for want of neces saries to travel with, which their extreme poverty denied them. If these were not matters of excessive aflliction, what are? Do you, therefore, when in trib ulation, arm yourself with patience, nor expect from your divine master those privileges which he did not reserve for his mother, or himself.

Fourthly, consider his ineffable benignity. How soon and how patiently does he submit to persecu tion for your sake, and to banishment from his own country; rather choosing meekly to fly from the tyranny than to punish the tyrant : more solicitous to prevent the commission of a crime, than to exer cise his vengeance on the criminal. 0 how profound is this patience and humility ! He will neither do injuries nor return them ; and therefore, meekly contents himself with avoiding their consequences ! Thus does it behoove us to behave in regard to such as abuse, ill-treat, or persecute us. Instead of mak ing a like return, instead of loading them with the effects of our vengeance, let us bear them with pati ence, and endeavor to avoid the rage of their

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malice ; nay, let us pray for them, and return then) good for evil, after the example which our divine Master has elsewhere set us.

KING HEROD MURDERS THE INFANTS OF BETHLEHEM.

In fine, our Lord submitted to flee from the face of his vassal, his servant, his slave ; nay, from a devil incarnate. In this journey he was borne along by his mother in her tenderest youth, and by St. Joseph, a feeble old man, through a rough, wild, pathless, unfrequented, tedious length of road, to Egypt ; which requires a fortnight for a courier to. perform the journey ; and they, perhaps, were some months in effecting it. For, if we may credit tradi tion, they crossed that desert in which the children of Israel remained forty years. And what hunger and ^hirst must they, not have endured before the

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end of their journey ? For how should such pool and feeble persons be able to carry with them the supply of provisions necessary for so long a journey ? And if they did not, where could they be supplied in so trackless and uninhabited a wilderness ? And where, think you, could they find shelter from the hardness of the ground, and the inclemency of the air, to repose themselves by night, amidst a waste, where houses might seem useless for want of inhab itants? Compassionate, therefore, these illustrious sufferers, who must doubtless have labored under many great and tedious difficulties and hardships, as well in their own persons as in that of the divine babe they carried with them. Accompany them in mind, and share with them, the heavy toil of carry ing the blessed infant ; and wish to alleviate, as much as possible, their excessive fatigues. Grudge not to bear a little affliction and penance for your selves ; since so much has been borne for you by others, by such great personages ; nay, and so many times. I will not give you, pious reader, any detail of what happened to them on their way to Egypt ; all the idols in the country fell in pieces. They travelled as far as Heliopolis, and there renting a little cottage, dwelt for seven years in that place, in the quality of poor, indigent, homeless strangers.

And here, devout Christian, we enter into an ample and beautiful field for pious and tender meditation: and therefore, attend diligently to the following re flections. Whence, and by what means, could they procure even a homely subsistence for so long a space of time aa they remained in this country ? Did they content themselves, think you, with the idle occupation of begging? No? we are informed by several sacred writers, how ingenious as well as industrious our blessed Lady was at sewing and

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spinning, and that she was extremely assiduous In working for the support of her beloved Son and spouse. They were all constant lovers of poverty from the beginning, and continued so to the end of their immaculate lives.

Now, may we not suppose, that she was reduced to go from house to house to solicit for work ? For how should the neighborhood know either her wants or her inclination to be employed, unless she did so ? And yet, what reluctance must not this pattern of modesty have felt, in being obliged to expose her virginal bashfulness to the loose looks of curious and shameless gazers, by going abroad ! Which, nevertheless, we may conceive she could not avoid doing, without taking her beloved spouse and help mate from his labors, who, no doubt, was busy on his side in earning as much as old age would permit him, to aid his sacred spouse to support the blessed Jesus, till he came to an age to lessen their labor by his own. Indeed, when he came to the age of youth, we may without absurdity believe, that he partook of his mother's blushes, and shared in her labor, by carrying home the work as she finished it, and soli citing for more ; for what other messenger can we suppose she had ? So may we imagine, that often times the frugal Virgin, to buy necessary food for him, was forced to send for the money which re mained due to her for work unpaid, or to importune and implore for part of it at least. What humilia tion must it not be for the Son of God to be sent on such errands ? What must not her confusion be, to be reduced to send him on it ? And, when the sacred youth carried home the labors of his parent to such as had employed her, and requested the fruits of her industry from them, might he not often meet with •ome riotous, abusive, noisy person, who, instead

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of money, paid him with ill language, and shutting the doors against him, sent him home empty 1 How tnany such insults are not daily practised towards poor and helpless strangers ! And can we suppose that Christ escaped them, wbo went thither in search of them ? How often has he come home hungry, as children are wont to be, and, asking his mother for bread, had the mortification to hear her answer him with a sigh, that she had none to give him ! What anguish must she not feel on such occasions ! With what tender words would she try to appease his hun ger and console him ! With what redoubled industry would she not labor to procure him the food he called for ' And how often has she not defrauded her own mouth, and robbed it of its meal to spare one for him ! These, and such like points, are exceed ingly pleasing as well as useful to meditate on, con cerning Christ and his blessed mother. I have here paved the way for you to do it. It is now your busi ness to reap the advantage, by extending and pur suing with devotion such pious thoughts as these, in order to become little with the little Jesus. Scorn not therefore to reflect on the most humble and minute circumstances that may be conceived to have attended him, however childish they may appear in the eye of worldings. For they are most evidently capable of adding force to our devotion, and new warmth to our love, to inflame our affection, to ex cite our compassion, to confer new purity and sim plicity on our manners, to nourish in us a strong desire for poverty and humility, to keep up in us a certain familiarity of practice of the virtues we ob serve in these divine personages, to create in us a kind of similitude and conformity with them, and finally, to raise and strengthen our hopes of enjoying the fruits of that goodness we so much admire and

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wish to imitate in them. It is incompatible with our low state to ascend to the sublimity of God. But as St. Paul observes, That which seems foolish q/ him, is wiser than the greatest Jiuman prudence ; and that which seems weak, surpasses all the power of man. Besides, the meditation of these humble subjects seems capable of abating, if not totally de stroying our pride, of weakening our ambition, and confounding our vain curiosity. So much good comes from such spiritual employment. See, there fore, and endeavor to become little with the little Jesus, that you may, without prejudice to humility, grow up and be great in the same measure as he was: follow him whithersoever he goes, and keep your eyes always upon him.

But have you yet reflected enough to gather from what has been said, how painful their poverty must have been, and how mortifying to this modest family ? Had they, think you, the best of anything, anything superfluous, anything curious ? No, this was contrary to a state of poverty ; and, therefore, she who loved poverty so well, would never have consented to possess anything of this kind. Nay, so scrupulous was she of giving way to cariosity, or anything that seemed opposite to poverty or virtu ous industry, that she would not at any price, nor for the sake of any one, so much as put her finger to rich, curious, trifling, or unnecessary work. No, she would often say, when such trifles were brought to her, let them work at this who have not their time at heart. And how, indeed, could she, in such a dejected state, afford to idle away so much preci ous time as is required in the contrivance as well as working of expensive bawbles, of no signification even when they are finished ? Though poverty was not the sole motive that kept her from such kind of

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work : no, had she been less poor than she really was, she would have refused them alike : since such kind of employments, properly speaking, are but a more dangerous kind of idleness, as may appear from many reasons. First, because they are but an expensive method of wasting and misspending time : since all such kinds of labors require many more hours, not to say days and months, to complete them, than they possibly can be worth when finished. Secondly, because they are the causes of vain-glory, in such as work them. O how many fond and self-applauding looks does the worker throw away upon such idle pieces of ingenuity ! That curiously flowered apron, that embroidered mantle, this other trimming so richly woven, so well concerted ! How often, alas, how often does it engross the contriver's thoughts, even when away from it, even at the most sacred oc cupations ! And when the mind should be employed in studying how to render the soul more pleasing in the sight of God, it has enough to do to contrive, to carry on, to perfect a work of this nature, of no manner of consequence when it is done. This is a weakness the female sex are more particularly guilty of, a weakness so much the more to be lamented in them, as they are insensible, in general, how blame- able it is. And yet I make no doubt but that devout sex will soon be convinced of it, if they but seriously reflect on the time they consume, the ill habits they gain, and the mischiefs they do, and all to tax them selves and others with an unmerited applause. Thirdly, these kinds of labors are improper on ac count of the pride they occasion in the persons they are done for. Experience shows us, that these thing? are the proper fuel to feed and foment the fire of pride. For, as what is mean and lowly cherishes humility, so what is curious and gaudy nourishes

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pride and vanity. Fourthly, they are the causes of alienating the soul from God : for St. Gregory very judiciously remarks, "The soul becomes more and more weaned from the divine love, in proportion as its affection for earthly objects increases." Fifthly, they are unhappy incitements to the concupiscence of the eye, one of the three great origins of sin in the world : for such vain objects can be useful to no other end than to attract the looks of the vain. And yet as often as any one takes delight in idle gazing on such vain and empty trifles, whether she be the worker or the wearer of them, so often she offends God. Sixthly, they are but too often a snare and bane to such as behold them ; who may many ways transgress by barely looking on them ; for example, by taking scandal, by coveting them, by envying the possessors of them, by rash judgments, by silent murmuring, or finally, by open detraction.

Think, therefore, how often, and how many ways God may be offended by such curious trifles, ot rather laborious idleness, before they are brought to a conclusion ? And consider whether you, O female reader, and every effeminate worker of such needless curiosities, are not guilty instruments of all those evils ! Wherefore, whoever should persuade you to work for them such kind of things, you ought never to comply with their request, because no authority can justify your consenting to the vanity of others ; and whatever can possibty tend to offend God, is absolutely to be avoided. How much more then are you culpable if, of your own accord, you do it, to ingratiate yourselves, more desirous of rendering yourselves agreeable in the sight of man than of God. Leave, therefore, to worldlings such work* as are indeed the proper trappings of the world, but held in aversion by God. It is not indeed as-

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touishing that persons of little solidity and less piety should make such vain amusements their great business of life ; but what cannot be sufficient Jy wondered at is, that the more devout part, they, who are desirous of attaining to perfect purity of con science, should defile themselves with such filth, such mere litter ! When it is plain to be seen how many evils are produced from it, of which it is not perhaps the least dangerous to one, to act so opposite to the spirit of poverty. To conclude in a word, such kind of employments are strong signs of levity, vanity, and inconstancy, in the generality of those who give themselves up to them. Be you, therefore, O spiritual Christian, as apprehensive of sucli amuse ments as you would be of playing with the venomous serpent. I would not, however, be thought to con demn all beautiful works of ingenuity. Nothing is more innocent than these pretty productions of fancy, which are designed only for a short relaxation from more intense applications of the mind, but especially such works as are dedicated to the service of God at his altar ; provided they be done without too much affection, delight, or attachment of heart, for that is absolutely to be taken care of. All I mean to decry, are those curious nothings, which tend only to feed vanity, to nourish luxury, to bring poverty to scorn, to envervate devotion, and wean the affections of the soul from the Creator to the creature. Of this kind of curiosities hear what St. Bernard thinks: "Tell me, I beseech you," says he, "what can such vanities avail the body, or what advantage do they bring to the soul ! They are at best, but a poor, empty child ish satisfaction." It were hard to invent a severer imprecation on those, who, despising the peaceful enjoyment of pleasant repose, delight in the restless ness of curiosity, than to wish they may be con-

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demned to the possession of whatever they hanker after.

But let us return from this long digression, into which the detestable error of curiosity led me, to contemplate our blessed Lady in Egypt, amidst her labors of sewing, knitting, spinning, etc. Think how diligently, humbly, and patiently she persevered in these exercises, without slackening in the least her motherly care of her divine Son, or the business of her family, still assiduous to her devout exercises of watching and prayer, whenever her necessary oc cupations permitted her the leisure. Compassion ate her, therefore, and &t the same time make this useful reflection : that even the Queen of Heaven purchased heaven by violence: and can you then expect to obtain it otherwise ? It is not improbable, however, that some charitable matrons of her neigh borhood, witnesses of her great industry and ex treme poverty, might now and then send her some small relief, which she submitted to accept with humility and thankfulness. Though it is equally probable that the holy St. Joseph was as industrious as his great age would permit him, to earn a support for his family at the laborious trade of a carpenter. Thus you see what ample objects of compassion rise before you at every step. Pause here awhile : then, requesting the blessing of the divine Jesus and his parent, take leave of these innocent exiles, who, banished without cause from their native land, are reduced to wander, and earn their bread in a foreign country, by the sweat of their brows.

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CHAPTER XII.

OTTR LOKD RETURNS FROM EGTPT.

WHEN the Lord had completed his seven years' exile in Egypt, an angel appeared to Joseph in a dream, and bid him carry back the Youth and his Mother to the land of Israel : for they are now dead who sought the death of the boy. Joseph therefore patiently took the child and his mother, and returned to the country of the Israelities ; but at his arrival upon the borders, hearing that AT-

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chelaus, rhe son of Herod, reigned there, ho began to dread going any farther, till again instructed by the angel he retired into Galilee, to the city of Nazareth ; which, according to the martyrology, was much about the same time of the year as the Epiphany.

Here again, you see, as before, how God often sends his revelations, spiritual comforts, and other graces only as it were by halves, and not according to the fulness of our wishes. This may appear from two circumstances. First, from his sending the angel to Joseph, not openly, but in a dream. Sec ondly, from the angel's not giving him his whole in structions at once, but at two several times. Indeed the gloss says, that God did so, because St. Joseph, and every one blest in the like manner, must be more certain of their vision from a repetition of it. But be that as it may, we ought to set a value upon every the least gift of heaven, and be grateful for it, since we ought to assure ourselves that God disposes everything on his part for our greatest benefit.

But now let us accompany our Saviour on his return from Egypt. Be you, devout reader, very at tentive to it ; it is rich in matter of pious meditation. Return then mentally to Egypt, witli the pure inten tion of visiting the child Jesus ; fancj' yourself to find him among other children, with whom he deigns to play for their spiritual good. Imagine that he runs to meet you : for he is all affability, bounty, and courtesy. Fly then to anticipate him, and throw ing yourself on your knees, adore and kiss his sacred feet : then rising, take him into your arms, devoutly embrace him, and dwell a while in this sweet contemplation. Think you hear him say to you : "Welcome hither, 0 devout soul, partake of

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tlio joy with, me, of our being again a! Kbrrly to re turn to Israel ; and since you are come hither at so favorable a juncture, stay with mo, and join us in our journe3T." In consequence of which, express your joy to him, the desire you have of accompany ing him always, and everywhere, and the delight you take in conversing with him. Though, as I have already observed to you, these kinds of pious thoughts may, and undoubtedly will, seem childish in the opinion of worldings ; yet you know that a devout and frequent meditation on them will yield you a more than common consolation, and dispose you to greater and more sublime subjects. After this, fancy yourself led by our divine Saviour to his parents, who graciously receive, and courteously treat you. Throw yourself again on your knees, and, devoutly revering them, remain along with them.

The next morning when they are ready to set out on their journey, imagine you see some of the most respectable matrons of the city, and the wiser part of the men, come to accompany them out of the gates, in acknowledgment of their peaceful, neighborly, and pious mariner of living and conversing while among them. For doubtless they had given notice some days beforehand of their departure, that they might not seem to steal away ina clandestine manner, which might have looked suspicious ; now they had not the same reason for doing it as when they fled into Egypt, to preserve the infant Jesus from the hands of a butcher. And now suppose them setting out, holy Joseph, accompained by the men going before, and our Lady following, attended by the matrons. Do you, therefore, take the blessed infant in your arms, and devoutly carry him before her, for she suffers him not out of her presence.

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When they are out of the gates, the holy Joseph dismisses the company, not suffering them to go on any farther ; when one of the wealthiest of them calls the child Jesus, and in compassion to the poverty of his parents, bestows a few pence upon him ; and the rest of the company, after the example of the first, do the same. Compassionate here the confusion of the divine child, who blushing, holds out his little hands to receive what the love of poverty has reduced him to want ; pity likewise his holy parents, who share his confusion with him, and think on the great lesson here set you, when you see him who made the earth, and all that is in it, make choice of so rigorous a poverty, and so penurious a life, for his blessed parents and himself. What lustre does not the virtue of poverty receive from their practice ! And how can we behold it in them, without being charmed to the love and imitation of the like perfection ! After returning thanks to their company, and taking their leave, they proceed on their journey. But how, think you, was the infant Jesus able to go through the fatigues of so long a way ? When he went into Egypt, his infancy made it easy for his parents to carry him ; but now too big to be carried, he is yet too little and tender to walk. Possibly in deed some tender-hearted neighbor might bestow on them an ass to carry him on. Yet, O admirable Child ! O delicate Youth 1 O Sovereign of heaven and earth ! How soon did you begin, and what labors did you not consent to suffer for our sakes I Well might these words prophetically apply to you : 1 am poor, and subject to labors from my youth. What extreme penury ! What endless toil ! What bodily hardships, and rigorous treatment of yourself did you not assume for our sakes \ Should not this very labor of yours we are now meditating on

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have sufficed to redeem us ? Take then the child Jesus, O devout reader, and in your imagination place him devoutly on the ass, conduct him carefully, and when he is inclined to dismount, receive him joy fully in yourarms, and tenderly cherish him, until his blessed mother comes up, who may be supposed to walk slower. Then resign the divine child to her arms, the reception of whom will serve her instead of repose.

Thus they repass the desert they came through, where you may frequently compassionate them on the way, on account of the little rest they receive, though wasted day and night with fatigue. When they reach the utmost skirt of the wilderness, they find there John the Baptist, who already begins to do penance, though priveleged from sin. It is said, that that part of Jordan where John baptized, is the same which the children of Israel passed over, when they came through this desert out of Egypt; and that John did penance near the same place. So that it is not improbable that Christ might find him there on his return from Egypt. Fancy then you see him joy fully receiving them : who, after remaining with him awhile, and partaking of his coarse and homely pro visions, share with him in return, the sweets of spiritual recreation, and then depart. You, there fore, at meeting and parting, omit not to pay your reverence to the Saint, but throw yourself at his feet, and devoutly kissing them, recommend yourself to the intercession of this youth, excellent and wonder ful in every circumstance of his life. He was the first hermit, the founder and pattern of all who make choice of a religious and solitary life : he was an un spotted virgin, an excellent preacher, more than a prophet, and a glorious martyr. After parting from John, the blessed travellers cross over Jordan, and

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call at the house of Elizabeth, where they pass some time in mutual congratulations, spiritual joy, and celestial mirth. Here Joseph being informed that Archelaus reigned in Judea, and admonished in a dream by an angel, they retired to the city ' of Nazareth in Galilee.

And now we have brought back the child Jesus out of Egypt, at whose return, the sisters, and other relations and friends of our blessed Lady, came to congratulate with them in Nazareth, where they re mained and pursued their usual love of poverty. From this time, to the twelfth year of his age, noth ing remarkable is recorded of the blessed Jesus. It is said, however, and it is not improbable, that the fountain is still to be seen there, out of which he used to draw water for his mot'her. For our truly humble Lord often did such humble offices for her, as she had no one else to do them. Here, too, we may suppose, that St. John the Evangelist, who was then about five years old, often came to visit our Lord, accompanied by his mother, who was sister to the Blessed Virgin. For it is written of him, tbat he died sixty-seven years after our Lord's passion, in the ninety-eighth year of his age ; so that at the <?ime of Christ's suffering, which was when he was something turned of thirty- three years old, St. John was thirty-one ; and consequently, the one being seven years old at his return from Egypt, the other must be five. Imagine then, you see these holy chil dren conversing together, and contemplate their conversation in such a manner as the Holy Ghost shall vouchsafe to inspire. What will greatly help your contemplation is, to reflect that this John was afterwards that disciple whom Christ loved the most, and conversed the most familiarly with.

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CHAPTER XIII.

OUR LORD JESUS REMAINS IN JERUSALEM.

WHEN our Lord was twelve years old he went up with his parents to Jerusalem, according to the law and custom of the festival, which lasted eight days. Again, then, the divine Jesus under takes the labor of a long journey, to honor his heavenly Father on the days consecrated to hm ; lor infinite was the lore between the Father am*

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Son. But the joy, which the external pomp and honor paid to his Father gave the holy Jesus, fell greatly short of the affliction and bitter anguish of heart he felt on account of the many crimes by which sinners dishonored him. Thus then was the Lord of the law observant of the law ; and thus humbly did the Creator of the greatest mingle with the least of his creatures. When the octave was ended, his parents returning home, he remained in Jerusalem. Here, pious reader, be attentive and render yourself present to everything that passes ; you will find the subject equally devout and profitable. I have already told you, that Nazareth, the place of Christ's abode, is about fifteen miles distant from Jerusalem. When, therefore, in the evening, our blessed Lady and St. Joseph, who had taken different roads, met at the inn where they were to put up for that night, the Virgin not seeing the child with her spouse, in whose company she expected him to return, imme diately asks him: "Where is the child Jesus?" To whom he answers with equal surprise and con cern, " Is he not with you ? Alas ! I thought he re turned in your company ; he came not with me, neither know I what is become of him." Shocked at this unexpected, and unlocked for reply, the frightened mother burs ting in to a flood of tears, cries : "No, ah, no, he came not with me. Alas, alas ! is this the care I should have taken of my child ? Is all my tenderness come to this?" Then rushing; forth distracted with anxiety, she runs from house to house, with all the composure so much grief was capable of: "Tell me, oh ! neighbors, tell me, have ye seen my son ? Where is my child ? For pity's sake, who has my child ? Ah, dearest Jesus ! where are you ? What is come of you, my dear, my only child ?" Thus ran the anxious Virgin from place to

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place, distracted and lost to comfort amidst her grief and care ; the blessed Joseph in tears ever}*- where followed to console her. But what consola tion could either of them receive when they found not the divine Jesus ? What must their sorrow be, especially hers, whose tenderness must be greater ! What could avail the comfort their neighbors, their friends, their relations endeavored to give them? Can aught compensate for the loss of Jesus? Do you, therefore, condole with this blessed couple, whose afflictions must be greater than tongue can express. For which of all the troubles they ever suffered could equal this ? Let us not then be discontented, when trouble visits us, since Jesus thought not fit to spare his parents. It is his divine permission that afflictions should come, they are so many proofs of his love to us, and are calculated for our benefit.

The blessed Virgin finding all her searches to no purpose, retires sorrowful to her chamber, and throwing herself on her knees, with tears of humility mixed with confidence, she thus addressed herself to God, her constant refuge and holy comfort : " O God, my Father, my eternal Lord, my all-sweet and benign benefactor I You vouchsafed to bestow your beloved Son upon me, and I, alas, have lost him ; nor know I where to seek him. Restore him to me again ; oh 1 restore him to me ! Remove, O Father, this bitter heaviness from me, and show me your Son ! I have acted incautiously, but I knew not that I did so. Look not therefore on my negligence, but on the excess of my affliction ; and, out of your im mense goodness, give me back my Son, without whom life would be a death to me. Oh ! where are you, my dearest Son ? What is come of you? Who enjoys the blessing of cherishing you in my stead 1

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Are you returned to heaven to your divlr,^ leather! For 1 know you are the !Son of (rod, ana bod your self ! Why then did you not acquaint me with your departure, that I might once more have embraced you in these arms, and pressed these lips to your divine mouth before I lost you ? Or rather, has not some insidious mortal laid a snare for you '( For I know you are truly man, begotten of this flesh of mine. Too well I remember the hurrying you away to Egypt in your tenderest infancy, to preserve you from the rage of Herod. And too much, too much I dread, you are fallen into the hands of such an other tyrant. But, oh, may your heavenly Father preserve you from every harm, m}^ dearest child ! Return, oh dearest Jesus, to your afflicted mother ; or let me know but where you are, and I will come to you ! Forgive this one neglect, and I will never neglect you more. When did I ever offend you, that you should leave me thus \ I know you are not un acquainted with the grief that overwhelms me ; oh, ease me then, my dearest Son, and delay not return ing to me. Did I, ever since I have borne you, eat, sleep, or live without you before? And now I am without you without knowing how. You know you are all my hope, my life, my joy, and that I cannot subsist without you. Instruct me then, where you are, or how I may find you."

With these and such like ejaculations, the holy mother of Christ soothed her sorrow till the next morning, when, by break of day, they went forth seeking him round all the neighboring villages ; for there were many ways from Jerusalem to the place where they then were. Not finding him this day, they went the next in search of him to other places, nnd along other ways, enquiring among all their friends and relations: and now, nol finding bim. the

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afflicted iiiomer redoubles her fears and anxiety. But the third day returning to Jerusalem, they found him in the temple, sitting in. the midst of the doctors. No sooner did the blessed Virgin cast her eyes on th « beloved child, than, transported with a sudden and inexpressible joy, she throws herself on her knees, and with tears of consolation, returns her sin- cerest thanks to God. The divine youth, seeing his mother, came up to her, who immediately clasping him in her arms, pressed, embraced, and sweetly fondled him. Now she tenderly prints her kisses on his cheeks, and holding him at her bosom, stands immovable, unable, as yet, through an excess of tender transport, to speak to him : till the desire of possessing him again in safety, stopped the over flow of joy, and gave her words a vent. Then, look ing wishfully on him, "Why, ah, why, my dearest, Child, have 3^011 used us thus? With what grief have not I and your Father been seeking you!" " Why," said he, " did you seek me? Know you not that it behooves me to attend to my Father's business?" But this they did not understand the meaning of. The joyful mother immediately informs her Son of her desire to return to Nazareth. "My Son," said she, " it is my desire that we go back to our peaceful home : and will you not console me with your company thither?" "Yes, O beloved parent," replies this pattern of obedience, "your pleasure shall be mine." And what he said he per formed, returning with his parents to Nazareth, sub mitting wholly to their will in all things, as other children ought to do.

You have beheld then the affliction of the blessed mother on this occasion ; and now consider the hardships of her divine Son, during these three days. Imagine then you see him at the door of some

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poor man craving admittance, where he is received, and sparingly helped to food. Thus the poor child Jesus delights to associate with the poor. Next consider him sitting amidst the doctors : where, with a serene, wise, and respectful countenance, h* questions them as if he were ignorant of the things he asks : all which he does partly out of humility, partly not to confound them with the miraculous readiness of his solutions.

Here, likewise, you may consider three very re markable truths. The first is, that whoever wishes to be united to God, must not be attached to parents, friends, or relations, but renounce them. Fctf Christ, when he was intent upon the affairs of his heavenly Father, forsook his beloved mother, and was not to be found among any of his relations. The second is, that no one who leads a spiritual life, ought to wonder, if he is sometimes in a sterility of devotion, and seems to be forsaken by God, &ince the same thing happened even to the mother of God. Let not such persons then be cast down, but seek and endeavor to find him, by persisting in devout meditation and pious works. The third is, that no one should be tenacious of their own will or pur pose ; for though our Lord Jesus has said, that it was proper for him to attend to the work of his divine Father, yet he changed his purpose, and followed the inclination of his blessed mother, and accompanied her and her holy spouse to Nazareth ; where he remained, submissive to their will. In this you may likewise admire his profound humility, of which we shall take more notice hereafter.

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CHAPTER XIV.

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OUR Lord Jesus, therefore, returned from the temple and from Jerusalem with his parents to Nazareth, and lived under obedience with them till the beginning of his thirtieth year. Nor do we find in sacred scripture any thing he did remarkable during that time. What then shall we admire in him, or conceive him to have done during so great an interval ! For if he did anything worthy admi ration, why was it not recorded as well as the rest of his actions ? It seems surprisingly strange ! But take notice here, that his doing nothing won derful was a kind of miraculous action. For noth ing that attends his life is void of mystery. While he was spending his life in practical virtue, he kept silent, seemingly inactive, and abstracted. This sovereign Master then, who was to teach all virtues, and to point out the path of life, began from his youth, by sanctifying in his own person the practice of the virtuous life he came to teach, and that in a private ineffable manner, unheard of before ; that is, appearing in the eyes of the world useless, abject, and simple, as we may devoutly conceive without danger of rashness. Though I do not pretend to affirm anything of this kind, or any other indeed which is not evidently confirmed by the holy scrip tures, or the traditions of the Fathers, as I have al ready declared in the beginning of this work.

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Our Saviour then during this space of time, as we may reasonably conjecture, retired, as much as pos sible, from the company and conversation of men ; spending much time in the synagogue, which was the Church of that day, where, in the lowest place, h»* would remain for a long time recollected in fervent prayer to his divine Father. Thence he would re turn home to his beloved mother and her blessed spouse, whose labor he would often alleviate by his assistance. He would pass and repass amidst the busy world about him, with an air of as little atten tion to their affairs, as if he did not see mankind : and these would stupidly wonder that so fine a youth should be seen to do nothing worthy their praise. All expected him to make a shining and consider able figure among them. For while he was a boy, he increased equally in age and wisdom in the sight of God and man. But growing up from his twelfth to his thirtieth year, he was not remarkable for any actions either during his youth or manhood above the common sphere : which occasioned an universal surprise, and drew upon him the derision of the public, who used to call him a useless idiot, an in significant creature, and a stupid mortal, or by some such opprobrious ti ties. Neither did he apply to any learning, insomuch that it became a kind of proverb to say, that he was but an old minor. Such a life did he lead and persist in, though it brought him into contempt with all men, who looked upon him as mean and contemptible, which he previously foretold of himself by the mouth of his prophet, saying, / am a worm, and not a man.

You see then, how much our Lord did, though seeming to do nothing ; he rendered himself mean and despicable to all, as I have already said. And certainly I know no greater or more difficult practice

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in all tne duties of life than this. And they, in my opinion, may be said to have reached the very sum mit of Christian perfection, who are so far advanced in it as to be able totally to overcome the arrogance of their flesh, and truly and unfeignedly to consent to be reputed as nothing, and even contemned as mean and insignificant. A victory over one's self of this nature is greater and more glorious than the sacking a strongly -garrisoned town, according to the words of Solomon. "The patient man is better than the strong one, and he that conquers his spirit than the conquerers of a city." — Prov. xvi. Until you arrive to this point, never flatter yourself with having done anything. For, as in reality we are but use less, even when we have done our best, according to to the words of Christ, till we attain to this degree of humility, we are nothing at all, but a vain and empty mass ; which the Apostle very plainly ex presses, "Whoever thinks himself to be. something, being really nothing, deceives himself." — Gal. vi. If you ask why our Lord practiced this, I shall an swer you, that it was not on his own account, but for your instruction. And therefore, Christian, if you do not profit from so great a lesson, you become inexcusable. For it is an abomination to see a worm, and the destined food for worms, strutting with arro gance, and vainly raising himself, when the Lord of Majesty deigns to stoop to so abject a degree of humiliation.

If any one should deem it an absurdity to be- lieve that our Lord Jesus led for so long a time such a life of seeming inactivity as here mentioned, and is rather disposed to think the evangelists defective in the accounts they give of him : I answer, in the first place, that the example of so much and such great virtue, cannot properly be called a state of

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inactivity ; since it was the most useful lesson he could give us, as being, properly speaking, the foundation of all virtue. Secondly, it is written in the Gospel of St. John, " When the comforter shall come, the Spirit of Truth whom I send to you fiom the Father, who proceeds from the Father, he will give testimony of me, and ye shall give testimony ,of me, because you are with me (that is, in the quality of preachers) from the beginning." — John XT. And Peter says, at the election of St. Matthias the Apostle, " It is proper out of these men, etc., from the time of our Lord Jesus entering in among us, beginning from the baptism of John, etc." — Acts i. "Now he was then beginning about t hirty years old." — Luke iii. John then had not been his precursor, had Jesus suffered them to preach sooner. Besides, if he or they had begun their mission sooner, how comes it that he was then so little among his neigh bors, that they should enquire, " Is not this the car penter's son?" — Matt. xiii. When, in a very short time after, he was commonly called the Son of David. If then he had begun sooner to do any thing remarkable, something of it, at least, would have been hinted in holy scripture, and all the evan gelists would not have been so profoundly silent about him. This seems to be the opinion of St. Bernard, as I shall hereafter quote him. But how ever the truth of it may be, I cannot but think it a very pious matter for meditation. It is thus the Lord Jesus forms the sword of humility, as the prophet foretold him: "Gird on thy sword upon thy loins, O thou most powerful !" —Psal xliv. And with what sword was it more proper to conquer the infernal prince of pride, than with that of hu mility ? For we nowhere read of his having en gaged him with the weajpons of his greatness, but

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the opposite ones, even at the time of his passion, when he seemed to stand in need of all his immen sity. Hence the same prophet bemoans him to his heavenly Father, saying, " You have averted from hirn the help of his sword, and have not assisted in the bat tie." — Ps. Ixxxviii. You see then, Chris tian reader, how our Lord "began first how to do, and then to teach." — Acts i. Designing one day to invite you to the imitation of him, with those in effable words, * ' Learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart." — Matt. xi. This then was the virtue he first chose to practise ; and that not in out ward show only, but from the inmost recesses of his heart, for he was truly meek and humble of heart. He was incapable of fiction, and therefore readily humbled himself to seem and be mean and abject in the eyes of men ; insomuch that even after he began to preach his sublime and heavenly doctrine, and confirmed it with miracles, their con tempt of him continued, and they would often say of him in derision, " Who is this ? Is not this the carpenter's son?" — Matt, xiii., with other like scornful expressions. According to this sense then, it appears how truly the apostle said, "He exani- mated himself, takingthe form of a servant." — Philip ii. And not only of a servant, in one sense, by taking human flesh, but in the lowest sense of the word, that is, he took the form of a useless servant, by the lowliness and abject manner of his living. '

Would you see how powerfully our Lord put on this sword ? Consider his every action, and you will find humility shining in all its lustre. Do but recollect, and you will find it in every action hitherto taken notice of. And in those which follow, you may observe, that he was so far from neglecting the practice of it, that he increases in

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humility during his whole life, giving us frequent lessons of it to the hour of his death, and even after death, nay, after his ascension. Did not he towards his end wash his disciples' feet ? Was he not ex tremely humbled by the cross he bore on his divine shoulders ? Did he not, after his resurrection, when in a glorified state, call his disciples, brethren? "Go," says he to Mary Magdalen, "and tell my brethren, etc." — John xx. And even after his as cension, did he riot converse familiarly with Paul, and as humbly as if he had been his equal ? " Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me ?" — Actsix. Where he does riot call himself God, but me. And finally at the great and tremendous day of judgment, will he not, from his majestic and awful tribunal, way, " As long as ye have done it to one of the least of my brethren, you have done it tome." — Matt. xxv. It was not without reason our Saviour showed such a love for humility. He knew that as pride is the foundation of all siri, so humility is the basis of every virtue, and the first step to salvation. It is but a tottering edifice that is not built upon the groundwork of humility. Wherefore, twist not to your chastity, to your poverty, or any other virtue you are possessed of, unless it be accompanied with, and supported by humility. It was Christ then that first laid this foundation, and showed how it is to be acquired, namely, by vilifying and lowering himself in his own esteem, and in the opinion of all the world, and by the uninterrupted exercise of self- humiliation. Go you, then, O attentive Christian, and do the like, if you would be perfectly humble, as becomes a Christian ; for humility, self -con tempt, and the practice of lowly and vilifying work, must precede all other virtues. In relation to which, thus says St. Bernard: "Humility, which is obtained by

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humiliation is the basis of all spiritual structures. For humiliation is as truly the way to humility, as patience is to peace, or reading to knowledge. If you thirst after humility, be not averse to humilia tion. For if you cannot stoop to humiliation, you will never be able to rise to humility." And in another place: "Whoever means to raise himself above himself, must set out by thinking meanly of himself : lest, soaring above his sphere, he fall be neath it, for want of being perfectly grounded in humility. And, as there is no becoming in reality great, but by the merit of endeavoring to be little, therefore, whoever is desirous of rising to perfec tion, must restrain himself by humility, that hum ility may raise him." Wherefore, gentle reader, when you see yourself humbled, rejoice at it ; it is a good sign, and an argument of approaching grace. "For as the heart is exalted before a fall, so before exaltation it is humbled." — Prov. xvi. For it is alike written, that " God resists the proud, and gives grace to the humble." — Jam. iv. And a little farther he adds, " It is doing but little to submit to the humiliations which come immediately from God, unless we learn to accept cheerfully those he is pleased to send us by the means of his creatures." Learn an admirable example of this from holy David, who, being cursed by a servant, was too much ani mated with grace to be moved with resentment of the injury. " What is there," says he, " between me and you, oh Sons of Servai." — 4 Kings xiv. Oh, true man according to God's own heart, not moved to indignation or anger, by the scornful reproaches of a slave ! Well might he say with a safe conscience, "If I return evil to those that did evil to me. "—Ps. vii. Let this much suffice, at present, on the virtue humility.

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Now let us return to the life and actions of Christ, which is and ought to be the mirror of ours, and the principle object of our intention. Be present then, as I have often exhorted you, to all that relates to him. And contemplate that blessed family, small indeed in number, but great in dignity, rich in grace and virtue, but poor and humble in their manner of Mving. The venerable old man, Joseph, sought with all possible industry, as much employment in his humble profession, as his feeble age would permit him to go through : and our Lady was as diligent at her manual labor, besides (lie business of her family, which we may suppose was not little, the preparing of food for her divine Son, her blessed spouse, and self, with other domestic labors arising from this, were all done with her own hands, as she was too poor to have any one to help her. Com passionate her therefore for the laborious life she leads ; compassionate likewise our divine Lord, who shares with both their most laborious occupations, for " he came to minister, and not to be ministered to," as he himself says. — Matt. xx. Fan^y then you see him busied along with his beloved parents, in the most servile work of their little mansion. Devoutly imagine you see these three sacred persons sitting at their frugal meals, not made up of dainties or expensive food, flattering to the palate and in flaming to the passions, but composed of the coarse and homely provisions usual among the poorest people. What sublime, what heavenly conversation passes between them ! No vain, no idle discourse finds admittance there ; but every sentence is holy, full of wisdom, and dictated by the Holy Ghost. O ineffable banquet, where the mind is no less sub stantially nourished than the body ! After their meals, all retire to prayers-, each to their little sepa-

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rate chambers ; our blessed Lady to hers, St. Joseph to his, and our Saviour to his. Follow our divine Lord in your mind, and view him devoutly persist ing in fervent prayer to his heavenly Father. In this little cell, after spending the greatest part of his nights in heavenly contemplation, he reposes tha remaining part on the ground, as meanly as the poorest of his creatures. Thus do you each night endeavor to accompany him in your mind. O con cealed divinity ! why do you thus afflict that precious, thatinnocent body so continually, when the fatigue of one such night might suffice to redeem the whole world ? Did the excess of your love urge you to all this ? Such was your ardent zeal for the lost sheep you came to convey to heaven on your divine shoulders ! Must you, 0 King of Kings, eternal God, who supply the wants of all, who af ford all persons of all stations what is requisite for them ; must you, I say, be subject to poverty, meanness, and hardship, watching and fasting, and must every circumstance of your life be at; ended with severity ? What then shall become of those who seek nothing but ease, luxury and vanity ? Surely we did not learn this kind of empty pursuits from this mortified master ! Are we then wiser than he is ? No, he has taught us both by word and by example, humility, poverty, mortification of the flesh, and exercise of the body : let us then improve from the lessons of this sublime teacher, who neither will nor can deceive. And, according to the Apos tle's advice, "having food and raiment let us be content with them." — Tim. vi. And make such use of them as proper necessity requires ; but not to superfluity ; at the same time, carefully and con stantly attending to the spiritual study and ex ercise of other Christian virtues.

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OUR Saviour, after having lived so painful and abject a life until he was completely twenty- nine years old, when he entered into his thirtieth year, said to his mother, "The time is now come for me to glorify God and manifest my Father, by ap pearing in the world, and working the salvation of man, for which he sent me. Be of good heart, there fore, O beloved mother, for I will soon return to

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you." Then kneeling to her, as a man and her son, the great master of humility asks and receives her blessing. Then she kneels to him as God, receives his blessing, and tenderly embracing him, with tears, thus addresses him : " Go, my blessed Son, go with the blessing of your divine Father and mine, be mindful of me, and hasten to return to comfort me." Thus then the blessed Jesus respeci fully taking leave of his beloved mother and her venerable spouse, sets out from Nazareth towards Jerusalem by the way of the Jordan, where he found John baptizing. Thus the Lord of the world proceeds alone, for as yet, he had no disciples. View him then attentively, in the presence of God, and see him travelling alone, barefooted, through a long and rugged road, and condole with him. O Lord, whither are you going, and by what ways ? Are you not the Sovereign ot all the kings of the earth? Where then, O Lord, are your nobles, your soldiers, your attendants, and equipage? Where are your guards to keep off the populace from approaching too near your sacred person, as other monarchs are wont to have ? Where are the trumpets, the instruments, and royal ensigns? Who goes before to prepare a palace for your re ception ? Where are all the honors paid to the royal worms of this world ? Are not the heavens and the earth filled with your glory ? Why then do you proceed thus inglorious? "Do not a thousand thousand* pay homage to you in your kingdom above, and millions minister to you?" — Dan. vii. Why then do you thus travel alone, a-foot, nay, barefooted? But ah! the cause is plain ; you are not now in your kingdom. "For your kingdom is not of this world." — JoJin xviii. " You have exani- mated yourself, taking the form of a servant. "—Phil. ii. "You are become as one of us, a wayfarer

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a stranger. —Ps, xxxviii. Like our fathers, you are become a servant, that we may become kings. You are to conduct us to your own kingdom, put ting us in the way that leads thither. Why then, alas, do we go out of it ? Why do we not follow you ? Wrhy do we not humble ourselves, but pur sue and delight in vain honors, empty pomp, and passing enjoyments? It must surely be because this is our kingdom, and that we consider ourselves as natives here, and not as pilgrims ; otherwise, why should we be so much taken up here ? O senseless sons of men, why do you embrace the shadow instead of the substance ? Why prefer ye the dubious and transitory to what is certain and lastingly solid? Why so earnest in giving up eternity for what is but temporal ! Ah, it is too true, O Lord, that we forget our being but pilgrims and strangers upon earth, otherwise we should find no difficulty in following you. We should be content with what is merely necessary on the way ; and, without bur dening ourselves, or retarding our journey with more, follow you, running on after the sweet- scented odor of your perfumes, we should be free from every load, and looking on the transitory things of this life as something behind us, or out of our way, we should neglect and despise them. Thus then our Lord Jesus humbly travels on some days' journey, till he arrives at the river Jordan.

When he arrived at the Jordan, he there found John baptizing sinners, and a great multitude of people, who were come thither to hear his preaching : for they took him to be Christ. Jesus therefore says to him : "I entreat you to baptize me along with these people." John looking steadfastly on him, and knowing him in spirit, with fear and rev erence answered, "Lord, I myself need to be bap

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tizedbyyou." "Persistnot, Jolin," replies Christ, "but let it be done as I say ; for it is expedient that I fulfil all justice. Conceal, at present, what you know of me, for my time is not yet come. Baptize me, therefore, for now is a time of humiliation, and therefore will I practise humility in its greatest perfection."

Be mindful, then, of the practice of humility ; es pecially as we shall now treat of it with more par ticularity. The commentary on this place tells us, that there are three degrees in humility. The first is, to be subject to those above us, and not to prefer ourselves to those who are equal to us. The second is, to subject ourselves to our equals, and not to pre fer ourselves to our inferiors. The third and most perfect is, to place ourselves beneath and subject ourselves to our inferiors. This is the degree Christ practised on this occasion, and therefore he fulfilled all humility. You may hence observe how wonder fully Christ advanced in humility, by comparing this with the foregoing chapter. There he contented himself with the appearance of a mean and abject, nay, useless servant ; here he subjects himself to his own servant, depreciates himself, and extols the other. There he humbly conversed with mankind, under the outward appearance of insignificance ; but here his humility is so improved, that he puts on the likeness of a sinner, and is contented to pass for one. For John was preaching penance to, and bap tizing sinners, yet our humble Lord Jesus will be baptized in their presence, nay, in company with them. "He came," says St. Bernard, "amidst a crowd of populace to the baptism of John. And he came as one out of the sinfnl multitude, who was the only one exempt from sin." To judge from those about him, who would think him to be the Son of

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God ? Who would take him for the great Lord of Majesty: How great is his humility on this oc casion ? The same humility indeed appeared at his circumcision, when he likewise took on him the likeness of a sinner ; but here it shone forth with greater lustre, in proportion to the greater number of spectators. But was there not room to apprehend, that the appearance of a sinner might prejudice him who intended to preach publicly to sinners? Be that as it may, it was not a motive strong enough to hinder this great master of humility from profoundly humbling himself. It was his pleasure to seek scorn and self-humiliation, by appearing what he was not on purpose to leave us a practical lesson. But what use do we make of that instruction, who, on the contrary, put on the likeness of everything but our real selves, purely to deceive the world, that they may praise and honor us 2 — If we think we possess any good qualities, how solicitous are we to expose them to the eyes of the world ; and how industrious are we, on the other side, to cover all our defects, though ever so conscious of being sinners ? Where is the humility of this? Is this the use we make of Christ's instruction ? In relation to this, hear what St. Bernard says : " There is a humility produced by charity, which helps to kindle it ; but there is another humility void of all warmth, which is en gendered by self-convicting truth. The latter con sists in reflection, the former in affection. For if at the light of truth you look seriously on yourself, without flattery or favor, you cannot help being humbled, and appearing contemptible in your own eyes, from this true reflection, though you perhaps are unwilling to appear so in the eyes of others. By these means you will be humble indeed by the operation of truth, but not by the infusion of char-

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ity. For were your heart as sincerely humbled as your mind is convinced of your deserving to be so$ by the light of that truth which has so faithfully given you to yourself, you would, doubtless, be willing that others should discover in you the defor mities which self-conviction has shown to yourself. Though it must be owned, that it is neither advis able nor expedient to reveal all that passes within us, and therefore charity and truth jointly forbid us to publish such things of ourselves, as may injure us, or give offence to others. But who can doubt of your disregard for truth, if, captivated by self- love, you conceal the truth of your own unworthi- ness, which you are inwardly convinced of ? You prove it sufficiently, by preferring to that truth your own interest and vain honor." And afterwards he adds : "If then you are really humble with that true humiliation which truth, the great searcher of hearts, infuses into the soul, add the humility of the will to it, and make a virtue of necessity. For there is no true virtue without the consent of the will ; which will then be effected, if the desire of outward esteem in the eyes of your neighbor be proportioned to the knowledge you have conceived of the inward state of your soul. For otherwise you have reason to apprehend, lest the dreadful re proach of David be justly applied to you. * Because he hath done deceitfully in his sight, that his ini quity may be found unto hatred.' — Ps. xxxv. 'Divers weights,' saith Solomon, 'and divers meas ures, both are abominable before God.' — Prov. xx. Which means, that having weighed the little value of your own merit, within your own breast, in the balance of equity and truth, you measure it out wardly at a different rate, and impose yourself upon the world for more value than you really are of. Bv

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fenr God, and let that fear deter you from the guilt of so heinou •:, a crime ; that is, of extolling by an ambitious will, what truth ought to humble within you : for that is opposing truth, and struggling against the will of God. Choose rather to acquiesce with him, and study that your will be ever subject to truth by a devout and submissive humility. 'For shall not my soul,' saith the royal psalmist, 'be sub ject to God.' — Ps. Ixi. Neither is it enough to be subject to God only, unless you are likewise the same to all mankind for God's sake; that is, subject to your superiors, subject to your equals, and subject to your inferiors. In this manner Christ teaches us we must fulfil all justice. Go then to your infe rior if you will be perfectly righteous, pay a respect to your inferior, and humbly stoop to tliose beneath you." Thus far St. Bernard, who says again : "Who is just, but he that is truly humble? For when the Lord of all things would have humbly stooped to his servant, and submitted to be bap tized by the hands of St. John : seeing him awed by the Majesty of his Person, Christ spoke thus to him : "Suffer it to be so now, for thus it behooves us to fulfil all righteousness.' — Matt. ii. Placing the accomplishment of perfect justice in the perfec tion of true humility. He therefore that is just, is truly humble ; and this justice in the humble, is plain in this : because, he gives to every one his right ; he robs not another of his property, but f;iv«--s honor to God and retains abjection for him self." But this \\ill appear more plainly if you will but consider the injustice of the proud and ar rogant, who attribute every good gift of God to the rewards of their own merit. In relation to which, St. Bernard again says: "As evil may take its source from the greatest good, when become

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we make use of the divine gifts as if the> were not such, without even making God an acknowledgment for them ; so they who seem to have reached the high est degree of grandeur and greatness, on account of the divine benefits they have received, are in truth excessively little, for want of returning thanks due to their supreme benefactor.

" However, gentle reader, I have spared the weak ness of your senses in the softening expressions of great and little. Out of regard to the delicacy of your ears, I have forborne calling things by the real names I think they deserve. I should have said, very wicked and very good. For it is beyond all dispute, that they are so much the deeper in wickedness, who ascribe to themselves the excellen cies they may possess. Nothing, in short, can be more criminal. But should any one say, be this crime far from me, since I know it is the grace of God that makes me what I am, and yet, at the same time, studiously aim at self-praise for the grace which he has received ; is not such a person a thief and a robber ? Hear only what he is from the mouth of truth itself : 'From thy own mouth will I judge thee, O wicked servant.' — Luke xix. And what in deed can be more execrably wicked than that servant who usurps to himself the praises due to his Lord." Thus far St. Bernard.

Hence you may see that the perfection of all right eousness consists in true humility, which derogates nothing from God's honor, nor attributes that to itself, which is not its due; neither does it injure our neighbor. For the truly humble is neither rash in judging him, nor prefers himself to any one ; but rather thinks himself inferior to all man kind, and chooses the lowest place among them. Hence St. Bernard again says: "How dost thou

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know, O mortal, but that the very man whose flagi tious life and infamous conduct you look upon with horror and contempt, deeming him the greatest of reprobates, and infinitely more sinful than yourself, who live, or at least seem to yourself to live, a sober, virtuous, or pious life : how dost thou know, I say, but that very man may become not only better than those or than yourself in his future practices, and be even now, perhaps, dearer in the sight of God than you 1 and therefore how do you know but it may be contrary to the divine pleasure for us to place him beneath ourselves, or to refuse him the first honor among us? 'Choose thou,' saith Christ, 'the lowest place, to wit, that you alone may be the lowest of all, and not only not prefer yourself, but even not presume to compare yourself to any.' " — Thus saith St. Bernard. The virtue of humility is again many ways reccommended to us by authentic applauses of the same Saint. "A great mother in deed is humility," saith he, "and a most sublime virtue, which earns that for us which we are taught not to aspire to, enabling us to attain to the knowl edge we cannot learn, and to conceive of and from the holy WOKD, sublime mysteries not to be ex plained by words. And why so ? Not so much on the account of merit, as of the divine pleasure of the eternal Father of the WOKD, the Spouse of the soul, our Lord Jesus Christ, who is God, blessed above all things created." And again: "Humility is a virtue, by which mankind, through a perfect knowledge of his own unworthiness, becomes mean in his own sight." And in another place: "The virtue of humility alone can repair the crime of a breach of charity : and indeed only that virtue is unaccustomed to vain boasting, a stranger to pride, and not given to contention. For he that is truly

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humble argues not in judgment, nor dissembles any justice." And farther, " Humility reconciles us to God, and pleaseth him greatly when we possess it." Again: "Humility has ever been a special virtue, intimately annexed to the divine grace. For it is ever customary with holy piety, for the sake of pre serving humility, to require that the more we ad vance in perfection, the less perfect we should think ourselves. For even they, who are advancing to the supreme degree of spirituality, retain still some thing of the imperfections of the lowest, insomuch as they cannot perceive themselves to have attained even the verge of it.

4 ' A beautiful composition is humility and virginity. Neither is that soul little pleasing in the sight of God, in which humility is an ornament to virginity, and virginity adorns humility. What praise is she not worthy of in whom fertility exalts humility, and a birth renders sacred virginity ? You have here before you a lesson concerning both the virgin, and the humble : And if you cannot imitate the virginity of the one, imitate at least the humility of the other. Virginity is a laudable virtue, but humility much the more necessary : that is a council ; this, a pre cept : to that you are invited ; to this you are obliged. Of that, it is said : ' He that can take, let him take.' — Matt. xix. But of this, ' Unless you become as this little one, you shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.' — Ibid, xviii. That, therefore, you are rewarded for ; and this, is expected from you. Wherefore, you may be saved without virginity; but without humility you cannot ; for where virgin ity is lost, and has no more the power to please, the tears shed for it by humility may effectually do it. And without rashness, I may say, that the vir ginity of the sacred Virgin herself would not have

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been pleasing to God, without humility. For, ' Upon whom shall my spirit rest,' saith the Lord, ' but upon the humble and serene V Had not then the holy Virgin been humble, the Holy Ghost would not have rested upon her : and had not the divine Spirit overshadowed her, undoubtedly she would not have been pregnant. For how indeed, without him, could she have conceived by him ? It is clear then, that when she conceived by the Holy Ghost, as herself witnesseth, the Lord regarded the humility of his handmaid more than her virginity. Whence it follows beyond dispute, that it is humility which renders virginity acceptable. What reply can the virgin vainly elated make to this ? Our blessed Lady, having as it were, forgotten her virginity, glories only in the abjection of her humility, and you, neglecting this, vainly flatter yourself in the possession of an unavailing virginity. ' He beheld,' saith she, ' the humility of his handmaid.' She ! What she? Truly the holy, the pious, nnd the devout Virgin. And are you more innocently pure, more fervently devout than she? Or can you pre sume to think that your chastity is greater or more pleasing to God than hers ? Are you able to please without humility when the Blessed Virgin could not? The more honorable your condition is rendered by the gift of chastity : by so much the more do you injure yourself, as often as you soil that innocence of life, with the mixture of pride. Charity, chastity, and humility, have no beauty in themselves, but only in proportion to the beauty they have in the sight of God.

What is more beautiful than that chastity which renders clean the being conceived from uncleanness, changes enmity into friendship, and men into angels \ The angel and the chaste man differ indeed in point

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of felicity, but not of virtue. For if the chastity of the one be happier, that of the other is stronger. It is chastity alone which in this mortal state, repre sents a kind of immortality. That alone, which, amidst the nuptial solemnities, imitates the method of that blessed and heavenly region, where they neither marry nor are married, giving us an imper fect relish of the divine and heavenly conversation there enjoyed among the blessed. This frail vessel which here we carry with us, and in which we are in danger, chastity sanctifies, not unlike the sweet scented balsams wherewith dead bodies are embalmed and preserved from corruption. It curbs the senses, restrains the faculties of the body, and preserves the whole man from the contamination and loose desires attending idleness. But whatever beauty may ap pear from the shining ornament of chastity, this, however, is of no value or merit without charity. Nor ought we to wonder at this. For what good indeed can we receive without it ? Not faith, though we should remove mountains. Not knowledge, though it be that which speaks with the tongues of angels. Not martyrdom, though by it I should deliver up my body, saith St. Paul, to be burnt. Neither without it can we receive any good, nor with it can we reject any though the most minute. Chastity without charity is like a lamp without oil. Extract the oil, and the lamp will not burn. So take away charity, and chastity will not please. In a word, as chastity avails us nothing without charity, so neither the one nor the other avail anything with out humility, nor can they truly be called virtues. For it is by humility that we deserve the possession of them both, because to the humble God gives grace. Humility preserves those virtues which we have al ready acquired ; for the Spirit of God reposes only

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upon the humble nncl peaceful ; it perfects that virtue we are steady in, for virtue is perfected in in firmity, that is, in humility. It conquers pride, that implacable enemy to grace, that source of all iniquity, and rids itself, as well as others, from its insolent tyranny. That alone powerfully resists its malice, and subdues its presumption, being a kind of bul wark and asylum of virtue." Thus far, gentle reader, have I given you many and beautiful com mendations of humility from St. Bernard, that great lover of truth and abjection. Endeavor likewise to comprehend the sublime doctrines he gives re lating to other virtues, and practice them ; but now let us return to the baptism of our Lord.

When John beheld, then, that it was the will of our Lord to be baptized by him, he readily submitted and baptized him. And here, pious reader, cast an eye towards him, and attentively behold, how the Lord of Majesty humbly unclothes himself like a mere mortal, and notwithstanding the coldness of the season, descends thus into the frozen river. Through the immense love he bore us he vouchsafed thus to effect our salvation, by instituting the sacra ment of baptism, to wash away the guilt of our crimes. By this he truly espoused to himself not only Ms whole church, but more especially, in a singular and ineffable manner, the souls of the faithful. For by the faith we promise him in our baptism, we are truly wedded to our Lord Jesus, the holy pro phet saying in his person : "I will espouse thee to myself in faith." — Hosea ii. Wherefore is this most solemn and ineffable mystery, a work of the greatest service and benefit to mankind ? And therefore the holy church triumphantly sings: "This day the church is united to her heavenly spouse : because Christ in the River Jordan washed away her crimes."

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And in this most excellent work the three divine persons of the most sacred Trinity, in a singular manner, manifested themselves, and descended : " For the Holy Ghost, as a dove, came and remained upon him, and the voice of the Father was heard saying : This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased." —Matt. iii. "In which place," saith St. Bernard : "he said, Hear ye film" Wherefore, saith the Saint: "Begin then now to speak, oh, beloved Jesus, since you are now commissioned to speak from your Father himself. How long, oh divine virtue, and wisdom of God, how long, I say, will you lie concealed amidst mankind, and appear only invested with the infirmities of a mere mortal, and insignificant man ? How long, O glorious King, and King of heaven, will you suffer yourself to be called the carpenter' s son, and even vouchsafe to be thought so ? For the holy evangelist St. Luke witnesseth, that ' He was still thought the son of Joseph.' — Luke iii. Oh, humility of Christ ! how greatly dost thou confound the excess of my vanity ; I scarce know anything, and yet flatter myself to know much, and never know when, or how to be silent ; but without shame, being indiscreetly for ward, and full of vain boasting, I am quick in talk ing, ready in teaching, and slow in barkening to others. But when Christ remained silent during so long a space of time, and hid the treasures of his divine wisdom from mankind, was it, think you, because he feared the assaults of vainglory from the empty praises of men. What had he to fear from that who was the true glory of his Father? He feared, however, but his fear wns not for himself, but for us ; he was afraid for us, well knowing the room there was for such fear. For us he was careful, us h« instructed more by works than by words, and

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what he afterwards taught us by word he proclaimed by example : ' Learn of me because I am meek ancj humble of heart,' — Matt. xi. We hear of very little before concerning the infancy of Jesus Christ, and now to the three-and- thirtieth year of his age, we hear of nothing he either did or said. However, from this time he can no longer remain concealed, being thus publicly declared by his Father." Thus far St. Bernard. And this is the authority which I adduced in the foregoing chapter, from which you may understand how our Lord Jesus humbly re mained silent so long a space of time for our greater spiritual instruction. And you cannot but observe, in the whole series of what has been already said, the true practice of a profound humility, concerning which, I cannot speak to you but with pleasure, it being a most sublime virtue, and what we stand greatly in need of. And is with so much the more study to be sought, and admired with so much the greater affection, by how much the more our Lord in every action of his life was remarkably solicitous of practising it.

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OUR divine Lord Jesus, immediately after his baptism, retired into the wilderness, to a cer tain mountain, now known by the name of Quaran- tain Peak, and there fasted forty whole days and nights, associating, according to St. Mark, with the brutes. Here, then, again contemplate your divine Master : and endeavor to copy from this sublime pattern the many excellent virtues he points out to you in his own practice. To be solitary and retired from the eyes of the world is his greatest ambition ; a rigorous abstinence from food is his daily repast ; prayer and almost uninterrupted watches are his darling exercise ; short and interrupted slumbers, on the hard, cold, bare ground, are his slender re pose ; and the humble society of brute beasts is all his company. Though the whole life of Christ will appear to have been one continued series of pain and corporal suffering, yet here it seems to be at tended with the most afflicting circumstances ; and therefore deserves a particular share of your compas sion. Pity him, then, and let your pity excite in you a zealous resolution of sharing his hardships, by following the example he here sets you.

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things in this passage are principally to be remarked, which are jointly and mutually conducive to the spiritual exercise of every pious soul : to wit, re tirement, fasting, prayer, and mortiti cation of the flesh. And it is chiefly by these that we are to hope to obtain that perfect purity of heart, which cannot be too much coveted, as it includes the possession of every virtue. For purity of heart contains charity, humility, and patience : in a word, an as semblage of every virtuous quality, and an absolute alienation from vice and all its tendencies : because the heart that gives admittance to any one vice, or even suffers in itself the decay of any one virtue, from that moment ceases to be pure. Hence, as we are told in the conferences of the holy fathers of the desert, the whole object of spiritual exercise is, and should be, the acquisition of a perfect purity of heart. For it is by this that every man is to render himself worthy of the beatific vision, as our Lord himself says in the gospel: "Blessed are the clean of heart, for they shall see God." Where fore St. Bernard says, "That he is the nearest to God, whose heart is the most purified." The natural consequence of which truth is, that to obtain an in timate union with God, we must have a perfect purity of heart.

Now, to obtain this, gentle reader, fervent and as siduous prayer is of the greatest service, as I shall hereafter show you. But what can avail the prayer of one given to gluttony, drunkenness, lascivious- ness, and sloth ? Nothing. No ; fasting and mor tification of the flesh are absolutely requisite, although prudence be necessary in the practice of both, indiscretion being the bane of every good action.

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amidst noise and tumult, how can prayer be per formed with that decency which is proper for it ? And who is the mortal so free from danger that dares give loose to his senses, particularly to seeing and hearing much without offence to his purity or innocence of heart ? " Death enters by the windows of our eyes to our souls." And therefore, gentle reader, follow our Lord to his retirement : that is, separate yourself, after his example, from the com merce of the world, and be as retired as your station will permit, if you wish to be united to him, and to enjoy that beatific vision which is the reward of in ternal cleanness.

Fly the conversation of all, but more especially of worldings ; fly the novelty of friendships, even devout ones ; shut your eyes and ears to all vain and transitory objects ; and fly, in particular, as the most destructive poison to the soul, all that may in the least disturb the peace of your mind and heart. It was not without reason, that the fathers, for their habitations, made choice of deserts, and places remote from all correspondence with mankind, and recommended to all their pupils to be blind, deaf, and dumb to the conversation of the world. ' ' For, ' ' as St. Bernard says to this purpose, "if you are desirous of becoming sensible of the sweet emotions of the Holy Ghost ; if you have an effectual eager ness to have your soul wedded to God, according to the prophet, sit down solitary, and you have raised yourself above yourself, by the bare desire of espousing the Lord of angels. In reality, is it not above your native meanness to adhere to God, and to become one spirit with him ? Sit down, therefore, amd be solitary as the dove: avoid the crowds, and have no dealings you can avoid with the rest of mankind : forget even your country and

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the house of your father : and the King shall be desirous of your beauty. Endeavor, then, oh, pious soul, to be alone, that you may keep yourself wholly to him, whom you have wholly chosen to yourself. Retire from the public ; retire from your own family ; retire from your most intimate friends, and even from your necessary attendants. For know that such is the reservedness of your divine Spouse, that he will never indulge you with his company in the presence of. others. Withdraw, then, but not so much bodily as mentally. Withdraw, but let it be in intention, in spirit, and with devotion. For Christ your Lord, who is present with you, is so in spirit, and the retirement he expects from you is not so much that of the body as that of the spirit. Though, indeed, it will not be useless for you to retire personally sometimes, if convenience will per mit ; especially at the time of prayer, as we shall hereafter observe. You may truly be said to be re tired and alone, if your thoughts are not employed on trivial things, if you are not affected by what passes in company, if you contemn what the world prizes, if you are fatigued with what your worldly companions hanker after, if you are insensible to ill-usage, and unmindful of injuries : otherwise, you cannot be truly deemed solitary, however per sonally alone you may chance to be. You see, then, that it is not impossible to be retired amidst a crowd, or to be amidst a tumult, though alone in a desert. Thus, then, however great be the number of people you converse with, you may still be alone if you will but refrain from curious searching into their conversation, or rashly setting up for a judge of it." Thus far St. Bernard. Hence it appears how necessary solitude is, and how fruitless is that of the body, if unaccompanied with that of the

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mind. However, I must still observe, that corporal retirement is of the greatest service, that the mind may not lose its recollection by exterior objects. Endeavor, therefore, with all due affection and dis cretion, to imitate, as much as possible, your divine Lord and Spouse, in the great and useful virtues of solitude, prayer, fasting, and corporal mortification.

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Learn, likewise, from his associating with dumb creatures, to behave yourself humbly towards all, and to bear with meekness even such as appear to you guilty of misdeeds. To this end, pay often a men tal visit to our Lord in his retirement, and observe his manner of conversing there. Every faithful Christian ought to repeat this visit at least once a day, from Twelfth Day to the end of his forty days'

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retreat : when, as the Scripture takes notice, he be gan to be hungry. It was this opportunity Satan laid hold of to approach Mm, and try to find out if he was the Son of God, by tempting him to glut* tony. " If," says he, " thou art the Son of God, bid these stones be made bread." But this artifice could not surprise the Master of all wisdom, who so rejected it, as neither to be affected by the tempta tion of hunger, nor leave the tempter room to discover what he wished to know ; rebuking him with holy scripture, without asserting or denying himself to be the Son of God. Here let the example of Christ teach you the duty of resisting the passion of glut tony, which is the first victory we ought to begin with, if we mean to gain a complete triumph over sin. The man who is overcome by gluttony, is too weak to cope with any other vice. For, as the com mentator upon this passage in St. Matthew says, ''He labors in vain to gain a proper dominion over his vicious appetites, who remains a slave to his own belly."

The devil, not discouraged by this defeat, took our Saviour up to Jerusalem, our divine Lord suffer ing himself to be carried about by the cruel serpent, who thirsted after his precious blood, as well as after that of his elect, and patiently enduring such rough treatment to set us an example of meekness. Attend, therefore, seriously to the lesson here set you, and profit by it. When Satan had brought our Saviour to Jerusalem, he carried him to the pinnacle of the temple, there to tempt him to vanity; desirous, as before, of discovering whether he was the Son of God or not. But here again our Saviour frustrated his intentions, contenting himself with confounding the serpent by authority of scripture. So that, according to St. Bernard, "Our Saviour's

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not manifesting his divinity on these two occasions was a sufficient argument with the infernal enemy to conclude that he was mere man ; and therefore it was, that he ventured a third time to try to shake that steadiness which appeared to him to be purely human." Accordingly, the fiend took him to a high mountain, at a little distance from the above- named peak, where, showing him the riches of the world, he endeavored to seduce him to avarice ; but, to his utter confusion, the destroyer was again disap pointed and put to flight. See, then, and remember what trials and temptations your divine Lord sub mitted to, and cease to wonder that you should be tempted also.

Yet think not, pious reader, that these were the only trials he endured. They who reckon but three temptations in the life of Christ must surely be igno rant of scripture, which tells us that "the whole life of man upon earth is one continued tempta tion." — Job vii. And that he endured in the most rigorous manner. For, as St. Paul says, he was tempted in all, by similitude to us, though his temp tations were but external ; and. without sin. When he had gained the victory, the angels came and min istered to him. Here be attentive, and devoutly behold our Lord eating, surrounded by the angels who attend him : and endeavor to be present to everything that is here mentioned, the subject being very beautiful, and equally devout.

Here it may be asked, what the angels ministered to our Lord to eat after so long and so rigorous a fast? This the scripture makes no mention of, and therefore we may suppose this victorious banquet to have consisted of anything of which our devo tion shall inspire us with an idea. If indeed we consider the greatness of his power, the question is

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solved ; because, at pleasure, lie could have com manded what he pleased out of all that was created ; or might have created afresh whatever he desired. But though he made use of his power in behalf of the multitudes whom he fed twice with a small number of loaves and fishes, yet we nowhere find that he ever exerted it for his own or for his disci ples' use. On the contrary, we read that in his pres ence the disciples were reduced to pluck ears of corn to relieve their hunger. So, likewise, when fatigued with his journey, he sat at the well talking with the Samaritan, it is not said that he created food, but that he sent his disciples to fetch some from the neighboring city. So that it is not likely that Christ was fed in the desert by any miracle, for his miracles were all wrought in public, and in the presence of many. Yet there were none here present with him but angels ; what, then, can we here find to meditate on ? There were no dwellings here, nor victuals to be found ready prepared : so that we may conceive that the angels brought thither the food they found elsewhere prepared. And why may we not believe it to have been so, when the like happened to Daniel ? For when the prophet Abacuc (Dan. xiv.) had pre pared the pottage for his reapers, an angel of the Lord took him by the hair of the head to Daniel, from Judea to Babylon, that he might eat, and then brought him back again. Let us then piously medi* tate, and rejoice with our divine Lord at his vie. torious dinner, and with the Blessed Virgin, who bore a part in his joy, though distant from him. For we may reasonably conjecture that the heavenly host who came to pay their homages to our divine Saviour after his victories over Satan, finding him pressed with hunger, went in his name to the Blesse^ Virgin, his mother, and brought from her the neces

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sary food of her own preparing, which they respect fully laid before him to eat. And with what love, honor, and devotion, may we not suppose they ad ministered everything to him ; one presenting him bread, another helping him to drink, another ob sequiously tendering to him the fish, or other humble provision his blessed mother had dressed for him ; and all jointly entertaining him with heavenly music and divine canticles. This done, our divine Lord dismisses them to their celestial habitation, descends from the mountain, and prepares to return to his blessed mother to console her. And here, again, behold the Lord of all things undertaking another laborious journe}7 on foot ; and condole with him. He came by the way of the Jordan, where John be holding him advancing forwards, pointed him out with his finger, crying out at the same time, "Be hold the Lamb of God : behold him who takes away the sins of the world." — John i. " It is he, it is he himself, on whom I saw the Holy Ghost descending, when I baptized him." And again, the next day, seeing him walk by the side of the Jordan, he cried out a second time, "Behold the Lamb of God." Then Andrew, with another of John's disciples, went after Jesus : and our divine Lord, anxious of their salvation, to give them the greater confidence in him, turned about to them, and asked, "Whom do you seek?" To which they returned, "Where, Lord, is your habitation?" He then took them with him to the little house he had retired to in those parts ; and they staid with him the whole day. After this, An drew brought with him his brother Peter, whom Jesus courteously received, knowing well what he designed him to be. He then told him, that he should afterwards be called Cephas or Peter ; and thus they became acquainted, and in some measure

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intimate. Afterwards, Jesus having a mind to go into Galilee to his blessed mother, he left those parts, and set out on his journey.

When he returned home, his holy parents were transported with inexpressible joy : the sacred virgin ran to embrace him, and receive him in her tender and immaculate arms ; to whom, and to her venerable spouse, the divine Jesus, reverently in clining, returned his tender expressions of joy with mutual tenderness, and remained with them, as he used to do.

CHAPTER XVIL

CHRIST OPENS THE BOOK IN THE SYNAGOGUE.

THUS far, by the grace of God, we have regu larly treated the passages of the life of Christ, without omitting any, or at least very few circum stances that may be supposed to have attended him : but I do not design to continue the same hereafter, for it would be too prolix to reduce into practical meditations everything he said and did . Besides, it ought to be our chief study, after the example of St. Cecily, to bear in our breasts the circumstances relating to him. Wherefore, for the future, I shall only collect some of the principal facts to meditate assiduously on, till we come to his Passion ; for there nothing ought to be omitted. Neither ought we elsewhere to omit anything wholly, or to neglect meditating on it in a proper place and time. But I do not intend to be so extensive in meditations hence forward, unless occasionally. Let it suffice then, to place before your eyes the bare facts and sayings, on which you yourselves may at leisure piously and

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familiarly meditate. For in this seems to consist the chief sweetness, efficacy, and fruit of these medi tations ; that, always and everywhere, you contem plate Christ in some one action or saying of his : as, when he is with his disciples, when he is with sin ners, when he talks or preaches to the multitude, walking or sitting, sleeping or waking, eating or ministering to others, healing the sick, or doing other miracles. In these and such like circum stances consider all his gestures ; but especially con template his divine countenance, if you can bring it to your imagination, which, however, appears to me the most difficult part of meditation. When you are thus contemplating the divine face of Christ, consider whether he looks graciously upon you ; your conscience will tell you whether you may hope it or not. Let what has been said in this chapter serve you to recur to, in whatever I may hereafter relate, without adding any meditation to it. But let us proceed to the remaining part of this blessed life.

After our Lord Jesus returned from being bap tized, he persisted in his accustomed humility ; be ginning, however, by degrees, to manifest himself in teaching and preaching in a private manner. For he is not said to have taken on him the function of a public preacher during the whole following year, that is, not till the miracle he wrought at the marriage- feast, which was on the day twelve-months after he was baptized. And though he did sometimes preach, and suffer his disciples to baptize, yet, still after the imprisonment of the Baptist, he did not either by himself, or his disciples, wholly apply to preaching, especially in public. Even in this, giving us a lesson of surprising humility, by paying such a respect to John, who was so greatly inferior to him

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in preaching, as well as in everything else. He did not begin his mission with noise and ostentation, but humbly and gradually.

One day, therefore, being with the rest of the Jews in the synagogue, he stood up, and read in the book of Isaiah, the following words: "The spirit of the Lord is upon me, wherefore he has anointed me, he has sent me to evangelize to the poor." — Isaiah Ixi. Then folding the book, he said, "This Scrip ture is this day fulfilled, in your ears. ' ' Behold him then, here humbly taking upon him the office of a lecturer to them, and reading before them, with an affable and serene countenance: thus he lays the Scripture open to their understandings, and begins humbly to manifest himself in those words, "This Scripture is this day fulfilled ;" that is, in other words, "I am he, who is here spoken of." While he was speaking, the whole astonished multitude dwelt on the modesty and beauty of his heavenly aspect, which added efficacy to the divine words he spoke ; for he was exceedingly beautiful, and inex pressibly eloquent. Of both which the prophet thus sung: "Beautiful of form above the children of men; grace is diffused in thy lips." — Ps. xliv.

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CHAPTER XVIII.

HE CALLS HIS DISCIPLES.

AND now our Lord Jesus began to call his dis ciples, and to solicit the salvation of our race ; still preserving untouched his former humility. Peter and Andrew were the first he called ; and these he called three times. The first time of his calling them was, as above, near fhe river Jordan, where they first became a little acquainted with him. — Jo fin i. The second was from the ship, when they had been catching fish, as St. Luke relates. —Lukev.

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Then they followed him only with a design of returning home ; but then they heard some part of his doctrine. The third was likewise from the ship, when, according to St. Mark, he said to them, 44 Come after me, I will make you lishers of men." — Mark i. ''Then, leaving their nets, they followed him. • — Ibid. So likewise he called James and John, at the same places, the two last times ; and what relates to them is contained in the same places where Peter and Andrew are treated of. He called also St. John at the marriage- feast, as St. Jerome says, though it is not mentioned in Scripture. He called St. Philip, saying, "follow me." — John i. And so he did Matthew. — Matt. ix. As to his man ner of calling the rest, it is nowhere written. Con sider here, then, and behold him in the before-men tioned vocations, and in his conversation with them ; with what affection he calls them, rendering himself affable, familiar, and sociable with them ; attract ing them inwardly and outwardly, bringing them to his mother's, and frequently condescending to go with them to their houses. He taught them, in structed them, and was equally careful of them as a mother is of an only son. It is said as a tradi tion from St. Peter's verbal account that whenever he slept at the same place with them, if, rising in the nierht to pray according to his custom, he found any of them slightly covered, he would graciously take the pains to wrap them up warm, having an extraordinary tenderness for them. For though they were but men of mean extraction and condi tion, yet he knew what he had designed them for, and that they were to be the princes of the world, and the appointed leaders of nil his faithful in the spiritual war to be waged against Satan. And here. for God's sake, consider from wjiat small beginnings

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the Church took its rise. The Lord would not make choice of the wise and powerful of this world, lest the wonders he was about to perform should be ascribed to their abilities : but reserving these prodi gies to himself, redeemed us out of the abundance of his own goodness, power, and wisdom.

WORKS Bit FIRST MIRACLE AT THE HKQUEST OS

CHAPTER XIX.

THB CONVERSION OF WATER INTO WINE AT THE

MARRIAGE-FEAST.

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sake, suppose it to be that of St. John the Evangel ist, which St. Jerome seems to affirm in his preface upon St. John. Our blessed Lady was there present, not as a stranger invited thither, but as the head and principal lady of the feast, and the chief manager of it ; so that she was as it were at home, being in the house of her sister, whose elder she was. This may be gathered, first, from the text, which tells us that the mother of Jesus was there, but that Jesus and his disciples were invited thither : which ought to be understood likewise of all the rest of the persons present. So that when Mary Salome, the wife of Zebedee, came to her to Nazareth to tell that she designed to marry her son John, our blessed Lady went back with her to Cana some days before the appointed time of the feast, to make preparations for it, insomuch, that when the guests werfc invited to it she was actually there. Secondly, it may be gath ered from her taking notice of the want of wine ; by which she appears not so much to be a guest, as con cerned in the distribution of the entertainment, and therefore perceived the wine to be deficient. For if she had been sitting there as a guest, is it not likely the modest Virgin would have sat by her Son, amidst the men ? And if she had, would she have risen up among them to complain of the want of wine? Or even had she been seated among the women, had she, think you, been more sensible of the wants of wine than any other of her sex there present ? Or would she have risen from her seat to acquaint her Son with it ? For we cannot sup pose, that she called out aloud. All this seems un likely ; and therefore we may with more probability suppose, that she was present there, not merely as a guest, but rather as one who served and ministered as before- mentioned, for it is said of her, that she

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was ever ready and officious in helping and serving others.

The third is, that she commanded the servants to go to her Son, and to do whatever else she appointed them: by which it is plain, that she had a superiority over them, and that the feast was ordered and disposed according to her management ; and therefore she was solicitous, lest any thing necessary should be wanting. Hence then, according to this manner, consider our Lord Jesus at this feast, eating with the rest of the company, seated not at the head of the guests, nor amongst the chief of those who were invited, but in the lowest place, and among the poorest and meanest, as we may gather from his own words: " When thou art invited to a feast, sit down in the lowest place." — Luke xiv. Wherefore, as it was ever his custom to teach first by example, what he afterwards taught by words, it is most likely, that he took not the first and chief place at this feast, after the manner of the proud and vain : but rather, that he chose to sit in the lowest seat, among the more simple and the meaner sort of company.

Contemplate here, likewise, our blessed Lady — how obsequious and cheerful she is, and diligently careful that all things might be performed with great exactness and decency : submissively helping the servants, and showing them how, and of what things they should serve and minister to those who were invited. And when the feast was almost to wards the end, they came to her and said : " There is no more wine left to set before them." To whom she answered : "Wait a short time, and I will pro cure that you may have more." And presently departing, she went to her Son Jesus, who sat hum bly at the lower end of the table, and said to him i ' ' My Son, they have no more wine, and this, our

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sister, being poor, I know not Low we shall supply this want." But Jesus answered and said : " Woman, what is this to me and thee?" This answer could not but seem severe to the holy Virgin. But as Si. Bernard remarks, "those words were full of mys tery, and were given for our greater instruction."

Wherefore, the saint, in this place, speaks lo this effect: "Do you ask, O Lord, what is this to thee and to her ? Is it nothing to the mother and her Son? Do you ask what it appertains to her, when thou thyself art the blessed fruit of her vir ginal womb ? Is she not the same who conceived without prejudice to her virginity, and brought forth without offence to her modesty ? Is it not she, in whose womb you vouchsafed to be enclosed the space of nine months, whose sacred breasts gave you suck, and with whom, at the age of twelve years, you came back from Jerusalem, and was obe dient to her? Why then, most beloved Jesus, do you now perplex and grieve her tender soul, saying : ' What is it to me and to thee, O woman V I already comprehend that it was not to reproach her, or to confound the great modesty of your virgin mother, which made you say : * Woman, what is that to me and to thee ?' For when the servants came to you by her orders, you did without hesitation what she suggested.

"Why then, gentle reader, did he first here make her this answer ? Truly for no other reason than for our instruction, and to teach us that they, who having forsaken the world by a thorough conversion to Almighty God, should have no longer a tie to their carnal friends, relations or parents ; and that an over solicitude for the supptying of their neces sities should not deter them from the daily study and practice of those spiritual exercises belonging

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to their state aiid calling. For though as long as we are of the world, there is a duty incumbent upon us to take care of our parents ; yet, when we have once forsaken it, so far as even to forsake <~>urselves with it, we ought upon a much stronger motive to relinquish all temporal care and solicitude for them. To which purpose, it is written of a certain holy monk or hermit, who having quitted the world, and lived a long time a solitary and retired life in the desert, being one day earnestly entreated by his own brother for his advice in some worldly and temporal affair, he calmly desired him to consult another of their brethren who had been dead long before ; to whom, when the brother replied, with much sur prise at his advice, that his other brother was dead ; so am I, answered the monk, also dead to this world, and therefore have nothing to do in it, or with ita troublesome affairs. This is what our Lord Jesus meant when he answered his blessed mother, saying : 'Woman, what is that to me and to thee f Clearly teaching us not to be careful or solicitous for our friends and relations, or even parents themselves, in those things which are contrary to, or inconsist ent with the rules religion prescribes to us. This he also confirmed in another place, when, being told by one of the by-standers, that his mother and brethren waited without desiring to speak to him, he said, ' Who is my mother, and who are my breth ren?' "—Matt. xii. Thus far St. Bernard.

But to return to our subject : The Blessed Virgin was not in the least dismayed or dejected at this unexpected answer of her beloved Son : but full of confidence in his great bounty and goodness, she presently returned to them, and said: "Goto my Son, and whatever he shall say to you, do ye." — John ii. They went as she had ordered them : and

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having filled the stone waterpots, which stood there, with water, as our Lord had commanded, he again said to them, "Draw now, and carry to the chiel steward." Here, first, we may consider, the great prudence and wisdom of our Lord Jesus, in sending the wine first to the chief and most dignified person at the feast. Secondly, we may likewise consider, that our Lord sat not near him, but far below him, when he said : " Take it to the master of the feast." Whereby it appears, that he held the first place among the invited, and our Lord Jesus the lowest. The servants, however, gave the wine to the chief steward, and to the rest of the company, who openly declared the manner how it was made, they being eye-witnesses of the miracle ; and his disciples then believed in him. When the feast was ended, Jesus took John apart by himself, and said unto him, "Leave this woman whom thou hast chosen for thy wife, and follow me, and I will lead thee to a far more sublime union and heavenly marriage than this." Hereupon he immediately left his wife, and followed Christ, and became his disciple. And here we may learn many profitable things for our instruction and example. The first is, that our Lord, sanctifying by his presence this marriage, gave us to understand that matrimony is both a lawful and honorable state, and ordained by God himself. And in calling St. John from the same, he shows the spiritual marriage and union of the soul with God in a single life and a state of virginity, to be much more excellent and perfect.

After our Lord Jesus had wrought this miracle, he departed thence, and resolved now to attend to those things only which regarded the salvation of man ; and therefore determined thenceforward to preach his heavenly doctrine openly to all mankind. He

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would first, however, conduct his holy mother safely home to her little habitation. Wherefore, taking her by the hand, and being followed by St. John, and the rest of his disciples, they went into Caphar- naum, which is near Nazareth ; and after some few days, they from thence reached Nazareth. Con template here, devout reader, this blessed couple, the mother a-^d the Son. Consider them humbly travelling on foot ; and though wearied with the fatigues of their journey, yet united by the strictest ties of love to each other. O what a heavenly couple ! Such the world was never before blessed with. Consider likewise his disciples who reverently follow them, and attentively listen to the sacred doctrine which proceeds from the mouth of their divine master; who was never idle, but was ever instructing them in such things as might redound to their welfare. Wherefore we way piously im agine, that the abundance of heavenly consolation, which they reaped from g**ch sacred conversation, greatly allayed the toils f£ tireir .fatiguing journey.

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In chapter XX, THE SERMON OF THE LOUD OX THE MOUNT, WHICH

HE BEGINS BY POVERTY.

OUR Lord calling his disciples apart from the crowd, ascended with them to mount Tabor, about two miles distant from Nazareth, to infuse into them his divine doctrine. For it was fit to in struct them first, who were to be appointed masters and leaders of the rest. He taught them many things in that place in a most beautiful and ample sermon : and no wonder a sermon should be such, which was delivered by the mouth of the Lord. He taught them the beatitudes, the dignity of prayer, fasting, alms-deeds, and many truths relating to every other virtue, as appears in the holy gospel. Which I ad vise you, gentle reader, to peruse seriously and fre quently, and to endeavor to enrich your memory with such lessons of spiritual sublimity ; but which would require too great a prolixity to consider here ; neither is it proper to crowd meditations like these with too many expositions of scripture. However, I shall not entirely drop them, but here and there intersperse some 'few, and add to them some moral re flections of my own, or of the holy fathers, as oc casion, and your instruction may require. Let it at present suffice to observe, that our Lord began this his exhortation with poverty ; giving us thereby to understand, that poverty is the first foundation of all spiritual structures. Hence, nothing can be more inconsistent than for Christ, the pattern of poverty,

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to be followed by persons loaded with temporal riches ; since they, 'whose affections are linked to such fleeting vanities, are more properly in a state of slavery than freedom. And they only are quali fied for being happy, whose hearts are at liberty. Therefore it was that Christ told them, " Blessed are the poor in spirit, etc." For no heart is free, but that which is linked to God : and they only are so, whose affections tend only to him. We render our selves subject to whatever we affectionately love ; and therefore we ought to love nothing but him, because subjection to him is the only true liberty. The truly poor, therefore, may justly be called blessed, who, for God's sake, contemns all things else. For, by this means, he becomes, in a great measure, united to God. Of this great virtue St. Bernard says:

"Poverty is a noble kind of wings that elevate us in a moment to the kingdom of heaven. The other virtues flowing from this, obtain us only a promise of it ; but to poverty, felicity is rather given than promised : wherefore, our Saviour speaks in the pres ent tense, 'for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.' ' — Matt. xii. And a little farther, he adds: "We see some poor persons sorrowful and pusillanimous, who would be quite otherwise, were their poverty such as we are speaking of ; for then they would consider themselves as princes, and possessors of a heavenly kingdom. But, alas, the generality of mankind would be poor, upon condition of wanting nothing, and love no other poverty than such a one as is attended with no inconvenience." And else where : ' * And I, ' ' says he, ' ' when once I am exalted above the earth, may boldly affirm, that I will draw all things after me ; for if once I put on the likeness of my brother, I may, without rashness, adopt his 3peech ; let not then the rich of this world imagine,

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that the brethren of Christ possess nothing but heavenly things, because they hear him say, ' Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.' No ; for they are likewise in possession 01 the earth ; having nothing, yet possessing all things ; not begging like paupers, but receiving as masters; so much the more truly masteis of all, as they covet nothing. In a word, the whole world, to the faithful lover of poverty, is a fund of riches ; because prosperity and adversity are alike sub servient and beneficial to him. The covetous world ling yearns after earthly things like a beggar ; the faithful lover of poverty despises them like a prince. "Ask any one of those who with insatiable eager ness pursue worldly gain, what they think of them who, selling what they have to distribute the price of it to the poor, purchase the kingdom of heaven with earthly substance ; and whether he looks upon them to act- prudently or not? He will, doubtless, approve their wisdom. Ask him again, why he neglects to do himself what he deems weM done by others ? He will answer, I cannot do it. But why ? Truly because tyrannizing avarice will not permit him ; because he is not free ; because he has neither right to, nor possession of what he seems to enjoy. If they are thine, put them out to interest, purchase with them a solid estate, and with an earthly fund buy an eternal heavenly one. If you are not lord enough of them to have this in your power, I shafl deem you not master, but slave to them ; the stew ard, not the possessor." Thus far St. Bernard. Now let us return to our meditation. Consider, then, our Lord Jesus humbly sitting on the ground, with his disciples around him. How affably does he converse with them, as if one of themselves : teaching, and in a beautiful, benign, and pathetic

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manner, inculcating to them the practice of the above-mentioned virtues. And ever study, as I have before advised you, to contemplate his divine coun tenance. Cast an attentive eye likewise on his dis ciples, and imagine you see with what reverence, humility, and fixed attention they observe his blessed aspect, hear his wonderful discourse, and imprint it in their minds: reaping sovereign delight from his words and heavenly looks. In this meditation, endeavor to share their delight with them : attentive, as if you beheld him speaking ; and ready to ap proach with them, in case you should be called ; dwelling on this pious subject, according to the lights and graces which it shall please God to bestow on you.

After the sermon is over, behold our Lord Jesus descending from the mount with his disciples, and familiarly conversing with them upon the road ; and observe how that little simple congregation follow him, not in any formal order, but as the hen is followed by her chickens; each crowding about him, and struggling to get near him, the better to hear his divine discourse. Think you see the multitude running to meet him, and bringing their sick to be cured by him ; for he cured alL

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In chapter XXI, THE SERVANT OF THE CENTURION, AND THE SON OF

THE PRINCE CURED.

AT Capharnaum, a certain centurion, that is, a captain of a company composed of a hundred men, had a servant who lay sick. Full of faith, therefore, he sent to our Lord Jesus Christ to entreat him to cure him : and our humble Lord answered, "I will come and cure him." — Luke. vii. When

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the centurion heard the answer, he Immediately sent back to him this message: "Lord, I am not worthy thou shouldst enter under my roof : say but the word, and my servant shall be healed." Upon which, Jesus, applauding his faith, cured the ser vant at a distance. In the same city lived a prince or petty king, who went in person to Jesus, beseech ing him to come to his house and cure his s'ck son. But Jesus refused to go, though he acr^iiesced to cure the youth. Here consider the merit of faith in the centurion, and this fresh instance of humility in oar Saviour, who offered himself to go to the servant, though he refused to go to the pompous prince. Here you see that no exception ought to be made to persons. "Our Lord shows more re gard to the servant of the officer, than to the son of the king." — JoJin iv. Thus then it little becomes us to show any regard in our charitable offices to external pomp and appearance ; it is the goodness, the right intention, and necessity of the porson, which are to draw our attention. In a word> our services to our neighbor are to be guided, not by complaisance, but by Christian charity.

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In chapter XXII, THE PARALYTIC BROUGHT IN TO OUR LORD BY THIS

HOUSE-TOP AND CURED.

IN the same city of Capharnaum, while our Lord Jesus was teaching in a certain house where Pharisees and doctors of the law, from all parts of Judea and Jerusalem, were assembled to hear him,

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some people came thither, and struggled to get in, with a man ill of the palsy, whom they had brought on purpose to have him cured by our Saviour.—1 Matt, ii., Luke v. But finding it impossible to get in at the door, on account of the great crowd, they got upon the top of the house, and carried him in that way and placed him before Christ. Jesus then, seeing their great faith, said to the paralytic: "Thy sins are forgiven thee." — Mark ix. The Pharisees and doctors, looking maliciously on, said to each other, that he had blasphemed, since he attributed to himself, whom they considered as mere man, the power of forgiving sins, which be longed only to God. Our benign and humble Lord, searcher of the hearts and reins of man, answered, "Why do you think evil in your hearts? That you may know," added he, "that the Son of Man has power on earth to forgive sins, I say, arise and walk." — Mark ix.

Here are four things worthy of our meditation. First, perspicuity of Christ's understanding, who saw into their hearts. Secondly, that illness is often the consequence of sin, and that absolution from this often frees us from that ; which may like wise be gathered from the sick man cured at the fish-pond, whom our Saviour cautioned not to sin again, lest something worse should befall him. Thirdly, that great must be the merit of faith, since the faith of one person may be beneficial to another : as we have before observed in the case of the cen turion's servant, and shall farther see, in the daugh ter of the Cananean, who was cured by the faith of the mother. And it is daily verified in the baptism of infants, who, if they die before the age of dis cretion, receive, by the faith of others, the earnest by which they are saved through the merits of

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Christ, contrary to the accursed doctrine of some heretics. Fourthly, we may meditate on the good ness of our divine Lord sitting amidst the perverse Pharisees, affably confounding their malice, and working a miracle to try to convert them. Here re collect what I have said on the general subject of meditation.

CHAPTER XXIII.

OUR LORD CURES SIMON'S MOTHER-IN-LAW.

IN the same city it happened likewise that our Lord called in at the house of Simon-Peter, whose mother-in-law was in a high fever. Our humble Lord, informed of it, familiarly stretched forth his sacred hand to her ; and she immediately arose, and ministered to him and his disciples. But what did she minister ? We do not find that recorded. You may then devoutly imagine, that in the house of such poor people nothing but poor and humble viands, such as were soon prepared, were laid before them. Piously fancy too, that you see our Lord himself humbly helping to set things in decent order, in the house of his disciples : these, and such other humble exercises, you may enter tain your thoughts with ; for all such, we may reason ably conceive our Lord to have done, who was come to minister, and not to be ministered unto. Thus then consider him familiarly seated at table, under this humble roof, in the midst of this little com pany of simple ones, and cheerfully partaking of their coarse food, with so much the more pleasure as his beloved poverty presided there.

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VIEW OF THE VILLAGE AND LAKE OF TIBERIAS FROM THE SITE OS.

THE ANCIENT CITY.

CHAPTER XXIV.

OTTR LORD SLEEPS IN THE BOAT.

OUR Lord Jesus entering into a boat with his disciples, composed himself to sleep, laying his head on a pillow ; for he might well be fatigued, as he passed his nights generally in prayer, and his days in the toil of preaching. When he was asleep, a sudden storm arising, the disciples were affrighted,, and apprehended themselves in danger of perishing, but dared not awake him for some time. Atlengt^ however, overcome with fear, they roused him, crj/* ing, " Lord, save us, we perish." Our Lord aroso, and, chiding them for their little faith, "com manded the sea and the winds, and the storm gav& over." — Matt, vii., Mark iv., Luke viii. In these

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circumstances contemplate our Lord, according to the general rules I have before given you. Add this farther consideration, that though God seems sometimes to sleep to us, and to our concerns, es pecially in time of tribulation and need, yet we ought to remain firm in faith and confidence, with out staggering; for he is ever really awake, and diligently watchful in what regards our good and safety. In chapter XXV, THE WIDOW'S SON RAISED BY OUR LORD.

AS our Lord was once going towards the city of Nairn, he met a multitude of people bearing to the grave the corpse of a young man, the late son of a widow, who followed. The compassionate Jesus, moved to pity at her grief, approached, stopped the bearers, and made them set down the bier: then addressing himself to the corpse, said, "Young man, I say to you, arise." And the youth, who had been dead, arose, and he restored him to his mother ; at which all were astonished, and gave praises to God for so great a wonder. — Luke vii. Here recur to the general heads of meditation.

CHAPTER XXVI.

OUR LORD RAISES A GIRL FROM THE DEAD, AND

CURES MARTHA.

AT the instance of a very considerable man, our Lord Jesus was going with him to cure his daughter. A great multitude accompanied him, among whom was a woman extremely ill, who is re

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ported to have been Martha, the sister of Mary Magdalen. This woman, acquainted with the won ders he had wrought, said to herself, that if she could but touch the hem of his garment, she should be made well. Accordingly approaching, though with fear, she touched it, and was cured. Our Lord then said, " Who has touched me ?'' When Peter answered, "Lord, you see what crowds press upon and molest you, and you ask, Who has touched me ?n — Matt. ix. Here consider the patience of Christ, who suffers himself to be thus frequently molested and pressed by the rude populace. However, our Lord well knew what he said, and therefore added, " I know that a virtue proceeded from me." — Luke vii. Martha then manifested her cure, and our Lord was pleased with curing her, with whom he was afterwards divinely intimate, and told her, "Thy faith hath made thee whole." Here again you have a fresh commendation of faith : here likewise you see that Christ is willing that his miracles should be made manifest for the good of the public, and yet is so humble as to conceal the part he has in them, at tributing to the merit of her faith the effects of his own divine power.

Here too it is worth your notice to observe what St. Bernard remarks: ''Every perfect servant of Christ," says he, "may be called the hem or low est part of Christ's garment, on account of the mean opinion he has of himself," Let them, therefore, who arrive to this pitch of perfection, perceive that God hears their prayers, and grants them the care of diseases, or other miraculous powers, take care not to be elated, nor attribute to themselves what is properly his work, and not theirs. For though Martha touched the hem with hopes of being cured by the touch, as she really was, yet the virtue of

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the cure came from the Lord, and not from the hem : and therefore he said, " I know that a virtue pro ceeded from me." Mind this well, and never at tribute any good to yourself, for it all comes from our Lord Jesus.

Our Saviour after this went to the house of the great man above mentioned, and finding that the girl, whom he came to cure, was dead, he raised her again to life. Here again recur to the general heads of contemplation I have already proposed to you, and so often mentioned. In chapter XXVII, THE CONVERSION OF MAGDALEN, AND OTHER THINGS.

OUR gracious Lord, one day, by the invitation of Simon the Pharisee, went to dine with him, which he was accustomed to do, out of his natural courtesy, and the zeal he had for the salvation of souls. — Luke vii. Thus the divine Jesus attracted to himself those for whose sakes he came down from heaven, by eating, and familiarly conversing among them. The love of poverty, too, was another motive that induced him to do so. For he was ex tremely poor, and had received nothing of earthly substance for himself, or those that belonged to him. And therefore this pattern of humility readily and cheerfully accepted of their invitations as oc casion required.

Magdalen, who probably had often heard him preach, and inwardly loved him, though she had yet given no proofs of it, chanced to hear of our Saviour's dining at the house of this Pharisee. Wherefore, touched already with a real sorrow at

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heart for her sins, convinced that he alone could rid her of them, and resolved no longer to delay her conversion, she went immediately to where our Saviour was ; and with her eyes and face towards the ground, she passed by the whole company, re gardless of all, till she came to her beloved Lord. Then throwing herself prostrate before him, with a certain secret confidence which her inward love for him gave her, with a torrent of tears she began to bathe his sacred feet, sighing, and tacitly saying in her heart, "Lord, I firmly believe, know, and con fess you to be my God, and my sovereign ; I have offended your divine majesty by many and great transgressions, and have multiplied my sins above the number of the sands of the sea. But, wicked sinner as I am, I fly to your mercy for refuge. I grieve and repent me from my soul, T crave pardon, am prepared to amend, and determined to conform my life for the future to your blessed precepts, with out ever departing from them. Oh ! reject me not ; turn me not away from you ; I am sensible I can have recourse to none but you, and you alone I love above all things. Repulse me not, then, but punish my iniquities as you shall think proper; but yet grant me the mercy I sue for." All this while she kept bathing the blessed feet of Jesus with the plenteous flood of her unbidden tears. Hence you may plainly see that our Lord went always bare footed.

At length, the illustrious penitent, with becoming resolution, stopped her tears awhile ; and, judging them unworthy to fall on our Lord's sacred feet, she wiped them off with her beautiful hair, which she used on this occasion, because she had nothing more precious with her for that purpose, and because she wished to make those very instruments of her

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former vanity instrumental to her present con version ; besides tliat, she wished not to remove her face off the feet of her divine master. When she had wiped them dry, she devoutly pressed them with her lips, with fervent eagerness that spoke her glowing love, and afterwards anointed them with precious ointments, as they were fatigued with fre quent and laborious travelling. Behold her then attentively, consider maturely her devotion, and dwell awhile on her love to Christ, and his love to her • and endeavor to be perfectly present at this entertainment, which was very solemn in every cir cumstance. Contemplate likewise the divine Jesus, how benignly he receives, and how patiently he bears with all she does. He suspends his dinner till she has done weeping and anointing his feet ; and all the guests are in suspense at the novelty. Simon could not help judging our Lord in his mind ; thinking he would not have suffered such a woman to approach him if he had been a prophet, and had known who she was. But our Lord soon showed his prophetic power, by answering Simon's thoughts with a parable of the debtor. And openly to show that love is the great end of all, concluded by say ing, "Many sins are forgiven her, because she has much loved." — Luke vii. And then turning to her said, "Go, in peace." O delightful and pleasing sentence ! How gladly did Magdalen hear it, and how joyfully retire ! And now truly converted, she led ever after an innocent, holy life ; and firmly ad hered to the service and honor of him and his blessed mother. Contemplate, therefore, gentle reader, these circumstances with all the devotion you can summon, and labor to imitate this charity, which is so highly approved by our Lord Jesus, as well by acts as words.

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Here then you have an express proof that charity works a perfect peace and reconciliation between God and sinners. Hence it is that St. Peter tells us, that "Charity covers a multitude of sins." — 1 Peter iv. As charity then is the soul of every virtue, and none are pleasing to God that are not inflamed with charity, I shall quote some authorities to induce you to aim at the acquisition of this great virtue, in order to render yourself acceptable to the blessed Jesus.

St. Bernard, then, says of it: "This excellent gift, charity, must needs be of incomparable worth, since the divine spouse is so earnest in enforcing it to his new bride. In one place, saying, ' In this all shall know you are my Disciples, if you have love for one another.' — John xiii. In another, 'I give you a new precept, that yon love one another.' — Ibid. And again, 'This is my commandment, that you love one another.' — Ibid. xv. Praying else where, that they become one, as he and the Father are one." A little lower the saint adds : " What can we imagine comparable to this, which is preferred even to martyrdom, and to a faith sufficient to move mountains ? Thus then when I say to you ' Peace be with you,* — John xx. — I mean, may your peace proceed to you from within yourselves, and then all that may seem to threaten you with disturbance from without, will neither have power to fright nor offend you."

The same saint tells us : " The value of every soul is rated by the measure of its charity : as for ex ample, the soul that has much charity is great and vast ; that which has but little, is small and diminu tive, nay nothing ; for, as the Apostle in his first epistle to the Corinthians, chap, v., tells us, 'If 1 have not charity, I am nothing.' However, if it be-

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gins to possess even so slender a portion, as to love where it is beloved, to salute brethren and those who salute, we cannot say that soul is absolutely nothing. I will allow a soul to be not quite nothing, if at least it returns love for love, and cultivates social charity. And yet, according to our Lord's \vords, 'how much more than nothing does it do V I cannot then, by any means, think a soul great, but rather very little and very contracted, when I discover so slender a portion of charity in it : but if it grows up and im proves so, passing the narrow limits of so contracted a charity, to reach with liberty of spirit the utmost bounds of gratuitous bounty, by extending itself with profuseness of good- will to every neighbor, and by loving all as itself ; can we any longer say to it, what dost thou do more ? For a soul that dilates itself thus much, must have a heart capacious enough to contain all mankind, even such as it is not tied to by blood, hopes of interest, or any other obligation, save that of which the Apostle speaks, 'Owe nobody any thing, but that ye love one another.' However, if you will make farther advances towards the pious invasion of the kingdom of charity, and are desirous of carrying your conquest to its farthest confines, open the bowels of your compassion to your very enemies, do good to those who hate you, pray for those who persecute and revile yon, and study to be peaceful to those who hate peace. Then, then, indeed, the altitude and extent of the heavens and of your soul are alike, and their beauty the same. Then will be fulfilled in you what is sung of God, 'extending the Heavens as a skin.' — Ps. ciii. And in this heaven of your soul, grown to so miraculous a height, width, and beauty, the Most High will de light to dwell, to expatiate and manifest in it his im mensity and glory." Thus far St. Bernard.

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You see then, pious reader, how useful and neces sary a virtue is charity, without which it is impos sible to please God, and with which every one is eure to be agreeable in his sight. Study, therefore, with all your heart, with all your mind, and with all your force to possess it. For this possession will enable you to bear with constancy, courage, and cheerfulness, the greatest hardships and sever ities for the sake of God and your neighbor.

CHAPTER XXVHl.

THAT glorious soldier and precursor of Christ, St. John the Baptist, was fettered in prison, by order of Herod, for the defence of truth, in re proving him for detaining the wife of his brother. — • Matt. xi. Here it was that, desirous of committing his disciples to the care of our Lord Jesus, he thought of sending them on a message to him ; that, hearing the words of this divine oracle, and seeing the wonders he wrought, they might be inflamed with the love of him, and become his followers. Accordingly he despatched th ?m to Jesus, whom they asked in the name of John, * Is it you who are come, or are we to expect another?" Our Saviour was then amidst a great multitude. Behold him then, attentively, and see with what a pleasing as pect he receives the messengers of John, wisely an swered them, first in deeds, and then in words. In their presence, then, he cured the deaf, the dumb, and the blind, wrought many other miracles, preached to the people, and then among other things

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said to these envoys, "Go, relate to John what you have heard and seen." They gladly performed their embassy, and related all to John, who as gladly received the joyful tidings. And after the death of John these disciples firmly adhered to Christ. After their departure our Saviour bestowed great encomiums on John to the multitude, as that he was a prophet, nay, more than a prophet, and that greater than he had not appeared among the chil dren of men, etc., as you may find in the gospel. Contemplate, then, our divine Lord in every situa tion, whether preaching or teaching, or doing aught else, as I have already counselled you so often.

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JOHN THE BAPTIST IS BEHEADED IN PRISON.

In chapter XXIX, THE DEATH OF ST. JOHN THE BAPTIST.

HERE we may pause awhile in meditation on the glorious end of St. John the Baptist. When the impious Herod arid his infamous adulteress had perhaps already plotted the death of the Baptist, that they might escape the reproaches due to their criminal intercourse, it happened that at a public entertainment, Herodias, the wretched fruit of their incestuous bed, danced so much to the satisfaction

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of Herod, that he promised her for a recompense the head of John; and in consequence of this grant, he was beheaded in the prison. Behold here, how great a man is put to death, and how basely and ig- nominously he is murdered by the iniquity of a reigning tyrant. Oh, great God, how did you suffer this ! What can be the cause of the death of so great a man, one of such perfection and sanctity as to be taken for Christ ?

But if you would digest this well, consider first the baseness and barbarity of his murderers, and then meditate on the singular greatness and emin ence of John, and you will find fresh matter for surprise. You have already seen above, the many and great encomiums bestowed upon him, by our divine Saviour ; now hear what applauses St. Ber nard gives him in his panegyric on him: ''That Mother and Mistress of all Churches, the Roman Church, of which it is said, I have prayed for thee, Peter, that thy faith fail not, received her consecra tion and badge in honor of St. John the Baptist, next after the name of our Saviour. It was indeed fit that the singular friend of his beloved spouse should pass thither when she was to be raised to her sovereign dignity. Peter was crucified, Paul was beheaded, but the preference of dignity was still given to the precursor. The purple of Rome ?" the blood of martyrs, the sovereign honor belongs to Unit holy patriarchate. Still, John is everywhere greater, singularly wonderful in all things, and above all. Who was ever so gloriously proclaimed ? Who was so amply replenished with the Holy Ghost in the womb of his mother? Whose nativity does the Church solemnize except his? Who was ever so fond of the solitude of a desert ? Who was ever known to converse so sublimely? Who was the

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first preacher of penance, and the kingdom of heaven 1 John. Who baptized the King of Glory \ John. Who plainly revealed the sacred mystery of the Trinity? John. To whom did Christ ever give testimony but to John ? And finally, to whom, after Christ and his Mother, does the Church pay so much honor as to John ? John is a patriarch, nay, the last, and head of all the patriarchs. John is a prophet, nay, more than a prophet ; for him, whose coming he foretells, he points out with his finger ; John is an angel, and the chosen among angels ; our Saviour testifying it of him, saying : ' Behold I send my angel, etc.' — John 1. John is an apostle, and the first of apostles and their prince ; and the first of God's messengers ; John is an evangelist and preacher of the gospel ; but the first in that office : John is a virgin, nay, the illustrious pattern of all virgins. The titlespring of purity, and mirror of chastity : John is a martyr, and the encouragement of other martyrs, and the soul of martyrdom from the birth to the death of Christ : he the voice calling out in the wilderness, he, the fore-runner of the judge, and the herald of the DIVINE WORD. He is Elias, and till his coming, the law and the prophets were so many lamps that beamed forth brightly and warmly their beneficent influence. I pass over in silence the proficiency he made in angelic perfec tions, by which he not only imitated every degree of that heavenly hierarchy, but even emulated the highest in seraphic wisdom and virtue." Thus far St. Bernard. Now hear that holy archbishop of Ravenna, St. Peter Chrysogonus, in a panegyric on the day of his decollation :

" The life of the Baptist," says he, u is the school of virtue, the mastership of life, the plan of sanctity, and the model of justice, etc." If, therefore, you

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compare the excellence of merit, and eminence of dignity in John, with the littleness and grovelling baseness of those who beheaded him, you cannot help being surprised. What, shall a common ex ecutioner, the basest of the human race, be em powered to take away the life of so great, so good a personage, as if he were the meanest and most ex ecrable highwayman or murderer ! Behold him, then, with reverence and concern : how readily he stoops his neck to the command of this vile and reprobate butcher ; how humbly he bends his knees, and giving thanks to God, lays his neck on the block, and patiently receives on it the repeated strokes of the barbarous executioner. Thus departs the Baptist, that intimate friend, near relation, and familiar servant of our Lord Jesus Christ. Oh! what a confusion is this for us, who, at the least visit of a trivial adversity, lose all sight of patience. John, innocent John, meets death, and such a death, with cheerfulness ; and we, stained with the spots of sin, and worthy the divine indignation, are un able to sustain the least contradiction or indignity, though but in bare words.

Our Saviour was absent from the city, when John was beheaded, though still in Judea. But when his death was published, our divine Lord wept for him, as did his disciples, and the Blessed Virgin, who had nursed him in his most tender infancy, and who still loved him with extreme affection. Our blessed Redeemer, however, consoled her, with tell ing her, that it was expedient that he should die for the defence of the justice of his heavenly Father, that he would soon receive the reward of his suf ferings in heaven : and that it was not the will of the Almighty to protect his saints from death, since they are not designed for this world : their kingdom

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and country not being earthly but celestial ; that John was freed from the chains of the body, and

THE DAT7GHTHB OF HEROD IAS BEARS THK HEAD OF JOHN .THE

BAPTIST TO HER MOTHER,

the powers of death had no more force to retain him on earth, or to detain him from the kingdom of heaven, whither he would soon be transferred to reign with the Father. He then exhorts his blessed mother to be of good heart, as all was well with her beloved Baptist. Soon after this Christ retired from these parts to Galilee. Dwell, gentle reader, on the pre ceding subjects, endeavor to render yourself present to them, contemplate them devoutly, and when you have completed your meditation on these heads, as God shall be pleased to inspire you, proceed to others, and follow your blessed Saviour, step by step, whithersoever he goes.

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JBBUB DISCOURSES WITH THE WOMAN OP SAMARIA.

In chapter XXX, THE CONFERENCE OFR LORD JESUS HAD WITH THE

SAMARITAN WOMAN, AS HE SAT, BEING FAINT

- AND WEARIED, BY THE SIDE OF THE WELL TO REST

HIMSELF.

IT happened upon a certain time, that as our Lord Jesus was going from the country of Judea into Galilee, he passed though the country of Samaria, and being wearied with the fatigue of his journey, which was the space of a,bout fifteen miles, he sat down to iest himself by the side of a well in the

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way, which is called the well of Jacob. Consider here, pious Christian, thy God, and contemplate awhile how he is pleased to condescend to be tired and faint for thy sake. He frequently travelled, was often wearied, and his whole life was laborious, painful, and full of troubles.

While our Lord sat thus by the well's side, his disciples went into the next town to provide meat to refresh themselves : in the meantime, there came a woman of that country, whose name was Lucia, to draw water from the well ; with whom our Lord began to discourse, and to manifest himself unto her, talking of many great and sublime mysteries. What the particulars of this discourse were, how his dis ciples returned again unto him, and how, by the woman's relation of him, the people of the city came out to him, and detained him with them for many days together, and how, at last, he departed from them, I shall wholly omit, and pass by at present, it being clearly set forth at large in the gospel of St. John, to which I refer you, there steadily to contemplate every action of our Lord Jesus. For concerning the doctrine, which, for our instruction, may be gathered from this part of sacred history, there are many things concerning our Lord Jesus which are worthy of our greatest notice and at tention. And first his great meekness, that our most humble Lord would vouchsafe to remain alone, while his disciples were gone into the city to buy provision.

Secondly, he disdained not to converse with that low and simple woman, and to treat with her of such sublime and sacred mysteries, as though he had been discoursing of them in the presence of the most learned and wise men. This ought to reprove and oonf ound the pride of the more learned, who imagine

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their labor and pains to be lost, in bestowing their words, swelled with vanity, upon a few or only on one person, esteeming so slender an audience un worthy to receive the exposition of their sublime doctrine. Thirdly, we may consider his great poverty, mortification of the flesh, and humility : his disciples brought him meat from the city, and desired him to eat : but where did he eat ? With out the city, in the open air, and at the well's side, drinking of the water to quench his thirst. And in this poor and humble manner, being weary, faint, and hungry, he refreshed himself. Neither are we to imagine, that it was only once, or by chance, that this happened to him, but that it was his usual custom to do so. For we may well suppose, that our most humble Lord travelled through all the countries in the same manner, and that, though ever so faint and wearied, he oftentimes took his small refection, outside of the towns and habitations of the people, near some well or river, having neither delicate meats, curious plates, or delicious wines ; but the pure element from the river or fountain, was his chief and only liquor. He who makes the vine yard abundantly fruitful, the springs to flow with plenty, and gives life to all that move in the waters, was humbly contented, like another poor man, with bread and water only, upon bare ground. We may likewise contemplate how intent our Lord Jesus was in the study of heavenly things, and of such as re garded more the soul than the body ; for being asked by his disciples to eat of those meats which they had brought him, he answered them, saying : " I have meat to eat, that you know not — my meat is to do the will of him that sent me."— John iv. Wherefore he waited till the people of the city came, that he might preach to them ; desiring first to per-

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form that which appertained to the nourishment of their souls, before that which belonged to the re- freshment of his own body, notwithstanding the great necessity he had for it. Contemplate well these things, and endeavor with all your study to imitate his virtues.

il-UfiS PLUCK THE EARS OP CORN ON THE BABBATH DA*.

In chapter XXXI, THE DISCIPLES OF OUR LORD PLUCK EARS OP COEN

AND EAT THEM, THROUGH HUNGER, ON THE

SABBATH.

AS the disciples of our Lord Jesus passed through the fields with him on the Sabbath-day, where corn was growing, they plucked some of the ears*

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and ate them through hunger. The Pharisees, who watched every word and action of our Lord, that they might find an occasion of accusing him of some breach of their law, reproved him and his dis ciples for it, saying: ''Thy disciples do that which is not lawful to do on the Sabbath-day." — Mait. xii. But our Lord, to excuse them, iirst brought the example of David and his companions, who, when they were hungry, eat the bread of proposition. "Have you not read," ?aid he, "what David did when he was hungry, and they that were with him : how he entered into the house of God, and did eat the loaves of proposition, which were not lawful for him to eat, nor for them that were with him ; but for priests only?" Secondly, that the priests of the law, ou the Sabbath-day, circumcised and offered sacrifice ; which are both corporal works. " Have ye not read in the law," said he again, "that on the Sabbath-days the priests in the temple do break the Sabbath, and are without blame?"— Ibid. And what might have served for the greatest excuse, was, that the Lord of the Creation was himself present there, who was the author and master of the law, and therefore could give them leave to break it.

Let us now devoutly consider, and take compas sion on the great poverty of the disciples, though in company of their Lord, who is the sovereign God and Master of all things. If wo duly reflect on it, we cannot but be inspired with rhe love of poverty and corporal suffering for his sake. For is it not strange to think that they, who, by a singular pre rogative, were chosen to the sublime degree of the apostleship, and made the princes of the world, should be obliged by hunger to eat the ears of corn as if they were not men, but irrational animals ; and this too, in the presence of him, who is the Creator

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of all things, and who bountifully feeds and provides for every creature ; and yet he sees them suffer such want without bestowing any relief, as if he were not able to help them ? But our most gracious and mer ciful Lord, who wrought all things for our greater example, and for the good of our salvation, suffered them to be thus needy and poor, for the accomplish ment of his great designs ; as he himself also had assumed the nature of man, with all the infirmities incident to it, but yet without sin. Wherefore, though he had compassion on them in this their hun ger and distress, inasmuch as he was moved unto it by the tender love he bore them ; nevertheless, he was pleased with it, as he saw the good- will with which they suffered, out of pure love and affection to him.

And here all such as have forsaken the world for the love of our blessed Lord, have a perfect model from which they may copy all those virtues which are necessary for them to follow ; viz. : patience in distress, true poverty of spirit, and the virtue of abstinence, contrary to the vice of gluttony. And first, as to patience in all our necessities and wants : seeing that the disciples of our Lord Jesus, who had quitted all they possessed to follow him, suffered with cheerfulness and patience such great distress in his presence, whom they saw feed and relieve miraculously many thousands of other men, how much more ought we to be patient in the like ne cessities, when it shall please his divine goodness to afflict us with them ? We are neither so deserving his favors as they were, nor are we so perfectly es tablished in his love ; but on the contrary, have deserved, for our impatience and ingratitude to so bountiful a God, much greater punishments, and many more wants than his goodness permits us to

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suffer, who, perhaps, has never yet permitted us to know any want at all.

Secondly, as to what relates to a perfect state of poverty : you are to understand that the poverty of our Lord Jesus far excelled in perfection, beyond any comparison, the voluntary poverty of any other person. For the poverty of those who, for the love of Christ, have forsaken all the riches and prefer ments of this transitory life, is generally in great repute with worldlings, and is commended and esteemed by them as a sublime and noble virtue. But the poverty of our blessed Lord was held in contempt by all ; inasmuch as it was unknown to the world, that he voluntarily submitted to it ; where fore they esteemed it to be of mere necessity, and what he could not avoid, as seems to appear both in him and his disciples, who were obliged by hunger to pluck and eat the earsot corn ; and that poverty, which we suffer not by choice, but through necessity, is too often reckoned a contemptible thing, so like wise was that of our blessed Lord ; for such as knew him, saw that he had neither house nor habitation wherein to repose or to put his head, which drew upon him the contempt and derision of all that be held him. This we may gather from the too general practice of mankind, who conceive the utmost con tempt for the poor and distressed ; but if, with patience and resignation, they submit to the divine will, they are in reality most worthy and pleasing in the sight of him who left them his glorious example : hence, it is a most danger ous and execrable sin to despise any man in his poverty or misery. The truly poor, however, are not those only who have forsaken all temporal riches, and make an outward show and profession of voluntary poverty, but they, who to this add the

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poverty of t"he spirit, that is, desire no plenty, nor seek any more comfort in the perishable goods of this life, than just as much as may suffice to support the infirmities of nature. For, if he that is poor remains so only for want of an opportunity of en joying the goods and plenty of fortune, such a one has no share in the holy poverty of our Lord Jesus, but rather lives in poverty, misery, and distress in this life, without any merit of an eternal reward in the next. This is the true description of a per fect poverty, concerning which virtue St. Bernard speaks at large in his sermon upon the nativity of our Lord Jesus.

Thirdly, as to the virtue of abstinence, we may find most powerful examples of it both in the disci ples of our Lord, and in our Lord Jesus himself. Gluttony is a vice against which we must struggle during our whole life. This we are taught by the holy fathers, who, by long experience, were true judges of the nature of its dangerous and repeated assaults. St. Bernard especially in many places tells us with what assiduity we ought to shun that vice and give to the body only so much nourishment as is necessary for its support. Whatever we allow it more than this, by feeding our lust, and exceeding our present necessities, exposes us to the danger of death, both soul and body. By yielding to this pas sion, our virtue is so often overcome, that like irra tional and senseless brutes we prefer the gratifica tion of our greedy appetites, to every other consid eration, which gives rise to many disorders and infir mities. Thus our health is impaired, and not only the body remains indisposed to serve God, but even the soul is so much defiled that it cannot recur to him with becoming purity and cleanliness of heart.

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cms in its consequences and so much condemned by the fathers, we must endeavor to shun it as much as is in our power, and obtain the virtue of abstinence, which we may learn from the example of our blessed Lord, of his disciples, and oilier saints. They have taught us to subdue oar flesh, and keep it in sub jection by temperate food, and such a degree of abstinence as may be guided by the virtue of discre tion, which, as St. Bernard saith, "is not only a virtue itself, but the director of all other virtues ; inasmuch as where this is wanting, that which may seem to be virtue, is only vice." St. Gregory saith that, "Discretion is the mother and preserver of all other virtues." Now discretion, in relation to abstin ence, and the nourishing of our bodies, consists in this, as St. Augustine teaches in his book of con fession, that a man ought to use the same modera tion in eating and drinking for the nourishment of his body, as he would use in taking of a medicine for the cure of an infirmity. For as in taking physic we should take such a portion or quantity as is suffi cient for healing our sores, or the curing our disease, so likewise, as hunger and thirst became the infir mities of mankind, by the transgression of Adam, meat and drink, which are medicines appointed for the curing of these infirmities, ought to be taken only in such proportion as is conducive to that end. The above may suffice of the virtue of abstinence, and the vice contrary to it, which is gluttony, which I have here taken occasion to treat of, from the hunger our Lord Jesus and his disciples sustained, and the poorness of their small refection, who, for our example, both here and in the desert, began vigorously to oppose and fight against the sin of gluttony.

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In chapter XXXII, THE JEWS, HAVING DRIVEN OUR LORD JESUS OUT OF

THE CITY TO THE TOP OF A STEEP MOUNTAIN,

ENDEAVOR TO THROW HIM DOWN THENCE.

WHEN our Lord Jesus was again returned to the city of Nazareth, the Jews desired to see him work some miracles ; but our Lord showed them, by many reasons, how unworthy they were of such signs. Being vehemently enraged against him, they drove him out of the city ; and our most hum ble Lord, closely pursued, meekly fled before them. Their fury was so much increased and kindled against him, that they drove him to the top of a high mountain, that they might thence have an opportunity of throwing him down headlong. Our Lord Jesus, however, by the power of his sacred divinity, passed through the midst of them, and went his way ; for the time was not yet come in which he had chosen to die. Contemplate him here, devout reader, flying from his enemies, and hiding himself under a rock, to save himself from their fury ; compassionate him in his sufferings and endeavor to follow his steps, in the practice of humility and patience In chapter XXXIII, THE MAN WITH A WITHERED HAND CURED BY OUR

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AS our Lord Jesus was teaching in the synagogue on one of the Sabbath-days, there was a certain man whose wright hand was withered, whom our blessed Lord made stand in the midst of the doctors,

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and said to them, " Is it lawful or not to do good on the Sabbath day ?" But they made him no answer. He therefore said to the man: "Stretch forth thy hand," and it was immediately restored.

Our divine Saviour was oftentimes pleased to work miracles on the Sabbath, to confound the per- fidiousuess of the Jews, who interpreted the law according to the letter ; which he would have to be observed according to the spirit. The law did not forbid the performance of good works : and acts of charity were not forbidden to be done on the Sabbath-day ; but the committing of sin, and servile works. They, however, pretending to be greatly scandalized, conspired against him, and said : "This man is not of God, for he keeps not the Sabbath !" Our Lord Jesus, notwithstanding, did not desist from working miracles on the Sabbath ; but rather per formed them more frequently, on purpose to unde ceive them, and convince them of their error. Con sider him then, pious Christian, in the exercise of the above-mentioned good and charitable actions ; and according to his example, never omit the doing any good work on account of others being unjustly scandalized : for the fear of such scandal ought never to make us desist from those works, which are necessary for the salvation of a soul, or are helps to its spiritual advancement in perfection. Although it is true, in order to avoid giving scandal to our neighbor, according to the prescription of perfect charity, we should sometimes abstain from some temporary satisfaction of the body rather than offend him. Wherefore the apostle to the Romans says : " It is good not to eat flesh, and not to drink wine, nor anything whereby thy brother is of fended, or scandalized, or made weak." — Rom. xiv.

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JB8TJ8 MULTIPLIES THE FIVE LOAVES AND TWO SMALL .T

In chapter XXXIV, THE MULTIPLICATION OF THE LOAVES, AND HOW OUR

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THE Holy Scripture tells us, that at two differ- ent times our Lord Jesns wrought the miracle of the multiplication of a few loaves, with which he not only fed, but fully satisfied many thousands of people. Do you, however, Christian reader, re duce them both to one meditation : and attentively

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eonsider the words and actions of Chiist our Saviour, as they are related in the holy gospel. " I have compassion," saith he, " on this multitude, because now three days they have continued with me. Neither have they what to eat, and if I dis miss them fasting to their homes, they will faint in tl/e way : for some of them came from afar off."— Mark viii. After which, he multiplied the loaves, and they all ate and were satisfied. If we duly con sider these words, together with the miracle he performed, we shall find for our spiritual instruction, many good motives to love and praise his holy name : and more especially for that our Lord Jesus here showed himself to be most singularly good and merciful, most kind and courteous, most discreet and circumspect.

And first, that he was most merciful, appears in the words he spoke, saying, "I have compassion on the multitude." Whereby it is plain, that it was his pure mercy alone that moved him to fpod and satisfy them in their great hunger and necessity; for, as the royal prophet witnesseth, "All the earth is full of his mercy." — Ps. xxxii.

Secondly, he plainly showed his wonderful kind ness and courtesy in the words which immediately follow : " For lo," saith he, " now these three days tluy have continued with me, having nothing to eat." Holding himself, as it were, obliged to them for remaining with him those three days, when in deed, on the contrary, it was for their own good and advantage, and not for his ; save only, that out of his endless bounty, his desire was, as he himself affirms in another place, to dwell with the sons of men, and be conversant with them for their salva tion : for they that follow him by a good life, and are desirous to harken to his doctrine, and ke«» hia

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commandments, he most singularly loves, and never withdraws his bountiful hand from them, but ever succors and relieves them in their necessities. Thirdly, our blessed Lord showed his great discre- tion and circumspection, for seeing that many of the people were come to him from distant parts, and considering their necessities, and that it was dan gerous to dismiss them again fasting, he said, "If I dismiss them fasting to their home they will faint in the way." Consider how full of sweetness and heavenly comfort were these words. The same daily happens to us. For we have not of ourselves where with to sustain either body or soul, unless he pleases to give it us; and we should faint in our way, should he leave us to ourselves, for without him \ve cannot attain to any spiritual blessing, so that we have no reason to glory in ourselves when we ex perience any comfort in our spiritual exercises: since it is not our own, but all comes from him. And therefore, if we duly reflect, we shall find that the true servants of God, the more perfect they were in a holy life, the nearer to God, and the more excellently rich in the gifts of his divine grace, so much the more humble were they in their own eyes, attributing nothing to themselves but misery, wretch- edness, and sin. For the nearer any one approaches to God, the more he is illuminated : and therefore more plainly discovers the great goodness and mercy of God, so that pride and vain-glory, which proceed from ignorance and spiritual blindness, can have no place or residence in his soul : for he can have no reason to be proud who truly knows God, and thoroughly examines into his own state. But to return ! It is certain, that we come from afar off when we come to God ; this I speak in regard to myself, and to such as are like to me, who have gone so far

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astray from God by the sins we have committed. Wherefore, whoever returns again to him may be truly said to come a long way. But after Christ had spoken the above-mentioned words, he proceeded to deeds.

Behold him then, pious reader, how he takes the loaves in his hands, and having given thanks to God, gives them to his disciples to set before the multi tude, and multiplied them in such a manner in theii hands, that every one ate as much as he desired, and there still remained many baskets full of frag ments. Consider likewise, how he looks on them while they eat, and is pleased in beholding the satis faction they receive from this refection. And they, at the same time, admiring the wonderfulness of this miracle, fed both their minds and bodies, ren dering praise and thanksgiving to their benefactor, and with joy repeated to each other the wonderful works of his mercy. Whether the Blessed Virgin was present or not, the holy scripture makes no mention : do you, however, Christian reader, medi tate on this subject, in the manner your devotion snail direct you, and God shall please to inspire.

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CHAPTER XXXV. OUR LORD'S FLIGHT WHEN THEY WOULD HAVE MADH

HIM KING : AND AGAINST WORLDLY HONORS IN

GENERAL.

WHEN our Lord had fed the multitude, aa mentioned in the preceding chapter, they sought to make him king. For they considered that he was capable of supplying their wants, and there fore they wisely concluded that they could not be in want of anything under such a king. But our Lord Jesus, knowing their design, fled impercep tibly from them to the mountains, so that they could not find him. Christ then would not accept temporal honors. And observe how truly and unfeignedly he labors to shun them ; he sends his disciples by sea, and goes himself up to the mountains, that, if they should persist in searching for him, as they would probably do, by following his disciples, they might look for him in vain among them. The dis ciples, indeed, would not have left our Lord, but that he compelled them to do so. It was undoubt edly a pious disposition in them to desire to remain with Christ : but more pious yet to leave him for a time out of obedience to his will. Observe then and meditate with what inward regret they depart from him, but not till he urges them to it, by signi fying it to be his divine pleasure ; after which they comply, and to show their humility and entire sub- missioc to his commands, go on board the vessel

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without him, however perilous and grievous it be to them. Thus does Christ act daily with us in a spir itual manner ; by our own good- will we would never have Christ absent from us, but his pleasure is otherwise ; he comes into our souls, and is absent, at times, when he pleases, but always for our good. Hear what St. Bernard says upon this subject: " After the divine spouse has been sought for with continued vigils and prayers, and copious floods of tears, when he seems to be within reach of his pur suing spouse, he again escapes ; and again coming up to his weeping pursuer, suffers himself to be taken, but not retained, flying as it were from her arms in the very minute when she embraces him ; yet if the faithful soul devoutly persists in her pur- suit of him with prayers and tears, he will again, at length, return to her, and, 'not disappoint her of the wish of her lips.' — Psal. xx. But again will he disappear, and remain unseen, till again he be sought after with the whole affection. Thus while the soul is confined to this mortal body, it has fre quently the joy of its spouse's presence : but that joy is not complete, since, though his visitations re joice her frequently, the frequent vicissitudes of ab sence give her equal pain. And this the beloved must endure, till, having thrown off her corporal burden, she shall be able to fly, raised on the pinions of her wishes, wafted over the plains of contem plation, and rapidly following her heavenly spouse whithersoever he goes. Neither shall every soul attain to this, but such only as by extraordinary devotion, vehement desire, and tender affection, proves herself a true spouse of Christ, and worthy that, taking upon him the form of a spouse, he should visit her in the nuptial ornaments of his grace." And elsewhere the same saint says, "Per-

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haps he therefore withdrew himself, that he might be recalled the more earnestly, and the more ar dently retained. For thus lie once feigned to be going farther, not that lie intended to do so much, as to be invited to stay, with that tender solicita tion, ' Stay with us, for it is growing late in the even ing.' ' —Luke xxiv. And immediately he adds, " This kind of pious feint, or rather salutary dispensa tion of Providence, which the incorporal word cor porally expressed to the body, the spirit frequently, in a special manner peculiar to itself, makes use of to exercise a truly devout soul. Passing by, hemeana to be stopt : going away he is willing to be recalled : his departure is a dispensation of Providence : his return is ever the purpose of his will ; and both are the effects of infinite wisdom, the great ends of which he alone can fathom.

" Experience shows that the soul is frequently ex ercised with these vicissitudes of the absence and presence of the divine word, and he himself spoke as much : 'I go and I return to you.' — John xiv. And likewise, ' A little while you shall not see me, and again a little while and you shall see me.' — • Ibid. Oh, the little while, and no little while ! Oh the short space, and tediously long duration ! Beloved Lord, do you call it a little while when we are not to see you ? With humblest submission to your sacred words, 0 Lord, it is a long, a tediously long, and heavy age to lose sight of you but for an instant. Yet both are true in different sense. An age of your absence is but a little while, if our merit only be considered ; but if compared to our wishes, every moment is a tedious age. This the prophet hints at, saying, ' If he should delay, wait for him : because he will come and not tarry.' — Hob. xi. How will he not tarry, if he should delay coming : un-

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less it be that his coming will be expeditious with respect to our deserts, though slow with regard to our desires ? Now the amorous soul is wafted by desire, and drawn on by affection, overlooks its merits, shuts its eyes to dazzling majesty, opens them to spiritual joy, fixes its hope in salvation, and In that confidently proceeds. Made intrepid at length by hope, she boldly recalls the divine word, and confidently invites the object of her delight, calling him with unusual liberty, not her Lord, but her beloved spouse. ' Return, my beloved, re turn.' " — Cantic. 1. And in another place, the same saint says, " God never ceases to exercise with such vicissitudes those who lead a spiritual life, or rather those whom he intends to lift to spirituality ; visiting them betimes, and early proving them." Thus far St Bernard.

You have seen then, gentle reader, how our Lord Jesus alternately visits the soul, and departs from it in a spiritual sense ; and how the soul ought to be have under either circumstance. She must earnestly and fervently solicit his return, yet patiently bear his absence, after the example of his disciples, who, out of obedience, enter the vessel without him, and bear up against the storms that threaten, with hopes of his succor to deliver them. But now let us return to our Lord Jesus. When the disciples had put off to sea, he went up alone to the mountains, and thus escaped the hands of them who sought him. You see with what care and study our Lord fled from the honor of a worldly crown. And what did he this for but to set an example for you to follow ? His flight then was not so much for his own sake as for ours. For he well knew what rashness the ambition of worldly honors must hurry us into. For such honors are the greatest snare, that can be

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laid to entangle us, and the strongest battery that can be planted for the subversion of our souls, whether it consists in the possession of power, ecclesiastic or secular, of authority, or learning. For it is almost impossible for men to delight in honors, without standing in imminent clanger, and tottering, as it were, on the brink of a steep precipice : nay, rather should I say, without already rolling down, and that for many reasons. First, [because the mind that is once delighted with honors is wholly engrossed by them, and thinks of nothing but preserving and im proving them ; and St. Gregory, in his 30th Homily, observes, "that every one is so much the more alienated from the love of the Supreme Being, as he is delighted with inferior objects."

Secondly, because he is quite taken up with pro curing a multitude of friends, acquaintances, and cor respondents, by whose means and assistance he may add to his honors, and consequently must comply with many things incompatible with conscience and God's pleasure, out of mere complaisance to them, from whose friendship he expects such advantages. Thirdly, he envies those who are possessed of the honors he covets, and generally detracts from their merit, and thusfalls into envy and scandal. Fourthly, he thinks himself, and would have others esteem him worthy of honors, and thus becomes vain and arrogant: when, according to the Apostle, ''He who thinks himself something, when he is really nothing, deceives himself."-— 0O& vi. And there fore Christ says, "When you have done all things well, say, we are useless servants." — Luke xvii. But when does an ambitious man say this ? Fifthly, he walks not according to the spirit, but according to the flesh ; and has not his heart raised and united to heaven, but leaves it loose and dissipated with a

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variety of earthly objects. And sixthly, when once a man suffers in himself a relish of ambition for honors, he is so allured by them as never to be satiated, but daily hankering after new ones, the more he obtains, the more he desires to obtain, be cause he vainly conceits himself to beas honorable and worthy in the esteem of others, as he is in his own. Thus does he deliver himself up a prey to ambition, the worst of vices, and the mother of many. But to convince you of the malice of this vice, let St. Bernard speak for me.

"Ambition," says he, " is a subtle evil, a secret poison, a hidden pestilence, the author of all guile, the mother of all hypocrisy, the monster-getting parentpf rancour, the moth of all virtues, the cancer- worm of sanctity, the hardener of hearts, creating diseases from their cures, engendering sickness from medicines, and destroying all whom it basely sup plants, as a concealed enemy undermines a city, to involve its inhabitants in its ruins. And what nour ishes this dangerous vermin but the dissipation of the mind, and the forgetfulness of truth ? — And what dis covers this lurking traitor, and unkennels this worker of darkness, but the light of truth ? Such is that truth which says, ' What does it avail a man if he gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? — Matt. xvi. And again, ' The powerful shall suffer powerful tor ments.' — Wisd. vi. It is this same truth that makes a man reflect, how trivial is the comfort in ambition, grievous the judgment attending it, how brief its en joyment, and how obscure its end. And therefore the third temptation, which Satan tried oar Lord with, was ambition, when he proffered him all the kingdoms of the earth, if he would fall down and adore him. You see then, that ambition is the worship of the devil, for which he promises his adorers in recom-

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pense, to lead them to worldly honors and glory." In another place the saint says, "We are fond in deed of rising, and covet to be exalted. For we are by nature noble creatures, and of a certain greatness of soul, and therefore it is natural in us to wish to be elevated. Yet woe to us if we follow him, who says, ' I will sit on the mount of the testament, in the skirts of the north.'— Isaiah xiv. O wretch ! in the skirts of the north ! that is too frigid a mount ; however you may covet power and eminence, we will not fol low you thither. Yet how many to this very day fol low your foul and fatal steps, nay, how few escape being enslaved by the lust of power ! Oh, unhappy creatures, whom do you thus follow ? Who is your guide ? Is not this the mount to which the angel ascended, and fell a devil ? Are you not aware that after his fall, tortured with envy, and wickedly anxious to supplant mankind, he showed them a like eminence, telling them, 'You shall be like Gods, knowing good and evil.'" — Gen. iii. An^ .1 little after the saint adds, " Such the power of ambition, that it can rob an Angel of angelic felicity. So the ambition of knowledge stripped man of the glory of immortality. If a man try to ascend the steps of power, how many opponents, think you, will he meet with, how many repulses, and how difficult a road will he find ? And suppose he should attain the summit of his wishes, what has he gained? 'The powerful shall be powerfully tormented.' — Wlsd. vi. So that it is needless to enter into a detail at present of the solicitudes and anxieties which power produces. One ambitious of useless knowledge, what labor must he not go through, what anxiety of spirit, and still shall hear, though thou burst thyself, tJiou shalt not overtake it. His heart shall be bathed in bitterness, as often as he

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sees one whom lie thinks himself inferior to, or fancies that others do. What if he swells himself with conceit ? ' I will destroy,' says the Lord, ' the wisdom of the wise, and reprove the prudence of the prudent.' — 1 Cor. i. But I shall say no more, as you have seen, I fancy, how much the height of ambition, and the thirst of knowledge and power, is to be shunned by such as are any ways terrified at the fall of one angel, and the ruin of man. ' Moun tains of Gelboe, neither snow nor rain shall fall upon you.' Yet what shall we do ? It behooves us to ascend ; we are born, and imbibed with a desire of elevation : who then shall teach us a salutary ascent ! Who but he who tells us, that he who is descended, he likewise is ascended ? It is to him we are to apply to learn the right ascent, that we may not follow the footsteps of that evil guide, or rather seducer. For seeing that no one ascended, he, the Most High, descended ; and by his descent, secured to us an easy and safe ascent. He descended from the mount of power, in suffering himself to be encir cled with the infirmities of the flesh ; he descended from the mount of science, in the simplicity of his preaching, to save all such as should sincerely be lieve. In reality, what can seem weaker than the little tender body and limbs of an infant? What more void of science than a child ? Who less power ful than one whose limbs are nailed to a tree, and whose very bones are enumerated ? And who would be thought less wise than one who should voluntarily part with his life, and make satisfaction for damages he had not committed ? Thus you see how much he who descended, lessened and lowered himself be neath wordly power and wisdom. Nor could he ascend higher than he did in charity and goodness. But where is the wonder that Christ should climb by

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descending, when we have seen men and angels precipitated by attempting to rise." The same saint elsewhere says, "Oh, the perverse ambition of the sons of Adam ! Though it be a laborious task to ascend, and an easy matter to descend, they climb with levity, and descend with difficulty ; prone to honors, and even to ecclesiatical dignities, a weight too formidable for the very strength of ai\ angel. But to follow you, dear Jesus, no one is ready: and few can be dragged, much less led by your precepts." Thus far St. Bernard. From what has been said, you may gather, gentle reader, how much it behooves you to fly wordly and false honor, and how certain it is, that true honor is to be at tained only by humility.

But if some should flatter themselves with the specious but vain pretext that their love and am bition for learning and honors are but for rendering themselves more serviceable to their neighbors in the affairs of their salvation! St. Bernard will answer them : ''Oh ! that they who have thus am bitiously seized those honors, would but use them with a fidelity equal to the confidence with which they thrust themselves into them !" But I wish it may not prove impracticable to gather the sweet fruits of charity from the bitter plant of ambition. Now to have that thorough con tempt for honors which they really deserve, requires more than an ordinary share of the sublimest virtue. St. John Chrysos- tom observes, " to be in the midst of honors, and make a right use of them, is like a man conversing with a very beautiful young creature, and making a law to himself, never to cast a loose look on her. A man therefore undoubtedly stands in need of the greatest fortitude of mind to make a proper, and none but a proper use of the power and honors con» ferred upon him.

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ST. PETER BEGINNING TO SINK CRIES OUT FOR HELP.

CHAPTER XXXVI.

OUR LORD PRAYS UPON THE MOUNT ; AND, DESCEND

ING, WALKS ON THE WATERS : SOME REFLECTIONS

ON PRAYER.

AFTER the disciples had gone on board, and set sail, onr Lord went up a high mountain, and remained there till the fourth watch of the night, in fervent prayer to his eternal Father. Whence you see that our Lord frequently spent his time in prayer, and often the whole or the best part of the night. Behold him then in this devout exercise, how he

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humbles himself before his divine Father, and like a good shepherd, solicits for us his flock ; and this in a state of mortification, of watching, and retire ment. — And why principally does he do this, but to set us an example of prayer, as he elsewhere recom mended it to his disciples both by word and ex ample. — 1 John ii. He told them, It is necessary to pray, and never cease : proposing to them the ex amples of the judge and the widow as related in Luke xviii., to exhort them to confidence in prayer and to perseverance in importuning ; to which he added another example, of the friend who lent the loaves to his friend, merely to avoid being any longer solicited. And all this was purposely meant to inculcate on us the virtue of prayer. And indeed, it is a virtue of the greatest importance towards ob taining all that is useful, and removing all that is hurtful to us.

Would you obtain patience to bear up against ad versities, be assiduous in prayer. Would you obtain strength to overcome trials and temptations, be as siduous in prayer. Would you become acquainted with the subtle deceits of Satan in order to avoid them, would you cheerfully persist in the service of God, and tread the paths of mortification and afflic tion for his sake ; would you renounce all carnal de sires, and wholly betake yourself -to a spiritual life, be assiduous in prayer. If you wish to destroy evil thoughts, be a man of prayer. If you are desirous to enrich your mind with holy reflections, and your heart with virtuous, fervent, and pious desires, be a man of prayer. If you are willing to strengthen your good purposes with manly resolution and steady perseverance, be a man of prayer. In a word, whether you mean to extirpate vice from, or implant virtue in your breast, make prayer your constant

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study. For it is by prayer you receive the unction of the Holy Ghost, who instructs the mind in all things. It lifts a man to contemplation, and brings the soul to the embraces of her heavenly spouse. Such is the power and efficacy of prayer. In confirmation of which, without recurring lo any of the numerous testimonies in holy writ, it is sufficient to recollect the many ignorant and illiterate persons who by prayer have obtained, and still daily obtain these fruits. — Wherefore it highly concerns all, if they mean to be Christians, to give themselves up to the exercise of prayer, but this is more especially incum bent on persons in a religious state, who are sup posed to have more leisure.

To this, gentle reader, I strongly exhort you : make it the principal business of life, after the necessary occupations of your state are complied with, to attend to prayer. Let it be your delight ; and take pleasure in nothing so much as in conversing with God : which is done by prayer. But, that you may have the advice of a more able counsellor than I am, to determine you, hear what St. Bernard says on the subject :

"They," says he, "who make prayer their fre quent study, are sensible of what I say. Often times we approach the holy altar with a coldness of devotion, and kneel down to prayer with a froward- ness of heart ; but, persisting in it, we suddenly feel ourselves replenished with grace, the breast is nourished with the heavenly aliment, and the whole interior expands to the inundation of piety."

And again in another place he says': " As often as I talk of prayer, methinks something inwardly says to me, whence is it that of all who persist in prayer, there are so few who are sensible of its fruits ? —We seem to return from it just as we went to it ;

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no one gives us any answer, or makes us any grant. But follow not your own experience ; rather let faith direct you : for faith is ever true, but experience often otherwise. Now does not the truth of faith tell us by the mouth of Christ, ' Whatever ye ask praying, believe that ye shall receive, and it shall be done unto you.' — Mark ii. Let none of you then, brethren, despise or think lightly of his own prayer ; for he to whom we pray does not. Scarce has our prayer gained utterance, when it is recorded by him ; and one of the two we may infallibly de pend on, that he either will grant what we ask, or what is more useful. We ourselves are ignorant what it most behooves us to ask ; but God compass ionates our ignorance, and still receives our prayer, eo as to grant us what is better for us, instead of the useless or pernicious favors we solicit. So that prayer is never barren, provided it be made with the requisite condition mentioned by the Psalmist, that is, delight in God. * Delight in the Lord, and he will grant you the petitions of your heart.' " — Ps xxxvi.

A little farther on he adds, "Observe that such are called the petitions of the heart, which reason dictates as judicious ones. Neither have you cause to complain, but rather to return God thanks with sentiments of the utmost gratitude, since such is the great care he takes of you, that when you ask what is useless, or perhaps detrimental to you, he grants you something better in the stead of it : like a tender parent, who gives a child bread when he asks it, but gives him not a knife for asking. You are to take notice, that the petitions of your heart are wholly contained under these three heads, nor can I see aught which a good man can covet that is not included in them, namely, the goods in this life,

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which are those of the body and those of the soul, and are two of the three heads ; the third is the beatitude of eternity. Wonder not that I include the goods of the body among the blessings which we are to ask of God ; for corporal gifts are no less his than those of the spirit, and therefore are to be asked of him, as far as is necessary or conducive to the spiritual ; for example, we may, nay ought to ask and hope for the necessary support, to enable us to serve God. But our greatest solicitude, our most fervent and pious importunity, ought to be for obtaining virtue, and the grace of God for our souls in this life, and glory in the next, where both body and soul will be crowned with complete felicity." And a little farther he says, " Let prayer then for temporals be confined to absolute necessaries: let prayer for the spiritual profit of the soul be free from all impurity, and directed wholly to the divine pleas ure : but let prayer for eternal happiness, with nil due regard to humility, be bold and daring, with presumption on God's mercy alone." "He that would pray apart, and with fruit," says the same saint, " must choose not only his place, but his time. The time of fasting is certainly the fittest, especially when the night hushes nature into a profound silence, for then prayer will be both purer and more free. Rise, according to the prophet Jeremiah, ' Rise in the night, in the beginning of your vigils, and pour out your soul like water in the presence of the Lord your God.' — Lam. ii. How securely does prayer ascend by night, when no witnesses are by but God and his angel, wTho presents it at the altar of Heaven ! How grateful and pleasing does modest secrecy make it appear in the eyes of the Almighty ! How serene and undisturbed does it reach his ears, when removed from noise and hurry ! And finally,

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how pure and sincere must it be when unsullied with worldly solicitudes, and not tempted by public applause and flattery ? It was for this reason that the spouse in the Canticles retreated to the privacy of her bed-chamber, and to the stillness of the night, to seek her spouse, the divine word, that is, to pray. For in reali ty they are one and the same thing. Since, otherwise, you cannot be properly said to pray, if in your prayers you seek aught beside the divine word, or on his account, for he contains all you can seek. In him are the remedies for all diseases, sup plies for all necessities, helps for all defects, and variety of perfection. In him, in short, you may find whatever is necessary, fit, or useful. It is needless and useless, therefore, to ask anything besides the divine word, who himself contains all things. For even if we should, when necessity re quires, ask of God any temporal favors, provided we ask them as we ought, for the sake of the divine word, we cannot so much be said to ask the tem porals as the word, for whose sake we asked them." Thus far St. Bernard.

Here, gentle reader, you have the beautiful senti ments of St. Bernard, a man endowed with a sub lime contemplative genius, a fervent spirit of prayer, and a refined taste for spiritual pleasures. Reflect on his words, that you may take pleasure in them ; it is for this purpose that I quote them so frequently, for they are not only full of spirit, but highly elo quent and pathetically moving to the service of God. He was a man equally eminent for wisdom and sanctity ; endeavor, therefore, to imitate him by putting in practice the pious counsels he gives. By this means will I accomplish the purpose I had in view in referring to him so often. But let us return to our Lord Jesus.

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While our Lord was praying on the mount, the disciples were at sea in the greatest dismay and affliction, the wind being contrary, and the vessel harassed with tempestuous weather. Behold, then, and compassionate them amidst this severe tribula tion. They are attacked by a storm, in a dark night, and without their Lord. A severe trial indeed ! At the fourth hour of the night, our Lord descended from the mount, and walking on the waves, came up to them. Contemplate here our Lord, who, fatigued with long watching and praying, descends barefooted from this steep and perhaps craggy mountain, and walks upon the water as on dry land ! Thus the watery element knew and confessed its Creator. When he drew near to the ship, his dis ciples saw him, and taking him to be a shadow or spectre, screamed out : but our gracious Lord, un willing to terrify or afflict them any longer, said to them, " I am here, be not afraid." — Matt. xiv. Then Peter, confident of the Lord's power, began, with his leave, to walk likewise on the waters ; but de sponding, was about to sink, when our Lord stretched forth his right hand, and saved him from sinking. The gloss upon this place tells us, that our Lord made him walk on the waters, to give him proof of his divine power ; and suffered him to sink, in order to remind him of his weakness, and not proudly to presume himself on an equality with him.

Our Lord afterwards entered the vessel, the storm ceased, and serenity ensued. The disciples received him with reverence, rejoiced, and felt more perfect tranquillity than before. Contemplate him and his disciples in every one of these passages, which are rich in matter of devotion. You may likewise draw from them the moral reflection, that our Lord fre quently does tjie same with us in a spiritual sense,

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suffering his beloved to be inwardly or outwardly afflicted in this world, "because he scourges every child whom he accepts."— Neb. xii. "For they," the Apostle adds, "who are out of discipline, are not legitimate children, but bastards." It is neces sary, therefore, for us to undergo trials and afflic tions in this life ; because from them we gain know ledge and acquire virtue, and learn to keep them when acquired ; and what is more, we build all our hopes on them of future and eternal rewards. For which reason we ought not to repine and be impa tient under them, but to love and cherish them. But because the advantage of tribulation is great, and yet unknown to many, we therefore look upon them as difficult, nay, insupportable. Therefore, gentle reader, that you may be instructed to bear them as you ought, I will, according to my custom, bring you the authority of St. Bernard. " Tribula tion," says he, " is useful, it works a trial, and leads to glory. ' I am with him,' says the Lord, ' in tribulation.' Let us give thanks then to the Father of mercies, who is with us in tribulations, and con soles us in every affliction. For, as I said, tribula tion is a necessary good, which is changed into glory, and terminates in joy : a long, an ample, a plenary joy, which no one shall snatch from us. Tribulation is necessary ; and this necessity brings forth our crown. Let us not despise this seed breth ren ; it is a small one indeed, but great in the fruits it is big with. Grant it to be tasteless, grant it to be bitter, even grant it to be a grain of mustard. Let us not look upon the outside, but upon what is con tained in it. What you behold of it is temporal, the rest which you cannot see, eternal." And lower down, he says : " ' I am with him in tribulation,' saith the Lord, ' and I shall require no other merit than tribu-

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lation.' How good then is it to hdhere to God. I will do so then, and over place all my confidence in him, for that h^ says, k 1 am with him in tribulation ; I will free him and glorify him.' — Ps. xc. ;My de light,' says he, "is to he wiih the children of men.' He came upon earth to be with those who are sad at heart, and to be with us in our tribulations. But there shall come a time when we ourselves shall be lifted to meet Christ in the air, and thence to re main forever with our divine Lord, provided we, in the meantime, endeavor to have him with us here. O Lord, it is good for me to be troubled, so thou be but with me. Nay, infinitely better is it than ban queting or triumphing without theo. The furnace tries the potter's vessels ; and tribulation tries the just. What are we afraid of? Why do we de spond ? Wherefore do we fly the furnace ? Does the fire rage ? No matter ; the Lord is with us in tribulation. If God is with us, who dare be against us? What does it import who it is? If he has but hold, who shall make him quit his hold ? Lastly ; if he glorifies, who has power to humble?" "Let us not, then," says the same saint, "glory in hope alone, but even in tribulation. ' I will gladly glory in my weakness, that the strength of Christ may dwell within me,' says St. Paul. — 2 Cor. xii. O desira ble weakness which is rewarded with the strength of Christ ! Ah, who will give me not only to be weak, but even to faint, and be lost to myself, so I be but strong in force of the Lord of forces. For strength is perfected by weakness, and virtue gath ers force from infirmity, as the same Apostle says." And again ; " when I am weakened then I grow strong." "It is for this reason," adds St. Bernard elsewhere, " that the spouse in the Can ticles calls her beloved not a bundle, but a littld

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bundle ; for that love makes every burthen light, and every grievance portable. Well might she call him little, for 'a little one was born to us:' But more especially for that ' the sufferings of this world are not to be compared to the future glory which will be revealed in us,' if we credit St. Paul. — Rom. vii. 'For our present momentary light tribulation will, on high, work in us an eternal weight of glory be yond measure,' as the same Apostle says. — 2 Cor. iii. And that will one day be a heap of glory to us which is now but a little bundle of bitterness. And may it not truly be called a little bundle, since Christ himself tells us, that his yoke is sweet and his bur then light? Not that it is light in itself; for the bitterness of death is a severe and dreadful trial, if it be considered only on his own account, yet love makes it seem light and easy."

The same saint elsewhere says, "If we cast an eye over the whole Church, we may easily ob serve, that the spiritual members of it are much more combatted than the carnal. This is the craft of pride, envy and malice, always to disturb the most perfect : according to the words of the prophet, 'his food is of the chosen sort.' — Abac. i. Nay, it is the dispensation of Divine Provide.'ice that it should be so ; not suffering the weak to be tried be yond their strength, but drawing even advantage from temptation ; while the more perfect but in crease the number and glory of their triumphs over their enemy, in every fresh trial they undergo. With much more eagerness and warmth the adver sary struggles to defeat the Church's right wing rather than her left ; not laboring so much to defeat the main body of their forces immediately, as in directly to weaken it by wasting its very soul." "Now," adds the saint, "there all our resistance

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is required, where necessity urges most, where the weight of war hangs heaviest, where the battle is the warmest, and the combat most pressing."

Again he adds : "This is the great grace of God to his Church ; this his mercy toward his servants ; this his regard for his elect, that covering her left wing to spare and connive at its weakness, he heads and supports her right ; hence the prophet, in the person of the Church, says : * I took care to have the Lord always before me, for he is at my right hand that I may not be moved.' : — Ps. xv. And again: "O good Jesus! be thou always on my right ; take hold of my right hand, for I know that no adversary can affect me, if no iniquity sways me. Let my left be harassed and mutilated ; let it be as sailed with injuries and aggravated with insults : I willingly sacrifice it, so I be under your custody and protection, so that you stand at my right hand."

And elsewhere, "It is one thing," says he, "to be actuated by virtue, another to be ruled by wis dom : it is one thing to be absolute in virtue, another to be delighted in sweetness. For though wisdom be powerful and virtue sweet, yet, to give words their true meaning, vigor belongs properly to virtue ; and serenity of soul, with a kind of spiritual sweet ness, is the certain mark of wisdom. And this I believe the apostle meant, when after many fine counsels relating to virtue, he adds, ' that wisdom consists in sweetness in the Holy Spirit.' To resist then, to repel force with force, which are prop erties strictly belonging to virtue, are undoubtedly attended with real honor : but that honor a very laborious one. For there is a great difference between the painful defence of their honor and the quiet possession of it. In short, to be actuated by virtue, and to be in full enjoyment of virtue, are two things.

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Whatever virtue produces, wisdom enjoys: and what wisdom disposes and resolves, virtue moder ates, and puts in practice. ' Write wisdom in your leisure,' says the wise man. — Eccles. xxxviii. The leisure then of wisdom is business ; and Ine more wisdom is at leisure, the more active it is in its proper sphere. On the other side, virtue shines the brighter for exercise : and to be properly active, is the proof of virtue. So that if any one should define wisdom to be the love of virtue, I cannot see how he would be wrong. For where there is love, labor becomes sweetness, and therefore, perhaps, wisdom, which in Latin is sapient i a, takes its etymology from sapor, relish, as a kind of quality or ingredient added to virtue, which gives a relish to that which would otherwise be merely tasteless and insipid. Nor should I think it amiss to define wisdom, the relish of good. It belongs then to virtue," adds the saint, " to bear troubles with forti tude ; but to wisdom, the rejoicing in tribulations. To comfort your heart and sustain the Lord, is the part of virtue ; but to taste and see that the Lord is sweet, is that of wisdom. And that the properties of both may the better appear from nature itself, let it suffice to observe, that modesty of mind is a certain proof of wisdom, as constancy is of virtue. And right it is that wisdom should follow virtue, since virtue is a kind of solid foundation on which wisdom raises the superstructure."

In another place, he says, "Happy the man who directs the sufferings and passions with a view of jus tice, so as to bear all he suffers for the Son of God, without complaining at heart, but with praise and thanksgiving. He who carries himself thus, properly takes up his bed and walks. Our bed is our body, in which before we were languishing, subservient to

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our unruly desires and lawless appetites. We then take up this bed when we compel it to obey the spirit." "Thespirit," says the same saint, "is truly manifold which inspires, so many different ways, the children of men in such a manner, that no one can abscond, or screen himself from its heat. Insomuch that it is given them for their use, for miracles, for salvation, for help, for comfort, and for fervor in devotion. For the use of life it is given to the good and bad ; and yields alike to the worthy and the unworthy abundance of advantages, without any limits prefixed to it : and therefore he would be highly ungrate ful, who should deny or not acknowledge these benefits of the spirit. It is given for miracles, in the many signs, prodigies, and wondrous virtues it operates by the hands of some. It was the spirit operated so many marvellous works in antiquity, and which confirms our faith in old miracles, by the daily new ones it manifests to us. But as the gift of miracles is not always useful to the operator of them, therefore the spirit is likewise given to salva tion, as when, with all our heart, we turn to the Lord our God. It is given for help, when, in the midst of our struggles with trials of trouble, it assists our weakness. And, when the spirit gives testimony to our spirit that we are the children of God, that inspiration is given us for our comfort. Finally, the spirit is given for fervor, when breathing strongly into the hearts of the perfect, it kindles a powerful flame of divine charity, by the means of which, in the hope of the children of God, we glory in tribula tions, deem scandal an honor to us, rejoice in the in juries done us, and are transported with pleasure when loaded with contempt. To all of us then the spirit is given for salvation, but not alike for fervor. There are but few replenished with this spirit ; but

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very few, who covet and pursue it. We are content with our own narrowness ; and neither labor to breathe the breath of liberty, nor even so much as aspire to it." Thus far St. Bernard.

You have seen then, gentle reader, the many and beautiful reasons which the saint gives, to show how necessary afflictions are for us. Wonder not, then, that our Saviour should suffer his disciples, whom he loved so tenderly, to be harassed with tempests, tears, and afflictions, since you see the great useful ness of them. We frequently read of their being agitated with storms and contrary winds, but never read of their being once shipwrecked. Which ough t to serve you as a lesson to stand firm, patient and cheerful, amidst the contradictions and trials you may meet with : and so to exercise yourself in the practice of the spirit, as, filled with its fervor, to covet sufferings for the sake of our Lord Jesus Christ, who chose this way for himself and his followers, and was the first to tread it before us.

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THE WOMAN OF CANAAN ENTREATS JESUS 7N iiEKALF OF*

DAUGHTER.

CHAPTER XXXVII.

CHRIST RELIEVES THE DAUGHTER OF THE WOMAN OP

CANAAN, WHO WAS POSSESSED WITH THE DEVIL :

AND HOW OUR ANGEL GUARDIANS FAITHFULLY

ASSIST US.

AS our Lord Jesus was going about exercising in the most laborious manner the functions of preaching, and curing the infirm, there came to him a woman of Canaan, of the race of the Gentiles, be-

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seeching him to heal her daughter, who was pos sessed with the devil. This woman's faith was so great, that she firmly believed, and without hesita tion, that he could do it. Notwithstanding our Lord at first made her no answer, she persisted, and con tinued to cry out, and to beg of him to have mercy on her : insomuch, that his disciples, compassionat ing her cries, earnestly entreated him in her behalf. And, when our Lord at length made answer, that "it was not good to take the bread of the children, and to cast it to the dogs;" she, with profound humility, replied, "that the dogs also eat of the crumbs that fall from the table of their masters." Wherefore, she was thought worthy to be heard, and was granted what she petitioned for.

Consider here our Lord Jesus and his disciples, and have recourse to the general heads of meditation, as I have before prescribed to you. Reflect, how ever, at the same time, on the virtues of this woman, and endeavor to profit by them, which were chiefly three. The first was, her great faith, which even ex tended to her daughter, and for which she was praised by our Lord. The second was, her per severing prayer ; for she was not only persevering but importunate : which importunity is also accept able to God, as I have before showed you. The third was, her profound humility ; for she neither denied herself to be included in the comparison which our Lord made, nor thought herself worthy to be reckoned among his children, or to have the bread itself, but was content to receive the crumbs alone. She greatly humbled herself, and therefore obtained what she sought for. The same will hap pen to you if, with a sincere, pure, and faithful mind, persevering in prayer, you humble yourself before God, esteeming yourself unworthy to receive

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any good from him, you may then assuredly expect to obtain what you ask for. And as the apostles interceded for the Cananean woman, so will your angel guardian intercede for you, and offer up your prayers to the Almighty. Upon this head hear St. Bernard : .

" Often when my soul has been sighing, praying, and tormenting itself with anxiety for its heavenly spouse, and that the dearly desired, and so much sought after, has, in his own mercy, condescended to meet her, I thought she might, from her own expe rience, repeat that sentence of Jeremiah : ' Thou art good, O Lord, to such as hope in thee, to the soul which seeks thee.' The very angel who accompanies our heavenly spouse, is the previous minister of the secret salutation ; with what joy, with what delight, with what transport, turning to our Lord, does he say : ' I render thanks to thee, O Lord of Majesty ; because thou hast given him his heart' s desire, and hast not withholden the request of his lips.' — Ps. xx. He it is who sedulously, and in every place, as a constant pursuer of the soul, never ceases to admonish it by continual suggestions, saying : ' Delight thyself in the Lord, and he will give thee the desires of thy heart.' And again: 'Wait on the Lord, and keep his ways. Though he tarry, wait for him, because he will surely come, he will not tarry.'— Hob. ii. And to the Lord he says : 'As the hart panteth after the fountains of water, so my soul panteth after thee, O God.'-— P*. xli, 'He hath desired thee in the night, and thy spirit in the inmost recess of his heart. From the morn ing he hath watched unto thee.' And again : 'The whole day he hath stretched out his hands unto thee. Dismiss him. for he crieth after thee. Return, O Lord, and vouchsafe to give ear. Look down from

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Heaven and behold and visit the forsaken.' The faithful paranympli, who is conscious, without envy, of the natural love between the soul and her spouse, seeks not anything for himself, but only the glory of his Lord. He passe th mutually between the heavenly spouse and his beloved, offering her vows, and bringing his gifts, exciting her to love, and moving him to mercy. Sometimes also, though seldom, he renders them present to himself ; either attracting her, or inviting him, for he is familiarly known in the sacred mansion of Heaven, nor fears a repulse, as he sees daily the face of the heavenly Father." Thus far St. Bernard,

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LU1UJ JtitiUiS (JURIST. 219 In chapter XXXV, in.

THE PHARISEES, AND OTHERS, SCANDALIZED AT THE

WORDS OF OUR LORD JESUS.

WE ought never to wonder that some take occa sion of scandal at our words and actions, though they be ever so grjd and perfect; seeing that this often befell our Lord himself, who could not err in word or deed. For it happened at a cer tain time that the Pharisees asked our Lord, why his disciples did not wash their hands before they ate? Our Lord answered and reproved them for having more regard to the outward cleanliness of the body, than the inward purity of the soul. At which answer they were scandalized; but our Lord regarded them not.

At another time, as he was teaching in the syn agogue, some of his disciples, being too worldly- minded, did not understand him, and went away. But to his chosen twelve he said, "Will ye also go away?" Peter, in the name of the rest, answered: * ' To whom shall we go \ Thou hast the words of eternal life." Consider him in these and the like things ; how he speaks with authority, and teaches with true doctrine, having no regard to the scandal of the weak and simple : wherefore we must observe, first, that we are not to depart from the virtue of jus tice on account of another being scandalized. Sec ondly, that we ought to be more careful for the inward purity of our hearts, than solicitous for the

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outward cleanliness of the body, which our Lord, in another place, more expressly recommends, saying, in St. Luke, that "we must live according to the spirit:" so that the words of our Redeemer should not seem strange to us, as they did to those disciples who, when he said in St. John, "Unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man," etc, could not bear to hear them ; and therefore, being scandalized, departed from him, but we should rather acknowledge them to be the words of eternal life ; that, together with the twelve that remained with him, we may endeavor perfectly to imitate him. In chapter XXXIX, THE REWARD PROMISED BY OUR LORD JESUS TO THOSE

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ST. PETER, the prudent and faithful disciple of our Lord, on a certain occasion asked him, in the name of the rest of his brethren the a postles, what reward they should have who had quitted the world, and all things in it, for the love of him. Our Lord, amongst other things, answered, "That they who should forsake all worldly things to follow him, should receive a reward of a hundred-fold in this world, and life everlasting in the next." Consider well the greatness of this reward, exult with the utmost joy, and render praise and thanksgiving to God, who has placed thee in a state to negotiate so advantageously for thyself as to be able to gain a hundred for one, and, withal, eternal life. This hundred-fold, how ever, is not to be understood of temporal things, but of spiritual ones only ; that is, of inward consolation,

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and heavenly virtues, which we shall prove by ex perience, and not acquire by knowledge. For when the soul begins to have a true relish for the virtues of poverty, charity, patience, and other Christian perfec tions, and takes pleasure and delight in the constant practice of them, may it not be truly said of her, that she has received a hundred-fold ? And if at length she still rises to more sublime degrees of per fection, so as frequently to partake of the inward visits of her divine and heavenly spouse, may it not be again affirmed with truth, that she has re ceived a thousand fold for all, whatever it may be, that she has given up for his sake ? You see then the veracity of the words which were uttered by Eternal Truth, who never fails even in this world, to reward the soul that is truly devoted to him with an hundred-fold, and this not once, but frequently ; affecting it often with so deep a sense of his divine love as to make it esteem as the merest dirt every thing it has forsaken, and the whole world itself, for the sake of obtaining possession of its divine and heavenly spouse. But that you maybe more amply instructed in relation to this hundred fold gift of the gospel, and may reap more benefit from it, hear what St. Bernard says on that head: "If any one," says he, " should say, show me the hundred fold that is promised, and I will freely quit all things of this life to obtain it. But why should I show it ? Since faith, which has human reason for its voucher, can have no merit. Will you sooner give credit to the evidence of man than believe the promises of God ? You err by diving too deeply into the hidden mysteries 01 the Lord. Unless you be lieve, you cannot understand. It is a hidden manna ; and in the apocalypse of St. John, a new name is promised that shall overcome : a name

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which no one knows but he that receives it." And again he says : "Does he not possess all things to whom all things are turned to good ? Has he not received a hundred-fold who is filled with the Holy Ghost, and possesses Christ in his breast ? Or rather, shall we not say, that the visitation of the Holy Ghost, and the presence of Jesus Christ, far ex ceed the hundred-fold gift of any other thing? * Oh ? how great is the multitude of thy sweetness, which thou hast laid up for those that fear thee, which thou hast wrought for them that trust in thee !' saith the royal Psalmist. — Ps. xxx. Observe here how the soul breaks forth into the remembrance, of the abundance of spiritual sweetness, and how, in endeavoring to express herself, she multiplies her words. 'How great,' saith she, 'is the multitude,' etc. This hundred-fold, therefore, is the adoption of children, the freedom and first-fruits of the spirit, the delight of charity, the glory of a good con science, and the kingdom of God which is within us. It consists not in meat or drink, but in the jus tice, peace, and joy of the Holy Ghost. A joy indeed, not in the hopes of a future glory, but rather in the present suffering of tribulations. This is that fire which Christ would have vehemently to be enkindled. This is the virtue which made St. Andrew so cheerfully embrace the cross he was to die on, St. Lawrence despise the butcheries of his cruel tyrants, and which made St. Stephen, at his death, pray for those who stoned him. This is that peace which Christ left to those that should follow him, for it is 'a gift, and peace to the elect cf God.' It is the peace of the father, and a gift of future glory. It exceeds all sense, and is not to be com pared with anything under the heavens, or whatever is desirable in this world. This is the plentiful

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grace of devotion, and the holy unction teaching us all those things, which they prove who have experi enced them, and they who have not experienced are ignorant of." Thus far St. Bernard.

Rejoice then, and be glad, and as I have said before, render thanks to God, that he has called you to receive this hundred-fold, and invited you to enter often into the paradise of joy, which by the study and exercise of prayer, you may hope to obtain.

CHAPTER XL.

OUR LORI JESUS ASKS HIS DISCIPLES WHAT THE JEWS

SAY OF HIM.

AS our blessed Lord was coming into the quarters of Csesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples what the Jews said of him, and likewise, whom they thought him to be, and other things. Some of them answered, and said : "Some take you for John the Baptist, others for Elias, and others for Jeremiah, or one of the Prophets." But Peter, for himself and the rest, answered : "Thou art Christ, the Son of the living God." And our Lord said to him: "Thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my Church, and the gates of Hell shall not prevail against it." At the same time he gave him the keys of Heaven, the power to loose or bind upon earth. Behold here, then, pious reader, our Lord and his disciples, and contemplate them according to the general rules before given you. And observe, more over, that Peter, whom Christ so exalted above the rest, was a little after called Satan by the same Christ, because through the too great attachment which Peter had to the visible presence of Christ's

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humanity, lie endeavored to dissuade him from suf» fering, and from going through his passion. Do you likewise follow the example of Christ, and esteem them to be your enemies, who endeavor to draw you from the practice of spiritual exercises, for the sake of any temporal good or corporal gratification.

THE TRANSFIGURATION.

In chapter XLI, THE GLORIOUS TRANSFIGURATION OF OUR LORD JESUS

</!Sr MOUNT TABOR.

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man, by living among them as a man ; and that he was also perfect God, by the wonderful miracles he wrought, which far surpassed the power and nature of a pure man. He had likewise farther told them, that, as man, he should suffer a most painful and opprobrious death ; and afterwards rise again glori ously to life, as he was God. After all this he con cluded, and said, that there were some of them then present, who should not see death till they had first seen the Son of Man, who was himself, coming in his kingdom ; that is to say, beheld him in his glorious transfiguration, and saw his sacred humanity re- splendently shining with a wonderful brightness, as they should afterwards behold him in his heavenly glory.

To this purpose, therefore, about eight days after, he took with him three of his disciples, Peter, James, and John, and went up to the top of a mountain called Tabor, and was there transfigured before them ; that is, he was so altered and changed from his common appearance, that he put on that beautiful and glorious form, in which he was to appear seated in the high throne of Majesty, so that his face and countenance became bright as the sun, and his gar ments were as white as snow.

And presently there appeared Moses and Elias speaking with him concerning his sacred passion, which he was to undergo in Jerusalem, and said : "Lord, it is not expedient for thee to die, because one drop only of thy precious blood is sufficient to redeem the world." But our Lord Jesus answered, "The good pastor giveth his life for his sheep : so, therefore, it behooves me to do." The apostles re mained ecstatic amidst this glorious vision : and St. Peter above the rest, being forgetful of all earthly things, was desirous of remaining therein possession

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of that glance of bliss, and therefore said, " Lord, it is good for us to be here: if thou wilt, let us make here three tabernacles : one for thee, and one for Moses, and one for Elias."— John xvii. But as the holy Evangelist takes notice, "He knew not what he said " in desiring to continue with our Lord Jesus in that place of bliss, before he had suffered that painful death, which he had before told them he was first to do. The Holy Ghost, likewise appear ing in the brightness of a cloud, overshadowed him, and out of the cloud there came a voice from Heaven, saying, "This is my beloved Son in whom I am well pleased, .hear ye him." The apostles, trembling with fear at this voice, fell flat, with their faces to the ground: but our Lord Jesus raised them, and bid them not to fear: and lifting up their eyes, and looking around them, they saw none but him alone. Contemplate well these passages, and endeavor to render yourself present, by devout meditation, to the things already said, because they contain most great and sublime mysteries.

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TEMPLE.

CHAPTER XL1I.

THE BUYERS AND SELLERS CAST OUT OF THE TEMPLE.

OUR Lord Jesus, at two several times, cast the buyers and sellers out of the temple ; which action, of all the miracles he .wrought, seems the most strange and wonderful. For when he per formed other miracles among them, in which he evidently declared the power of his Godhead, those perverse people, the scribes and Pharisees, blas phemed and contemned him for them : but at this

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time, though there were great multitudes assembled together in the temple, they had not power to resist or withstand him ; while he, with a scourge made of cords, drove them all out before him. The reason of this was, that his inward zeal and fervor being vehemently enkindled in seeing his heavenly Father so much dishonored, especially in that place where he ought to have been the most honored and worshipped, made him appear to them with a ter rible and dreadful countenance, so that they were affrighted, and had not power to resist him. Con sider him here attentively, and compassionate him, for he is full of compassionate grief: but, at the same time, fear him. For it is a dreadful example that ought to be considered by all men ; but more especially by such as have any office or authority in the Church of God, and by all religious persons who are placed in the house of God, to serve him in devout prayer, and other holy and spiritiml ex ercises. For if such idly busy themselves, and med dle with worldly affairs, they may justly fear the wrath and indignation of God against them, and apprehend the danger of being cut off from his grace in this life, and cast out of his eternal glory in the life to come.

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In chapter LXIII, THE SICK MAN THAT WAS HEALED AT THE WATER IN

JERUSALEM, CALLED PROBATION PISCINA.

was in the city of Jerusalem a standing L pool of water, in the nature of a pond, in which the sheep were washed that were to be offered in sacrifice. In this place also, according to the opinion of the Fathers, afterwards lay hidden the wood of the holy cross. This water was stirred once

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in eveiy year, by particular appointment of God, by an angel, and the sick person that first descended into it after its being stirred was immediately healed of his infirmity: on which account great numbers oi' sick people remained continually near the water, expecting it to be moved by the angel. Among these there was one lying on his bed, who had been ill of the palsy thirty eight years, whom our Lord healed on the Sub bath-day. Here, according to your usual method, consider how humbly our Lord approaches the sick man, and speaks to him. For in this action there are three things worthy of the greatest attention.

The first is, our Lord Jesus asked the sick person whether he would be healed or not ? By which we are given to understand, that our Lord, without our consent, will not bestow salvation upon us. Where fore all stubborn and sinful persons, who neither desire, nor yet will give consent to such internal mo tions as God inspireth them with for their salvation, are undoubtedly without excuse. For as St. Augus tine saith, " He that made thee without thee, cannot save thee without thee."

The second thing which is to be observed is, that we ought to be careful after we are freed and cleansed from sin, not to fall wilfully into it again, lest our crime, for so doing, should be punished by our Lord with more severity. Wherefore he said to the sick man whom he had restored, "Go thy way and sin no more, lest worse happen unto thee."

The third thing we ought to consider is, that wicked men usually misconstrue the good works of others, and look upon them with an evil eye : but good men do the contrary. For thus the Jews, full of envy, when they saw the sick man miraculously cured by our Lord Jesus, and carrying away his bed on the

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Sabbath, immediately told him, "That it was not lawful to do it on that day ;" to whom he answered, " That he who had made him whole, said to him, take up thy bed and walk." Before this, they asked him not wno it was that had healed him, but began to carp at what displeased them, and what they thought repre hensible and took no notice at all of the good work which was commendable and so manifestly wrought before them. This is the manner of all wicked men, to turn everything to the worst, which good men convert to the best. For they who lead a spiritual life interpret all things in the best manner, to the honor and glory of God, whether prosperity or adver sity, knowing that everything which comes to pasa is through his holy will or permission ; and therefore judge the best of, and reap thence great increase ol merit, as St. Bernard teaches, saying, "Pry not too far into other men's lives, nor rashly judge of their actions. Think no evil of thy neighbor, but if thou see anything that is bad, excuse at least his intention if you cannot his works : imagine the cause to be ignorance, inadvertency, or an accident. And if his crimes are beyond all dissimulation, say at least to yourself, it was the effect of a violent temptation: had it been as powerful in me what destruction would it not have wrought ?" Thus far St. Bernard. That the good reap benefit from all things, even from their own and other men's sins, from the things most hurtful, and from the works of the devil himself, the same saint thus argues : " Though the irrational and animal part cannot attain to what is spiritual, yet it must be owned that, by the bodily service it does, it very much helps those to obtain it, who turn the use of all temporal and worldly things to the eternal ad vantage of their souls, by making use of the things of this life, as if they used them not.7' And again:

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"Though there are some creatures which are found not only useless, but inconvenient, and even perni cious, yet it is certain that they contribute to the good of temporal and worldly men. For they have ever something that may turn to the good of those, who, according to their resolution, are called saints, if not by affording nourishment or performing their due office, at least by exercising their mind by the help of him, who is always ready to those who make use of their reason, helping them to make a proficiency in good discipline ; by whom also, ' The invisible things of God are seen, being understood by those things which are made.' — Rom. i. In short, he that has grace enough to take all things in good part, and to suppose that all which God sends is for the best, shall be enabled to suffer many trials and tribulations, with little pain ; and by daily exercise obtain at length so great a peace and tranquillity of mind, that seldom or never anything shall offend or molest him, but that shall be verified in him, which the wise may saith, 'Whatever shall happen to the just man it shall not make him sorry.' " — Prov. xii.

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CHAPTER XLIV.

OUB LORD JESUS RECEIVED BY THE TWO SISTERS, MARY

AND MARTHA ; AND OF THE TWO SORTS OF LIVES

SIGNIFIED THEREBY.

IT happened on a certain time, that our Lord Jesus went with his disciples to the city of Bethania, to a house named the castle of Martha and Mary. And ^they, whose love and affections were wholly placed in him, were exceeding glad at his coming, and re- feeived him with all possible joy and respect. Martha,

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the eldest sister, who had the care and government of the house, went immediately to provide meat for him and his disciples, but Mary her sister, forgetting as it were, all corporal food, and desiring to feed her soul with the fervent love of her dear Saviour Jesus, sat herself on the ground, beside his feet. And as our Lord, who was never idle, was talking according to his usual custom, of those things which regard eternal life, she, with her heart and thoughts fixed on him, attentively listened to his blessed words, and took a pleasure beyond expression, in the exposition of his heavenly doctrine. Martha, who was busy in making ready the provision for our Lord and his dis ciples, seeing her sister sitting idly as it were at his feet, was troubled at it, and therefore complained to our Lord, and begged him to bid her sister to rise and help her.

Mary, at the voice of her sister, awakened as it were from the depth of a sweet sl^ep, and fearing she would be deprived of that sweet contentment and quiet repose in which her soul was being, always obedient to the will of God, said nothing, but rev erently bowing down her face to the ground, humbly waited to hear what our Lord would say to her. Our Lord answering in her behalf, said unto Martha : "Martha, Martha, thou art careful and art troubled about many things : but one thing is necessary. Mary hath chosen the better part, which shall not be taken away from her."

At this answer of our Lord Jesus, Mary was greatly comforted, and sat with more confidence at his sacred feet, pursuing with perseverance her former pur pose. But at length, when all was ready for his re fection, and he had done speaking, she arose, fetched water to wash his hands, and remaining there present. diligently served him with all things he wanted.

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Consider here attentively, pious reader, our Lord entering this house, and with what extreme joy they receive him, together with all that passed as before- mentioned, because thence you may gather most beautiful matter for your devout meditation.

You must know then, that by these two sisters, the Holy Fathers understand two different states of life, the one active, the other contemplative. To treat of these would be a subject of great extent, but though I am convinced that it is not necessary to dwell long upon it, I will, nevertheless, say something on that head : first, because St Bernard in many places has largely treated of it ; and secondly, because it is a subject most useful, full of all spiritual comfort, and very necessary. According to this two fold manner of living we all proceed, but how we ought to act, is a matter we are ignorant of ; which is unfortunate and dangerous, especially to men of religious lives.

The active kind of life is emblematically repre sented in Martha : which active life itself is divisible into two parts. The first is, that by which every one acts chiefly for his own good ; correcting, mending, and improving himself in virtue ; and next for the good of his neighbor, by works of justice, piety, and charity. The second is, that by which a man is led, though for greater merit's sake, to exercise himself chiefly for his neighbor's advantage, in governing, teaching, and forwarding the conversion of souls : as prelates and preachers do. Between these two parts of active life is the contemplative ; and it is disposed in this manner, that every one do exercise himself, first in prayer, sacred studies, and other good deeds and offices of life, with an intention to correct his own vices and acquire virtues ; secondly, that he rest in contemplation, seeking solitude, and conversation apart with God ; and, thirdly, that by both exercises

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inspired and enlightened with true wisdom and good ness, and thence become zealous, give himself up to the salvation of others.

CHAPTER XLV.

OUR LORD WARNS THE JEWS THAT THE CHURCH

. SHALL DEVOLVE ON THE GENTILES, IN THE

PARABLE OF THE HUSBANDMEN WHO KILLED THE

SON OF THEIR LORD.

OUR Lord, zealous for the salvation of the souls for which he was come to pay down the ran som of life, tried by every means to draw them to himself, and to deliver them from the jaws of sin and Satan. Sometimes, therefore, he made use of the most gentle and insinuating means ; and at others of severe and terrifying reproofs : sometimes he re curred to similitudes, sometimes to signs and wonders ; now to prophecies, and anon to threats : thus varying the means and manner of cure, accord ing to the place and time, and the diversity of persons.

In this place he reproves the princes and Pharisees, with severe language, which, however, was so justly applied, that they took it to themselves. He pro posed to them the parable of the husbandmen, who killed their lord's messengers, sent to them to demand payment of the fruits due to him, and asked what punishment was due to such unworthy tenants ; they replied, their lord must destroy the wretches, and let his vineyard to other husbandmen. Jesus, therefore,

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approving their answer, replied to them : the king dom of God, that is the Church, shall be taken from

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among you : and shall be given to another people, who will cultivate it : that is, to the Gentiles : of whom we and the whole church are descended To this he added the example of the corner-stone, which signified himself, who was to overthrow Judaism. Upon which, finding themselves to be the persons meant, instead of reforming, they became more ex asperated, and quite blinded with malice. In chapter XLVl, THE JEWS SEEK TO ENSNARE OUR SAVIOUR BY HIS

OWN WORDS.

AS our Lord Jesus neglected no means that might conduce to the salvation of the Jews, so, on the contrary, the Jews omitted none to calumniate and destroy him. They thought, therefore, to deceive him. biit they deceived themselves with their own devices. They sent to him some of their own dis ciples, accompained by the servants of Herod, to inquire whether it was lawful for them to give tribute to Caesar ? By this means, they hoped to bring him under the suspicion of Caesar and his friends, or ren der him at least odious to the Jews, believing he could not answer but against himself. But the all-wise searcher of hearts, seeing their malice, answered them, that they must give to Caesar his own and to God his due ; and told them withal, that they were hypocrites who concealed under fair words a mali-

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cious pi; 1 1 ( -se. Thus disappointed in their fraudulent intentions, they returned with shame.

Here consider attentively our Lord Jesus, accord ing to the general method of contemplation I laid down for you ; and reflect likewise, that Christ will not allow us to defraud temporal princes and magis trates of their just rights, whether good or bad, be lievers or unbelievers. Wherefore, it is a great sin to refuse payment of the customs and taxes, which our temporal superiors think proper to lay on us for the good of the state. In chapter XLVII, THE BLIND MAN RESTORED TO SIGHT AT JERICHO, ETC.

THE bountiful Lord Jesus, who, out of his im mense love for us, came down from his divine Father's throne to accomplish our salvation, pre pared to set out for Jerusalem, to meet his approach ing passion, which he had even at this time foretold to them, but they were too blind in their obstinacy to understand him. When, therefore, he drew near to Jericho, a certain blind man, who sat on the way beg ging, having intelligence from the populace of his pas- ing by, began to cry powerfully to him for pity. And though themultituderebuked him, they could neither dismay nor silence him. The Lord Jesus, therefore, out of regard to his faith and fervor, ordered him to be brought to him, and asked him, "What wilt thou that I do unto thee ?" — To whom the blind man an swered, "Lord, that I see:" — which our compassion-

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ate Lord granted saying, " See :" — and thus saying, restored him to sight. Consider here attentively, de vout reader, the graciousness of our Lord : and at the same time reflect on the great efficacy of prayer, at tended with faith and perseverance. Importunity in prayer, you see, does not displease God, but is rather agreeable to him. You have already an instance of this in the Cananean, and elsewhere, and another in the man who obtained the loaves by night through the im portunity of prayer. And thus does the Lord grant to all who importune him their just and orderly peti tions. For it is to every one alike he says : "What wilt thou that I do to thee?" — Nay, he often grants .even more than is asked, as we shall see in the person of Zacheus. Ask, then, like the blind man, without blushing. For why should you blush to serve Gfod, to throw off sin, or to ask the graces necessary for either. To be bashful, is sometimes a virtue, but may often times be a great fault, as St. Bernard observes :

"There is a shame to sin, and a shame to glory. It is a good shame to blush at the thought of sinning or having sinned. And though no human witness be by, you ought with so much the more modesty to revere the presence of a divine one, as you are truly convinced by how much he surpasses man in purity, and that he is as heinously offended at sin as he is distant from it. Such a kind of shame may boldly bid defiance to reproach, and paves a way to glory, by not admitting sin, or at least by repenting of and atoning for it, if committed. But should we be ashamed or grieved to make acknowledgment of our faults ; such a shame is to sin, and deviates widely from glory. For the evil which compunction would fain expel from the heart, this false, this foolish shame, the binder of all lips, suffer not to be banished from it. O sovereign kind of victory to yield to the

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divine Majesty ; and t« find no reluctance in submit ting to the authority of his Church ! O strange per versity, not to blush at defiling, and yet to blush at cleansing your feet." Thus far St. Bernard.

Whatever may occur to your imagination concern ing this blind man, is alike applicable to those other two blind men whom our Lord enlightened at his going forth from Jericho, as he did this before his entrance into that city. Of the two former, see St. Matthew, chap, xx., and St. Mark, chap, x., where the name of one of them is mentioned : and that upon their crying out, as this poor man did, they received the same answer, and were cured by our Lord.

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CHAPTER XLVIII.

OITR LOED GOES INTO THE HOUSE OF ZA CHEFS.

WHEN our Lord Jesus, at his entry into Jericho,' was passing through the streets, Zacheus, the chief of the publicans, who was informed of his ap proach, and very desirous to see him, but could not for the throng : at length, being a very little man, he got up into a sycamore tree that he might at least behold him thence. — Jesus therefore, knowing and accepting his faith and desire, said to him, " Zacheus,

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make haste and come down, for I must this day abide in thy house." He immediately came down, received him with great joy and reverence, and prepared for him a noble repast. Here you see, Christian reader, the gracious courtesy of our blessed Saviour, who grants Zacheus so much more than he presumed to hope for, or ask. He sought a sight of him, and Jesus gave him himself. Such is the power of prayer ! And the desire is such 1 Nay, it is a loud voice, and an effectual petition. Wherefore says the Psalmist, "The Lord hath granted the desire of the poor, and thy ear hath heard the preparation of their heart." And at the time when Moses wai silent with his lips, and speaking only in his heart, the Lord said to him, ' ' Why do you cry aloud to me?" — Exod. xiv. Contemplate here our divine Lord, graciously sitting at table with Zacheus, amidst a company of sinners, and familiarly con versing with them, in order to gain them over to himself. Behold, likewise, the disciples, sitting with the same sinners, and conversing with, and encour aging them tc good works: knowing it to be the will of their divine master.

CHAPTER XLIX.

OHEIST GIVES SIGHT TO THE MAN BORN BLIND.

WHEN" our Lord went to Jerusalem he saw a man that was born blind, whose name was CaBlidonius : and stooping down, he made paste of earth with his spittle, with which he anointed his eyes, and sent him to the pool called Siloe, to bathe. The man went, bathed his eyes, and received his

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sight. This miracle, which was strictly examined into by the Jews, turned to their confusion. — See the story in the gospel, where it is plainly and beau tifully related. Behold her*1 our Lord Jesus, and contemplate him according to the general rules al ready laid down to you. Here, too, consider the great gratitude of the cured man, who courageously and resolutely defends our divine Lord before the very princes and rulers of tne Jews, without spar ing them in any way, even before he had the bless ing of seeing our Lord. The virtue of gratitude is extremely commendable and pleasing in the sight of God, as its opposite is a detestable vice before him. Of which subject, thus speaks St. Bernard : "Learn to be thankful for every grace received. Consider diligently the favors heaped upon you, that no gift of God be defrauded of the due return of gratitude and thanksgiving you ought to make, whether the gift be great, middling, or little. Lastly, we are directed to gather the fragments, lest they perish : that is, not to suffer the least benefit be stowed upon us to be forgotten. But does not that perish which is conferred upon the ungrateful ? In gratitude is the soul's worst enemy ; it is the de stroyer of merit, the disperser of virtues and the exterminator of all good. Ingratitude is a burning gale, which dries up the very spring1 of piety, the dew of mercy, and the stream of grace."

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CHAPTER L.

OTTR LORD RETREATS FROM THE TEMPLE TO HIDE

HIMSET/F WHEN THE JEWS WOULD HAVE STONED

HIM.

WHEN" our Lord Jesus was preaching one day in the temple, he said, among other things, "If any one keeps my word, he shall never taste death." The Jews answered him, "You are then greater than our father Abraham who died?" To which our Saviour replied, "Before Abraham was made, I am." Which the Jews taking for an impos sibility, and an untruth, took stones to stone him. But he retired out of the temple and hid himself ; for as yet the hour of his passion was not come. Be hold, then, with concern, how the Lord of all is con temptuously treated by his vile, unworthy creatures, and how meekly he gives way to their fury, retreats amidst the crowd, and, with his disciples, patiently and modestly withdraws from the effects of their rage, like the weakest among them. In chapter LL, THE JEWS SEEK A SECOND TIME TO STONE HIM.

A NOTHER time, at the feast of the dedication <£*• of the temple, our Lord being in Solomon's porch, was surrounded by these ravenous wolves, who, grinning with their teeth, said, "If thou art

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Christ, tell us openly?" To whom the most meek and patient Lamb of God answered humbly, " I tell you so ; but you do not believe me." Behold here, then, this affecting scene. He speaks to them with humble affability ; and they, with brutal noise and fury, disturb and molest him, and at length, not able to contain the venom in their breasts, take stones to throw at him. Nevertheless, our Lord spoke to them in engaging words, saying, "I have done many good things amongst you ; for which of them is it that you would stone me." "Because," say they, " you being a man, would make yourself a God." Observe their unaccountable stupidity. They would know whether he is Christ, and when he proves it to them by words and actions, they want to stone him, without being able to produce one excuse why they cannot or ought not to believe him to be what he really is. But as his hour was not yet come, he got safe out of their hands, and retired to that part of Jordan where John had baptized, which is dis tant from Jerusalem about eighteen miles. Behold then our Saviour, and consider him and his disciples under this affliction, and mentally compassionate them with all the tenderness you are master of.

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CHAPTER LIT.

THE RAISING OF LAZAKUS.

THIS miracle is a famous one, very solemn, and worthy to be meditated on with the utmost devotion. Wherefore, endeavor to render yourself as present in mind to all that is here said, as if you had actually been present when it happened ; and freely converse, and not only with our Lord Jesus and his disciples, but with all this blessed family, so devoted to and beloved by our Lord, that is, Lazarus, Mary, and Martha. Lazarus therefore being dangerously ill, and at the point of death, his sisters, who were very intimate with Christ, sent to him to the place whither he had retreated beyond Jordan, saying, "Our brother Lazarus, whom you love, is sick." — They sent him no further message, either because they thought that sufficient to a friend, and an understanding one ; or else because they dared not invite him, knowing that the chiefs of the Jews were laying snares for his life. Our Lord Jesus hearing the news, remained silent for two days ; and then, among other things, said to his disciples, Lazarus is dead ; and I rejoice for your sakes, that I was not there. Observe the goodness, love, and diligence of our Lord, with relation to his disciples. They returned then, and came near to Bethany. Martha, as soon as she was informed of it. ran to meet him, and falling at his feet, said, " Lord, if you had been here, my brother had not

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died." — Onr Lord answered, that he should arise, and thence they began to talk of the resurrection.

Then he sent for Mary, for whom he had a special love ; who no sooner knew of it, than she arose, and came to him with haste, and falling at his feet said the same thing. Our Lord, seeing his beloved af flicted and in tears, could not refrain from tears him self, but wept with her. Behold him, then, with the devout women and his disciples weeping; and be moved with the tenderness of the affecting scene.

After awhile, our Lord asked them, "Where have you put him ?" — Not that he did not know ; but be cause, as he was talking to human creatures, he spoke to them in a human manner. They answered him, " Lord, come and see." — And they led him to the sepulchre ; whither he proceeded between the two devout females, comforting and condoling with

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them, till they were so consoled as almost to forget and drown all sensations of grief in their attention to him.

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When our Lord arrived at the monument, he com manded the stone to be removed, which Martha would have dissuaded him from, saying, that the corpse must smell strong, having been four days dead. But our Lord would have the stone removed. Which done, our Lord Jesus, lifting up his eyes towards heaven, said, "I give you thanks, Father, that you have heard me : I know indeed that you always hear me ; but I speak on account of these, that they may know that you have sent me." —Behold him, then, devout reader, behold him thus praying, and con sider his great zeal for the salvation of souls. After this he cried out with a loud voice, saying, "Lazarus, come forth." — And he straight came to life, and started forth from the tomb, but tied as he was when buried. But the disciples untied him, by Christ's direction. Lazarus, when he was untied, and with his sisters, kneeled down, and returned thanks to Jesus for so great a benefit : after which they conducted him home. All who were present were extremely aston ished at what they saw, and made it so public, that multitudes, from Jerusalem and all parts, came to see Lazarus : insomuch, that the princes of the Jews, thinking themselves confounded, formed designs against his life.

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THE FIG-TREE WHICH HAD NOTHING BUT LEAVES IS CURSED.

CHAPTER LIIT.

CHKIST CURSES THE FIG-TREE.

THOUGH, according to historical narration, the curse of the fig-tree, and the presenting of the adulteress in the temple, be thought posterior to Christ's arrival in Jerusalem, yet. as it seems most proper after that arrival, to employ our meditations wholly on the passion, and the circumstances relating to it, I have inserted these two facts in this place. As then our Lord Jesus was going towards Jerusalem, he was hungry, and saw a fig-tree very beautifully

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adorned with branches and foliage. Coming therefore nigh he beheld it more closely, and finding no fruit on it, he cursed it, and it withered ; to the great surprise of his disciples. This was mystically done by our Saviour, who knew it to be a time not proper for such trees to bear. Arid he did it to signify the curse attending on hypocrites and loquacious per sons, who are like well ornamented trees without fruit. In chapter LIV, THE WOMAN DETECTED IN ADULTERY.

THE perverse Pharisees and princes of the Jews were perpetually watching, and studiously con triving how to surprise Christ by their frauds and wiles, and render him odious to the people. But their arrows were turned against themselves. As therefore a woman had been caught in adultery, and was to be stoned according to the law, they brought her to him into the temple, to enquire of him what should be done to her : which they did to perplex him, that if he should direct the law to be fulfilled, they might cast upon him the odious imputation of cruelty and want of mercy : or of injustice, if he should offer to screen her from the law. But our all- wise Saviour, seeing the snare; and willing to avoid it, humbly stooped down, and wrote with his finger on the ground ; the commentators tell us, that what he wrote was the sins of the accusers, and this writing was of such efficacy, that every one was able to read his own sins therein. When, therefore, our Lord raised himself again, and said to them uLet him

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among you who is without sin, throw the first stone," they departed, astonished and confounded, although Christ, when he had pronounced the sentence, was gracious enough to stoop again, for the sake of his envious adversaries," to save them from confusion. And thus did their duplicity evaporate and come to nothing. After her accusers were gone, our Lord admonished the woman and dismissed her. Con template, then, our divine Redeemer in all these cir cumstances, according to the rule I have prescribed to you in the beginning of this work. In chapter LV, THE CONSPIRACY OF THE JEWS AGAINST CHRIST ; AND

HIS FLIGHT INTO THE CITY OF EPHRAIM.

THE time approaching when our Lord Jesus de. signed to work our redemption by the effusion of his precious blood, the devil armed his ministers, and sharpened the malice of their hearts against him, even to death ; and the good works of our Lord, especially the raising of Lazarus, but incensed them the more to envy and rage. Whence, able no longer to contain their fury, the high priests and Pharisees held a council, in which Caiphas prophecying, they deliberated upon killing the most innocent Lamb of God. O wicked council ! O reprobate guides of the people, and evil advisers ! Wretches, what are you about to do? To what excess does your frenzy transport you ? What a sentence is this ! Where is the occasion for your murdering the Lord your God ? Is he not in the midst of you, though you know him not, searching your reins and hearts?

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Bat thus it is expedient that it should be done as you have desired. His heavenly Father has delivered him up into your hands, by you he is to be put to death, but, alas, his death shall not prove serviceable to you. He indeed shall die and rise again to save his people, but you shall perish from among his people.

The resolution of the council was made public, and our Lord was acquainted with it, but his wisdom, willing to give way to their wrath, especially as every thing was not completely fulfilled concerning him, he went to that side of the country near the desert, to the city of Ephraim. Thus flies the humble Lord of the highest heavens, before the face of his most vile and abject servants. Contemplate here our Lord Jesus Christ, and his disciples, under the repeated affliction of a painful and necessitous flight. Medi tate likewise how our blessed Lady, his immaculate mother, and her sisters, remained with St. Mary Magdalen, whom our Lord, before his departure, consoles with the promise of his speedy retura.

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CHAPTER LVI.

OUR LOED RETURNS TO BETHANIA, WHERE MARY

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AS we have seen that our Lord Jesus for our in struction used prudence in retreating from dan ger, to show us, that according to the exigence of time and place, we ought to decline, with all lawful caution, the fury of persecutors : so now he makes use of fortitude, returning of his own accord, when the due time approaches, that he may meet his pas sion, and deliver himself up into the hands of his persecutors. And as before he made use of temper ance, when he declined the multitude who sought to make him king, now he exerts his justice, when he prepares to demand the honors of a king, and that the people strew branches of palm and olive before him. But how modestly does he receive this honor, sitting humbly on an ass ! Our divine master here made use particularly of these four virtues, prudence, justice, fortitude and temperance, for our instruction. They are called cardinal virtues, that is, principal virtues, because from them all other moral virtues flow.

Our Lord, then, on the sabbath-day, before his triumph of palms, returned to Bethania, about two miles from Jerusalem, where a supper was prepared for him at the house of Simon the leper, where were present Lazarus, Martha, and Mary. It was at that time Mary poured on the head of Jesus a pound of precious ointment, and anointed his head and feet. And what she once did in the same house out of con-

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trition, she now repeats out of devotion: for she loved him above all things, and could not be ?-; Uiated with honoring him.

But the traitor Judas thought a great deal of this, and murmured at it ; when our Saviour answered for her, and defended her vigorously. Nevertheless, the traitor remained so greatly offended at it, that he from that time took occasion to betray him ; and on the Wednesday following, sold him for thirty pieces of silver. Behold then our divine Saviour here sup ping with his friends, and conversing with them for his few remaining days, until his passion ; but chiefly in the house of Lazarus and his sisters, for that was his usual refuge : there he eat by day, and there he reposed by night, with his disciples. There likewise our blessed Lady with his sisters, reposed ; whom this devout family, and chiefly Magdalen, honored, reverenced, and attended with constancy and affection. Behold then this immaculate virgin mother, struck with excess of fear for her dearly be loved Son, from whom she was never apart any more than was absolutely necessary. When our Lord, in defending Magdalen from the traitor's murmurings, %aid, "Pouring this ointment on my body, she has done it for my funeral," think you not that these words like a dagger, pierced the soul of the blessed mother? For what could he say more express to foretell his death ? So all were struck with fear, and full of anxious and disturbing thoughts : talking to each other like persons in the utmost confusion and terror ; none knew what advice to give, or what to take ; and all were in the utmost terror whenever he went to Jerusalem, which, however, he did every day : for from this Saturday to the day of his last supper, he said many things to the Jews, and wrought wonders openly in Jerusalem, all which Ijntend to

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pass in silence, except his riding on the ass, lest our meditation be interrupted ; for we are now on the verge of his passion.

Summon, then, devout reader, all your recollection, that nothing may distract or divert you from the solemn mysteries which precede or attend his pas sion ; be watchful and attentive to the whole and every circumstance of it, that you may reap the benefit he designs you by it.

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JESU8 CHBIST RIDES INTO JERUSALEM.

CHAPTER LVII.

OUB LORD JESUS COMES TO JERUSALEM, ON PALM-

SUNDAY, RIDING UPON AN ASS.

MYSTERIES were daily wrought, and the Scrip tures fulfilled, by our Lord Jesus ; and the time drawing nigh, he was desirous of redeeming mankind, through the bitter passion of his sacred humanity. Wherefore, on the next Sunday, very early in the morning, he prepared to go to Jerusa lem, in a manner he had never gone before, that he

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might fulfil the \vords of the prophet, which were written to that purpose.

When his blessed mother found that he was re solved to depart, she endeavored earnestly to dis suade him from if, and with tender affection said, " My beloved son, whither will you go ? Why will you go among those whom you know conspire against you. and seek to kill you? I beseech you therefor.1 not to go among them." And his disci ples, and Mary Magdalen, in the same manner en treated him, and besought him to stay: "Go not among them, O Lord," say tbey, "we pray you: since you know they seek your death, and if you throw yourself into their hands this day, they will secure you, and execute their wicked purpose." O how sincerely did they love him, and how sensibly were they affected at the apprehension of every thing that might hurt him ! But he who thirsted ifter the sal ation of man, had disposed it other wise, wherefore he snid : "It is the will of my Father that I should go, come ye also, j'ear not, for he will protect us, ar.d this night we shall return hither without hurt." And immediately he set out for his journey, and that small but faithful com pany followed him.

When he came to a certain place in the way, which was called Bethphage, he sent two of his disciples to the city of Jerusalem, and bid them fetch him an ass and her foal, that were tied in the highway, for the use of such poor people who had nobenstsof their own. When they were brought, the disciples bid their own clothes, upon them, and our Saviour meekly seated himsel f upon the ass, and riding in that humble man- ner, came into the city of Jerusalem. Consider him here attentively, and behold how in this, he reproves the pomp and glorly of worldly vanity. The beast he

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rode was not decked with rich furniture : instead of golden trappings, embossed saddles, and curious bridles, all the ornaments consisted of poor clothes, and a hempen halter, though he was " King of kings, and Lord of lords." Now when the peiple heard of his coming, through the fame of raising Lazarus from the dead, they went out to meet him, and re ceived him as a king, with joyful hymns, and songs : and showing great tokens of gladness for Ids arrival, they strewed the ways with boughs and branches of the trees, and spread their clothes under the ass's feet as he passed. But notwithstanding this, he mingled tears with their joy ; for when he beheld the city, he wept over it, saying, 'If thou hadst known, and that in this thy day, the things that are to thy peace : but now they are hidden from thy eyes. For the days shall come upon thee ; and thy enemies shall cast a trench about thee and compass thee round, and straiten thee on every side, and beat thee flat to the ground, and thy children who are in thee ; and they shall not leave in thee a stone upon a stone, because thou hast not known the time of thy visitation."

It is manifest in scripture, that our Lord Jesus wept three different times. Once at the death of Lazarus, to show the wretched state of mankind, who incurred the pain of death through the offence of their first parents. Secondly, he wept on this day for the blindness and ignorance of men, namely, for the people of Jerusalem, who would not know the time of their glorious visitation. Thirdly, he wept in his passion, in beholding the malice and perversity of man's heart, and considering that his passion being sufficient for the redemption of all the world, yet many would not partake of it. Concern- ing this last weeping. St. Paul in his epistle to the

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Hebrews says this, speaking of the time of his passion: "Who with a strong cry, and tears were heard for his reverence." — Heb. v. We are taught then from sacred text, that Christ wept these three times. But the holy Church relates that he wept a fourth time ; that is, in his tender infancy, and therefore she sings, " The tender infant, as he lies in the cold manger, shakes and cries." This he did to conceal from the devil the mystery of the incarna tion.

Now our Lord Jesus weeping on this day so abun dantly over Jerusalem, and with so sorrowful a heart, both for the eternal damnation, and also for the temporal destruction and ruin of that city, his holy mother, with all the apostles, could not refrain from weeping also.

Thus rideth our Lord upon that humble beast, having, instead of princes, and nobles, his poor dis ciples about him, together with his mother, and some other devout women, who both with fear and reverence devoutly followed him. He entered Jeru salem in triumph, being honored by all the people, whose shouts and acclamations put the whole city in great commotion. Our Lord went first into the temple, and a second time cast out the buyers and sell ers. He stood openly in the temple, preaching and answering the questions of the Scribes and Pharisees all the day, till it drew towards night. But notwith standing the great honor which before they had done him, yet they permitted him and his disciples to remain the whole day fasting, there being none among them that invited him to eat or drink. And when night was come, he went with his disciples to his homely lodging at Bethania, departing privately from the city with his small company, who, in the morning, had entered publicly with such great honor.

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Hence we may learn how little regard is to be paid to worldly honor, which lasteth so short a time, and so slightly vanisheth away.

CHAPTER LVIII.

WHAT OUR LORD JESUS DID FROM PALM SUNDAY TO

THE THURSDAY FOLLOWING.

OUR Lord Jesus, the fountain of all charity, de sirous to express both in word and deed the perfect charity he bore, as well to his enemies as to his friends, to the end that no one should be lost, but all might be saved, when the end of his life now drew near, and the time of his passion was at hand, labored diligently in preaching the gospel contin ually to the people; especially on these days, viz., Palm Sunday and the Monday and Tuesday following. On these days he came very early in the morning into the temple, and preached unto, and taught the people, and disputed with the Scribes and Phari sees, answering their subtle questions, by which they sought to entrap him, and in this manner was he busied from morning until night.

But as it would be too long to treat in particular of all that passed during that time, between our blessed Saviour and the Jews, it being also foreign to the passion, which we are now to speak of ; there fore, passing over all the examples and parables he made use of to reprove and convince them, we will especially consider how the chief priests and Phar isees, perceiving the people to be well disposed towards him, and fearing to execute openly their malicious designs against him, privately and subtly

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conspired together how they might entrap him in his words, and accuse him of saying something against their law, or against paying the tribute to Caesar, and thence condemn him as worthy of death. But our Lord, to whom the secrets of all men's hearts are open, knowing their treachery and malice, an swered them so wisely, that they were disappointed in their purpose, and were so much confounded, that they durst not ask him any more questions. He then severely reproved the pride, the hypocrisy, the covetousness, and many other wicked practices of the Scribes and Pharisees, saying to them : " Woe be to you, Scribes and Pharisees, who love and seek after worldly glory." Thus he proceeded, re buking in many ways their evil lives and their wickedness, yet nevertheless he commanded the people to hear and fulfil their doctrine, but not to follow their wicked example. At length he repeated their great ingratitude and unkindness towards him. especially that of the city of Jerusalem, in somuch as he was often desirous to have gathered them under his wings, even as a hen doth her chickens, but they would not, wherefore he fore warned them of their destruction, both temporal and eternal, and thus leaving them, went out of the temple, and with his disciples and many others of the Jews that believed in him, went to Mount Olivet, where he taught them how to prepare for their latter end, and told them of the day of judg ment, in which the good should be placed at the right-hand of God in everlasting life, and the wicked on the left-hand, in perpetual misery and torment. Thus did our Lord put an end to his public preach ing to the Jews, on the Tuesday night before his passion ; after which he said to his disciples in pri vate, "Know ye, that after two days, the Son of

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his heart, by the instigation of the devil, who had entered into him, how or in what manner by his death he might satisfy his covetousness. For this purpose he slept not that night, but early on the morrow, which was Wednesday morning, when the chief priests and scribes were assembled together in the house of Caiphas, Judas went to them, and of fered, for a reward, to deliver him into their hands. Wherefore they being glad of the offer, agreed to give him thirty pence : and thus was the death of our Redeemer effected through covetousness, treach-

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ery, and malice. Hence did that wicked traitor re cover the price of the ointment which before he had murmured at as lost, and from that time he sought an opportunity that he might betray him.

This was the wicked doings of the accursed Judas and the Jews on the Wednesday following. But what, may we imagine, did our Lord Jesus and his blessed company ? He went not into Jerusalem, nor appeared publicly among the Jews on that day, but spent, his whole time in prayer, and armed himself for the redemption of mankind, which he came to accomplish ; praying not only for his friends that be lieved in him and loved him, but also for his pro fessed enemies ; fulfilling now in himself the holy perfection of charity, which before he had taught his disciples, in bidding them to pray for their enemies, and for those that should persecute and hate them.

Our Lord Jesus knowing the malice of Judas, this wicked traitor, and also how the Jews were bent against him, prayed to his heavenly Father for them. And as it was the last day that he was to dwell and converse so familiarly with his holy Mother and his apostles, he comforted them with his holy word, as he was wont to do ; but he did it the more especially now, to strengthen them against the great sorrows they were to suffer at his passion. And he comforted his blessed Mother and St. Mary Magdalen in a more particular manner, who continually thirsted to drink in the fountain of his holy grace, of which may he, of his infinite bounty and love, make us all partakers.

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CHAPTER LIX.

OUR LORD'S SUPPER THE NIGHT BEFORE THE PASSION :

AND OF MANY CIRCUMSTANCES RELATING TO IT.

WHEN" the time was come in which our Lord Jesus had disposed all things for the working of the salvation of his people, and redeeming them, not with corruptible gold or silver, but with his most precious blood • before he departed, by death, from his apostles, he would first make them a memorable supper, which might serve for a future token, and

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might fulfil those mysteries which till then had not been fulfilled.

This supper was truly magnificent, and the things great and wonderful which our Lord Jesus wrought at it for you. Concerning which, four things chieliy occur, which are most worthy your devout meditation. First, the supper itself. Secondly, his washing the fret of his disciples. Thirdly, the institution of the sacrament of his blessed body and blood. And fourthly, the composition of a sublime sermon by our Lord Jesus. All which we will treat of in their order.

First, then, consider, how Peter and John were sent by our Lord to a certain friend on Mount Sion, where there was a large room, to piepare the supper, or Pasch. Our Lord himself, with the rest of his disciples, entered the city on Thursday, when the day was almost spent, and repaired to the same place. Behold him, then, pious reader, standing amidst the ipostles, and discoursing on heavenly subjects, while, in the meantime, the Pasch was preparing by some of the seventy- two disciples. When all things were leady, the beloved St. John, who was most familiar with our Lord, and who was diligent in seeing that everything should be in order, came to him and said, "Lord when it pleaseth thee to sup, all things are ready." Wherefore, our blessed Saviour, with his twelve apostles, went'up ; and John went also next to him, for there was none who loved him more truly, or (lint was more beloved by him in return : for when our Lord was taken. John followed him when the rest of the disciples fled, and was present at his pas sion, nor did he desert him either in his crucifixion, his death, nor even after his death until his burial : at this supper also he sat next to him, although he was the youngest of the apostles.

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All having entered the small supper chamber, wash their hands, and standing around it, devoutly bless the table. Consider them attentively in all these things. According to ancient usage they sat oil the ground around the table, which was placed thereon ; being composed of many boards joined to gether, its form is believed to have been squared ; I saw it at Rome, in the Church of St. John Lateran, and I measured it. The length of each side is about two brachia and three palms, so that although the space was small, three disciples are sup posed to have sat at each side, and our Lord Jesus humbly at one corner. By this circumstance all were enabled to eat out of the same dish, and on this account it was that the disciples did not understand him when he said, "he that dippeth his hand into the dish with me shall betray me." The table hav ing been blessed by the hand of our Lord, they all took their seats round it, and John sat next to Jesus. The Paschal Lamb was then brought to them, and you may either suppose them to have received it sitting in the manner I have mentioned, or to have eaten of it standing erect, with their staves in their hands, and thus fulfilling literally the precept of the law. In this case, however, you must imagine them after an interval to have sat down again, which may be known to have been the case from various pass ages in the Gospel, for in any other position John could not have reclined on our Lord's breast. The Paschal Lamb having then been brought in on a dish, was received by the true and immaculate Lamb of God. our Lord Jesus, who being in the midst of his disciples like a servant or steward cut it in pieces n.nd offered it to them with alacrity, kindly pressing and urging them to partake of it. Whilst they were thus engaged, he declaring his mind to them more

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explicitly than lie was wont, said, among other things : "With desire I have desired toeatthisPasch with you before I suffer ; but yet, behold, the hand of him that betrayeth me is with me on the table." This sentence like the keen sword pierced their hearts ; they ceased eating, and, looking at one an other, full of surprise and consternation, each one enquired anxiously, " Lord, is it I ?" Contemplate them then at this juncture, and sympathize both with them and with our Lord Jesus, for their afflic tion is great. The traitor, however, in order to divert attention and suspicion from himself, ceased not from his occupation, but continued eating. John then, at the insitigation of Peter, enquired of our Saviour, who was about to betray him, on which our Lord familiarly informed him as he would an intimate friend. John, astonished and stung to the heart by such perfidity, turned towards him and reclined on his breast. To Peter, however, our Lord did not communicate it, because, as St. Augustine observes, had he known the traitor, he would have torn him to pieces with his teeth. By Peter are signified ac tive, and by John contemplative Christians, nnd from this fact you may learn that the latter, although to all appearance unoccupied, neither cease from their interior acts of devotion, nor yet seek to have the offenders against their Lord punished ; but, inter nally lamenting the crime, approaching more nearly and clinging more closely to God, seek a refuge from affliction in his love, and leave all things to the disposal of his divine providence.

After this our Lord Jesus arose from the table, accompanied by his disciples, who were ignorant of whither he wished to go. He descended to a lower apartment in the same house, as those who have seen the place suppose, and there causing all of them to

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sit down, he ordered water to be brought to him, laid aside his garments, girded himself with a towel, uiid proceeded to wash their feet. Peter, astonished, nt

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the proposal of an action which to him appeared so unbecoming, positively refused to allow of its per; formance on himself ; but hearing the threat of Christ, that he should have no part in his glory if he permitted him not to do it, he humbly consented and submitted to his divine pleasure.

Here, pious reader, let us devoutly consider the humility of our Lord Jesus, and be diligently atten tive to all that follows, it being a subject of great wonder and admiration : for what a sight was it to behold the King of Heaven and the Lord of all maj esty humbly stooping himself to, and kneeling down at the feet of poor fishermen, who were sitting ; to

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behold him washing their feet, wiping them with a towel, and devoutly kissing them ! And what much more exalts his humility is, to behold him perform ing this mean office to Judas, the traitor, who was to betray and sell him. Oh, perverse and wicked wretch ! Oh, hard and cruel heart ; more hardened than stone, and more impenetrable than the diamond, which is neither moved at so much humility, nor melted or become soft with the heat of such great charity ; and who tremble ch not with fear at the presence of so great a majesty on his knees before you, but, on the contrary, you persist still in your wicked design of betraying and seeking the destruc tion or nim, who is innocence itself, and whose bounty and ineffable goodness you experience even to the last. But, woe to you, oh wretch ! who still remaining inflexible, will infallibly bring forth what you have most execrably conceived, and in the end, not he, but you shall perish. It is undoubtedly a subject of great astonishment, to consider the in effable bounty and meekness of our Lord Jesus, and to see the notorious obstinacy and malice of the wicked traitor Judas.

When this ceremony was ended, he again returned to the same place where he had supped ; where all being seated as before, he began to exhort them all to imitate the example he had given him. Where fore, we may here contemplate how our Lord Jesus Christ left us this night of his passion an example of five sublime virtues ; that is, of humility, as we have seen in his washing of his disciples' feet ; of charity, in the institution of 'the adorable sacrament of his body and blood, and in the sermon he then made, which is full of charitable admonitions ; of patience in bearing with his wicked traitor, and suffering many reproaches Avhen he was taken and

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led as a thief to judgment ; of obedience in going to suffer, and meeting an opprobrious death, to fulfil the will of bis Father ; and of prayer, by praying three different times in the garden of Get hsemane.

Let us then endeavor to imitate him in these vir tues ; and hence proceed to a consideration of the (Third Point) , that is, of the institution of the most adorable sacrament of the Eucharist. And in rela tion to this, we cannot behold without astonishment that most beloved condescension and sublime charity, with which he vouchsafed to give himself to us : or daining that sacrament as a means whereby he might leave us that divine and heavenly food of his sacred body and blood. Wherefore, after lie had washed his disciples' feet, to show them the ending of the sacrifices of the Old Law, and the beginning of the New Testament, and to make himself our only true sacrifice, he took bread into his blessed hands, and lifting up his eyes to his heavenly Father, he blessed it, and instituted the sacrament of his body, and giving it to nis disciples, said, " Take ye and eat, for this is my body which shall be delivered for you." And in the same manner he took the chalice, and said, "Drink ye all of this, for this is my blood which shall be shed for you, and for many, in the remission of sins."

Here, Christian reader, attentively consider how devoutly, how diligently, and how truly our blessed Lord Jesus changed the substance of the bread into his precious body, and afterwards, with his own blessed hands, distributed it himself to that beloved and holy company, enjoining them to keep it as a memorial of his love, saying, "Do this in remem brance of me." This is that sweet and precious memorial which renders man's soul most grateful and pleasing to God, as often as it is worthily re-

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ceived : and therefore the consideration of this most excellent gift of love ought to inflame our souls with love, and wholly transform us into the giver. For what could he have given us more dear, more sweet, and more precious than himself ? He whom we receive in the sacrament of the altar, is the self same Son. of God, Christ Jesus, that took flesh and blood, and was born of the Virgin Mary, and suf fered death on the cross for us, rose the third day from death to life, ascended into heaven, sitteth at the right hand of the Father, and shall come again at the last day, to judge both the living and the dead, in whose power is both life and death, who made both heaven and hell, and finally, who can either reward us with the joys of the one, or punish us with the eternal pains of the other : he, the self same God and Man, is contained in that small host in the form of bread, which is daily offered to God the Father. He is our Lord Jesus Christ, Son of the eternal and living God.

Touching the fourth and last point to be consid ered, let us now behold how this sovereign Master, after this institution, made to his disciples a most beautiful sermon, full of heavenly sweetness, and of divine love and charity. For having given to them that blessed sacrament, and amongst the rest, also to the wicked traitor Judas, he said to him : "That which thou doest, do quickly." — John xiii. And immediately that accursed monster went to the chief priests, to whom he had sold him on the Wednesday before, and asked them for help to appre hend and take him.

In the meantime he made the said sermon, which he preached to his disciples, giving them his peace, and chiefly recommended to them three principal Tirtues above all othern ; tbat is, faith, hope, and

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charily. On charity lie expressed himself in these words, saying : "I give you a new commandment, which is, that you love one another : for by this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye love one another/' And again: "If you love me anil keep my commandments ; and whosoever loveth me, and keepeth my sayings, then shall my Father love him, and we will come to him and dwell with him." And in many other places he particularly recom mended to them this charity as a worthy legacy, which he would now bequeath to them in his last will and testament.

Secondly, he established them in faith, and con firmed them more strongly in the belief of his divinity, saying, " Let not your hearts be troubled, and fear ye not, as ye have believed in God, so be lieve in me also." Further showing them that the Father and he were one ; and that though as man lie was less than his Father, yet he was equal with him as he was God : and therefore he rep rehended Philip, who asked him to show them the Father, saying, " that he who saw him, saw the Father." And in the conclusion of this point; he said, "If ye believe not that I am in the Father, and the Father in me, yet at least believe me for the works that ye have seen me do, because no other could do the works which I have done."

Thirdly, he comforted them in hope many ways. And first, as to the effects of prayer, he said, " If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, what ever ye ask it shall be given you." Again he armed them in regard to all manner of tribulation, and the contempt of the world, saying, "If the world hate ye, you know that it hated me before you." Thus comforting their hope with patience

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in time of persecution, by his own example, who was their Lord and Master.

Lastly, he fortified them, lest they should despair by reason of his leaving them, telling them that they should conceive great sorrow for his absence for a short time, in regard to the death he was to suffer ; but that afterwards that sorrow should be changed into unspeakable joy, by means of his glorious resurrection from death, and his ascension to his Father, and by the coming of the Holy Ghost, whom he would send to comfort them in all their afflictions, and teach them all truth. And he concluded with these words, saying, " All this I have spoken to you, that ye might have peace in me. In the world you shall suffer much sorrow and affliction, but be of good heart, for I have overcome the world." Which was the same as to say, "and so shall you through my grace." V^

After this our Lord Jesus lifting up his eyes to \vards heaven, and addressing himself to his Father, snid. Father, keep them whom tJiou hast given me. When I was with them I kept them. But now 1 come to thee. Holy Father ; for them do 1 pray : not for the world, and not for them only do I pray, but for them also, that by their word shall believe in me. Father, whom thou hast given me, 1 will, that where I am, they also may be with me, that they may see my glory. These, with many other things most moving and piercing, he spoke in the presence of his disciples. And it is certainly surpris ing to imagine how they, who loved him so tenderly, could possibly bear to hear them without melting with grief and sorrow. And doubtless whoever hath grace deeply to examine and dwell by devout medita tion upon the sweet doctrine of our Lord and Saviour, cannot but be inwardly kindled with his divine love

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in beholding such great charity, benignity, goodness, and other things he was pleased to show this night of his sacred passion. Consider him while he speaks, behold in how affable, devout, and effectual a manner he imprints on the hearts of his disciples all he relates to them, and in some measure feeds their souls with the pleasing aspect of his divine counte nance. Consider likewise the disciples, how sorrow ful they stand to hear him, hanging down their heads, fetching deep sighs, and bitterly weeping ; being full of extreme sorrow and affliction, as Christ himself bears witness, saying, "Because I have spoken these things, sorrow hath filled your hearts." And among the rest consider St. John, who above all was most familiar with our blessed Lord, how at tentively he beholds his beloved master, and with a most tender anxiety takes particular notice of every word he says.

At length, among other things which he spoke, he said to them, "Arise, let us go hence." Oh, what fear, may we not well imagine, did then seize their hearts ; not knowing as yet whither, or in what he would go ; believing that the time was now come, in which they were to be separated from him. They arose, however, and followed ; each striving which should be nearest to him, and all flocking round him, as her chickens around the hen ; they crowded in upon him, first one, and then another, through the earnest desire they had of being near him, and hear ing his divine doctrine ; all which he, with great pa tience and benignity, suffered them to do. At last, having ended what he had to say to them, he brought them unto a garden on the other side of the brook Cedron, and there fixing himself in prayer, he waited for Judas the traitor, and the rest that were to appre hend him, as we shall see in that which follows of his passion-

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In chapter LX, THE PASSION OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST ; AND HIS

PRAYER IN THE GARDEN.

IT is now time for us to enter upon the subject of the passion of our Lord Jesus. But whoever desires to glory in the cross and passion of Jesus Christ, must devoutly apply himself to the pious and frequent meditation of it ; the mysteries of which, as well as every other thing that was done relating to it, if they were truly considered with all the attention

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of the mind, would, undoubtedly, transform each votary into a new man. Wherefore, pious reader, banishing from your heart all the vain and trouble some cares of this life, and all sorts of wandering and distracting thoughts which may hinder your atten tion, and disturb the tranquillity of your soul, en deavor, as far as possible, to render yourself atten tive, as if present at the dismal tragedy of this sor rowful and bitter passion.

And first then, behold, how our Lord Jesus went over the brook Cedron into a garden, whither he was often used to resort with his disciples to pray. He took with him three of his most beloved disciples, Peter, James, and John, and telling them that his heart was heavy and sorrowful, even unto death, he bid them watch with him in prayer. And then going about a stone's cast from them, and throwing himself on his knees, he made his devout and humble prayer to his Father. We read that he often prayed thus : but he then prayed for us, as our advocate ; but now he prayed for himself. Have compassion on him, and admire his most profound humility ; who being God co-eternal and co-equal with his Father, forgets, as it were, his being so, and prays like men, humbly offering up petitions to his Father, thus truly ex pressing his most perfect and submissive obedience to him. But what does he pray for? He prays to his heavenly Father, to take from him, if possible, the bitter chalice of his approaching passion, and that he might not die that cruel death of the cross, if it could any ways be agreeable to his divine will. But his prayer was not heard in this ; since his Father would have him to die, and would not spare him, though his true and only Son, but thus delivers him up for us all. "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son. ' ' — John iii Our

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Lord Jesus, therefore, submitted to this obedience, and faithfully fulfilled the divine will of his Father. Consider, likewise, the unspeakable charity both of the Father and Son towards us. It was for us tha t this death was inflicted upon him ; and he suffered i t through the excess of the love he bore us. Where fore, our blessed Lord prays still to his heavenly Father, saying, ' ' Most merciful and gracious Father, full of pity and compassion, I beseech you to hear my prayer, and despise not my supplication : attend unto me and hear me. I am sorrowful in my afflic tion : my soul is troubled within me, and my heart is afflicted. Incline your ear towards me, and hearken to the voice of my supplication. It pleased you, O heavenly Father, to send me into this world, to satisfy for the sin of man committed against us ; and presently I was ready at your command, and said, lo, I go : and I have farther declared your word and truth to them, dwelling among them, in many troubles, from my youth fulfilling your will in all you have commanded me, and am also ready to ac complish to the utmost those things which are to be done for their redemption ; yet you see, O most beloved Father, how maliciously my enemies have conspired against me ; I have ever done them good, and bestowed benefits on those that hated me ; and they have again rewarded me with evil for good, and returned me hatred for evil ; and at this present time they have corrupted my disciple, who hath sold me to them for thirty pence, and made him the instrument to destroy me. O Father, if it be your will, take from me, I beseech you, this bitter cup of my passion ; but if not, your blessed will be done. If they will not acknowledge me for your only Son, yet, as I have ever lived a righteous and innocent life, and wrought so many good works amongst them,

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they ought not to be so cruel and maliciously bent against me. Remember, oh, heavenly Father, that I have always stood before you to speak good for them, and to turn away^your wrath from them. And shall good be recompensed with evil? For they have digged a pit for my soul, and prepared a most shameful death for me. Wherefore you, O Lord, who see all things, be not silent, forsake me not, but rise up to help me : for great tribulation is near at hand, and there is no other that can deliver me. My adversaries are all before you that seek my soul : and my heart hath expected reproach, and I am full of heaviness."

This done, our Lord Jesus came again to his dis ciples, and finding them heavy with sleep, he awakened them, and bid them to watch and pray ; this he did also a second and third time ; and then returning again to prayer, he said as before, and added, " Oh, most righteous Father, if it be so that you have absolutely ordained that I must suffer a most cruel death on the cross for man's redemption, your most holy will be done. But first I recom mend to your care, my beloved mother, and my disciples, whom hitherto I have always taken care of." And while he was thus fervent in his holy prayer, his most precious blood gushed forth like sweat, from all parts of his sacred body, and ran down upon the ground, through the extreme violence of his bitter agony. Here is a subject of grief and sorrow, which ought to be sufficient to move the hardest heart to compassion at the anguish and pain which our blessed Lord Jesus suffered at that time for our sake. For by virtue of his divinity, he foresaw all the pains and torments which were to be inflicted upon him, and therefore, according to his humility, his tender body trembled with fear, and

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fell into a most violent and bloody sweat. Let us' learn hence to check our frequent impatience by rec ollecting, that our Lord prayed three times to his Father before he received an answer.

Now at the third time, when he was in the most profound anguish of spirit, behold an angel from God, the prince of the celestial heirarchy, St. Michael, came down and stood before him, comforted him, and said, "Hail, O blessed Lord Jesus ! your de vout prayer and bloody sweat I have offered up to your -Father, in the presence of the whole court of heaven. We all humbly prostrate before him, have besought him to take from you that bitter draught of your passion : but your heavenly Father answer ing us, said, ' My blessed Son knows full well that the redemption of mankind, which, out of our sov ereign love to him, we so much desire, cannot be conveniently fulfilled without the shedding of his blood ; wherefore, if he is desirous of their salva tion, he must die for them.' ' To whom our Lord Jesus again replied, " I desire above all things the salvation of man's soul, and therefore, I choose rather cheerfully to suffer death, by which the souls which my heavenly Father hath made to his own image and likeness, may be saved, tlian not to die, and that those souls should not be redeemed: Wherefore, my Father's will be done." The angel then again replying, said, "Be now of good heart, my divine Lord, and act courageously : for it be hooves the high to work great things, and to suffer courageously most severe and difficult trials ; your pains and troubles will soon pass away, and joy and glory shall ever after succeed. And your heavenly Father is, and will be, always with you ; and will keep and preserve from harm, your blessed mother and your disciples, according to your desire."

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Our most liumble Lord Jesus rose up, and meekly accepted this small comfort from the angel, the Creator from the creature, reputing himself ior / that time even inferior to them. AVherefore, he was sorrowful as man, was comforted by the angel as man, and as man prayed him to recommend him to his Father, and to the whole court of celestial spirits. And thus a third time he riseth from prayer, with his body covered with blood ; whom you may behold with inward compassion, wiping himself or bathing in the river ; all which is to be devoutly considered with sorrow and compassion, since it could not possibly be endured without great bitter ness and pain.

Here we must observe, that many of the lathers and learned doctors say, that our Lord Jesus piayed in this manner, not merely for fear of his biiter passion, but chiefly through the pity and mercy which he had towards his chosen people, the Jews, lamenting that they would be lost by not believing in him, and putting him to death. For surely it was most ungrateful in them to crucify him, since he was of their race ; and was nlso prophesied in their law to be the true Messiahs Christ Jesus, who was to come, and who had farther showed them so many signs, and given them so many proofs of his singular love. Wherefore, as some of the holy fathers say, he prayed after this manner, saying, "0 heavenly Father, if it could stand with the salvation of my brethren the Jews, and that the Gentiles might, by some other means, be converted to you, I would be glad to refuse this bitter passion ; but if otherwise it be expedient that the Jews be blinded in their malice, so that others after them may have a more perfect sight in the faith and true belief of you, then not my will but yours be fulfilled."

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There was in Christ at this time four kinds of wills, viz.: The will of the flesh, which would no ways agree to suffer. The will of sensuality ; and this murmured and feared. The will of reason ; and this consented and was obedient. And lastly, there was in him his divine will ; which commanded and passed sentence. And as he was true man, as such he suf fered great auguish of spirit, and underwent a most bitter agony. Wherefore, have an inward and cor dial compassion for him, and consider attentively every action of the Lord your God.

After this he came to his disciples, and said to them, "Now sleep and take your rest;" for their eyes were very heavy.

Thus the Good Shepherd was carefully watchful and vigilant over his little flock, his beloved disciples. Oh, how great was the love of our sweet Lord and Saviour towards them ! For those whom he loved, he loved to the end : so that even in his great anguish and bitter agony, he was careful in procuring their rest and quiet repose.

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JUDAS BETRAYS HIS MASTER WITH A KISS.

CHAPTER LXI.

OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST TAKEN AND BETRAYED BY

JUDAS.

T MMEDIATELY after, our blessed Lord beheld A his adversaries coming with lighted torches and lanterns, and weapons to apprehend him ; and yet he would not awaken his disciples till his enemies came near to him : then he spoke and said,, " Rise, let us go ; behold he approacheth that shall betray me." — Matt. xxvi. And while he was speaking, that wicked Judas the traitor, came and approaching

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him, kissed him. For it is written, that it was the manner and custom of our Lord Jesus towards his disciples, that when at any time he had sent them out, at their returning again, he would receive them with a loving kiss. Wherefore the traitor went be fore the wicked band, and kissed him as he used to do, and said, "Hail, master."

And here let us behold our Lord Jesus, how pa tiently and meekly he receives that false and treach erous kiss, from that unfaithful disciple, whose feet so lately he had vouchsafed to wash with his own hands, and whom, out of his unspeakable charity he refused not to feed with the precious food of his blessed body. Consider, likewise, how meekly he suffered himself to be taken, bound, struck, and furiously dragged away, as if he had been a thief, or the most wicked person in the world, void of power to help himself. Contemplate also the great sorrow and inward affliction he had on account of his dis ciples, who fled and left him in the hands of those ravenous wolves. And on the other side, consider the grief of their hearts, since the cduse of their leav ing him was not the perversity of their will, but the frailty of their weak nature ; for which they heartily mourn and sigh, like poor orphans, that know not what they do, or whither to go ; and their sorrow was so much the greater, as they knew in what a bar barous manner their Lord and master would be treated and abused.

Those cruel butchers drive and pull him along as they would a beast to the slaughter, and he, like a meek lamb, not opening his mouth, patiently follows them without resistance. First, those vile wretches led him from the brook Cedron, near which place he was apprehended, towards the city of Jerusalem, and that with great haste, pain, and violence haying

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his blessed hands bound behind him, as if he had been some grievous malefactor ; his garments torn off, going bareheaded, and bent down, from the great haste, and the violent pain, they forced him to,

ANNAS HEARING THE REPORT OF HIS HAVING IJEE.N TAJLKi^CCMFB

OUT TO SEE HIM.

When he was brought before the chief priests and scribes, that were then assembled together, expect ing his coming, they were rejoiced and glad that they had apprehended him : they then began to ex amine him, and to ask many questions, endeavor ing to ensnare him ; they procured false witnesses against him, spit in his sacred face, blinded his eyes, buffetted and derided him, saying, "Tell us who it was that struck thee." Thus many and different

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ways they afflicted and tormented him, and in all he gave us most singular examples of patience.

At length the chief judges rose up and departed, having ordered him to be kept in custody under a loft, in the nature of a prison, where they bound him to a pillar of stone, as those say who have seen It, leaving a guard of armed men with him for greater security ; who, during the whole night, abused and derided him with many opprobrious and reproachful speeches, saying, "Do you believe yourself to be better or more wise than our learned magistrates ? Or can you imagine that they understand not the law and religion much better than you ? How fool ish do you appear in taking upon you to reprehend and teach them, against whom you should not have presumed to open your lips. Wherefore now your wisdom appears, in being obliged to suffer that which all such as you truly deserve ; you are truly worthy of death, and it would be a pity that you should escape it." Thus the whole night, sometimes one, and sometimes another, both with scurrilous lan guage and wicked works, continually reviled and abused him. And our blessed Lord, with bashful and modest countenance, patiently bore it all, and was silent to every scornful word they said against him ; but with his eyes modestly inclined towards the ground, made no answer, as if he had been guilty, and worthy of blame. O most amiable Lord, into whose hands are you come ? This is truly the hour, and power of darkness, and with what patience do you suffer it !

Thus stood our blessed Redeemer, bound to that pillar, till the next morning. In the meantime John, who had followed him to the high priest' s house, went to the Blessed Virgin, to Mary Magdalen, and other devout people who were at that time assembled at

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Mary Magdalen's house, where om.kjord made that memorable supper the night before, and related to them all that had happened to our Lord and his dis ciples ; which when they had heard, they were seized with unspeakable grief, and wept most bitterly. Con sider th^m attentively, and have compassion on them, for they are now in tlie greatest grief and affliction that ever they were in for their Lord, for they now plainly see and know full well that he will be taken from them and put to a cruel death. Our blessed Lady retired alone to prayer, and said, "O most sovereign, most high, and most merciful Father, I present myself before your majesty, to recommend to your protection my dearly beloved son. O gra cious Father, reveal to me whether my son Jesus shall be put to death or not. Be not severe to him, O bountifnl Father, who to all others art so good and merciful ; for he knows no sin, nor ever committed any evil. O most just Father, if you require his death for the redemption of the world, I beseech you, if possible, to find out some other means whereby to accomplish your design, and that my blessed son's life may be spared, if it be your holy will. And he, out of obedience to you, has abandoned himself into the hands of his enemies, and will not attempt to deliver himself from their power. Wherefore, I be seech you, O heavenly Father, to help him, and to deliver him to me again out of their wicked hands." Thus, or in words to this effect, our blessed Lady prayed for her son in the profound sorrow and grief of her soul, wherefore we ought to accompany her in her anguish, and be moved with compassion to* wards her in her great affliction.

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CHAPTER LXIL

OUB BLESSED LORD IS CARRIED BEFORE PILATE ;

SCOURGED AT THE PILLAR, AND CROWNED WITH

THORNS.

ARLY next morning, the elders and chiefs of the people returned and caused Jesus to be bound, and led with his hands fastened behind him ; and thus hand- cuffed, brought him to Pilate, mocking, reviling and insulting him with the most abusive taunts, as he proceeded on the way. Thus went this innocent Lamb, in the guise of a malefactor, hurried by the merciless butchers to unmerited slaughter. As he was going on his way, his blessed mother, St. John, and the holy women who accompanied the virgin, who had left their humble retirement so early on purpose to come to his assistance and comfort, met him at the turn of a street : and what tongue can express the bitter anguish of their souls, at the sad sight of their Lord thus hurried along by an in suiting and abusive mob ? Or what degree of inbred grief can figure the excess of mutual sorrow this in terview begot on both sides ? Our Lord could not but suffer extremely through the compassion he felt for his beloved followers, and chiefly for his mother. For he knew full well the bitter grief they felt for him, sufficient to tear their bleeding souls from their convulsed bodies.

He was then brought before Pilate, and the holy women followed at a distance, the thronging rabble not suffering them to approach nearer. Many accu Bations were laid against him to Pilate, but he, find ing all to be groundless, and desirous to rid himsell

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of so odious a prosecution, dispatched him to Herod. Herod was much pleased at this, hoping by this means to see a miracle wrought by Christ ; but he could not obtain the least gratification of this sort from Christ, who thought him unworthy even to hear a word from his sacred mouth. Hence, Herod, look-

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in^ upon him as an idiot, caused him to be clothed in a white garment, the usual habit of fools in those days, and thus, in derision, sent him back to Pilate. So that Christ patiently bore to be reputed both a fool and a malefactor by all, without deserving the title of either from any one. Contemplate him, then, as he is led backwards and forwards, with his eyes modestly depressed, hearing the shouts and taunts, receiving the buffets, spittings, and perhaps filth

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thrown at him by rude populace, without murmur or complaint ; cast a pitying eye upon him in this sad plight, and with him compassionate his afflicted mother and beloved disciples, who follow him as closely as the mob will permit, till they reach the palace of Pilate. Here again he is loaded by the savage brutes with false accusations, which they utter with the utmost impudence and inveteracy. Yet Pilate, finding in him nothing that bore the ap pearance of guilt, sought means to free him from their hands. Wherefore he says, "I will punish, and then dismiss him." O Pilate ! do you presump

JB8U8 BY THE COMMAND OF PILATE, IS SCOURGED AT THE PILLAR-

to chastise your Lord and Sovereign ? Sorely you are beside yourself thus to dare to inflict stripes on him who is as guiltless of stripes as of death. Oh,

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how much more wisely had you acted to chastise yourself by his admonition ! Pilate, however, was besotted enough to order him to be most inhumanly scourged.

By his order therefore, our most innocent Lord was'stripped naked, bound to a pillar, and inhumanly scourged. Thus was that innocent Lamb, and that most beautiful among the children of men, shame fully exposed, naked and abashed, before the whole populace ; and received with invincible patience the cruei stripes of his barbarous executioners. So that the most beautiful flower of human nature, and the fairest and most delicate of all flesh, was covered with stripes, wounds and bruises, insomuch that from the crown of his head to the soles of his feet, his most precious blood ran, flowing from all parts of his sacred body, in abundance upon the ground, being so long scourged and beaten that they added wound to wound, bruise to bruise, and stripe to stripe - till at length, the inhuman spectators being weary of beholding any longpr what the cruel butchers themselves were wholly tired of, he was ordered to be unbound. He was then loosed from the pillar, on which the stains of his precious blood are still to be seen, as many authentic historians affirm.

Here, pious reader, let me entreat you to dwell some time on this subject, and attentively consider, with heart full of sorrow and compassion, the ex tremity of his bitter pains ; and if you find not your heart moved, or even melted with grief and com punction at the sufferings of your blessed Lord, you may conclude that it is more hard and impenetrable than stone. It was then fulfilled of him, what the prophet Isaiah had long before prophesied, saying, "We have seen him, and there was neither form

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nor beauty left, and we esteemed him as a leper, and as one smitten by God, and humbled. ' ' O sweet Jesus, who dared to be so bold as to presume to strip you of your garments ? Who was it that dared with more assurance to bind you to the pillar I And who, most audacious of all, could persume to beat and scourge you in that cruel manner? But you, O most bright sun of righteousness ! you, I say, who withdrew the resplendent beams of your glory, and

THE SOLDIERS CROWN JESTT8 WITH THORNS, AND BOW THE KNEE

TO HIM AS KING.

who vouchsafed to hide your power and might, so that darkness, and the power of darkness reigned for a time, and your enemies appeared, by your divine permission, more powerful than yourself. It

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was the excess of your love, and the greatness of our iniquity, which disarmed you of your strength in this conflict. But accursed be that malice which caused you to be thus cruelly tormented.

After this they led him round the place to seek for his clothes, which were scattered about in different parts, some in one place, and some in another, by those barbarous executioners who had stripped him. Here ought tenderness move us to compassion to wards him, thus afflicted and trembling with cold ; for as the gospel tells us, the weather was sharp and piercing. As he wa-s clothing himself again, some of the wicked populace went to Pilate, and said, " This man said, he was king, wherefore, let us clothe him after our manner, and crown him as such." Then taking him aside, they clothed him in a purple garment : and platting a crown of thorns, they put it upon his head, and with violence pressed them into his sacred temples ; giving him a reed instead of a sceptre, they kneeled down and saluted him in deri sion, saying, "Hail, king of the Jews." To all which Jesus made no answer : and like a meek and patient lamb, opened not his mouth. Here behold with melt ing heart, how often they strike him upon the head to drive the piercing thorns more deeply into his sacred temples, so that they forced the blood from every part, which running down in great abundance, covered his blessed face. Consider how he behaves in every action, and how patiently he bears every insult which they offer to him ; they deride and mock him as one who would make himself king, without power to effect it. He is clothed in purple, carries a crown of thorns on his head, holds a reed in his "hand, and they on their knees, salute him in derision as king, and he is silent, and murmurs not. But, oh miserable and wicked wretches ! how dreadful shall

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tliat blessed head appear at the last day, which now yon beat and abuse so inhumanly ! Neither was all they had hitherto done sufficient to weaken their malice against him ; but to add more to his reproach, they brought into the house many of the mob to gaze

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01 1ii;n ; after which they led him out to Pilate, and showed him to the whole multitude ; having on his purple garment, his crown of thorns, and a sceptre of a reed in his hand. In this manner stood that in nocent lamb, with his eyes modestly depressed before that great multitude, who scoffed and derided him, and with the loudest shouts exclaimed against him, crying out to Pilate, ''Crucify him, crucify him."

THE L'FK OF OUR

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PILATE YIELDS TO THE CRY FGH ins CRUCIFIXION.

CHAPTER LXIII.

OUR BLESSED LORD JESUS IS CONDEMNED TO SUFFER

A CRUEL DEATH ON THE CROSS, AND COMPELLED

TO CARRY THE SAME TO MOUNT CALVARY.

OUR blessed Lord Jesus having been many ways shamefully reviled, mocked and abused, and having suffered many cruel torments among them, the chief men of the Jews continually sought his death, and stirred up the whole multitude to join them, and

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to importune Pilate to have him crucified. At length that wicked judge, fearing more to incur their dis pleasure than to condemn the innocent, passed sen tence of death upon him. Then were the Scribes and Pharisees full of joy, that they had accomplished their designs, and attained their wicked ends against him. They remembered not the benefits they had received from him, nor the miracles he had wrought among them ; they neither pitied him for his inno cence, nor were they moved at the cruelty and base ness of the action they were going to commit ; and instead of ceasing from their wicked purpose, in con sideration of the great affliction, sufferings, and re proaches they had already inflicted upon him, they rejoiced and were glad that their designs were now near their execution. Wherefore, they revile, mock, and insult him, who is the true and eternal God, and hasten, as much as possible, his death. He is again carried back to the house, stripped of his mock purple garment, and left naked before them. Pause here a moment, and attentively consider the make and form of his sacred body : and that you may be moved to inward compassion towards him. and feed your soul with devout contemplation, close your eyes* for a while to his divinity, and consider him as purely man, and you will behold the most lovely, fair, innocent, and beautiful among the sons of men in that doleful condition, full of wounds nnd bruises, covered with blood, naked and abashed, seeking and gathering together his garments, which were dispersed in different parts of the house, by those cruel and merciless brutes, and clothing himself before them, whilst they stand insulting and re viling him, as if he had been the most contemptible of all creatures, forsaken by God, and destitute of all help and comfort. Then consider the profound

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and wonderful meekness of him as God and man ; behold how that immense, eternal, and incom prehensible majesty stoops to the ground, collects his torn garments, and bashfully clothes himself be fore his enemies, as though he was the vilest of men, their bought slave, under their dominion, and by them chastised as a base and unpardonable criminal. After this, accompany him out, and behold how, after he has put on his clothes, they hurry him away, and load him with the heavy wood of the cross, which,

'JESUS HAtJ'THE CROSS LAID UPON HIS SHOULDERS.

as historians say, measured fifteen feet in length ; this the most meek and innocent Lamb took and bore upon his blessed shoulders ; and thus was IIP hurried along by an enraged mob, in company with

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two th eves, who were condemned to death ; these were his companions in suffering.

Oh, sweet and beloved Jesus, how much do these your enemies debase you, by making you a com panion with thieves ! And what is still worse, they compel you to carry your own cross, which is a burthen they imposed not upon them. Wherefore, as the prophet Isaiah saith, "You are not only numbered with evil doers, but are used worse than they. Your patience, O Lord, is unspeakable."

And now, devout Christains, with all possible at tention and devotion, observe our Lord Jesus, how he bends under the weight of the cross, vehemently sighing, and wearied. Take pity on him in this sad plight of renewed afflictions and calumnies.

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His blessed and afflicted mother, seeing that she could not get near him, on account of the great con course of people which pressed about him, went, with St. John and the rest of her companions, a nearer way, to the end that she might meet him at the winding of the street. And when she perceived him coming, bowed down with the heavy load of the cross, which before she had not seen, she was like one beside herself, and half dead with grief, so

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that she could neither speak to him, nor he to her, by reason of the furious mob which hurried him along with great violence and compulsion. After, however, he had gone a little way, he turned to the women that followed, weeping, and said: "Ye daughters of Jerusalem, weep not for me, but weep f 05

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yourselves and for your children," etc., as is farther contained in the gospel. And in these two places were erected two churches in memory of these things, as they report who have been there, and seen them. And as Mount Calvary was distant from the city, he was so tired and faint, that he was not able to carry his cross the whole way, but fell down under it with exhaustion. The wicked executioners, not willing to defer his death, lest Pilate should re voke his sentence, as he had before shown some in clination to release him, compelled one Simon, a stranger, to carry it for him, and Jesus they led un burdened the rest of the way, but bound like a thief ro the place of execution.

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done to our Lord Jesus, and the many things he hath suffered from the time he was first apprehended to this present, we shall doubtless find therein great matter of sorrow and compunction. For we may truly believe, that from the hour in which he was first taken in the night, till the time of his being crucified, he was in one continual combat, and endured number less reproaches and injuries, sorrows and detractions innumerable and suffered the most cruel torments among them. For there was no manner of rest given to him but continual trouble and vexation. And here you may dwell, devout reader, for some short review of that which hitherto hath been acted against him : first, how one lays violent hands upon and ap prehends him, another binds him tightly with cords, another blasphemes him, another spits in his sacred face, another proposes to him subtle questions in order to ensnare him, another drags him backwards and forwards from one judge to another, another blind folds his eyes, another buffets him, another strips him of his clothes, another binds him to a pillar, an other most cruelly scourges him, another unbinds him and clothes him in a purple garment, another plats a crown of thorns which he presses upon his head, another puts a reed into his hand, another takes it from him, and striking him with it upon the head, drives the thorns further in to his sacred temples, an other kneels down before him and mocks him, and so of the rest, sometimes one, and sometimes another. Now they lead him to Annas, now to Caiphas, then to Pilate, and thence to Herod ; now hither, and then thither, now out, and then in again. And finally, he was dragged and hurried along with great violence, and without rest, till he came to Mount Calvary, which was the place fixed for the period of this doleful combat

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CHAPTER LXIV.

OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST IS NAILED TO THE CROSS.

WHEN our blessed Lord Jesus was now come to Mount Calvary, those wicked and merciless butchers began then to effect their cruel work. Be present now with all the attention of your mind to these things, and devoutly consider every particular relating to the Lord your God. Behold with the in terior eyes of your soul, some preparing the cross*.

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some making ready the ropes and cords to bind Mm, some the nails and hammers to fasten him, others preparing the ladder and other instruments, some digging the hole in the earth to fix the cross in, and others busy in stripping him, so that this is the third time of his being stripped, by which his wounds are again renewed by the violent tearing off his clothes, which were cleaving to his sacred flesh. His blessed

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mother, when she beheld him thus used, was afflicted beyond expression. And oh, how full of bitter an guish, indeed, may we well imagine, was her tender soul, in beholding her beloved and innocent son thus shamefully abused, and loaded with injuries and in- eults I Theu was he extended upon the cross, as it

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lay upon the ground, and with cords stretching forth with violence his sacred hands and feet, the cruel slaughterers with long iron nails barbarously piercing them, nailed him fast to it.

Thus was our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ fast ened to the cross, hand and foot, and so excessively strained thereon, that as the royal prophet saith : " All his bones might be numbered :" and his sacred blood ran forth in streams from his blessed wounds in great abundance : and his arms and legs were so widely stretched with the nails, that he could move no part of his body, except his head. And as his whole weight was supported only by three nails, his pains undoubtedly were great beyond what any heart can conceive, or tongue express. But still to add insult to the pangs he suffered, he was crucifiod be tween two thieves, and loaded with derision, con tempt, and reviling from all parts. Some blas phemed him, others shook their heads, and said, " Fie on thee, thou art he that would st destroy the temple of God, and build it up again in three days. Others he saved, himself he cannot save ; and if thou be the Son of God descend now from the cross, that we may believe." And those who crucified him, di vided Ms garments among them before his face. All this was acted in the presence of his afflicted mother, who stood under the cross, and whose tender compassion and tears added much to his sorrow and affliction ; for she accompanied him in her soul on the cross, and inwardly desired rather to die with him, than to live any longer without him. Thus stood the doleful mother beside the cross of her son. She never turned her eyes from him — she was af flicted and full of anguish with him ; and with many bitter sighs prayed to her heavenly Father, saying, *' Oh, heavenly Father, and sovereign Lord of majesty

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without doubt it was foreseen and pleasing to you from all eternity, that my most beloved and innocent son should shed his precious blood, and be crucified for the sins of the world, wherefore it is not proper to ask him of you again. But, most holy Father, you see the bitter torment and anguish of his soul, wherefore I beseech you to ease his pain, and release him. if it be your heavenly will."

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And her blessed son secretly prayed to his Father for her, snying, "Oh good Father, look down, T be seech you, on my afflicted mother, and -behold how deeply she is tormented for me : my crucifixion is sufficient for the sins of mankind ; she hath not de served any such thing, and yet she is with me in heart upon the cross, and bears an equal share with

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me in my pains. I recommend her to you, beseech ing that it would please you to assuage and lessen her grief."

There were also with our blessed Lady the beloved disciple, St. John, and Mary Magdalen, and the two sisters of our Lady, Mary of James., and Mary of Salome, and other friends, standing under the cross, who all, but especially Mary Magdalen, the beloved of Jesus, were very sorrowful, and wept bitterly, and could no ways be comforted, because of the pains of their beloved master: for their sorrow was renewed with "his, in the words, or de.eds, which Were said or done to him. In chapter LXV, THE WORDS WHICH OUR LORD SPOKE WHILE HANGING

UPON THE CHOSS I HE YIELDS UP HIS SPIRIT.

OUR Lord Jesus hanging on the cross, ceased not to do, and to speak those things which were for our advantage, even to the last moment in which he gave up his spirit ; wherefore he spoke seven times, as is written in the Gospel.

The first time he spoke was when he prayed for his enemies, saying, "Father, forgivr them, for they know not what they do." 0 wonderful patience, charity, and benignity!

The second was to his mother, when he said, " Woman, behold thy son ;" and to John, " behold thy mother." He would not call her at that iime mother, lest the tenderness of the expression should have occasioned her more grief.

The third was to the good thief saying, "This

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day thou shalt be with me in paradise." In which words he showed his infinite and unbounded mercy towards us.

The fourth was when he said, "Mi, Eli, Lam ma sabadhani" That is to say, "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me!" As if he had more plainly said: "My God, you have so much loved the world, that while you give me to death for its redemption, you seem to have forsaken me."

The fifth was when he said, "Sitio;" — I thirst ! Which word gave occasion to his enemies to rejoice, and to his mother greater occasion of compassion. And although this word may be understood of thirst for the salvation of souls : yet he truly thirsted for drink ; for by the great effusion of his blood, he had little moisture left within him. Wherefore his cruel butchers, who were studying how they might tor ment him, took vinegar mixed with gall, and put it to his mouth, that he might drink.

The sixth was when he said, " Consummatum est ;" It is finished ! As if he had said, " O Father, I have perfectly and obediently fulfilled all the com mands you gave me, and all that has hitherto been written of me : wherefore, now, if it pleaseth thee, receive me again to thyself." To which, we may for devotion's sake imagine, his Father replied, " Come, my beloved Son, for you have fulfilled all things completely, and I will not that you suffer any more ; come then and resign your soul into my arms, and repose yourself forever in my bosom/'

And then our blessed Jesus began to fail in his sight, after the nature of dying men, and grew faint and languid, sometimes closing and sometimes open ing his eyes ; and bowing his head first on one side, and then on the other, till being quite spent, and lif« failing, he recommended his soul to his Father, cry-

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out with a loud voice, the seventh time, saying, '•Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit." With which he yielded up the ghost.

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At this strong and vehement cry of our Lord Jesus, a centurion who was standing by was converted, and immediately said, "Verily, this man is the Son of God ;" because he heard him cry so loud when he expired.

Oh, in what a sad and sorrowful condition may we well suppose was the tender heart of his blessed mother, when she beheld him to languish in so pain ful a manner, to cry out, and to die in her presence ! We may easily believe that her spirits failed her, and tliat she was ready to give up the ghost with him, much more than when she met him carrying his

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cross. And what can we think of Mary Magdalen, of St. John, his beloved disciple, and of the other two sisters of our Lady 3 Undoubtedly their sorrow was inexpressible, they were loaded with grief, and over whelmed with bitterness and tears, without comfort of any kind, and knew not what to do.

Behold now our Lord Jesus hangs dead upon the cross, and the multitude of people return again to the city. But his most afflicted mother, with the other four, remain still near him, feeding their souls with the divine contemplation of their beloved, and waiting for help from God, that they might have him taken from the cross, and buried.

If you also, Christian soul, will behold your Lord in devout contemplation, you cannot but conceive a tender compassion, seeing that from the crown of his head to the sole of his foot there was no part of him left whole ; there was no member, nor any sense which had not their extreme pain and affliction. Em ploy thyself then in the daily study of these suffer ings of thy Lord, and make them the frequent sub ject of thy devout meditation. In chapter LXVI, THE OPENING OF OUR BLESSED SAVIOUR'S SIDE WITH

A SPEAR.

WHILE the blessed mother of our Lord Jesus, with St. John, St. Mary Magdalen, and the two sisters of our blessed Lady sat near the cross, with her eyes attentively fixed on her beloved son, contemplating him thus hanging dead between two thieves, forsaken and abandoned, there came many

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men from the city towards them ; being sent to break the legs of those who were crucified, and to kill them downright, if they were not already dead, that their bodies might not be seen hanging on the crosses upon the Sabbath-day. Our blessed Lady, with the others, rose up to look, and saw them coming, but knew not for what reason : wherefore their sorrow was renewed, and their fears increased as they saw them advance nearer. His blessed mother being more sensibly affected than the rest, and not know ing what to do, turned herself towards her beloved son, ami said, " My most dear son, to what end, I beseech thee, do these cruel butchers return hither again ? What more do they intend to do ? Have they not already taken away thy life? I was in hopes that they were satisfied with what they had done before to thee while thou wast living : But now it seems that they have not yet done with thee, but they will further pursue thee dead. I know not, my beloved son, how to act, since I am as un able of helping thee now as I was before in deliver ing thee from death. I will approach, however, and stand near the cross, at thy blessed feet, and beseech thy heavenly Father to render them favor able towards thee."

Hence they all five, bitterly weeping, went and placed themselves before the cross of our Lord Jesus. And the multitude, hastily advancing, came with great shouts and noise, and seeing that the two thieves were yet living, with great rage they broke their legs, and killed them, and taking them down, cast them into a ditch. And then returning they came to our Lord Jesus. And his blessed mother, pierced to the heart with grief, fearing they might do the same to him, in an agony of humility, kneel ing down before them, with her arms extended, and

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with a loud and compassionate voice, spoke to them in this manner : "I beseech you, brethren, for the love of God, most High and Almighty, that you will no more afflict; or torment me in my most dear son : I am truly his most sorrow ful and disconsolate mother, whom you know has never injured or offended you. And if my beloved son seemed to oppose you, you have put him to death for it. What more can your revenge require 1 Forbear then to insult him any longer, and I will for- giv<- the injuries you have hitherto done me in his death and sufferings. But oh, be thus far merciful in your cruelty ; touch not his dear corpse, but suffer me to carry it whole to the sepulchre. What will it avail you to break his limbs, who has already ex pired this hour past?" Thus did the sacred Virgin persist on her knees, with John and Magdalen, and the other devout women, weeping and entreat ing those inhuman butchers ! O sacred Lady, to what purpose do you thus demean yourself to those barbarous wretches ! Can you hope for any success with such inexorable savages ? Will pity make the impious relent ? Will the merciless give yearnings of mercy, or pride bend to humility ? Alas ! your endeavors are ineffectual ; condescension is the aver sion of the haughty.

One Longinus, at that time a proud and wicked man, but afterwards a convert, a saint, nay, a martyr, stretched forth his lance, and seeming to give ear to their cries, pierced our Lord's sacred side, when im mediately from the wound gushed forth a stream of water and blood. At the sight his disconsolate mother fell into a swoon, in the arms of Magdalen : and while St. John and the holy women were busied in supporting and restoring our blessed Lady, the im pious butchers departed. And now at her recovery,

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a new taste of death succeeded the former, when she beheld her beloved and divine sun, hanging dead on the cross in such a mangled and deplorable condi tion. Oh, how many strokes of death did not this spotless Lady feel on this day ! Who can doubt of their being equal in number to the insults and cruel ties used to him ? And thus was fulfilled what Simeon foretold, that " the sword of sorrow should pierce her soul." Thus did one lance, with the same sacrile gious stroke, pierce the blessed body of Jesus and the sacred soul of Mary.

When our blessed Lady was recovered, they all sat down at the foot of the cross, at a loss what to do or how to act. How to take down and where to de posit the holy corpse they could not contrive, for want of strength and for want of a sepulchre to put it in. To depart and leave him on the cross in that condition, they knew not how to resolve, and to re main there long was neither decent nor safe, for night was coming on. What perplexity ! O bountiful God, how didst thou suffer this thy favorite, this mirror of all virtues, this our sacred advocate and protectress to be afflicted ? Surely it were time she had some respite from the excess of anguish. In chapter LXVII, THE DESCENT OF OUR LORD FROM THE CROSS.

AGAIN they saw several persons coming along the road : these were Joseph of Arimathea, and Nicodemus, and some persons with them, who brought instruments to take down the sacred body from the cross, and a great quantity of myrrh and

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aloes to embalm it. This gave them a new alarm, not knowing at a distance but they might be persons coming to offer new outrages to the blessed corpse. Wherefore, they all arose, and immediately falling on their knees, applied themselves to prayer, be seeching God to avert the affliction they seemed again threatened with. At length, however, St. John dis covered who they were, and returning thanks to God, they all began to be comforted. Our blessed Lady then dispatched St. John to meet them, who brought them to the cross where the holy women were, and presented them to the afflicted mother of God. Our blessed Lady received them graciously, and with all the joy compatible with her present state of grief. Joseph and Nicodemus condoled with her and the pious company. Then all falling on their knees, adored the sacred relict of our Lord, and after some time spent in devout and humble prayer and religious homage, they all again arose and prepared to take him down from the cross.

While the holy company are busied in their de vout offices to Christ, endeavor, pious reader, to be as devoutly attentive to all that passes. Two ladders then are fixed to the cross, one to each arm. And whilst Nicodemus goes up to that on the left hand, Joseph ascends the other on the right, and labors to draw the nail with which that hand is fastened. This was done not without great diffi culty, and bruising the divine flesh, for the nails were of an immoderate size. The action, however, was acceptable to God, inasmuch as it was a violence that was unavoidable and done through the utmost purity of intention and liveliness of faith. When Joseph had drawn out the nail, St. John made a sign to him to give it to him with privacy, which when he received, he hid it in his bosom, that the

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afflicted Virgin might not see it. Then Nicodemus extracted the nail from the left hand, and gave it likewise to St. John, who joined it devoutly with the former. When the nails were thus drawn from the hands of our blessed Redeemer, Nicodemus de scended to draw out that which fastened his heavenly feet, while Joseph supported the body. Oh, thrice happy Joseph, who was deemed worthy to embrace so divine, so inestimable a treasure ! While Joseph held the sacred body leaning on his arms, our blessed Lady took hold of the hand which hung down, and pressing it reverently and tenderly

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to her face and lips, kissed it, pressed it, and de voutly bathed it with tears. Oh, nature, what a spectacle ! Oh, human heart, what must thou be,

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not to melt at such a sight ! When the nail was ex tracted from the feet, Joseph descended by degrees, while the others received the heavenly body of our Lord, and reposed it decently on the ground. Our blessed Lady then raised the holy head and shoul ders, and placed them on her lap, and the Magda len prostrating herself, embraced his sacred feet, whence she had once received such a plenitude of grace. All the rest stood round joining their sighs and tears, and bitterly bemoaning the only begotten Son of God, thus disfigured by base, ungrateful man. In chapter LXVIII, THE EMBALMING AND BURIAL OF OUR LORD.

AFTER a short s^:. e, as night was drawing on, Joseph besought our Lady to permit him to embalm und wrap up the sacred body in the fine linen he had brought with him for that purpose. But she knew not how to part with the dear trea sure so soon again. "I entreat you, my friends,' said she, " rob me not so soon of my dear, my only son, of all that is dear to me in this life ; rather, if you are in haste to bury him, lay me in the sepulchre near him. Oh, that I might, dearest Jesus, lie by thee, and never be separated from thee." Tears flowed down her virgin cheeks, and sobs forbid her words an utterance. Silent and sad she viewed the lovely, mangled form ; now she examined, one by one, the reeking wounds still fresh and full of clotted blood, now she picked out, with care and cruel anguish, one after another, the long and splintered thorns still buried in his temples : now

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she beheld his head, and now his face, composing the few straggling hairs which blinded inhumanity had left upon his head and beard ; and washing off the dirt and spittle from his divine countenance with floods of tears ; unsatiated with weeping, sighing, and gazing on the object of her anguish. Thus fixed, and immovable, the afflicted mother dwelt on the beloved form of her divine son, and was not to be removed from him, till St. John, with rever ence approaching, entreated her to consider the late ness of the day, and to consent that Joseph and Nicodemus might do their pious offices in time, to prevent any insults or calumnies of the Jews. To this remonstrance the wise and humble Virgin yielded, remembering well that her dearest Jesus had re commended her to the care of this faithful and lov* ing disciple. And therefore, without contending she gave them her blessing, and permission, to dress and wrap him up. St. John then, with Joseph and Nicodemus, immediately embalmed the holy body and wrapped it in the fine linen cloth While they were busied about the body, the blessed Virgin still kept the head upon her lap, and Magdalen was still officious about his feet. There knelt the illustrious penitent, almost dissolved with the excess of her grief, and now on those sacred limbs, which com punction had elsewhere bathed with her tears, un speakable grief and tender compassion made her pour a double flood. She beheld those dear feet cruelly pierced and torn, mangled and bloody, but could not behold them clearly through the bitter ness of her weeping. The Evangelist bears witness that she loved exceedingly, and therefore who can be amazed that she should grieve exceedingly, to see our Lord, whom she thus loved, and to see him thus mangled, dead, and reduced almost to noth-

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ing? Scarce could her breast contain her heart, thus enlarged with panting anguish ; nor is it im probable that, if she might, she would have gladly expired at the feet of her dead Lord. This was the ninth and last office she could pay her divine mas ter, and in doing this, how bitterly did. she grieve, that she could not do it in the manner she wished. She would fain have laid out the blessed body, anointed, and wrapped it wholly of herself, with that decency and reverence due to it. But neither the time nor place would permit it ; for she could not do more at that time, nor in a better manner, than to bathe his venerable feet with her tears, dry them with her locks, kiss them, and reverently wrap them in the linen ; this she did, and did it with a diligence equal to her affection.

When the body of our divine Saviour was wrapped up, they all turned their looks towards our blessed Lady to learn her pleasure, and share her parting grief. And she, finding there was now no more time to delay, threw her face on that of her heavenly son. "Oh, precious son Jesus ! do I still hold you dead on my lap ! And must I, must I then part from you ? 0 cruel, unspeakable, cruel divorce of death. Sweet and delightful was our converse with each other, and free from injury or offence to any, why then do I see you, sweet offspring of my bowels, thus mangled and murdered like a public nuisance ? How faithfully, how dutifully, how tenderly did you, when alive, wait on and cherish me : yet what re turn was I able to make you in this dreadful con flict ! Your heavenly Father was able alone to assist you : I could not ; and he, for his ineffably divine reasons, would not. Blessed be his holy name alike for all he has done. But why, my only joy, did you abandon yourself ? Ah ! it was for the

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generous love of mankind, whom you came to re« deem. Alas, how dear has this redemption cost you ! Yet dear as it has been, as it redounds to your glory and their salvation, I submit to, nay, rejoice at it. And if I do grieve, forgive me, all- bounteous Jesus, forgive me these tears and sighs, which surely are but due from so lovely, loving, and divine a son. How can I refrain from tears, when I behold to what a deplorable condition the sins of man have brought you ? You have neither sin nor harm in you. But now, alas! our social converse with each other is broken off. Well, since it is your will, it shall be mine; and these hands, in obedience to your divine pleasure, shall bury your sacred body. And then whither, or to whom shall I, your afflicted mother, fly for protection? How shall I live without you ? Oh, that one tomb might contain us both, that we might never be sep arated in body any more than in mind ! Go then, lovely Jesus ! Go to your sepulchre, and since my body may not be there entombed with yours, my soul shall still accompany you thither, and there forever dwell with you. To you, then, I offer and recommend it. Oh son, oh dearest, oh divine son, how hard is this separation !" — A flood of tears fol lowed her words, and bathed the sacred face of Christ more plentifully than those of Magdalen had bathed his feet. She wiped them off, however, and kissing his lips and eyes, wrapped up the holy head in the linen. After which all again falling on the ground, and paying their adorations, took the sacred body and bore it to the monument, our blessed Lady holding up the head, St. Mary Mag dalen the feet, and the rest the body.

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with reverence, tears, sighs, and adorations. After he was laid in the monument, the afflicted mother embraced him, and clung to him for awhile ; but

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St. John and the women raised her, and rolled a great stone against the entrance of the monument. Venerable Bede tells us, that this monument was a kind of round mansion, hewn out of a rock be neath, so high that a man could not reach, with his arm perpendicularly raised, to the roof of it. Its entrance stood eastward : and in it our Lord's body was placed in a tomb, on the north side, of seven feet long.

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CHAPTER LXIX.

OUB BLESSED LADY'S DEPARTURE FROM THE SEPUL

CHRE, AND RETURN TO MOUNT SIGN.

WHEN Joseph of Arimathea had completed his office of burying onr Saviour, and was about returning to Jerusalem, he came to the Blessed Virgin, and entreated her, with many solicitations, to retire to his house, with the companions and sharers in her grief, offering it, and all he was master of, to her service and command. But our blessed Lady graciously returning him thanks, excused her self from going thither, because she was committed by her son to the care of his beloved disciple John ; who, when Joseph turned to him to beseech him to prevail upon her to honor his house with her sacred presence, told them all, that he must lead her im mediately to Mount Sion, the place where Jesus had but the night before supped with his disciples, and where he himself proposed to remain with her. Upon which, they forthwith adored at the sepulchre, and after paying their submission to the holy vir gin, and their respects to her company, they went their way ; but our blessed Lady, St. John, and the devout women remained sometime longer op posite to the sepulchre.

At length St. John remonstrating to our blessed Lady, that it was neither safe to remain there late at night, nor decent to enter the city much later in the day, she humbly arose, and kneeling before the sep ulchre, embraced it, saying, " Farewell, my dearest, best-beloved son ; since I may not, must not stay longer near you, I recommend you to your eternal

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Father's all-wise and almighty care." Then lifting her eyes to heaven, with abundance of tears, and heart full of grief, said, " To you, O eternal Father, I recommend this dear deposit of your and my only begotten son. Oh, take under your protection, and guard from every insult his precious body, and with it accept my soul, which I here leave together with it." Then rising, she departed with her companions from the monument.

When they came again to the cross, she kneeled down and adored, saying, "Here died my dear, my precious son ; here he poured out the generous sea of blood for man's redemption.*' And after her ex ample all did the same. Nor is it without good grounds that we may believe our blessed Lady to have been the first reverer of the cross. When they approached the city, the women veiled her like a widow, waiiing, distressed, and afflicted before her, whilst she proceeded with her head and face quite covered, between St. John and St. Mary Mngdalen. At their entrance into it, a pious contention arose between Magdalen and St. John ; she pleading hard that our blessed Lady might come to reside at her house, alleging the goodness with which our Lord had honored her in his life- time in resorting to it ; he on the other hand, being desirous of leading the sacred virgin to Mount Sion, where he said she would be safer, and more within the reach of all their friends. Accordingly our blessed Lady determined to go thither, and Magdalen followed her. As they passed through the city many devout persons of both sexes met her, condoled with her, and cried aloud against the injustice done to her divine son, as they accom panied her to the house whither she was repairing When she arrived at the place where she was to re main, turning to her attendants, she returned them

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thanks, and they submissively bowing, paid het homage and condolence. Our Lady was followed by her two sisters and Magdalen into the house : after which St. John, placing himself at the door, returned thanks to the rest, and on account of the lateness of the evening, dismissed them. But with eyes dis consolate did this childless mother look round the house, where she could no more see the object of all her delight. " O fair and beauteous, O lovely son !" she said, "where art thou now ? O John ! where is my only son ? O Magdalen ! where is thy master, that more than parent, who loved thee so tenderly ? O beloved sisters ! where is my Jesus ? Every joy is now fled from me — every sweetness, every pleas ing sight now vanishes from my eyes — now he is no more before me. Alas, alas, what agonies he suf fered ! Alas, how my grief augments whenever I look back and consider him all torn, all bruised, dis figured, sighing, panting, and fainting with thirst, anguish, and violence ! What insults, what torments, and what taunts did he not go through ! And I, in vain, wished to comfort him His foes inhumanly abused him— his friends meanly and shamefully for sook him — his poor, his tender mother, wanted power to help him— and his Father, his Almighty Father, would not rescue him. And with what haste was he not hurried to the cruel, inhumanly cruel, un naturally cruel slaughter ! What wretch so vile was ever condemned, and executed with so much injus tice, barbarity, and precipitation, as my poor inno cent, inoffensive son, Jesus ! Oh, my son ! in this last and unhappiest of nights wast thou basely be trayed, inhumanly seized, perfidiously condemned, and now cruelly crucified, thou liest unjustly mur dered ! 0 dearest Jesus ! how bitter is this separa tion from thee and how insupportable the sad

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reflection on thy undeserved, ignominious death !" Thus went on this tender, this afflicted mother, till St. John at length besought her to desist from her excessive grief, and administered comfort to her. Do you, amidst your pious contemplation, wish to do the like, devout reader ; obey her, minister to her, and attend and comfort her ; join with St. John in pre paring something for her refection, and for those who are with her, who are all fasting and faint. And when you have indulged yourself awhile in this pious, spiritual officiousness, procure the virgin's blessing, and depart.

CHAPTER LXX.

MEDITATION ON OUR BLESSED LADY5 8 CONVERSATION

WITH HER DEVOUT COMPANIONS.

ON the morning of the Sabbath, they all remained in the house with the doors shut, extremely afflicted, and mourning like orphans for the loss of a tender parent, without uttering a syllable, but looking dejectedly on each other, as is usual on occasions of extreme grief, and supplying their want of words with abundant sighs. While thus they sit distressed, a sudden knocking at the door alarms and dismays them, for all courage is departed from them ; but John going to the door, finds it to be Peter, and re moves their fears by acquainting them with it. Peter, with the sacred virgin's leave, being admitted, full of confusion, anguish and repentance, approaches, but without being able to utter a word. After him came, one by one, the rest of the disciples, weeping and abashed. At length, when their tears and sighs are abated, they begin to talk of their deceased Lord.

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"0 how I blush from my soul," says Peter, "and how well my confused conscience tells me, that I am unworthy to speak in your presence, sacred Lady, or even to be seen by mankind, after having so shame fully denied and forsaken my divine Master, who loved me to so great a degree !" In like manner all the other disciples, with tears, beating their breasts, and in deep sorrow, accused themselves for having abandoned their Lord in his passion. But the gra cious virgin mother consoled them, saying, ''Alas! my children, your and my bountiful master, and faith ful shepherd, has now departed from us for awhile and left us like orphans without a parent. However, I finally trust to his goodness, that he will soon be with us again. And you know how good and indul gent he is, and how much he loves you all. Despair not then, but confidently rely on his goodness for your reconciliation, and depend on his pardon for every fault and offence you have hitherto committed against him ; for he knows full well the frailty of your nature, and the greatness of the temptation. By his Al mighty Father's permission, such was the fury and outrage of his enemies, that your staying with him could not have been of service to him : therefore, be not discouraged." "Truly, O benign Lady," says Peter, " thus far what you say I hope will in some measure alleviate my offence : it was the very fury you speak of which so terrified me as to make me think myself in danger of falling a victim to it ; and that terror it was which made me so shamefully deny my Lord. Nor did I at the instant reflect on the words by which he foretold this denial." Magdalen then inquiring concerning the prediction of our Lord, Peter told her the circumstances of it, and added, that our Lord told them many things at his last supper. Upon which, our blessed Lady desiring to be informed

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of all the particulars of what her divine son had done and said on that occasion, Peter made a sign to John, and John related the whole particulars. And then, as well concerning this as other occasions, they re lated among themselves, several things which Christ had taught and practised among them, and thus they passed the whole day in talking of him. O how attentively did Magdalen, and much more our blessed Lady, listen to all this ! O how often did she that day cry out, "Blessed foiever he my holy son, Jesus." Behold then diligently, and compas sionate them in the extreme affliction, with which this day overwhelms them. — For what a sight was it to behold the queen of Heaven and earth, the princes of the holy church and the director of Christ's people, seized with so great sorrow, and forced to hide them selves in that little house, not knowing what to do, having nothing to comfort them, but only to commu nicate together, and repeat the former sayings and actions of their divine Lord and master, Jesus. Our blessed Lady, however, remained with a peaceful and serene mind, being always firm and constant in the certain hope of her son' s resurrection ; in which hope she persisted the whole Sabbath ;* for which reason the Sabbath is a day specially dedicated by the church to her. Her comfort, however, was not wholly free from grief, whenever she thought on the bitter death and sufferings of her blessed son. Now when the snn was gone down, and it was lawful for them to work, Mary Magdalen, and the other Mary that was with her, went out to buy cer tain sweet spices to make ointment to anoint the body. For the night before, after they came from the sepulchre, they began to make things ready for

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it till sunset ; after which time they ceased : for, ac cording to the law, they were obliged to keep the Sabbath, from sunser the evening before, till the set ting of the same on the Sabbath evening. Behold them now, how they go with sorrowful and mourn ful countenances, and apply to some devout good man for the spices they had occasion for: and he, tenderly compassionating their affliction, willingly supplied them. Wherefore, choosing the best they could find, they returned home, and applied them selves to compound a precious ointment, after the best manner they were able.

Cast an eye towards them, and behold how they labor for our Lord Jesus: weeping, sighing, and sorrowful ! Our blessed Lady and the Apostles stood looking on, and no doubt, when needful, as sisted them ; which done, and night being come, they ceased, and retired to repose, which, we may piously imagine, was very little.

CHAPTER LXXL

OUB LORD JESUS DESCENDS INTO THB LIMBO OF THE

FATHERS.

WE are now to consider what our blessed Lord did on this day of the Sabbath. You are to know, then, that as soon as he expired, his blessed soul descended into that part of hell called Limbo, where the souls of the Fathers were detained, and there he remained with them. During which time they were in possession of glory ; for the vision of God is the perfect glory of the blessed. Oh, how great was his bounty ; how great lus love, and how

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great his humility ! He could, if he had pleased, have delivered his servants by means of an angeli cal messenger, who might have conducted them to his presence, in whatever place he had chosen ; but this, his infinite love and humility would not suffer him to do. Wherefore, he himself descended ; and, though Lord of all, visited them, not as servants, but as intimate and familiar friends, and remained with them, till near break of day the Sunday fol lowing. Think well on this, and endeavor to copy after so great a pattern.

The holy Fathers were in an ecstacy of immense joy at the approach of their Redeemer. All anxiety then gave place to ineffable delight ; and their peti tions and solicitations, for a speedy deliverance from this state of captivity, were changed into praises and thanksgiving, for the inexpressible benefit of their redemption. When, therefore, the soul of Jesus advanced towards them, imagine you see the holy tribe assembled together, hastening with transports of the most earnest alacrity to meet him, and crying out to him, " Blessed be the Lord God of Israel, because he has visited, and wrought the redemption of his people." " Raise up your droop ing heads, O afflicted fellow captives, for behold your redemption is coming. Rise up, rise up, O Jerusa lem, break the chain from off your neck ; behold the Saviour comes to ransom us from our fetters." " Lift up your gates, O princes, and be ye lifted up, O eternal gates, and the King of Glory shall enter in." "We adore you, 0 Christ, and we bless you, our most loving God." And thus falling down, they adored him with unspeakable joy and grati tude. Thus did they continue in praise and thanks giving, before our Lord, till the dawn of the third dav : at which time our Lord, heading those happy

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souls, led them glorious and triumphant, from that subterraneous place of their captivity, to that earthly paradise of delights, where those glorious prophets of God, Elias and Enoch, are waiting the coming of Antichrist, whom they are appointed to oppose. Here our blessed Redeemer staid some time with them ; and here they still persisted, in conjunction with those two venerable men, in prais ing, thanking and glorifying their all-gracious bene factor. At length our Saviour said, that it was time for him to leave them, and to depart, and re sume his sacred body, by a glorious resurrection. "Go then," say they, "O divine, O bounteous Re deemer, O King of Glory ! complete the merciful work you have so graciously begun, and so divinely carried on ; but oh, vouchsafe speedily to return to us, that our joy may be redoubled in the desirable sight of your sacred body, which we have so long and so earnestly desired, and sighed after."

You see then, O devout reader, that you need not want matter for pious meditation during the inter val between our Lord's death and resurrection. Hitherto I have made but few and short meditations on the passion of Christ, that the mind might not be taken off from attending to the series of his suffer ings ; but now it will not be improper to make some serious reflections concerning it. Hear, therefore, what St. Bernard says :

"What think you, O Christian soul? Can you owe anything less than your whole life to Christ, who generously laid down his precious life for you, and bore the most excruciating torments to free you from bearing them to all eternity ? Were the lives of all the sons of Adam, the splendor of the angels, and the worth of the whole creation, to be united in »ne living creature, yet would such a creature bf

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nothing in comparison with his body so stupendously beautiful. Were all the excellent talents of every animated being to be centered in one, what would they be to the superior virtues assembled in his con ception from the Holy Ghost, in his birth from a virgin, in the innocence of his life, in the elegance of his doctrine, in the brilliancy of his miracles, in the revelation of his sacraments and mysteries! Were all the torments which nature can suffer to be inflicted on one being, yet would they be nothing in value to what he went through in the series of his life, passion and death. The heavens then are not so high exalted above the earth as his ways are above ours, and his life above our life. Nay, a mere nothing, an unexisting nothing, bears as great a proportion to something, as our life does to his. Nothing can be more excellent than this, nothing is more miserable than that. Our life is all corruption, his life purity itself : ours of no worth, his of im mense value. And yet he grudged not to lay down that precious life, to save us from eternal death. O excess of goodness ! When therefore we have de voted to him our life, and all that is valuable in it, we still fall short of what he has done for us, and our offering is no more to be compared to his, than the twinkling light of the remotest star to the lustre of the sun, the least drop of water to a great river, a pebble to an enormous mountain, or a grain of wheat to a summer's harvest.

" It was not of trivial matters, that this blessed Re deemer stripped himself for you. He lowered him self, and that not a little, to exalt you : he lowered himself to flesh, he lowered himself to death, and the death of the cross. 0 who can express this excess of humility, meekness, and condescension in the God of majesty, deigning to put on flesh, to be punished

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with death, to be disgraced with a cross? Perhaps it may be asked : but could not the Creator have re paired the works of his own hands, without all this difficulty ? Doubtless, he could ; but he chose to do otherwise, though to his own cost ; that the base and detestable crime of ingratitude might no more take root in the heart of man. He suffered, there fore, an immensity of hardships, to stimulate man to pay him the just debt of immense love ; and to move him, whom the facility of his creation had rendered ungrateful and indevout, to be grateful and earnest in thanksgiving for his redemption, which was wrought with so much difficulty. How did ungrateful man reason upon his creation ! I was made indeed out of nothing, gratis, but I was made without any ex pense or labor to my Maker : he said the word, and I was made like all other beings. But now, ' the mouth of them that speak lies was stopped.' And now, O man, the immense cost which God has been at in redeeming you, is as apparent as noon-day sun. Your Redeemer, to ransom you, disdained not be coming, from a sovereign Lord, an humble servant, from infinitely rich, extremely poor, from the im mortal word, mortal flesh, from the Son of God, the son of man.

"Consider yourself rightly then, and remember that if you were made of nothing, you were not re deemed with nothing. In six days God created all things, and you among the rest : but he was three and thirty years upon earth, laboring and working your redemption. O how hard did he toil, bear ing the necessities of the flesh, the anxieties and tribulations of the spirit, and all the severe trials his enemies could put him to ! Did he not heap to himself all the horrors of death, . and aggravate those horrors with the ignominy of the cross?

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"0 how amiable, lovely Jesus, how amiable to me above all things, does thy chalice render thee ! that chalice, that bitter, bitter draught which thou vonchsafedst to drink for our redemption ! This, this demands, and justly demands, all our affections : this alone ought to engross all our love : this alone should suffice sweetly to attract, justly to win, closely to knit, and forcibly to captivate us to thee. You see then, pious reader, that the author of nature was at no expense in the fabric of the world, in comparison with what it cost the Redeemer of nature to restore it. He only spoke, and the former was made — he only gave his orders, and it was created. But in the latter, his word was contra dicted, his actions reprimanded, he was insulted with torments, was punished with death, and reviled with the cross.

"It was the height of infinite goodness in Christ to deliver up his life a prey to death for us ; and to pay down from out of his own sacred side, the full ransom due to his eternal Father. In this, how truly did he fulfil what the Psalmist sung of him — ' With the Lord is mercy, and with him plentiful redemption.' Plentiful, indeed, was this redemp tion, to effect which he poured forth not a single drop, not from one part of his body, but rivers of blood, from several parts. — Think then, O man, on the greatness of your obligation ; think on the debt of love you owe him. What is it he should have done, and has not done for you? He has en lightened you, when blind ; unbound you, when in chains ; set you right, when astray ; and reconciled you, when guilty. Who then can forbear running willingly and cheerfully after him who delivers us from errors, and connives at our frailties, who gives us, whilst living, the means to merit, and bestows

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on us in death, the reward of the merit he gives 1 What excuse can any one plead for not running after the fragrant odor of his ointment? Not surely that the fragrancy of it did not reach him. The odor of his sweet-scented life has gone through the whole earth. For the whole earth is full of his mercy, and the effects of his mercy surpass all his other works. He therefore who is insensible to, or follows not this fragrant odor, is either totally dead, or totally corrupted.

" The holy spouse in the canticles is not ashamed of the blackness she borrowed from her spouse, to resemble whom, is the summit of true glory. There is nothing more glorious than to put on the black ness of reproach, which Christ himself put on. Hence, says the Apostle, with salutary transport, ' Far be it from me to glory in anything but the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ.' How dear ought the ignominy of the cross to be to all those who are so happy as not to be at variance with him who suffered on it for our sakes ? There is a blackness in it, we must own, but that blackness is beautiful, insomuch as it was the form and likeness of our Lord. Whom else did Isaiah, in spirit, call the man of sorrows, knowing infirmity, who, 'had neither form nor comeliness? Him,' says he, 'we esteemed stricken, smitten of God, and humbled: but he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities, and with his stripes we are healed.'

" What, fellow Christian ! Did Christ not take upon him the shame of sin for our sakes, and shall we be ashamed of being vilified, or reputed black for his sake ? Look attentively on this vilified Saviour, disfigured in dress, and clothed with mock garments, defaced with bloody wounds, defiled with nauseous

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spittle, mortified with blows, and pale with death. What more deformed, or blackened, could strike the eyes of his beholders, than he, when, with his arms wide extended on the cross, he afforded laughter to his inveterate enemies, tears to the faithful, and agony to convulsed nature, when he alone was a subject of mockery and sport, who alone was worthy to com mand respect, and able to inflict terror through the whole universe ?

"Meditate, therefore, 0 pious reader, on the suffer ings of that most sacred, crucified body, and see if there is anything there, which does not plead for you to the eternal Father. For you it is that that divine head is pierced with innumerable thorns. 'My people,' saith the Lord by his prophet, ' have covered me all over with the thorns of their sins.' Lest your head should ache, lest your intentions should be wounded, his eyes were closed by death, and the luminaries of the world were at that instant extinct. At the darkening of his sacred eyes, those great lights were eclipsed with the rest, and universal dark ness overshadowed the whole earth. And why all this, but that your eyes might be averted from be holding vanity, or being attracted by it.

"Those blessed ears which perpetually hear in Heaven, the exulting exclamation of * Holy, holy, holy, Lord God of Sabbaoth ; ' heard upon earth, 4 thou hast a devil : crucify him, crucify him.' And all this, that your ears might no longer be deaf to the voice of God, or to the cries of the poor : but deaf to detraction, deaf to discourses injurious to God, or detrimental to your brother, and deaf to every vain and unprofitable sound.

" That divinely beauteous face, the most comely of all amongst the sons of men, was defiled with spittle, disfigured with bruises, profaned with dirt, and ex-

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hibited to scorn, that your face might be made fair and shining ; and being confirmed in goodness, might not turn to opposite extremes.

"That blessed mouth which directed angels, and instructed men in heavenly knowledge, which only spoke, and all things were done according to his will, was drenched with vinegar and gall ; and why ? But that your mouth and heart might thenceforth be enabled to relish the sweets of truth, and confess your God.

' ' Those heavenly hands, which moulded the heavens and the earth, were barbarously stretched with nails on the cross. Why did your guiltless Saviour submit to this, but to purchase for you the grace of keeping your hands ever open for the relief of the needy and distressed ; and to qualify you to say with the Psalmist : * My soul is always in my hands V What we carry in our hands we cannot easily forget, and thus he, who has his soul forever in his hands by his indefatigable industry in good works, cannot be unmindful of it.

"Those sacred feet whose very footstool we ought to adore, because it is holy, were inhumanly trans fixed with nails, that your feet might not hurry you to evil, but run on in the way of the commandments of your Gfod. ' They have pierced my feet,' says the prophet in the person of Christ, ' they have num bered all my bones.' For you he sacrificed his flesh and his life, to purchase your body and soul ; and thus he ransomed all you are, with all he is himself.

"Rouse up then, my soul, and shaking off your dust, contemplate this memorable, this incomparable man, this Man-God, whom you see before you in the transparent crystal of the holy Gospel. Consider, my soul, who this is, who proceeds with the majestic Air of a monarch, though covered with th»

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ignominy of a despicable slave ! He moves with a crown on his head, but his diadem is an instrument of torments, and his sacred temples are transfixed with innumerable wounds from it. He is decked in royal robes, but they are to him badges of t»coru in stead of honor. He waves a sceptre in his hand, not to command others, but to be struck with it him self. He is adored with bended knees, proclaimed a king, and receives the homage of a numerous multitude, but they are marks of contempt and deri sion ins tead of du ty and fidelity . His lovel y coun ten- anceis spit upon, his beauteous cheeks are buffetted, and his honorable neck bends under dishonor.

"Behold, my soul, how this sacred man of sor rows is abused and reviled. He is commanded, all faint and sinking beneath his stripes, to bend his sacred shoulders under the heavy load of the cross, and to bear his ignominy to the place of execution. He is raised on the cross, he is insulted and scoffed at there, and permitted no other comfort than a draught of vinegar, mixed with gall. And in re turn for all this usage, he only says, ' Father, for give them, for they know not what they do.' What a stupendous personage is this, who, amidst all his torments and ill-usage, never once opened his mouth to complain of, accuse, threaten, or curse the vile brutes, who are busied in doing him such cruel in justice! But, after all their ill-treatment of him, he breaks forth into such terms of blessing as have no example. What instances of meekness, patience and goodness, can we produce like this ?

"But look, my soul, yet a little nearer, and see how worthy he is of all your admiration and pity. Behold him naked, and torn with stripes, suspended by iron nails, on an ignominious cross, between two thieves, plied with vinegar and gall, persecuted to

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death, nay, eren beyond death, with a lance, which rips open his sacred side. — And view him thus pour ing forth five rivers of precious blood, from his hands, feet, and sides ! Weep, O my eyes, and]thou, O my soul, melt into tenderness, dissolve into pity for this most lovely of the sons of men, whom thou seest amidst all this meekness, oppressed with every injurious treatment.

"0 look down, Lord, eternal Father! look down from your sanctuary above, and behold this sacred offering which our high priest, your holy Son Jesus Christ, offers to you for the sins of us, his brethren, and be propitious to the multitude of our iniquities, and greatness of our malice. Behold the blood of our brother Jesus, crying out to you from the cross, 'Behold, I am crowned with glory and honor.' Earnest he stands, solici ting at your right hand for us ; for he is our flesh, and our brother.

"Look, O Lord, on the countenance of Christ thy Son, who is become obedient to thee, even to death, and let not the marks of his wounds be ever from before thy eyes, that thou mayest always remember the satisfaction he has made to thee for our sins. Would, O Lord, that the sins, by which we have de served thy indignation, were placed in a balance with the sufferings which thy most innocent son Jesus en dured for us ! May every tongue return thee thanks O Lord, for thy great goodness, who sparedst not thy only son, but deliveredst him to death for us, to the end we might have so great, so true an ad vocate with thee in heaven ! And to thee, O blessed Jesus, what acts of thanksgiving, or what tribute, worthy thy acceptance, can I make, who am but du?t and ashes, a vile compound of clay ? For what was there wanting for my salvation, which thou hadst not done ? From the crown of the head to the

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sole of the foot, thou wast wholly plunged in the waters of suffering and affliction, to draw me out of the same. The waters have entered even to thy blessed soul. Thy soul was separated by death, that thou mightest restore me mine, which I had lost. Wherefore, thou hast bound me to thee by a double debt, that is, by what thou hast bestowed upon me, and by what thou has lost for my sake. I am indebted to thee for my life, which twice thou hast given me ; once in my creation, and once in my redemption. Wherefore, I have nothing to offer thee, which more justly is thy due, than my life itself. I cannot find what recompense man can make thee, O Christ, for thy precious soul, which was so much troubled and burdened with affliction. For were the heavens, the earth, and all the beau ties belonging to them, in my power, they would all fall short of the greatness of the debt I owe to thee. It is thy gift, O Lord, that I even make thee any part of that return which I owe thee. I ought to love thee with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my mind, and with all my strength ; and to follow thy example, who vouchsafedst to die for me. And how shall I be able to do this but by thy help ? My soul shall follow close after thee, because her whole strength depends on thee !"

Thus far St. Bernard. But let us now proceed to the resurrection of our Lord Jesus.

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In chapter LXXII, THE GLOEIOUS RESURRECTION OF OUR LORD JESUS,

AND HIS APPEARANCE FIRST TO HIS BLESSED

MOTHER.

"PEARLY on the Sunday morning, before the -L-' break of day, the soul of our blessed Jesus, accompanied by a glorious tribe of blessed spirits, returned again to the sepulchre where his body lay ; and resuming the same, he arose by virtue of his sacred divinity, and miraculously wect out of the grave without opening it. About th same time, Mary Magdalen, Mary of James, and Mary of Salome, taking leave of our blessed Lady, set out towards the sepulchre of our Lord ; taking with them many precious ointments, which they had pre pared for that purpose. The Blessed Virgin in the meantime remained at home, fixed in devout prayer ; which we may piously imagine she made in the following manner : "Most merciful Father, full of clemency and pity, you know that my most be loved and blessed son is now dead and buried, and that he was first cruelly fixed to a disgraceful cross between two thieves ; and that after he had resigned his blessed soul to you, I myself helped to place in the sepulchre his sacred body, which I conceived without blemish, and bore without pain. You know, O Lord, he was all the good I possessed, all I could desire, and the only comfort and life of my soul. But at length he was suddenly snatched ^rom me, being full of sorrow, fall of wounds, rent and scourged, and by his cruel enemies shamefully abused and condemned to death ; so that he was

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forsaken by his disciples, who fled from him ; and I, his disconsolate and afflicted mother, could no ways help him. But now, O Father of mercy, though at that time it pleased you not to deliver him from that cruel and bitter passion, yet, as your holy will is now fully accomplished, and it is in your power to restore him again safely to me, I beseech your di vine majesty to do it. Why does he tarry so long ? Send him to me speedily, O most bountiful Father, for my soul can have no peace till I behold him. O my most sweet son Jesus, where art thou now? What art thou doing ? And why dost thou stay so long before thou comest to relieve me ? Delay no longer I beseech thee, but come ; for thou thyself saidst, that thou wouldst arise on the third day ; and is that day now come ? Rise therefore, my beloved, my joy, and comfort me with thy pres ence, whom thou hast so much afflicted with thy absence."

As our Lady was thus praying, bathed in a flood of tears which flowed from her lovely eyes, our blessed Lord suddonly appeared, and stood before her robed in white, and with a pleasing and lovely aspect comforted her, saying, "Hail, holy parent." She, surprised with sudden joy, said, "Art thou my blessed son, Jesus?" and bowing down, she adored him. And he again said to her, "It is I, my beloved mother. I am risen from death, and am now present with you. My sorrows have ceased. I have triumphed over death, and have overcome all my pain and anguish, so that they can never more have any power over me." To whom she answered, '* Blessed be thy omnipotent and eternal Father, who has comforted me again with thy presence : may his holy name be exalted, magnified, and praised forever." Thus lovingly conversing to-

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gether, our Lord Jesus related to her the things he had wrought in those three days, after his passion, and how he delivered the fathers from the prison in which they were confined. Wherefore, this is a sovereign Pasch, this the joyful day of which the royal prophet spoke, saying, "This is the day which the Lord hath rnnde ; let ns rejoice arid be glad therein."

TWO ANGELS IN SHINING ROBES DECLARE HIM RISEN.

In chapter LXXIII, THE COMING OF THE THREE MARYS TO THE MONU

MENT, AND THE RACE BETWEEN PETER AND JOHN.

MAGDALEN, as we have said before, in com pany with the two Marys, went to the monu ment with the ointments. When they came to the

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entrance of the sepulchre, they were concerned as to how they should get in ; who will roll away the stone for us from the monument, say they ? But no sooner had they said it, than looking up they saw the stone removed, and an angel sitting upon it, who said to them, "Be not afraid." They, how- ever, disappointed of their hopes, by not finding the body of our Lord, gave little attention to the angel ; but running back affrighted, told the dis ciples that our Lord's body was taken away. Upon which, Peter and John immediately arose, and ran to the monument with zeal and anxiety, and the Marys after them. When they came thither, they found not the body, but only the winding sheet, and other linen it was wrapped in Wherefore they returned immediately with their eyes bathed in tears, and their hearts rent with affliction. They sought their Lord, but could not find him, nor knew they now where or which way to seek him. — Com passionate them then, pious reader, in so great an affliction.

CHAPTER LXXIV.

OUR LORD S APPEARANCE TO THE HOLY WOME1T.

rT^HE Marys, however, remained there, and looking JL towards the monument, saw two angels stand ing clothed in white, who said to them, " Whom do you seek? Bo you seek one living among the dead?" But they gave no attention to the angels, nor received any comfort from this vision. For they came not to seek angels, but the Lord of angels. Two of the Marys, therefore, lost and absorbed in affliction, withdrew to a little distance from the monu-

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ment, and sat down to soothe their grief. While Magdalen, at a loss what to do, and unable to live without her divine Master, sat sadly pensive and weeping at the mouth of the sepulchre ; where again she saw the same angels, who again asked her, " Woman, why do you weep ? Whom do you seek ?" "They have taken away my Lord," said she, '* and I know not where they have laid him." O wonder ful operation of love ! One angel had told her he was risen : and two others had assured her he was alive ; and yet so forgetful is she as to say, I know not. Love, divine love, was the cause of this self- oblivion in Magdalen, for as Origen says on this passage, her soul was not with her, but with her divine master Hence she knew not — that is, she

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knew neither how to hear, remember, nor think with out him. Wherefore, while thus she continued weep ing, disconsolate, and regardless of all the angel said to her, her divine master, overcome as it were by her excess of love, appeared to her to console her, and said, "Woman, whom seek you? Why do you weep?" At first she knew him not, but inebriated with affection, answered him, "Lord, if you have taken my Lord away, tell me where you have put him." Think then you see this glorious woman with her face bathed in a flood of tears, beseeching, and with every moving remonstrance earnestly conjuring him to tell her where she may find the beloved object she was in search, of : for still she hoped to hear some glad tidings of him. How grateful a sight was this to Christ ! He therefore again said to her, " Mary 1" When immediately coming as it were to herself, and knowing him by his voice, she cried out in a transport of unutterable joy, " Rabbi ?" that is, master ! " Ah, you are the sweet, the adorable Lord I was seeking with so much eagerness. ' ' Then rising, she ran to embrace his feet. But our Lord, to raise her mind to a more celestial affection, and wean her from his earthly presence, said to her, "Touch me not, for I have not yet ascended to my Father : but tell my brethren, I ascend to my Father, and yours." After they had awhile conversed in a celestial manner with each other, our Lord gave her his blessing, and departed : when she, full of joy and spiritual com fort, went to her companions, and told them the glad some news. They were exceedingly overjoyed at the tidings of our Lord's resurrection : but when they found they were not blessed with a sight of him, they departed homewards with grief and dejection. But as the above-mentioned three Marys were pro ceeding on their way, before they came to the

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the benign Jesus vouchsafed to appear to them, sav ing, " Hail ! " No sooner did they hear and see him, than seized with a joy beyond the power of words to express, they fell on their faces and adored him- Here again our Lord vouchsafed to enter into a gra-

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cious and ineffable conversation with them for some time, concerning his sublime mysteries. After which he said to them — bid my brethren come to rne in Galilee, there they will see me as I foretold them. Admire here the great humility of our Lord Jesus, in calling his poor lowly disciples his brethren. This you see is a virtue, which Christ laid not aside even after his resurrection. Meditate then devoutly on those edifying subjects. And, if you be desirous of reaping full advantage from the contemplation of

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them, endeavor to be as present in spirit, as these holy persons were in body.

CHAPTER LXXV.

OUR LORD'S APPEARANCE TO JOSEPH, TO JAMES THE

LESS, AND TO PETER.

OUR Lord Jesus, after departing from the Marys, appeared to Joseph of Arimathea, who had buried him, and who was now in prison. For the Jews had seized him and confined him in a jail, with an intent to put him to death after the Sabbath. Our Lord therefore appeared to him, and wiping off the tears and damp from his face, led him ont, the doors unopened, as ancient pious tradition informs us. He also appeared to James the Less, who had vowed never to taste any food, till he should see our Lord risen from the dead. To him, therefore, and to those who were with him, he commanded that they should spread the table, then taking bread and blessing it, he gave to him, saying, "Eat, my beloved brother, for the Son of Man is risen from the dead."*

When the Marys returned home, and acquainted the disciples with the resurrection of Christ, Peter, extremely afflicted that he had not seen his Lord, and unable, through excess of love, to rest without see ing him. arose immediately and went alone to the sepulchre, not knowing where else so speedily to find him. While he was proceeding on his way, Jesus appeared to him, and said, "Peace be to you, Simon Peter." Then Peter striking his breast, and

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prostrating himself on the ground, in a flood of tears, cried out, "O Lord! O dearest Saviour! I have sinned against thee ; I acknowledge my crime in leaving thee in thy distress, and shamefully deny ing thee thrice." And when his love and grief stopped his words, he embraced his masters holy feet, and tenderly kissed them. Our Lord then raised him, and embracing him, said again : " Peace on thee, Simon Peter : fear not, thy sins are for given thee. Thy denial I foresaw and foretold thee, and now I forgive thee. Go and confirm thy breth ren in the belief of my resurrection. And be con fident thyself, that I have conquered for thee all thy enemies, and even death itself." Thus awhile they stood solemnizing a glorious Pasch in heavenly conversation. After this Peter returned to our blessed Lady and the disciples, and related to them all he had seen and heard. In the Gospel there is no mention made of our Lord's appearing to his sacred mother. I have, however, taken notice of it, first because the Church seems to countenance my doing so, as may appear more plainly in the legend on the resurrection.

CHAPTER LXXVI. CHRIST'S RETURN TO THE HOLY FATHERS AFTER

HIS RESURRECTION.

OUR Lord not having yet visited the holy Fathers after his resurrection, as soon as he departed from Peter, took a numerous retinue of angels, and went to visit them. When the venera ble tribe saw him coming towards them, they went to meet him with excessive transports of spiritual

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Joy, singing, "Behold, our king comes : let us meet our Saviour ! Our mighty beginning, and his king dom shall have no end! This is a blissful day that shines forth to us! Come all, and obey the Lord." Then prostrating themselves, they adored him : and rising, continued singing with reverence, fervor and joy, his praises, saying, "Thou hast risen our glory : we will be glad and rejoice in thee. Thy kingdom is of all ages ; and thy dominion shall last from generation to generation. We de part not from you; and you shall raise us, and we will magnify your holy name. Our leader is come forth ; made a high priest forever. This, this is the day which the Lord hath made ; let us be glad and rejoice thereon. The day of redemp tion has shone forth to us, of ancient reparation, and of eternal felicity. This day throughout the universe, the heavens distil honey ; because the Lord has reigned from a tree. The Lord has reigned, he is clothed with beauty , the Lord is clothed with strength, and hath girded himself. Sing to him a new song, for he has wrought wonders. His right hand and his holy arm hath saved us to himself. For we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture. Come let us adore him." When the evening drew nigh, Jesus acquainted them with his design of going again to visit his poor afflicted brethren, who, after his death, were dispersed like sheep having no shepherd, and were seeking him with the utmost anxiety. "I will return there fore," says he, "to them, that I may console and strengthen them, and will soon come back to re lease you." Then the holy Fathers, prostiating themselves again, adored him, saying, "Go, Lord Jesus, blessed be thy holy name ; and be all things done according to thy divine word and will."

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CHAPTER LXXVH.

CHRIST APPEARS TO THE TWO DISCIPLES GOING TO

EMMAUS.

AS two disciples were walking together towards the little town of Emmaus, talking of what had happened in a melancholy manner, and in a kind of despondency about him, our Lord Jesus came up to them, and in the form of a traveller joined in con versation with them ; interrogating, answering, and giving them salutary maxims, as the Gospel relates. At length, suffering himself to be forced, he went in

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with them, and manifested himself to them. Here, pious reader, contemplate the goodness of Christ. For, first, such is his ardent love for his disciples, that he cannot suffer them long to wander in uncer tainty and affliction. Like a faithful friend, a trusty companion, and an affable Lord, he joins with them, enquires the cause of their affliction, and expounds the scriptures to them in such a manner as to cleanse their hearts from all rust of earthly affec tions, and influence them with divine love. Thus does he daily behave towards us in a spiritual man ner. If overcome by any afflictions, perplexities, or languor of soul, we talk of him, he is immediately with us, comforting, enlightening, and inflaming our hearts with his love. Of such excellent advan tage is it to us to talk of God in our adversities or tribulation. Hence, says the prophet, "How sweet are thy words to my taste, sweeter to my mouth than honey and the honey-comb." And again, "My heart waxed hot within me, and fire burns in my meditation."

Secondly, behold the goodness of our Lord in feigning that he was going farther, in order to in crease their desire of his staying with them, and to induce them to invite and detain him. How gracious was it in him to go with them, to break bread, to bless that bread with his sacred hands for them, and afterwards to reveal himself to them ! Does he not do the same towards us all, as often as we apply to prayer and meditation ? Thus then does it behoove Ui to pray without ceasing

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CHAPTER LXXVIIL

OUB LORD APPEARS TO THE DISCIPLES, WHO WERB

SHUT UP ON THE DAY OF THE RESURRECTION.

THE two disciples immediately returned to Jeru salem, and finding all the other disciples, ex cept Thomas, assembled together, they related what had happened to them, where they likewise heard in their turn, a confirmation of our Lord's being risen, and having appeared to Simon. During this conversation, our Lord Jesus himself came into the room, the doors being shut, and saluted them all, saying, " Peace be with you.' * The disciples seeing our Lord, fell on their faces, and acknowledged their fault in having fled at his passion, they re ceived him with great joy. Our Lord then com forted them, saying, "Rise, brethren, your sins are forgiven you." After which he stood familiarly amongst them, and showed the prints of his sacred wounds. Meantime, the table being spread by his order, he sat down, and eat part of a fish and some honey which was set before him. Then he breathed upon them, saying, "Receive ye the Holy Ghost." O how full of joy and spiritual delight was this interview !

Imagine, too, you see here our blessed Lady ; for it was to her that the disciples flocked when they assembled together after the death of our Lord. O with what inexpressible joy is she not filled at the sight of her glorious and triumphant son in the midst pi his disciples, and how studious, how pleased, and liow devoutly transported is she in doing little offices

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of reverence and love towards him ! And how will ing is our Lord to add to her delight by accepting little services from her, and making her returns of honor and affection before his disciples. Forget not, likewise, to cast an eye of devotion towards Mary Magdalen, that favorite among the disciples, that kind of female apostle among the apostles. Fancy you see her as usual, sitting at the feet of her divine master, absorbed in attention to his divine words, and transported with joy whenever she has an oppor tunity of ministering to him. O how heavenly must this mansion be, and what a blessing to be in it at this delicious moment ! 0 this was a true Pasch ! Who must not rejoice to be present at it ? And what delight must you not experience in contem plating it ? But perhaps you are present at it, with out being affected by it. Though if you were truly attentive to the passion, and contemplated it with a sincere feeling of the sufferings of Christ, of his mother, and of his disciples, you cannot but now partake in the joys of their Pasch. The same joys you might renew on every Sunday, if you were care ful likewise to renew on the preceding Friday and Saturday, the devout memorial of his passion. For, as St. Paul says, "If you are partakers of his passion, so shall you be of his comforts."

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JE8U8 APPEARS TO HIS UNBELIEVING DI8CIPIJ6

CHAPTER LXXIX.

OUB LORD APPEARS TO THE DISCIPLES ON THE

OCTAVE OF EASTER. WHEN ST. THOMAS WAS WITH

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AGAIN on the eighth day after his resurrection our Lord Jesus appeared to his disciples, the doors being shut. And now Thomas, who the time before was not of their company, was present with them. To whom, when they gave him an account of Christ' s having vouchsafed them a visit, he answered, " Unless I see in his hands the print of the nails,

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and put my finger in his side, I will not believe." Christ then, the Good Shepherd, solicitous for his little flock, in compassion to the frailty of this his beloved disciple, stands before them all, and gra ciously salutes them, saying, " Peace be with you." Then addressing himself to Thomas, he said, " Reach hither your finger and behold my hands ; stretch forth your hand and put it to my side, and be not in credulous, but faithful. ' ' Then Thomas, after having touched the wounds of Jesus, falling on his face, said, " My Lord and my God." Thus making reparation for his former unbelief. For now, though he saw but the humanity of our Lord, he confessed his divinity. After this he joined with his fellow- disciples in ac knowledging the fault of forsaking so divine a master at the time cf his passion. But our Lord Jesus graciously raised him up, bid him be cheerful, and mercifully forgave him all former faults. It was doubtless by special dispensation of heaven that Thomas was permitted to hesitate in faith, that Christ's resurrection might more evidently appear. How glorious does the bounty and condescension of this sweet Saviour shine forth in his conduct towards his weak disciples, and particularly to Thomas, in showing to them his sacred wounds, to remove from their souls every cloud of doubt for their and our advantage 1 Three great ends he proposed to him self in preserving the prints of his sacred wounds ; that by them he might confirm his apostles and make them firm in the faith of his resurrection : that while he was acting the office of our mediator with his divine Father, he might the more easily appease him, by showing them to his eternal majesty ; and finally, that he might in the day of judgment clear himself to the reprobate, by reminding them of what he had suffered to redeem them, if they would have been

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redeemed. Our Lord Jesus remains thus awhile with his blessed mother and the beloved disciples, talking with them of the kingdom of God, while they stand listening to his ineffable doctrines, and dwelling on his divine countenance, in raptures of admiration, joy, and love. Observe them standing round him, but our blessed Lady close by his side, and Magdalen in her usual place, at his sacred feet. Do you too stand there reverently, yet at a distance, and perchance your humility, compunction, and devotion may move his mercy to call you nearer to him. At length, however, our divine Saviour left them ; telling them that he should thence repair to Galilee, where again they might see him ; and depart ing he gave them his blessing. They remained then awhile together, still hungering and thirsting after him ; not satiated with his presence, though greatly comforted.

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TO HIS PROMISE.

CHAPTER LXXX.

OUR LORD JESUS APPEARS TO HIS DISCIPLES IN

GALILEE.

THE disciples were no sooner repaired to Galilee, as our Lord had appointed them, than he ap peared to them, suying, "All powtr is given to me in heaven and earth : Go ye therefore and teach all nations: BAPTIZING THEM IN THE NAME OF THE

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GHOST : teaching them to believe all those things I have commanded you : and behold I am with you always, even to the end of the world." — Matt, xxviii. After this they all humbly adored him, and re mained with him for some time with great joy and satisfaction. Consider them well, and contemplate the above mentioned words he spoke to them : for they are full of mystery and heavenly consolation. For, first, he showed them that he is Lord of all things. Secondly, he gave them authority and a command to preach. Thirdly, he taught them the form of baptism. And finally he encouraged and comforted them, by promising always to be with them to the end of the world. Consider then the sweet and singular joy they receive, and the many great and wonderful tokens of love he shows them ; which being done, he farther gave them his blessing, and disappeared.

CHAPTER LXXXI

HE APPEARS TO THEM AGAIN NEAR THE SEA OF

TIBERIAS.

WHILE the disciples remained in Galilee, on a certain time, seven of them went out to fish in the sea of Tiberias, and having labored the whole night, they caught nothing. Here at the break of day, our Lord appeared again to them, standing on the sea shore, and asking them if they had taken any fish, they answered him, no. Wherefore he said, "Cast the net on the right side of the boat, and you shall find some." They did as he ordered them, and they were not able to draw the net out for the multitude of fish. Then John said to

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Peter, "It is our Lord." Peter, when he heard it was their Lord, put on his coat, for he was then naked, and cast himself into the sea to come to him ; but the other disciples came in the boat. When they come to land, they saw hot coals lying, and a fish laid thereon, and bread, which the Lord had prepared for them. He bid them likewise bring some of the fish they had taken, and dress them ; and he eat with them on the sea side. And according to his accustomed humility, he ministered to them, he broke the bread and gave it them, and gave them likewise of the fish. The seven disciples, with greafc alacrity of spirit, conversed with their Lord, and with all submission and respect eat with him, ad miring, with hearts full of joy, the affability of his pleasing countenance. They received from his sacred hands the food he gave them, and with no less abundance and spiritual comfort, replenished their souls, as well as their bodies. O what a di vine and celestial banquet! Consider well every particular, and endeavor to feed thy soul with them.

When the refection was over our Lord addressing himself to Peter, said, "Lovest thou me more than these V ' To whom Pe ter replied, * ' Lord, thou kno w- est that I love thee." Wherefore Christ said to him "Feed my lambs." Our Lord repeated the same question three times, and at every time recom mended to him his flock. Whence we may see the singular bounty and care of our Lord Jesus, and especially his exceeding charity and love for our souls, by his repeated recommendations of them to Peter's care. After this he foretells Peter the death he should suffer for his sake, saying, "When thou wast younger, thou didst gird thyself, and didst walk whither thou wouldst. But when thou shalt

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be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands and an other shall gird thee, and lead thee whither thou wilt not." And this he said to signify that by death of the cross he should glorify God. After this Peter desired to know of our Lord, in what manner John should suffer : and our Lord answered him, saying, "So I will have him to remain till I come; what is it to thee?" As if he had said, I will not that he follow me by the way of sufferings and passion, as thou shalt ; but that he live to a full and complete age, and end his days in peace. Some of the disciples understood by that saying, that he was never to die.

After these things our Lord disappeared, and re turned again according to his usual custom, to the holy Fathers. The disciples remained greatly com forted, and returned soon after to Jerusalem.

CHAPTER LXXXIL

OUR LOED JESUS APPEARS TO MOKE THAN FIVE HUN

DRED DISCIPLES TOGETHER ! — SOMETHING RELAT

ING TO HIS APPARITIONS IN GENERAL.

SAINT PAUL mentions that our Lord Jesus, at another time, appeared to above five hundred disciples gathered together : but where, at what time, or in what manner, is uncertain, it not being re corded in scripture. Yet we may well suppose that it was with the usual meekness, bounty, and charity on his side, and with no less joy and com fort on that of the disciples. And hitherto we have spoken of our Lord's appearing twelve different times after tris resurrection ; having omitted two

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other apparitions which follow, when we shall treat of his ascension. But there is mention made only of ten in the gospel. For it is not written in any place that he ever appeared to his holy mother ; so that it is only piously believed he did. How he ap peared to Joseph of Arimathea, is written in the apochryphal gospel of Nicodemus. And his ap pearing to James, St. Paul mentions in his Epistle to the Corinthians, as he does likewise that to the five hundred brethren.

We may, however, devoutly suppose, that he ap peared several other times ; for it is very probable that our most bountiful Lord often visited his holy mother, his beloved disciples, and St. Mary Mag dalen, comforting those in a more especial manner who had suffered and been most afflicted at his bitter death and passion. And this seems to be the opinion of St. Augustine, when, speaking of the time of the resurrection, he says, "All things re lating to our Lord's appearance after his resurrec tion are not written ! For he conversed with them." And it is not improbable that the holy Fathers, and chiefly Abraham and David (to whom the Lord made a special promise of the incarnation of his son) came in company with him, to see the most excel lent virgin, their daughter, and God's most blessed mother, who for them and for all others had found so much grace, and bore the Saviour of the world. O with what joy and comfort did they behold her ! With what reverence did they bow to her ; and with what alacrity did they praise and honor her.

And here we may consider the great benignity and charity, and the profound meekness of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ in this, that after his resurrec tion, and the glorious victory he had gained for us, he would not leave us, and ascend at once into his

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glory, but, as a pilgrim yet on earth, would remaiif forty days, and be conversant among us, to confirm and strengthen his apostles in their faith. This he might have done by his angels, but such was his unspeakable charity, that he would do it himself, by personally conversing with us for the space of forty days, appearing to his apostles, and preaching to them of the kingdom of heaven. All this hath our most merciful Lord done for us, and yet we reflect little on it. He hath always loved us, and still loves us ; but yet such is our ingratitude, that we return him not our love for his ; which is a mark of great un- thankfulness in us towards him, notwithstanding the unbounded charity he still has for us.

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JE8US ASCENDS INTO HEAVEN TO SIT ON THE RIGHT HAND OF THE

FATHER.

In chapter LXXXIIL, THE GLORIOUS ASCENSION OF OUE LORD AND SAVIOUR

JESUS CHRIST.

TOUCHING the wonderful ascension of our Lord Jesus, it behooves thee, pious reader, to awaken thy heart, and to render thyself more than ordinarily attentive to all that is here said or done, relating to this subject, if thou desir^xt to feed thy soul with heavenly comfort, and reap the spiritual unction,

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which plentifully flows from the devout contempla tion of so divine a subject.

On the fortieth day after his resurrection our Lord Jesus, knowing that his time was now come to depart from this world, and to pass hence to his Father, taking with him the holy patriarchs, prophets, and others, who after his resurrection were in the terres trial paradise, and blessing Enoch and Elias, who remained there still alive, he came to his apostles, who were gathered together on Mount Sion, which was the place where he made his last supper the night before his passion. There were likewise with the apostles at this place, the Blessed Virgin, and many other disciples ; and our Lord appearing to them said, that he would eat with them before he departed from them, as a special token and memorial of the love he bore them. And as they were all eating, being full of joy and spiritual comfort at this last refection of our Lord Jesus, he said to them, "The time is now come in which I must return again to him that sent me ; but you shall remain in the city till you are clothed with the virtue descending from above ; for within a few days you shall be filled with the Holy Ghost, as I before promised you. After which you shall be dispersed throughout the whole world, to preach my gospel, baptizing all that shall believe in me, so that you shall be my witnesses to the utmost confines of the earth." He likewise reproved them for their incredulity in not believing those who had seen him rise, that is the angels. This he chose to do at the time he was speaking to them of preaching his gospel, to give them to understand, that they ought to have believed the angels, even before they saw him, much sooner than they ought to be believed by those to whom they were to preach, who, never theless, would believe them, though they should not

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see him. This he did, that by knowing their fault they might remain humble ; showing them at his departure how much he admired that virtue, and that he ] 'commended it to them in a singular manner. They asked him concerning many things that were to come to pass ; but he would not inform them, inasmuch as it was not necessary for them to know the secrets of God, whirh his Father had reserved in his own power, to fulfil at his own will and pleas ure. And thus they continued discoursing and eat ing together, with great comfort and satisfaction, occasioned by the presence of their Lord ; yet their comfort was mixed with some grief, by reason of his departure from them. For they loved him so ten derly, that they could not hear him speak of leaving them without heaviness and sorrow.

And what can we think of his blessed mother! May we not devoutly imagine that, sitting near him, and hearing what he said concerning his departure, she was moved with the tenderness of her motherly affection ; and that overcome with grief, which sud denly seized, and oppressed hex blessed soul, she inclined her head towards him, and rested it upon his sacred breast ? For, if St. John the Evangelist, at the last supper, took this freedom, with much more reason may we suppose her to do the same on this doleful occasion. Hence, then, with tears, and many sighs she spoke to him in this manner : "Oh, my beloved son, I beseech thee not to leave me ; but if thou must depart, and return again to thy heavenly Father, take me, thy afflicted mother, along with thee!" But our blessed Lord endeavored to comfort her, and said, " Grieve not, oh, beloved parent, at my leaving you, because I go to my Father ; and it is expedient that you remain here a ehort time longer, to confirm in their faith, suclj^as

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shall be converted, and believe in me, and after wards I will come again, and take you with me, to be a partaker of my glory." To whom again our Lady replied, "My beloved son, may thy will al ways be fulfilled in all things, for I am not only con tented to remain here during thy pleasure, but to suffer death for love of those souls, for which thou hast so willingly vouchsafed to lay down thy life : this, however, I beseech thee, be thou ever mindful of me." Our Lord then again comforted her, with the disciples and Mary Magdalen, saying, "Let not your hearts be troubled, nor fear ye anything ; I will not leave you desolate ; I go, but will shortly return again to you, and will remain always with you." At length he bid them remove from thence, and go to Mount Olivet, because from that place he would ascend into heaven, in the presence of them all : saying this, he disappeared,

His holy mother, with the rest of the company, hastened to the said mount, about a mile distant from Jerusalem, as he had appointed, where our Lord again soon appeared to them. Behold on this day we have two different apparitions of our Lord. Thus being all together, our Lord embraced his holy mother, and she again embraced him in a most tender manner, taking leave of each other. And the disci ples, Mary Magdalen, and the rest falling down to the ground, and weeping with tenderness, kissed his blessed feet, and he, raising them up, embraced all his apostles most lovingly.

Let us now, pious reader, diligently consider them, and devoutly contemplate all that is here done : and amongst the rest, let us behold the holy Fathers, who being there present, though invisible, joyfully admire, and inwardly praise the blessed virgin, by whom they received so great a benefit aa

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their salvation. They behold, with pleasing admir ation, the glorious champions, and leaders of God's hosts, the apostles, whom our Lord Jesus had chosen from among all others, to conquer and subdue the world, and bring it over to the belief of his holy doctrine.

At length, when the mysteries were all fulfilled and completed, our Lord Jesus began gradually to raise himself up before them, and to ascend by his own virtue and power into heaven. And then the Blessed Virgin, with the rest, fell down and devoutly worshipped him. And our Lady said, "O my be loved, I beseech thee to be mindful of me," and with this she burst forth into tears, not being able to refrain, when she reflected on his departure, yet was she full of inward joy, to see her blessed son thus gloriously ascend into heaven. His disciples also, when they beheld him ascending, said, "Thou knowest, O Lord, that we have renounced all things for thee, wherefore, we beseech thee not to forget us, but be ever mindful of us, for whom we have forsaken all." Then our Lord lifting up his hands, with serene and pleasing aspect, crowned with glory, victoriously ascended into heaven, but first blessing them, he said, "Be steadfast, and fight courageously, for I shall always be with you, even to the end of the world."

Thus, our Lord Jesus, all glorious and resplen- dently shining, ascended into heaven, triumphantly leading with him the noble tribe of holy Fathers, and fulfilling that which the prophet Micah had said long before his ascension: "And their king shall pass before them, and the Lord at the head of them." So that they all followed him with un speakable joy, singing canticles of praises and thanksgiving to him, for their deliverance from all

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sorrow, and their entrance into all joy, and never- ending felicity.

And Michael, the prince of God's celestial host, going before, carried the joyful tidings of their Lord's ascending, at which the whole heavenly court of celestial spirits came forth to meet their Lord, and with all worship and reverence, they led him with hymns and songs of jubilation, repeating with inexpressible joy, Alleluia, Alleluia, Alle luia.

Having paid their due reverence to the Lord, and ended the joyful canticles, which related to his glorious ascension, the angels and the holy Fathers began to rejoice together. And what tongue can express, or mind conceive, that which passed be tween them at this happy, happy meeting? The blessed spirits first began to congratulate them on their arrival, saying in this manner: "Ye princes of God's people, ye are welcome to our eternal habitation, and we rejoice and are glad at your ar rival : ye all are gathered together, and wonder fully exalted with our God ; Alleluia. Therefore rejoice, and sing to him who so gloriously ascend- eth to heaven, and above the heaven of heavens : Alleluia."

To which the holy Fathers again joyfully replied, "To you, princes of God's people, Alleluia: Our guardians and helpers, Alleluia : Joy and peace for ever, Alleluia : Let us sing and make mirth to our king and our Saviour, Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia. Now we joyfully enter into the house of our Lord, Alleluia : to remain forever in the glorious city of God, Alleluia. As sheep of our Lord's pasture we enter his gates, Alleluia : With hymns and canticles, Alleluia : For the Lord of power is with us. Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia." For according to the prophet,

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"The Lord is ascended in shouts of joy, and the Lord in the sound of a trumpet."

Our Lord Jesus ascended visibly for the greater comfort of his mother and disciples, that they might see him as far as they could. And behold ' ' A cloud received him out of their sight, and in an instant they were present in heaven !" And as the Blessed Virgin and the disciples were still looking up, two angels stood beside them in white garments, who began to comfort them, telling them not to look longer after his body, which they saw ascend so gloriously into heaven, for that they should not see him any more in that form till the Day of Judgment, when he should come to judge the quick and the dead. They bid them return into the city again, and there to expect the coming of the Holy Ghost, as he himself had told them. Our blessed Lady spoke to the angels, desir ing them to recommend her to her blessed son ; who profoundly inclining to her, promised gladly to fulfil her commands. —And the apostles and Mary Mag dalen recommended themselves in the same manner. After this, the angels departing, they went according as they had been appointed in to the city, unto Mount Sion, and waited there the coming of the Holy Ghost.

Our Lord Jesus, in company with that blessed tribe of holy souls, opened the gates of Heaven, which for a long time had been shut to mankind, and as a victorious conqueror, triumphantly entered in, and joyfully saluting his father, said, " O holy Father, I return thee thanks for the glorious victory thou hast given me over all our enemies: behold, O eternal Father, I here present to thee our friends, who till this time have been detained in banishment and in prison ! And as I have promised to my disciples and brethren, whom I have left in the world, to send them the Holy Ghost, the comforter, I beseech thee to fulfil

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my promise, for to thy care and protection I recom mend them." The Father raising him up, placed him on his right-hand, and said, "My blessed son, to thee all power is given in heaven and earth, where fore concerning all thou hast asked, dispose and order as shall seem most expedient to thee."

After this the angelical spirits and holy Fathers, who remained all the time prostrate before the throne of the most adorable Trinity, arose, and with all reverence, resumed their Alleluias and spiritual canticles, and sung joyfully to the Lord.

For if Moses and the children of Israel, after they had crossed the Red Sea, sung a song to the Lord, saying, " Let us sing to the Lord," etc., and Mary the prophetess, Aaron's sister, and other women going out after her, sung to the Lord with timbrels, and with dances, with how much more reason should they do it now, after the victory obtained over all their enemies ? And when David brought the ark of the Lord to Jerusalem, the whole multitude of the chil dren of Israel sung to the Lord, and David played before him, on all manner of instruments, on harps, on timbrels, on cornets, on cymbals, "and David danced before the Lord with all his might." — 2 Kings , 6. With how much more reason did they now do it, when present with their Lord, in the per fect enjoyment of so great happiness ? And if St. John the Evangelist, as we read in the Apocalypse, heard a voice from heaven of a hundred and forty-four thousand playing on their harps, and singing a new song before the throne of God and the Lamb, what ever that might represent, I cannot but piously ima gine, that it was on this day, more than on any other, fulfilled. They all sing, they all rejoice, and exult with the utmost jubilation, and with shouts of mirth they praise and glorify the Lord, so that the whole

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heavenly Jerusalem echoes with joyful Alleluias, and canticles of mirth were heard throughout every parti

Never from the beginning of time was there known so solemn a festivity, nor shall ever be again, till after the last and general day of judgment, when all the elect shall meet together in their beau tiful and glorious bodies.

And therefore this solemn feast of the ascension, if every circumstance be duly considered, is the greatest of all solemnities, which we shall find to be true, if we briefly consider the rest. The incarna tion of God is a great feast, a day of solemn jubila tion to us, but not to him, since he was then con fined within the narrow compass of the small en closure of a virginal womb. His nativity was like wise a great feast, and a day of public rejoicing to us. But he was to be pitied, who was born to such great poverty, suffering and penury. His death and suffering was a great feast to us, because our sins were then all blotted out ; but as he suffered most cruel torments, and a most vile death, it was not to him, nor ought it be to us, a subject of joy. The resurrection of our Lord Jesus was a most solemn festivity, both to him and to us, because he appeared as a triumphant conqueror over death, and we remained justified, and in the opinion of St. Augustine, was a more holy feast than the rest, which may be understood of those which preceded it. For the day of the ascension seems still to be more holy and greater than that, for though our Lord rose then from the dead, yet he still remained on earth, the gates of heaven were not yet open, nor were the holy Fathers then presented to his Father, which was fulfilled on the day of his ascen sion. And if we consider, whatever God wrought before this, he wrought to this end, without which

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his work would have been imperfect. For heaven and earth, with all things in them, were made for man ; and man was made only for God, and to en joy him in his glory : to which glory, no one, though ever so just, could ever attain after sin, till this day. Whence you may, in some measure, comprehend how great and wonderful is this day, which may properly he called the solemn and joyful festivity of our Lord Jesus. For on this day was he first seated in glory, in the humanity he had assumed, at the right hand of his Father, and enjoyed a per fect rest from all his labors.

This day is also a feast of great joy and glory to the blessed spirits of heaven ; for on this day they received a new satisfaction, in the sight of their Lord, whom before they had not seen, under the veil of his sacred humanity. And on this day was begun to be repaired the ruins of their heavenly company, occasioned by the fall of their reprobate brethren, some of whose vacancies were filled up by a glorious number of blessed souls, of patriarchs, prophets, and others, who on this day triumphantly entered the heavenly Jerusalem, and took posses sion of it as their own right and inheritance. Wherefore, as we solemnly celebrate the feast of one saint or martyr who departed this life, and en tered the glory of heaven, how much more ought we to do the same for so many thousands, who en tered together in company with the Holy of Holies, who is far more worthy all praise, honor and glory, than all the saints and angels together.

This day is likewise a feast of special joy to the Blessed Virgin, inasmuch as she beheld her blessed eon Jesus, perfect God and perfect man, crowned with glory and triumph, ascend victoriously to heaven.

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It is also a feast of joy to us, for on this day was our nature first exalted above the highest heavens ; and had he not ascended we could not have received the greatest of all gifts, the Holy Ghost, whom he had promised to send us, wherefore he said to his disciples, " It is expedient for you that I go, for if I go not, the Paraclete shall not come to you."

St. Bernard saith, in his sermon on this day, that "The glorious feast of the ascension is the end and accomplishment of all other feasts and solemnities, and a blessed conclusion of the weary pilgrimage of Jesus Christ on earth."

Hence then may you gather, pious reader, that this feast is greater and more solemn than all others, and that soul, which earnestly and truly loves our Lord Jesus, should on this day lift up his mind more fervently towards heaven, and endeavor to receive a greater plenitude of spiritual comfort and joy than all other festivals of the year. For our Lord said to his disciples: "Truly, if you loved me, you would rejoice and be glad, because I go to the Father." Whence it appears from his own words, that there was no day in heaven more joyful than this, which lasted till the following day of Pentecost, and we may devoutly imagine it to have been kept and solemnized in the following manner. — The ascension of our Lord and Saviour Jesus was about~the sixth hour. And although the whole court of heaven made a general rejoicing in a manner beyond all ex pression, yet from the hour of his ascension to the sixth hour of the next day, we may piously imagine that the angels more particularly celebrated this joyful festival. And, in the same manner, on the second, the archangels ; on the third day, the vir tues ; on the fourth day, the powers ; on the fifth, the principalities ; on the sixth, the dominations ;

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on the seventh, the thrones ; on the eighth, the cheru- bims ; on the ninth, the seraphims ; which are the nine orders of holy angels, who continued their joy ful solemnity till the vigil of Pentecost ; from which time, to the third hour of the day following, which is Whitsunday, the holy Fathers, with the rest of their blessed company, made the same solemn re joicings. Thus, during the space of ten days before the descent of the Holy Ghost upon earth, they all continued in an uninterrupted acclamation of praise, glory, and thanksgiving to God, to whom be con tinued the same by every creature to the end of the world, and forever. Amen. In chapter LXXXIV, THE COMING OF THE HOLY GHOST.

OUR Lord Jesus being ascended into heaven, his blessed mother, with the disciples, returned to Jerusalem, as the angels had told them, and with great joy and comfort, remained there during the space of ten days in fervent prayer, expecting the coming of the Holy Ghost.

When the tenth day was come after the ascension, our Lord Jesus said to his Father: "My beloved Father, the time of grace is near at hand, be mind ful, I beseech thee, of the promise I made to my brethren, concerning the Holy Ghost/' To whom the Father said, "My beloved Son, the promise you have made is most grateful in my sight, and I am well pleased it should be performed ; and as the time is now come to fulfil it, let the Holy Ghost Descend to replenish, and fill them with his grace,

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to comfort and strengthen them, to instruct and teach them, and bestow on them abundance of all heavenly virtues."

The Holy Ghost descended, then, on Whitsun day, in the form of fiery tongues, upon a hundred and twenty disciples, who at that time were gath ered together, and filled them with all grace and virtue : by which they were so greatly strengthened and inflamed, that they immediately went forth, and began to preach the gospel throughout the whole world, and in a great measure made it sub ject to their doctrine.

This day is then the feast of love, for, as St. Greg ory saith, it is the feast of him, who is love itself. For which reason, he who truly desires to serve God, should endeavor, in this holy solemnity, to be inflamed with love, or at least to be enkindled with a vehement desire of being so free from any mix ture of the love of this world. For, as St. Bernard assures us, "He is greatly mistaken who thinks to unite heaven with earth, the sweet balm of spiritual comfort, with the enjoyments of worldly vanities, or the bountiful gifts of the Holy Ghost, with the deceitful flatteries of the flesh."

Let us, therefore, devout reader, wholly forsake the fleeting vanities of this world, and purify our hearts from all earthly and vain love to creatures, and lead a life of devotion and prayer, as the apos tles did, expecting the coming of the Holy Ghost. Thus may we hope to be visited by him, as the apostles were, and to receive all spiritual comfort and grace for our souls.

That we may therefore be able to receive the sin gular gifts of this divine spirit, and to attain to that bliss to which our Lord is ascended, to prepare the way for us to follow, let us break off all unnecessary

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engagements with this wretched world, and take no delight in the foul satisfactions of the flesh, nor feed its unlawful desires, but ever earnestly wish, with the apostles, to be separated from it. So that through the grace of the divine Paraclete, the Holy Ghost, we may faithfully endeavor to follow the ex ample of our Lord Jesus Christ in this world, and hereafter to ascend with him into the glorious city of the heavenly Jerusalem ; where he, sovereign king, together with the Father, and the Holy Ghost, one God, in perfect Trinity, liveth and reigneth for ever, world without end. Amen.

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ST. BERNARD'S RHYTHMICAL PRAYER.

TO THE FEET.

I.

O SAVIOUR of the world, I cry to Thee ; O Saviour, suffering God, I worship Thee ; O wounded beauteous Love, I kneel to Thee ; Thou knowest, Lord, how I would follow Thee, If of Thyself Thou give Thyself to me.

ii.

Thy Presence I believe ; O come to me ! Behold me prostrate, Jesus ; look on me ! How beautiful Thou art ! O turn to me I

0 in Thy tender mercy turn to me, And let Thy untold pity pardon me !

in.

With trembling love and fear I worship Thee ;

1 kiss the grievous nails which entered Thee,

And think on those dire wounds which tortured Thee, And, grieving, lift my weeping eyes to Thee, Transfixed and dying all for love of me !

IV.

O wondrous grace ! O gracious charity I O love of sinners in such agony ! 380

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PAKS I.

AD PEDES.

I.

SALVE, mundi salutare, Salve, salve, Jesu care, Cruci tuse me aptare Vellem vere, tu scis quare, Da mihi tui copiam.

ii.

Ac si prsesens sis accede, Imo, te prsesentem credo : O quam nmndum hie te cerno, Ecce tibi me prosterno, Sis facilis ad veniam.

in.

Clavos pedum, plagas duras, Et tarn graves impressuras, Circumplector cum affectu, Tuo pavens in aspectu,

Tuorum memor vulnerum.

IV.

Grates tan tee caritati, Nos agamus vulnerati ;

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Sweet Father of the poor ! O who can be Unmoved to witness this great mystery,— The Healer smitten, hanging on a tree \

v.

O Gentle Jesus, turn Thee unto me ; What I have broken do Thou bind in me, And what is crooked make Thou straight in me ; What I have lost restore Thou unto me, And what is weak and sickly heal in me.

VI.

O Love ! with all my strength I seek for Thee ; Upon and in thy Cross I look for Thee ; With sorrow and with hope I turn to Thee, — That through Thy Blood new health may come to me, That washed therein Thy love may pardon me.

VII.

O take my heart, Thou loved One ; let it be Transfixed with those dear wounds for love of Thee, O wound it, Jesus, with pure love of Thee ; And let it so be crucified with Thee, That it may be forever joined to Thee.

VIII.

Sweet Jesus, loving God, 1 cry to Thee ; Though guilty, yet I come for love of Thee ; O show Thyself, dear Saviour, kind to me I Unworthy as I am, O turn to me, Nor at thy sacred Feet abandon me 1

IX.

Dear Jesus, bathed in tears, I kneel to Thee ; In shame and grief I lift my eyes to Thee ; Prostrate before Thy Cross I bow to Thee, And thy dear Feet embrace ; O look on me, Yea, from Thy Cross, 0 look, and pardon me.

TO THE SACRED MEMBERS OF JBSU3. 383

O amator peccatorum, Reparator confractorum,

0 dulcis Pater paupemm t

v.

Quicquid est in me confractum, Dissipatum aut distractum, Dulcis Jesu, totum sana, Tu restanra, tu complana, Tarn pio medicamine.

VI.

Te in tuo cruce qusero, Prout queo, corde mero, Me sanabis hie et spero, Sana me et salvus ero,

In tuo lavans sanguine.

VII.

Plagas tuas rubicundas, Et fixuras tarn prof undas ; Cordi meo fac inscribi, Ut Configar totus tibi,

Te modis amans omnibus.

VIII.

Dulcis Jesu, pie Deus, At te clamo licet reus, Praebe mini te benignum, Ne repellas me indignum, De tuis sanctis pedibus.

IX.

Coram crucem procumbentem, Hosque pedes complectentem, Jesu bone, non me spernas, Sed de cruce sancta cernas, Gompassionis gratia.

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X.

O my Beloved, stretched against that Tree, Whose arms divine are DOW enfolding me, Whose gracious Heart is now upholding me,- O my Beloved, let me wholly be Transformed, forgiven, one alone with thee !

CHAPTER II. PART II

TO THE KNEES.

I.

O JESUS, King of Saints, I worship Thee ; O hope of sinners, hail ! I rest on Thee ; True God, true man, Thou hangest on the Tree Transfixed, with quivering flesh and shaking knee* A criminal esteemed, — I worship Thee.

II.

Alas, how poor, how naked, wilt Thou be ! How hast Thou stript Thyself for love of me, How made Thyself a gazing-stock to be ! Not forced, but, O my God ! how willingly In all Thy limbs Thou sufferest on that Tree I

in.

Thy Precious Blood wells forth abundantly From all Thy open wounds incessantly ; All bathed therein, O God, in agony Thou standest on the Cross of infamy, Awaiting the appointed hour to die.

IV.

O infinite, 0 wondrous majesty !

O terrible, unheard-of poverty !

Ah, who, returning so great charity,

Is willing, Jesus, thus to give for Thee

His blood for Thine, in faithful love for Thee!

TO T11E SACRED NUMBERS OF JESUS. 386

X.

In hac cruce stans directe Vide me, 0 mi dilecte, Ad te totum me converte, Esto san us, die- aperte, Dimitto tibi uinnia.

PARS IL

AD GENUA.

I.

SALVE, Jesu, Rex sanctorum, Spes votiva peccatorum, Crucis ligno tanquam reus, Pendens homo, verus Deus, Caducis nutans genibus.

ii.

O quam pauper ! 0 quam nudus ! Qualis est in cruce ludus, Derisornm totus factus, Sponte tamen, non coactus, Attritus membris omnibus,

in.

Sangius tuns abundanter Fusus, fluit incessanter, Totus lotus in cruore, Stas in maximo dolore,

Prsecinctus vili tegmine.

rv.

O majestas infinita ! O egestas inaudita ! Quis pro tanta caritate Quaerit te in veritate,

Dans san^uinem pro sanguine f

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V.

O Jesus, how shall I, then, answer Thee, Who am so vile, and have not followed Thee! Or how repay the love that loveth me With such sublime, such awful charity Transfixed, from double death to set me free f

VI.

O Jesus, what Thy love hath been for me! O Jesus, death could never conquer Thee ! Ah, with what loving care Thou keepest me Enfolded in Thine arms, lest I should be, By death of sin, a moment torn from Thee I

VII.

Behold, 0 Jesus, how for love of Thee, With all my soul I trembling cling to Thee, And Thy dear Knees embrace. O pity me t Thou knowest why — in pity bear with me, And overlook the shame that covers me 1

vm.

O let the Blood I worship flow on me,

That what I do may never anger Thee ;

The Blood which flows at every pore from Thee

Each imperfection may it wash from me,

That I may undefiled and perfect be.

IX.

O force me, best Beloved, to draw to Thee, Transfixed and bleeding on the shameful Tree, Despised and stretched in dying agony ! All my desire, 0 Lord, is fixed on Thee ;

0 call me, then, and I will follow Thee.

x.

1 have no other love, dear Lord, but Thee ; Thou art my first and last ; I cling to Thee.

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V.

Quid sum tibi responsurns, Actu vilis, corde durus 3 Quid rependam amatori Qui elegit pro me mori,

Ne dupla morti morerer?

VI.

Amor tuis amor fortis, Quern non vincunt jura mortis ; O quam pia me sub cura Tua f oves in pressura,

Ne morsu mortis vulnerer.

VII.

Ecce tuo prse amore, Te complector cum rubore, Me coapto diligenter, Tu scis causam evidenter, Sed suffer et dissimula.

VIII.

Hoc quod ago non te gravet, Sed me sanut et me lavet, Inquinatum et segrotum, Sanguis fluens hie per totum, Ut non supersit macula.

IX.

In hac cruce te cruentem, Te contemptum et distentum, Ut requiram me impelle, Et hoc imple meum velle, Pacturus quod desidero.

x.

Ut te quaeram menti pura, Sit hsec mea prima cura,

ST. BERNARD' 8 RHYTHMICAL PRATER.

It is no labor, Lord ; love sets me free ;

Then heal me, cleanse me, let me rest on Thee-

For lore is life, and life is love — in Thee.

CHAPTER III. PART III

TO THE HANDS.

I.

HAIL, holy Shepherd ! Lord, I worship Thee, Fatigued with combat, steeped in misery ; Whose sacred Hands, outstretched in agony, All pierced and dislocated on the Tree, Are fastened to the wood of infamy.

n.

Dear holy Hands, I humbly worship ye, With roses filled, fresh blossoms of that Tree ; The cruel iron enters into ye, While open gashes yield unceasingly The precious stream down-dropping from the Tree.

in.

Behold, Thy Blood, 0 Jesus, flows on me— The price of my salvation falls on me ; O ruddy as the rose, it drops on me. Sweet Precious Blood, it wells abundantly Prom both Thy sacred Hands to set me free.

IV.

My heart !aaps up, 0 Jesus, unto Thee ;

Drawn by those nail-pierced Hands it flies to Thee ;

Drawn by those Blood-stained Hands stretched out

for me,

My soul breaks out with sighing unto Thee, And longs to slake its thirst, O Love, in Thee.

TO THE SA CRED MEMBERS OF JESU8. 389

Non est labor, nee gravabor, Sed sanabor et mnndabor, Cum te complexus fuero.

PARS IIL

AD MANU8.

I.

SALVE, Jesu, Pastor bone, Fatigatus in agone, Qui per lignum es distractus, Et ad lignum es compactus, Expansis sanctis nianibua

ii.

Manus sanctae, vos avete, Rosis novis adimplelae, Hos ad ramos dure junctae, Et cmdeli ferro punctse,

Tot guttis decurrentibus.

in.

Ecce fluit circumquaque, Manu tua de utraque, Sanguis tuus copiose, Rubicundus instar rosae, Magnae salutis pretium.

IV.

Manus clavis perforatas, Et cruore purpuratas, Corde piimo praa amore, Sitibundo bibens ore, Cruoris stillicidium.

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V

My God, what great stupendous charity — Both good and bad are welcomed here by Thee 1 The slothful heart Thou drawest graciously, The loving one Thou callest tenderly, And unto all a pardon grantest free.

VI.

Behold, I now present myself to Thee, Who dost present thy bleeding Hands to me ; The sick Thou healest when they come to Thee ; Thou canst not, therefore, turn away from me, Whose love Thou knowest, Lord, is all for Thee.

VII.

O my Beloved, fastened to the Tree, Draw, by Thy love, my senses unto Thee ; My will, my intellect, my memory, And all I am, make subject unto Thee, In whose dear arms alone is liberty.

VIII.

O draw me for Thy Cross's sake to Thee ;

O draw me for Thy so wide charity ;

Sweet Jesus, draw my heart in truth to Thee,

O put an end to all my misery,

And crown me with Thy Cross and victory !

IX.

O Jesus, place Thy sacred Hands on me, With transport let me kiss them tenderly, With groans and tears embrace them fervently ; And, O for these deep wounds I worship Thee ; And for the blessed drops that fall on me I

x.

O dearest Jesus, I commend to Thee Myself, and all I am, most perfectly ;

TO THE SACRED MEMBERS OF JE8U8. 391

V.

O quam large te exponis, Promptus mails atque bonis, Trahis pigros, pios vocas, Et in tuis ulnis locas

Faratis gratis omnibus.

VI.

Ecce tibi me praesent<\ Vulnerato et cruento, Semper aegris misereris, De me ergo ne graveris,

Qui prsesto es amantibns.

vn.

In hac cruce sic intensus, In te meos trahe sensns, Meum posse, velle, scire, Cruci tuse fac servire, Me tuis apta brachils.

vm.

In tarn lata charitate, Trahe me in veritate, Propter crucem tuam almam, Trahe me ad crucis pal mam, Dans fiiiem nieis vitiis,

IX.

Manus sanctse vos amplector, Et gemendo condelector, Grates ago plangis tantis Clavis duris, guttis sanctis, Dans lacrymas cum osoulis

x.

In cruore tuo lotum,

Me commendo tibi lotum,

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Bathed in Thy Blood, behold, I live for Thee ; O, may Thy blessed Hands encompass me, And in extremity deliver me !

CHAPTER IV. PART IV

TO THE SIDE.

I.

O JESUS, highest Good, I yearn for Thee; O Jesus, merciful, I hope in Thee, Whose sacred Body hnngs upon the Tree, Whose limbs, all dislocated painfully, Are stretched in torture, all for love of me t

ii.

Hail, sacred Side of Jesns 1 verily The hidden spring of mercy lies in Thee, The source of honeyed sweetness dwells in Thee, The fountain of redemption flows from Thee, The secret well of love that cleanses me.

in.

Behold, O King of Love, I draw to Thee ; If I am wrong, 0 Jesus, pardon me ; Thy love, Beloved, calls me lovingly, As I with blushing cheek gnze willingly Upon the living wound that bleeds for me.

IV.

O gentle opening, I worship Thee ;

O open door and deep, I look in Thee ;

O most pure stream, I gaze and gaze on Thee:

More ruddy than the rose, I draw to Thee ;

More healing than all health, I fly to Thee.

v.

More sweet than wine Thine odor is for ma ;

TO THE SACRED MEMBERS OJf JAitiU&

TUSB sanctse manus istae Me defendant, Jesu Christe, Ifixtremis in periculis.

PARS IV.

AD LATUS.

I.

SALVE, Jesu, summe bonus, Ad parcendum nimis pronus, Membra tua macilenta Quam acerbe sunt disenta, In ramo crucis torrida.

n.

Salve, latus Salvatoris, In quo latet mel dulcoris, In quo patet vis amoris, Ex quo scatet fons cruoris, Qui corda lavat sordida.

in.

Ecce tibi appropinquo, Parce Jesu si delinquo, Verecunda quidem fronte, Ad te tamen veni sponte, Scrutari tua vulnera.

IV.

Salve, mitis n pert ura, De qua manat vena pura, Perta patens et profunda, Super rosam rubicunda, Medela salutifera.

v. Odor tuus super vinum,

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The poisoned breath of sin it drives from me ; Thou art the draught of life poured out for me. O ye who thirst, come, drink thereof with me; And Thou, sweet wound, O open unto me.

VI.

O red wound open, let me draw to Thee,

And let my throbbing heart be filled from Thee!

Ah, see ! my heart, Beloved, faints for Thee.

0 my Beloved, open unto me,

That I may pass and lose myself in Thee.

VII.

Lord, with my mouth I touch and worship Thee, With all the strength I have I cling to Thee, With all my love I plunge my heart in Thee, My very life-blood would I draw from Thee, — 0 Jesus, Jesus I draw me into Thee 1

VIII.

How Sweet Thy savor is ! Who tastes of Thee,

0 Jesus Christ, can relish naught but Thee ; Who tastes Thy living sweetness lives by Thee ; All else is void — the soul must die for Thee ; So faints my heart, — so would I die for Thee ;

IX.

1 languish, Lord ! 0 let me hide in Thee I In Thy sweet Side, my Love, O bury me ! And may the fire divine consuming Thee Burn in my heart where it lies hid in Thee, Without a fear reposing peacefully I

x.

When in the hour of death Thon callest me, O Love of loves, may my soul enter Thee ; May my last breath, 0 Jesus fly to Thee ; 80 no fierce beast may drive my heart from Thee, But in Thy Side may it remain with Thee '

TO THE SACRED MEMBERS OF JE8U8. 396

Virus pellens serpentinum, Potus tuns potus vitse, Qui sititis hue venite,

Tu dulce vulnus aperi.

VI.

Plaga rubens aperire, Fac cor meum te sentire, Sine me in te transire, Vellem totus introire,

Pulsanti pande pauperi.

VII.

Ore meo te contingo, Et ardenter ad me stringy In te meum cor contingo, Et ferventi corde lingo, Me totum in te trajice.

VIII.

O quam dulcis sapor iste ! Qui te gustat Jesu Christe, Tuo victus a dulcore Mori possit prse amore, Te unum amans unice.

IX.

In hac fossa me reconde, Infer meum cor profunde, Ubi latens incalescat, Et in pace conquiescat,

Nee prorsus quemquam timeafc.

x.

Hora mortis meus flatus, Intret Jesu, tuum latus, Hinc expirans in te vadat,

Ne hunc leo trux invadat, Sed arjud te nermaneat.

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PARTY.

TO THE BREAST.

I.

OGOD of my salvation, hail to Thee ! O Jesus, sweetest Love, all hail to Theet O venerable Breast, I worship Thee : O dwelling place of love, I fly to Thee, With trembling touch adore and worship Thee.

n.

Hail, throne of the Most Holy Trinity I Hail, ark immense of tender charity ! Thou stay of weakness and infirmity, Sweet rest of weary souls who rest on Thee, Dear couch of loving ones who lean on Thee I

in.

With reverence, O Love, I kneel to Thee, O worthy to be ever sought by me ; Behold me, Jesus, looking unto Thee. O, set my heart on fire, dear Love, from Thee, And burn it in the flame that burns in Thee.

IV.

O make my breast a precious home for thee, A furnace o€ sweet love arid purity, A well of holy grief and piety ; Deny my will, conform it unto Thee, That grace abundant may be mine in Thee.

T

Sweet Jesus, loving Shepherd, come to me ; Dear Son of God and Mary, come to me ; Kind Father come, let Thy Heart pity me,

TO TSS SAC&EU MtiMBti&S OF JSSU&

PARS V.

AD PECTUS.

I.

SALVE, salua mea Dens, Jesu dulcia amor meus ; Balve, pectus, reverendum, Cum tremore contingendum, Amoris domicilium,

ii

Ave, thronus Trinitatia, Area latse charitatis, Pirmamentum infirmatis, Pax et pausa fatigatis, Humilium triclinium.

III.

Salve, Jesu reverende, Digne semper inquirende, Me prsesentem hie attende, Accedentem me succende, Prsecordiali gratia,

IV.

Pectus mini confer mundum, Ardens, pium, gemebunduio, Voluntatem abnegatam, Tibi semper conformatam, Juncba virtutum copia.

v.

Jesu dulcis, Pastor pw, Fill Dei et Marine, Largo fonie tui cordis,

898 BT- BERNARD'S RHYTHMICAL PRAYS&.

And cleanse the fountain of my misery In that great fountain of Thy clemency.

VI.

Hail, fruitful splendor of the Deity t Hail, fruitful figure of Divinity 1 From the full treasure of Thy charity, O pour some gift in Thy benignity Upon the desolate who cry to Thee!

VII.

Dear Breast of most sweet Jesus, mine would I* All Thine in its entire conformity ; Absolve it from all sin, and set it free, That it may burn with ardent charity, And never, never cease to think on Thee.

vm.

Abyss of wisdom from eternity,

The harmonies of angels worship Thee ;

Entrancing sweetness flows, 0 Breast, from thee

John tasted it as he lay rapt on Thee ;

0 grant me thus that I may dwell in Thee t

IX.

Hail, fountain deep of God's benignity I The fulness of the immense Divinity Hath found at last a creature home in Thee. Ah, may the counsel that I learn from Thee All imperfection purify in me 1

x.

True temple of the Godhead, hail to Thee I 0 draw me in Thy gracious charity, Thou ark of goodness, full of grace for me. Great God of all, have mercy upon me, And on Thy right hand keep a place for me.

TO THE 8ACRED MEMBERS OF JESUS. 399

Fseditatem mese sordis Benigne Pater diloe.

VI.

Ave, splendor et figura, Summi Dei genitura, De thesauris tuis plenis, Desolatis et egenis,

Manns clementer pern* tie.

VII.

Dnlcis Jesu Christ! pectus, Tuo fiam dono rectus, Absolutus a peccatis, Ardens igne charitatis,

Ut semper te recogitem.

vm.

Tu abyssus es sophise, Angelorum harmonise Te collaudant, ex te fluxit Quod Joannes Cubans suxit, In te fac ut iuliabitem.

IX.

Ave, fons benignitatis, Plenitude Deitatis Corporalis in te manet, Vanitatem in me sanet,

Quod tu confers consilium.

x.

Ave, verum templum Dei, Precor miserere mei, Tu totius area boni, Fac electis me apponi,

Vas dives, Deus omnium.

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CHAPTER VI. PART VI

TO THE FACE.

I.

HAIL, bleeding Head of Jesus, hail to Thee t Thou thorn-crowned Head, I humbly worship Thee!

O wounded Head, I lift my hands to Thee ; O lovely Face besmeared, I gaze on Thee ; O bruised and livid Face, look down on me I

n.

Hail, beauteous 'Fa'c'fr of Jesus, bent on me, Whom angel choirs'&dore exultantly! Hail, sweetest Face of Jesus, bruised for me— Hail, Holy One, whose glorious Face for me Is shorn of beauty on that fatal Tree !

in.

All strength, all freshness, is gone forth from Thee: What wonder ! hath not God afflicted Thee, And is not death himself approaching Thee? O Love ! but death hath laid his touch on Thee, And faint and broken features turn to me.

IV.

O have they thus maltreated Thee, my own ? O have they Thy sweet Face despised, my own I And all for my unworthy sake, rny own 1 O in Thy beauty turn to me. my own ; O turn one look of love on me, my own '

v.

In this Thy Passion, Lord, remember me; In this Thy pain, O Love, acknowledge me ; The honey of whose lips was shed on me, The milk of whose delights hath strengthened me Whose sweetness is beyond delight for me 1

VI.

Despise me not, O Love , I long for Thee ; Contemn me not, unworthy though 1 be ;

TO THE SACRED MEMBERS OF JB8U& 401

PAESVL

AD FAOIEM.

I.

SALVE, caput cruentatnm, Totum spinis coronatum, Conquassatnm, vulueratum, Arundine verberatum, Facie sputis illita.

II.

Salve, eujus dulcis vultus, Immutatus et incultua, Immutavit suum florem, Totus versus in pallorem, Quern laiidat cceli curia.

in.

Omnis vigor atqueviror Hinc recessit, non admirw, Mors apparet in aspectu, Totus pendens in defectn, Attritus segra macie.

IV.

Sic affectus, sic despectus, Propter me sic interfectus, Peccatori tarn indigno, Cum amoris intersigno, Appare clara facie.

v.

In hac tua passione Me agnosce, Pastor bone, Cujus snmpsi mel exore, Baustum lactis cum dulcore, Prse omnibus deliciis.

VI.

Non me reum asperneris, Nee indignum dedigneris,

402 ST- BERNARD'S RHYTHMICAL PRAYER

But now that death is fast approaching Thee, Incline Thy Head, my Love, my Love, to me, To these poor arms, and let it rest on me I

VII.

Thy holy Passion I would share with Thee, And in Thy dying love rejoice with Thee ; Content if by this Cross I die with Thee ; Content, Thou knowest, Lord, how willingly Where I have lived to die for love of Thee.

VIII.

For this Thy bitter death all thanks to Thee, Dear Jesus, and Thy wondrous love for me ! O gracious God, so merciful to me, Do as Thy guilty one entreateth Thee, And at the end let me be found with Thee I

IX.

When from this life, 0 Love, Thou callest me,

Then, Jesus, be not wanting unto me,

But in the dreadful hour of agony,

O hasten, Lord, and be Thou nigh to me,

Defend, protect, and O deliver me.

x.

When Thou, O God, shalt bid my soul be Then, dearest Jesus, show Thyself to me ! O condescend to show Thyself to me, — Upon Thy saving Cross, dear Lord, to me,- And let me die, my Love, embracing Thee I

CHAPTER VII. PART VII

TO THE SACRED HEABT.

I.

HAIL, sacred Heart of God's great Majesty! Hail, sweetest Heart, my heart saluteth Thee! With great desire, O Heart, I seek for Thee, And faint for joy, 0 Heart, embracing Thee ; Then give me leave, 0 Love, to speak to Thee,

TO THE SAUKtiJ) MEMBERS OF JS8UA- 405

Morte tibi jam vicina, Tuum caput hie inclina, In meis pausa brachiia,

VII.

Tnse sanctse passioni Me gauderem interponi, In hac cruce tecum mori, Prsesta crucis amatori Sub cruce tua moriar

VIII.

Morte tuse tarn amarse Grates ago, Jesu chare, Qui es clemens, pie Deus, Fac quod petit tuus reus, Ut absque to non finiar.

IX.

Bum me mori est necesse, Noli mini tune deesse, In tremenda mortis bora, Veni Jesu, absque mora, x

Tuere me et libera.

x.

Cum me jubes emigrare, Jesu chare, tune appare. O amotor amplectende, Temet ipsum tune ostende^ In cruce salutifera.

PARS VIL

AD COB.

I.

SUMMI Regis cor avet<5^ Te saluto corde laeto, Te complecti me deiectat, Et hoc meum cor affectat, Ut ad te loauar animea.

404 ST. BERNARD'S RHYTHMICAL PRATER

With what sweet love Thou languishedst for me ! What pain and torment was that love to Thee I How didst Thou all Thyself exhaust for me 1 How hast Thou wholly given Thyself to me, That death no longer might have hold of me !

in.

O bitter death and cruel ! can it be Thou dares t so to enter greedily Into that cell divine ? O can it be The Life of life, that lives there gloriously, Should feel thy bite, O death, and yield to theel

IV.

For Thy death's sake which Thou didst bear forme, When Thou, O sweetest Heart, didst faint for me, O Heart most precious in its agony, See how I yearn, and longing turn to Thee ! Yield to my love, and draw me unto Thee !

v.

O sacred Heart, beloved most tenderly, Cleanse Thou my own ; more worthy let it be^ All hardened as it is with vanity ; O make it tender, loving, feai-ing Thee, And all its icy coldness drive from me.

VI.

O sinner as I am, I come to Thee ;

My very vitals throb and call for Thee ;

O Love, sweet love, draw hither unto me!

O Heart of Love, my heart would ravished be,

And sicken with the wound of love for Thee !

VII.

Dilate and open, Heart of love, for me, And like a rose of wond'rous fragrance be, Sweet Heart of love, united unto me ; Anoint and pierce my heart, O Love, with Thee, How can he suffer, Lord, who loveth Thee ?

TO THE tiAURED MEMBERS OF JMU8. 405

II.

Quo amore vincebaris, Quo dolore torquebaris, Cum te totum exhaurires, Ut te nobis impartires,

Et nos a morte tolleres ?

in.

O mors ilia ! quam ainara, Quam immitis, quam avara, Quse per cellam introivit, In qua mundi vita vivit,

Te mordens cor dulcissimum.

IV.

Propter mortem quern tulisti, Quando pro me defecisti, Cordis mei Cor dilectum, In te meum fer aflectum,

Hoc est quod opto plurimum.

v.

O Cor dulce prsedilectum, Munda cor meum illectum, Et in vanis induratum, Pium fac et timoratum, Repulso tetro frigori.

VI.

Per medullam cordis mei, Peccatoris atque rei, Tuus amor transferatur, Quo cor totum rapiatur,

Languens amoris vuluere.

VII.

Dilatare, aperire, Tanquam rosa fragrans mire, Cordi meo te conjunge, Unge illud et compunge,

Qui amat te quid patitur t

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VIII.

O Heart of Love, who vanquished is by Thee Knows nothing, but beside himself must be ; No bounds are set to that sweet liberty, No moderation, — he must fly to Thee, Or die he must of many deaths for Thee.

IX.

Mv living heart, O Love, cries out for Thee ; With all its strength, O Love, my soul loves Thee ; O Heart of Love, incline Thou unto me, That I with burning love may turn to Thee, And with devoted breast recline on Thee 1

x.

In that sweet furnace let me live for Thee, Nor let the sleep of sloth encumber me ; O let me sing to Thee and weep to Thee, Adore, and magnify, and honor Thee, And always take my full delight in Thee.

XI.

Thou Rose of wondrous fragrance, open wide, And bring my heart into Thy wounded Side, O sweet Heart, open ! draw Thy loving bride, All panting with desires intensified, ,

And satisfy her love unsatisfied.

XII.

Unite my heart, 0 Jesus, unto Thine,

And let Thy wounded love be found in mine.

Ah, if my heart, dear love, be made like Thine

O will it not be pierced with darts divine,

The sweet reproach of love that thrills through Thine 1

XIII.

O Jesus, draw my heart within Thy Breast, That it may be by Thee alone possessed. O Love, in that sweet pain it would find rest, In that entrancing sorrow would be blest, And lose itself in joy upon Thy Breast.

XIV.

Behold, O Jesus, how it draws to Thee ! O call it, that it may remain in Thee ! See with what large desire it thirsts for Thee ! Reprove it not, O Love ; it loves but Thee : Then bid it live — by one sweet taste of Thee I

TO THE SACRED MEMBERS OF JE8U8. 407

VIII.

Quidnam agat nescit vere, Nee se valet coliibere ; Nullum modum dat ampri, Multa morte vellet mori,

Amore quisquis vincitnr.

IX.

Viva cordis voce clamo, Dulce cor, te namque amo ; Ad cor meum inclinare, Ut se possit applicare,

Devoto tibi pectore.

x.

Tuo vivat in amore, Nee dormitet in lorpore ; Ad te oret, ad te ploret, Te adoret, te honoret,

Et fruens omne tempore.

XI.

Rosa cordis aperire, Cujus odor fragrat mire, Te dignare dilitare, Fac cor meum anhelare, Flam ma desiderii.

XII.

Da cor cordi sociari, Tecum, Jesu. vulnerari ; Nam cor cordi similatur, Si cor meum perforatur, Sagittis improperii.

XIII.

Infer tuum intra sinum Cor, ut tibi sit vicinum, In dolore gaudioso, Cum deformi specioso,

Quod vix seipsum capiat.

XIV.

Hie repauset, hie moretur, Ecce jam post te movetur, Te ardenter vult si tire, Jesu, noli contraire,

Ut bene de te sentiat.

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St. Bonaventure's Life of

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